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lyrics :

[verse]
i would wake up next to you it would be great, 
waking up and opening my eyes to your face,
but, i remember there was a good few couple days,
where you would talk to me and i would feel really drained,
something felt fake that day,
i can't really tell what it is,
it got me feeling some type of way,
and without you i don't know how to live,
[pre-hook]
how do you love me after proving that you don't, 
you are the reason baby why i am alone,
i remember when you would feel like my home,
but, now i'm lost on what i be calling home,
[hook]
i know that i did mess up but i do love you girl,
i would do anything for you to be in my world,
for you baby i really think i'd do anything,
but the whole time i just messed up every damn thing :((
[verse]
i know everyday she ringing up my damn phone,
it is annoying like the alarm on my iphone,
sometimes I WANT YOU BACK but baby i ain't MICHAEL :OO 
but, i won't take you back, so that isn't my call,
so stop calling me, even you can tell it ain't gonna work out,
my heart always bleeds when i see your name on my phone now,
[pre-hook]
how do you love me after proving that you don't, 
you are the reason baby why i am alone,
i remember when you would feel like my home,
but, now i'm lost on what i be calling home,
[hook]
i know that i did mess up but i do love you girl,
i would do anything for you to be in my world,
for you baby i really think i'd do anything,
but the whole time i just messed up every damn thing :((
[end hehe]

WORLD

​🇱​​🇾​​🇷​​🇮​​🇨​​🇸​ :

[𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲]
why you giving no response,
maybe you should find somebody else,
tell me bae what's going wrong,
cos' without you cant be my self,

now you talk sh*t on the phone,
yeah, you keep talking 'bout these lies,
might just stay all on my own,
cos' bae i don't wanna fight,

ᴘʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴇᴅ ʙʏ - @ᴜɴʟᴜᴄᴋʏ
ᴍɪxᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴍᴇ

SYMPATHETIC EXPERIENCES (interlude)

made this when i was in school, i miss a lot of people icl.

spotify link - https://open.spotify.com/track/1AnwpgZ4qu4Uc7oDfe8PHx?si=d1270c77f96f4560

how it used to be (prod. skysuzuya)

​🇱​​🇾​​🇷​​🇮​​🇨​​🇸​ :

[𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲]
off of this plane, i'm bout to land,
she acting crazy for the cam,
i pass all the blonde hoes to sam,
cos' they be asking me my gram',

[𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗸]
she listen to my sh*t, yeah i know she a fan,
wake up, brush my teeth and then i go count my bands, yeah,
do this by myself i don't need no hand,
i could f*ck round, get expensive denim when i land in japan,
might go to new york, to see really how them motherf*ckers talk, yeah,
she want me cos of my accent, i said "lil hoe i'm lost, yeah",
she playing my music in the maybach yeah i feel like ross h*e,
i would buy myself that hellcat, i don't care 'bout the cost bro, 

i do not care bout the price,
really reaching new heights,
i remember them lonely nights,
now i get money doing sh*t i like,
doing this sh*t really got me where i am right now,
i really think that is the reason yeah huh, they wanna fight now,
making money sitting down speaking facts on the motherf*cking mic' now,

[𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲]
getting everything that i wanted that i couldn't have that's the grind now,
i'm gonna make it all mine now,
they tryna talk i sigh now,
me and hendini f*cking flying out,
going to the top yeah the higher route,

imma take her outta states,
buy a brand new bag for real,
all these motherf*ckers in my way,
it really be getting me mad for real,
as soon as i got up all these motherf*ckers getting sad for real,
for what?
chilling while i'm on the highway,
shawty taunting to come my place,
how do you do this sh*t so good i told her i just do it my way,
just like nike bae, yeah i do it,
everything you f*cking ruin,
like bro what the f*ck you doing,
you done this for years bro so why you not even moving?
i done this for two years now, they all following the movement,

[𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗸]
she listen to my sh*t, yeah i know she a fan,
wake up, brush my teeth and then i go count my bands, yeah,
do this by myself i don't need no hand,
i could f*ck round, get expensive denim when i land in japan,
might go to new york, to see really how them motherf*ckers talk, yeah,
she want me cos of my accent, i said "lil hoe i'm lost, yeah",
she playing my music in the maybach yeah i feel like ross h*e,
i would buy myself that hellcat, i don't care 'bout the cost bro, 

i do not care bout the price,
really reaching new heights,
i remember them lonely nights,
now i get money doing sh*t i like,
doing this sh*t really got me where i am right now,
i really think that is the reason yeah huh, they wanna fight now,
making money sitting down speaking facts on the motherf*cking mic' now,

ᴘʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴇᴅ ʙʏ - @ᴊᴀʙ
ᴍɪxᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴍᴇ

EXPENSIVE DENIM

​🇱​​🇾​​🇷​​🇮​​🇨​​🇸​ :

[𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲]
that b*tch want me to d-i-e,
but you know me b*tch i'm like c'est la vie,
get all the racks cos' that's just me,
i'd rather take money over you b*tch so um... leave,
(yeah)
me and sky yeah we smoking that thrax,
she banging on my f*cking door relax,
i feel like that streamer cos i got them plaques,
yeah shoutout to max,
i'm running this sh*t yeah like it's a track,
yeah i'm not gon' f*ck that b*tch imma pass,
like i'm carti i'd rather die than come in last,
you hating on me boy touch some grass,

[𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗸]
swerve,
i got to protect myself from these motherf*ckers, i gotta curve,
if he talking sh*t imma stomp his head ride in a curb,
right into f*cking curbs,
like im summrs and f*cking trippie i'm the biggest bird,
why you trapped in four walls all the time like you're the biggest nerd,
i like women with melanin that's what i prefer,
went to the f*cking bank broke that sh*t milli just to transfer,
she pulling me in like i'm in origins, yeah a panzer,

[𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲]
she want me now cos' i just got the money, the money, the mula,
me and this h*e be tweakin' together like bk the rula,

[ᴛʜᴜɴᴅᴇʀ]
swerve,
i just got to,
swerve,
*whistle*
ha, ha, i just got to,

[𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗸]
swerve,
i got to protect myself from these motherf*ckers, i gotta curve,
if he talking sh*t imma stomp his head ride in a curb,
right into f*cking curbs,
like im summrs and f*cking trippie i'm the biggest bird,
why you trapped in four walls all the time like you're the biggest nerd,
i like women with melanin that's what i prefer,
went to the f*cking bank broke that sh*t milli just to transfer,
she pulling me in like i'm in origins, yeah a panzer,

ᴘʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴇᴅ ʙʏ - @85ᴇɪɢʜᴛʏꜰɪᴠᴇ
ᴍɪx ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴍᴇ

SWERVE/LANCEY FLOW

​🇱​​🇾​​🇷​​🇮​​🇨​​🇸​ :

[𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗸]
everything right now, it's just getting way too-
everything right now, it's just getting way too much,

[𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲]
how do you feel when you put someone else down,
i know that it's bad but sometimes you really got to worry 'bout your self now,
you really got to be selfish to get everything that you wanna be,
i do not give a f*ck about the money, i just wanna be happy honestly,
shoutout my girl cos' she really better than winning the lottery,
and shoutout my brothers from the day one cos' everybody used to laugh at me,
chezi, dt, ap, nahum, yauhning, do not stop,
i don't care if you gon' have breaks as long as i know you're chilling at the top,
i talk to myself sometimes feeling lost,
used to be an L but now i move like a boss,
like a boss, how times changed,
i really hate how they be saying my name,
hate so many of these mfs cos they drop you when they get a little fame,

[𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗸]
everything right now, it's just getting way too-
everything right now, it's just getting way too much,

[𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲]
i love my mother because she the one that raised me,
my dad never cared even when i was a baby,
i'm still way too focused to give a fuck if you hate,
feel like im so cos when i talk, yeah they think that i'm crazy,
when i was in amsterdam i really wanted just to stay,
so all of the bullshit in my life could just all go away,
r.i.p to gramps, i really hope that you are okay,
after you passed, i had that dream about you and it kills me to this day,

[𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗸]
everything right now, it's just getting way too-
everything right now, it's just getting way too much,

[𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗿𝗼]
i do this music shit cos' it really help my mind,
think i was like five, walked in seen my mama cry,
i told her believe in me cos' i know it's gon' be alright,
she said without me and my brother she won't be in this life,

ᴘʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴇᴅ ʙʏ - @___ᴍɢ06 & @ᴍᴇᴛʜʙᴏ1ꜱᴡᴀɢ
ᴍɪxᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴍᴇ

EMOTIONS

APPRECIATION (intro)

​🇱​​🇾​​🇷​​🇮​​🇨​​🇸​ :

[𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲] - ʙᴀɴᴅᴀɴɴᴀ$ᴀɪɴᴛ
i'm tryna make a way,
way to get our past out the shit that i done been through,
but i think i'll be alright,
yeah, i think i'll be alright,
i been geeked up out my mind,
and i know this sh*t not right,
i've been tryna find some time,
i need time to make it right,
i'm so f*cked up in my mind,
and i know this sh*t not right,
geeked as f*ck,
i can't go out like these [.] 
so damn geeked up out my body, i got stuck,
i was tryna find a way but i got stuck,
what the f*ck i'm 'posed to do from here,
what the f*ck i'm 'posed to do from here,
these [.] fake as f*ck i see it clear,
whole lot of racks in my atmosphere,
i got them racks, i don't wanna share,
but it's cool and it's bool,
i'm so geeked, i ain't leave my room,

[𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲] - ʀʏᴜᴋ
i been geeked up out my mind,
i feel like that i'm going insane,
i remember that he was my bro but now he switched up yeah that's so lame,
i was inside of the gle but you know me, i just switched to the range,
but then he claiming that i changed,
like i'm autumn i am still the same,
ha, ha, ha, i do not talk i just bring the racks in,
high as f*ck, i really feel like that i'm lagging,
stop showing me ur songs i didn't even ask sh*t,
why my name in your mouth bro, i cannot stand it,
put your motherf*cking songs in the trash, 
your b*tch on my body just like its a rash,
i know that hoe, she is irritating,
she want me back cos my money raising,

[𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗿𝗼]
oh, uh, uh.

ᴘʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴇᴅ ʙʏ - @???
ᴍɪxᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ @ʙᴀɴᴅᴀɴɴᴀꜱᴀɪɴᴛ & @ʀʏᴜᴋꜱᴜɴɪᴠᴇʀꜱᴇ

YEAH (ft. bandanna$aint)

​🇱​​🇾​​🇷​​🇮​​🇨​​🇸​ :

[@𝗱𝘁𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗲𝗻𝟬]
i'm not gon cap bruh this [.] the goat,
this [.] the goat bro,
it's a ryuk classic my [.],
if you're not in tune, get in tune cos' this shit finna takeover bro,
this finna takeover the world my [.] ricco the goat,
he versatile, he got it, he'll f*ck ya hoe [.] f*ck is you talking bout',
ricco classic [.],

[𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗸]
b*tch you know i'm on the road,
in the motherf*cking srt, hol' up b*tch, imma be right back,
imma count all these motherf*cking racks,
calling up sky and he send in the thrax,
b*tch try f*ck me through the- (yeah)
b*tch try f*ck me through the text,
b*tch i'm celibate, ain't no s*x,
outside with the gang, b*tch we on the percies we moving slow,
this b*tch is my main cos really think that i'll be the goat,
got to buy me some sage, cos i cannot f*ck with negative hoes,
and she want love bae, i don't know,
(woah, woah)

[𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲]
walk in the room and i feel like the greatest,
she a bad b*tch, tell me what her name is,
yeah she is a h*e, CTRL + ALT +DELETE,
pull out of that h*e then i nut on the sheet,
you just took L's, defeat,
sorry lil brother your hoe on my meat,
(huh, woah, huh, woah) (yeah, yeah)
like speaker knockerz i do this by my lonely,
wearing true religion bae, it is on me,
he like peter griffin cos he a,
[𝗳𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗹𝘆 𝗴𝘂𝘆 𝗰𝗹𝗶𝗽] - "𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞, 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐠 𝐟𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐲." 
that boy is a phony,
these b*tches in love but they don't know me,
i won so much where the f*ck my trophies at,
b*tch like adobe she really gon flash,

[𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗸]
b*tch you know i'm on the road,
in the motherf*cking srt, hol' up b*tch, imma be right back,
imma count all these motherf*cking racks,
calling up sky and he send in the thrax,
b*tch try f*ck me through the- (yeah)
b*tch try f*ck me through the text,
b*tch i'm celibate, ain't no s*x,
outside with the gang, b*tch we on the percies we moving slow,
this b*tch is my main cos really think that i'll be the goat,
got to buy me some sage, cos i cannot f*ck with negative hoes,
and she want love bae-

[𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗿𝗼]
after everything i know we went out seperate ways,
but i'm still missing you my love yeah everyday,
you can listen to me or what all your friends say,
but it don't matter cos you know that i am here for you,
although i f*cked up, just know i care for you,
both the inside and outside, you're beautiful,
although i wanna cry sometimes yeah i keep my cool,
this is a message from my heart going right to you,

right to you, right to youuu,
x4

ᴘʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴇᴅ ʙʏ - @ꜱᴋʏꜱᴜᴢᴜʏᴀ & @ᴘʀᴏᴅ.ᴋᴇᴇᴅᴏʜ
ᴍɪxᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴍᴇ

RIGHT TO YOU

it's just you and i 🎸

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until the end of time

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produced, mixed and vocals by me ! (っ＾▿＾)

lyrics :

I never wanted to feel this way
My trust and heart you've cruelly betrayed
If I said I loved you now it wouldn't be the same,
I'm drowning in sorrow, my hope has decayed
My heart turned to ashes
I wear a plastic smile, hiding the pain that I'm going through
I'm talking about you,
And I didn't wanna lose, 
The feelings that I have for you,
Got me doing things that I used to do,

And I don't wanna go nowhere if you ain't with me
So I ain't going nowhere if you're not with me
You're burying my feelings to the ground six feet,
In darkness, I'm done my soul, is with defeat,

And now I'm running away,
And now I'm running away, 
And now I'm watching it fade,
And now I'm watching it fade,
You'll never know how it feels,
I feel like I can't escape you,

I never wanted to feel this way
My trust and heart you've cruelly betrayed
If I said I loved you now it wouldn't be the same,
I'm drowning in sorrow, my hope has decayed
My heart turned to ashes
I wear a plastic smile, hiding the pain that I'm going through
I'm talking about you,
And I didn't wanna lose,
The feelings that I have for you,
Got me doing things that I used to do, [X2]

turned to ashes

prod. noah birch

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/6udv7HPLAPmGySiZ5BURD0?si=ece7e7c48e56466f
youtube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9Z8ZatcDnM&list=OLAK5uy_mUCuNfT9Fwos5P7L0lohDBvcJ5r1-adsY

lyrics -
you’re a broken soul,
and you remind me of me,
yet we’re so different,
you’re everything i need,
i’m all yours,
but have you seen the state i’m in?
girl, you’re my medicine,
you’re my medicine,


spread my wings, 
teach me how to fly,
and tell me that i’m fine,
because i need it,
i just need me some more reassurance,
because to me you are just so fucking important,


you’re a broken soul,
and you remind me of me,
yet we’re so different,
you’re everything i need,
i’m all yours,
but have you seen the state i’m in?
girl, you’re my medicine,
you’re my medicine,


why does it feel like you’re still here? 
(all alright, tell me it’s all alright)

can you help me because my vision is unclear? 
(all alright, tell me it’s alright)

call me delusional but girl you know i still care,
(still care still)

and can you not leave me stranded by the deep on my own,
leave me stranded by the deep on my own,


you’re a broken soul,
and you remind me of me,
yet we’re so different,
you’re everything i need,
i’m all yours,
but have you seen the state i’m in?
girl, you’re my medicine,
girl, you’re my medicine…

medicine

enough is enough,
there's limits to what you mean,
eviscerate me love,
you stand there watch me bleed,

tell me what you see,
i see the picture painted but you aren't inside,
all my hope has deflated fuck being alive,
you told me i was wrong even when i was right,

ryuk

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