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[Verse 1]
Father God, I come to the place again
That you torment my brain every moment of my life
You know you told me everything that everybody needs
Everybody, everybody’s sin, everybody doesn’t need
You told me, you reveal
You told me where they’ve been, where they felt
Where every single pain that they every moment of their life

And no, I know what you wonder—
Their uncles, their cousins, their nephews, their dads
Their nephews, their brothers, their cousins, their next door neighbor
You know the one that abused you
I remember every single one like it was yesterday
The pain in my mind, you know, flourishes every day
There’s not a moment that I don’t go without pain

Father God, is this my life that I’m supposed to be refrained from?
Oh my God—You told me that I’m supposed to be loved
And I show everybody about your love
But I know no matter what, deep down inside of me
Is a love that confessed inside of me
Moments in my life that I realize I’m starving
I’m starving for love, I’m starving for this caressness

Father God, the faith that you said you gave me
Father God, where are you? Where do you remain?
You see me hurting? Are you just lost inside of everything else
That you’re trying to do to just control the world?
Control everything that we do and say
Everything that we speak

Even take out our sisters because you know what,
You wanted to wake us up, mind up, yeah
You wanted us to feel
Yeah, I know how your mind works
Yeah, you lose so much pain, yeah, to get us to what?
To follow you?

But you let us suffer so much endurance
And I know and whatever mind, oh my God, I’m mad at you
Yeah, yeah, I am, I am
Let so much pain happen to this earth
And you sit back and cry and not even do nothing
Then you send people like me to go out there and feel so much pain
To change, why?
So you can continue to hurt this world
The way that you do every single day of your life

Yeah, I’m talking to you straight up, God
What are you trying to do? What are you trying to prove?
A world hurting and broken, yeah, and distressed and yeah
Yeah, you’re sitting there telling us to love your name

[Chorus (Hook)]
Straight up, God, I’m crying out to You
This pain is heavy, but I’m still speaking truth
Straight up, God, what are You trying to do?
I’m standing here broken, still reaching for You

[Verse 2]
Jesus
That name supposed to change the way that I think
The way that I frame, the way that I am, the way that I feel?
You let me go through so much pain
Yeah, you take away all my sins, but yet again
Let me just suffer in the same moments of my life
When I was such a child, yeah, from moments of begin

[Chorus (Hook)]
Straight up, God, I’m crying out to You
This pain is heavy, but I’m still speaking truth
Straight up, God, what are You trying to do?
I’m standing here broken, still reaching for You

[Outro / Bridge idea]
I’m starving for love, I’m starving for faith
Father God, show me where You remain
In the hurt and the pain, in the moments I bleed
I’m still crying out, Lord, come rescue me

Straight Up, God

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