produced by secre (2024)

aLLy _ outro (eric Godlow)

I thought I needed you
I thought I'd bleed for you
I thought I'd rip open my heart so I could be with you

girl I never needed you
why did I bleed for you
ripped open my heart to give a fraction of the world to you
fraction of the world to you

no I'm not okay
but I'll say that I am in the doorway
I don't ever wanna get in your way
I just wanna be with you who cares about the foreplay

killing my vitals slowly
how did I get so angry
ripping my hair out with my claws
I don't wanna be here like at all

time kills everything I thought I'd never see you again
withered away as all the termites ate at my skin
everybody said I fucked up when I told them the truth
maybe I am just a suck up to the plot of the news

dont wait for me
two blankets in the trunk of the 95 pontiac babygirl that's a must

oh cant you see
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all so we can still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

can we still be us

can we still be us (secre x heyrick)

tell me what u want
where u goin in the nighttime?
wakin up late wit nobody by my right side
pourin up drank just to make it til the sunrise
dont know what to say i aint nun more than tongue tied

took a couple grams i aint a bitch
faces fade away so take a pic
feelings never stay so take a hit
think i took too much i gotta sit

think i took too much im steady sippin
fiji water on me bitch im drippin 
grab ahold of me my hand is slippin
off the edge im boutta see the endin

i dont wanna waste another day
dont know how much more that i can take
stayin sober sayin im cliche
had to care i had to find a way to

battle
bottles
whippin murceilagos

in fh5 i aint makin shit on distro

rattled
thoughts roll
into da mental

take my life wit a blade to da wrist hoe

takin flows from songs ill drop tomorrow
sittin in the bottom of the barrel
drownin in this stupid fuckin sorrow
never trustin next time ill be careful

 bring it back in  
got an o-z rolled up in the nightstand 
you dont know me you aint ever met my best friend
c-h-l-o-e thats my right hand
swear that mf got my back when
rollin down the window caughtchu lackin
up the k n we get straight to blastin
camera lights  we cant forget the action

soberr_24

soberr_24 (secre x flesh)

Lyrics:

make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot
make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot

make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot
i’m breathing, keep breathing, pollution
parasite, i’m falling victim to the snakes that let my body drop
i’m bleeding, consuming, delusions (x2)
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out

wish i loved myself just a little bit more
so i’d have that strength to walk out that door
wounds may heal but my scars stay torn
angels turning demon with them devil horns
every single day i’m getting closer to the grave
watch em go ghost but i gotta stay brave
insides rot, now there’s nothing but decay
Insides rot, now there’s nothing but decay

make it stop
i wanna bloom but i know every flowers born to rot
i’m breathing, keep breathing, pollution
parasite, i’m falling victim to the snakes that let my body drop
i’m bleeding, consuming, delusions (x2)
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out
breath in, breath out

skin full of bugs, pins and needles
lungs full of blood, brain full of beetles
eat me away, dead or alive, crying out for help, tryna survive
i’m tired of the pain, all the nights i prayed
the ones you hold close, keep the sharpest blade
bones wash away in the acid rain
all that’s left here is regrets and pain

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: secre x chris marek
Mix/Master: yunny goldz

bugs prod. secre x chris marek

femboi dreams

Lyrics; 

Girl you are always on my mind 
I gotta go babygirl I gotta go now
You know everything will heal with time 
I gotta go babygirl I gotta go now
I know you don’t sleep well at night 
Your alone now baby your alone now
And just know everything will be alright 
When I go home
Imma hold you 
Girl you are always on my mind 
when I scroll through my phone 
Late at night time 
I never thought I would be here again 
I never thought I would see the sunrise 
And I know you don’t sleep well at night 
Your alone now baby your alone now
I can’t wait to look into your eyes 
We’re alone now
I gotta go now. 

I stand alone at the crossroads
I only know what you taught me to be 
And now I feel like a no one 
Is this what you want me to be?

Go (prod. Secre)

treefolk (prod. secre)

Moon (prod. by Cyclope Beatz)

2099 freestyle (how u do dat)


If I die tomorrow im scorching the earth
I need some oujia boards up in that hearse
Cause im coming back and im hurting u first

I wear these lenses that cover my bloodshot eyes
I wrap this blunt and I pull in to park at the venue and im already fried
Its me and my mind like
I feel the temperature rising in here
I feel myself getting higher in here
Im way too geared to be catching a vibe in here  
Lately its no where to hide in here lets go
I could’ve been like 
I couldve been like 6’10
With the way that im squeezing inside of this Benz
Its only two seats I dont got any friends
I pull the brake and I whip the corner
Feel the rubber let go on the brick and mortar
 im doing alright for a pot smoker
This wood in my hand need a fire poker
I roll this paper up under the Kush inside it making my body numb lets go 
Im tryna fuck u I promise I aint leaving until that whole body hum
That table got resin clumps
I rip the bong and I need me some oxygen
Like pronto Im flying im dodging the pot holes
This pill in me making my eyes close
My phone just adjusted the time zone
Im in a 747 thats over the ocean
Im going over the bro code
And I come to find that u filled up with dirty emotions 
I couldnt worry about who had got me I knew u forever but what is it worth
If u do me dirty they doing me worse
I need his blood to be soaking his shirt
Every time its always something ruining my night lets go
Ping my phone so much its now like a nightlight lets go
What’s it worth me smoking if I dont get high no more
I think u purposely trying fuck my life up for sure
Every time I reach out I just get my arm smacked lets go
25 shows im leaving the tarmac lets go
I rock this shit and I dont need no guitar strap lets go
And I miss home so much but this just life on the road
Really my baby im losing my grip I took too many pills now im gonna be sick
I see a camera im breaking the lens no flash photos I shouldn’t here
How much I take of this shit in a year
Cant be too much cause im standing right here
I just dont think of my habits enough
Im already dead so what’s one more cup
Maybe u got in my head if it wasn’t for u than I would’ve been dead
I got this back and forth here in this lead
Im turning the carpet and drapery red
And really if nobody got me I got me but I would prefer if u stayed on my side
I got some problems thats trouble to hide
And u like the only person I confide in
Cause when it all falls down ill be somewhere in the dust
Baby lay that hand down cause I see right thru the bluff
They saying its no escape now cause I checked
Its locked down and were next 
So speak ur mind with ur chest
There’s no point saving ur breath
Firing mortars u gotta choose if u fight or just hide in the back of the corner
Planning my torture I see a car out my house and I know its an enemy soldier
Baby im losing my shit I could see in my future im deep in a ditch
Ok hold up now I gotta piss
I pour again but I darken the mix I darken the mix
Every time its always something ruining my night lets go
Ping my phone so much its now like a nightlight lets go
What’s it worth me smoking if I dont get high no more
I think u purposely trying fuck my life up for sure

LEAK6 (jabarionthebeat x theevoni x skipa)

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

Soon as I finish work ill be there 10 ill make it happen
I cant help but stay up thru this night im off a gram of magic
Every time we fight I gotta tell myself u never mean it
I cant help but sleep as soon I mix my cup and see it bleeding
I cant help but sleep as soon as I do my cup and see it bleed
Its too hot in here im tryna recoup but I count breath
I fucked up the dose and now the drugs alone controlling me
I need u to lift me up and try to put back the soul in me
I got 20 bucks in the pocket of my diesel jeans
Im just tryna do whatever I could to be wanted
I could buy a deeg and relax while u holding me
Never in my life did I think id be a zombie
Marks on my hands I think doomsday upon me
Burns on my back scratch marks on my face
I got bruises on my waist but im still so cocky
Could u Help me with my heart cause I cant tell the bad apart from the good
Anymore
And even if I could would I wanna know which one I am

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

Its racks on my head she wrapped round my head oh no
U got me in a headlock baby
If u couldnt wait how the fuck I stand a chance on my own
Its hard when half the people here hate me
Its good having shoulders around u until its elbows
U tryna take it left I know u tryna take it where I dont wanna go
U keep tryna take it personal and that game plan is starting get old
Im in the basement and im starting grow mold
I been here forever what’s a couple nights more
Ill keep waiting here and until im part of this floor
She reach over to feed and I just watch the blood pour

Hoodie on top of my shirt alone is 7 bands
Blood on top my 32’s and 12 mens
She might be a demon but somehow she heaven sent
Soon as I stop my breathing she reach out and bite my neck

luvbitez (jabarionthebeat x prodcrater x vogomusic)


All this hitting my chest im in shock then it fade
Girl if u tryna take it there well take it that way
Always with this extra shit when drinking bombay
Oh could you shut the fuck up im getting migraines
All it takes some bullshit to ruin my day
Im just tryna talk while u yell in my face
One pill too much now Im somewhere up in deep space
Every night im dying but at least its my way

I roll this 2 but its hitting like 3 to me
I take this pill and it boosted my energy
Ion take time off its no one cover me
I fill my plate with whatever they feeding me
I had to spend 10 nights alone
Im in the woods and im breaking my phone
I tried to call u but no one is answering
I just said fuck it im letting u go
I just said fuck it im too my zone
I threw out my heart and I put in a stone
I just said fuck it I already tried to be nice
But im better off distant and cold
I just said fuck it I already tried to high but I guess now I need more drugs
With this in my system I feel in my element fuck it im never gon need more love
You should’ve thought this through before u typed the shit out and sent it
Now im just laughing inside of my head and busting my weed up on top of that message
U know I seen this all before
I hated the first time I also hated the second
It never changes war
Just like a birth sign u gon use it as leverage
How much more of this
Do u got in the tank
Aren’t u bored of it
Aren’t u getting strained
Surgery on this wood
I might hit a vein
I dont know the strain but
You know its packed with pain

All this hitting my chest im in shock then it fade
Girl if u tryna take it there well take it that way
Always with this extra shit when drinking bombay
Oh could you shut the fuck up im getting migraines
All it takes some bullshit to ruin my day
Im just tryna talk while u yell in my face
One pill too much now Im somewhere up in deep space
Every night im dying but at least its my way

migraines (jabarionthebeat x fizzle x haze)


I made a problem that no one could solve
Watch how this pill hit the cup and dissolve
10 seats wont even fit half of the team
I could of got u from over the screen
I got a problem but no one to call 
And I hold some memories deep in these walls
Where were u baby when I was a wreck
Where were u baby when I was a mess

I did some things for the guys I know
Most what i say girl u should not know
I made some calls and I never heard back
So I made the call to never call you again
Still im a stranger inside my home
I got a closet thats full up with bones
I got a vacuum thats full up with blood
Plus I got some bodies thats covered in mud

Its 12am Oh Its Mardi gras Baby
Ceiling fans They getting ripped out the placement
Its alright I got a new outlook lately
Sure we fight But end of day u my favourite
Im Gone again
I gotta stop getting so faded
Klonopin Must be in this bud im sedated
Macho man Im randy sav when im angry
And where it went was no where Id like to take it

Take my Hand and Come inside
Lets gets Fucked up Lets get fried
Ill take Yours if  You take Mine 
I get U get We get high
Ill show U a Perfect night
Touch up Ur Make up Girls dont cry
Cameras Flashings I go blind
Ill wait On you Till I die

Its 12am Oh Its Mardi gras Baby
Ceiling fans They getting ripped out the placement
Its alright I got a new outlook lately
Sure we fight But end of day u my favourite
Im Gone again
I gotta stop getting so faded
Klonopin Must be in this bud im sedated
Macho man Im randy sav when im angry
And where it went was no where Id like to take it

ceiling fan man (jabarionthebeat x bitton x kuji)

4LIFE (prod. LouieOTK)


I touch down and im hitting you first I had thought Missed me more
Maybe im way too deep in this shit and im reading it wrong im sure
Im cutting off this rot inside of my life so losing friends
Lets see how deep envy running inside these broken men
Took me a while to get where im at so im stingy in giving it up
I took too much at the party im good tho im probably throwing it up

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

Maybe I needed a hand then now im good on my own shit changes
Cameras inside my vision like
Im going blind just walking to stages
Soon as I get my mind we so brutal
We so mess
Soon as see that red light I know u start getting undress
Everywhere I go
Everything I do
Everything that happened
Lead me right to you
Everything they say
Everything they use
It dont hurt at all
Im so bulletproof
Where ya wanna live
Where ya wanna move
I could buy the house
Baby ill take care of you
Know its word of mouth
But words is what I use
Its my fucking job
And im good what I do

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

frost on my grave (jabaronthebeat x melo x beatsbykimpe)

thats my brother jay (solow)

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