rehab (unfinished demo)

Track two from Make It Through Fall

Guitar Lyrics And Vocals: Lil Xtra
Additional production: Kado

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Lyrics: 
Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25, 
No point living right won’t make it out alive 
Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
Leaning from the fucking codine in my sprite 
Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like,
Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly 
He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says 
What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die? 
Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish 
I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig 
I’ve been too distressed to address this
But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless 
And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish
I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it 
But I know who I am, no need to pretend 
Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again.

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture underneath my mattress
Can’t see the sky to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I know I'm fucking different....

Why the world gotta be like this?
Getting high and she tells me what her step dad did 
I keep the secret so she can pretend 
That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense 
So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit 
To block out how fucked up it all is
I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
I just need a pill to feel happiness 
I just need a check and some ice I can flex 
A few more drugs to feel a little less 
A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed 
That loves all my shit and loves having sex
So I can pretend everything’s okay 
But the world’s so black and I’m so grey 
I hope in the end one day I’ll say 
I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes 
I hope you keep me underneath your mattress 
Still too blind to see my own condition
I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
I can’t see the sky, to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I hope I'm always different

I hope
I hope
I hope...
I hope I'm always different

Different

way too drunk to think way too high to care,,

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lyrics
Bury me in diamonds 
Top me off in gold
The world will know that I'm royalty when they steal my soul cuz

I killed art with my skinny jeans it's a good thing I gained LBS babe 
Or maybe I got better taste aye
I made girls start seeing race

I gotta problem a lotta people they don't wanna talk about 
If I was a fish in the river then maybe I could see a sound 
 
Decisions I would keep I know would swing you around 
Never my talks of spirits and sounds

Yeah

I've got drugs to plan and you've got things to do 
And I don't wanna stop getting high cuz I'm feeling you 

I got things to plan I got drugs to do with you 

Girl you know that I'm on the way 
I'll have you know that I'm so afraid
Was I born 20 years too soon or 40 years too late
Cuz I would have owned the world 
Before the stocks collapsed
And probably have less panic attacks 
I might have been friends with my dad

Cuz we all have dead friends
And some still walk the earth
But we do what we can do to make everything hurt less

Yeah 

Well I guess that I'm blessed because all of my friends know we’re equally dead well at least in the head 

It's unusual 
But usually

We’re way too drunk to think
And way too high to care
We’re way too drunk to think
And way too high to care
Care
About you
About you

I don't care if you don't mind if you died right now but I would be dead inside 

Just close your eyes 
Pray to God that my baby's alright she was in the hospital last night my baby my baby girl 
Just close your eyes 
Pray to God that my baby's alright she was 
in the hospital last night my baby my baby 

Girl you know that I'm on the way 
I'll have you know that we’re so afraid
Were we born 20 years too soon or 40 years too late
Cuz I would have owned the world 
Before the stocks collapsed
And probably have less panic attacks 
I might have been friends with your dad

Cuz we all have dead friends
And some still walk the earth
But we do what we can do to make everything hurt less

Yeah

Well I guess that I'm blessed because all of my friends know we’re equally dead well at least in the head 

It's unusual but usually

We’re way too drunk to think
And way too high to care
We’re way too drunk to think
And way too high to care
Care
About you
About you,

Usual

idk u anymore.

lyrics: genius.com/Ryster-idk-u-anymore-lyrics

Produced by Hagan.
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idk u anymore [prod. hagan]

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @illfaith

Ask If I Miss You, I'll Lie

co prod @ prodbytheswitch

put that beretta to my head
i'm tryna empty the clip
i've been facin every wood
but i can't face what i did

i've been drinkin every night
i don't care what i sip
the more i think about her touch
the more i drink till i'm sick

and i don't, really know what you call that
i keep wishing on the stars for you to call back
and i don't, really know if you care now
girl you're fine, do your thing, let your hair down

she knows i'll always love her
she knows i'll always try
but every time she kisses him
i get better at sayin goodbye

and i don't wanna lose you
but i don't wanna live
i put everything i had inside the heart you gave to him!

put that beretta to my head
i'm tryna empty the clip
i've been facin every wood
but i can't face what i did

i've been drinkin every night
i don't care what i sip
the more i think about her touch
the more i drink till i'm sick

and i don't, really know what you call that
i keep wishing on the stars for you to call back
and i don't, really know if you care now
girl you're fine, do your thing, let your hair down (x2)

clip!

feat. @cozyboycries
prod. @antongxldn & @prodiof

I know she only want me cause she know I'm going far...

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Kissing In The Dark Ft. Cøzybøy

Rip Jonathan Meristil, I love you bro <3

Mix & Mastered by: yung van
Cover art: JJ Meri x yung van

I fucking died the day I watched you go (Prod. nathanspeiser)

hell no, you can not ride with us
back of the cab you can find your seat alone
you be all dangerous with the way you talk
yeah i had to  let you know
did i stu-stu-stutter
cause sometimes yes i do when i'm alone with you
did i stu-stu-stutter
cause you think it is cute but i wish you fucking knew
hell no, you can not ride with us
back of the cab you can find your seat alone
you be all dangerous with the way you talk
yeah i had to  let you know

i was alone way before you thought that shit was trendy
black emojis in your bio, oh you put to many
and my bitch was dressed in black and she was not to friendly
i got messages but you really could not offend me

i never needed you
even if it gets you blue
imma let you know it's really true
i never needed you
i made sure that you can't say i do, you can't say i do

i was alone way before you thought that shit was trendy
she used to be so happy now she cut the fendi
back when i was on the floor, you could've healed my sores
but you chose to spit on me and now

hell no, you can not ride with us
back of the cab you can find your seat alone
you be all dangerous with the way you talk
yeah i had to  let you know
did i stu-stu-stutter
cause sometimes yes i do when i'm alone with you
did i stu-stu-stutter
cause you think it is cute but i wish you fucking knew
hell no, you can not ride with us
back of the cab you can find your seat alone
you be all dangerous with the way you talk
yeah i had to  let you know

idk u anymore [prod. hagan]

ryster

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txxic sxitch

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