To Be Human is a journey told in seven quiet songs.
Seven rooms of the heart.
Seven ways of feeling what words often fail to say.

This is music for those who carry more than they show - 
the ones who sense before they speak,
who feel others’ pain in their own bodies,
and who search for meaning not in noise,
but in stillness.

Each track unfolds like a page from an inner life:
shadows that speak,
questions we whisper,
memories that still breathe in the dark.

These songs don’t shout.
They stay with you.
And in them, you may hear your own echo.

Not to explain what it means to be human—
but to remember it.


Where the Shadows Go

One Last Clown

Murder Ballad

3AM at the Bar

On the Porch isn’t just a record, it’s a conversation. It’s the sound of old souls and weathered hands, of stories told long after midnight under a sky full of stars. It’s music played on borrowed instruments, with creaking floorboards for percussion and a rusted steel guitar crying in the background. It’s imperfect on purpose, because so is life.

This album is about the roads that shaped us, the ones we chose and the ones that chose us. It’s about scars that never quite fade and memories that refuse to leave. It’s about love that breaks us and saves us, wars fought far from home and battles fought deep within, about grief we carry and grace we try to find along the way.

This isn’t a polished studio album meant for neon lights and perfect mixes. It’s the sound of boots on a wooden porch, of a low, raspy voice telling the truth because there’s no reason to lie anymore. It’s a celebration of the beauty in imperfection and a reminder that some of life’s greatest songs are the ones played simply, honestly, and without apology.

So pull up a chair. Pour something strong. And sit with us a while because every note, every word, and every story here was meant to be shared on the porch.

Piper in the Distance

“AFTER YOU LEFT” is an experimental fusion of organic emotion and digital decay.
Dark, haunting — where cello, bagpipe drones, and fractured rhythms drift through static and silence.

AFTER YOU LEFT

Back to Her

🎧 Cursed by Hope — written by MrWhoLab and produced with Suno

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Cursed by Hope

The Weight of What We've Done

Lyrics:
No One
No One
No One
No One
No One
No One
No One
No One

Where stone once kissed the water—once sea, now silent glass,
Four young men stood; three held No One fast.
A slow red weight along the edge, a burden built to last;
We watched in hush—what slips away is past.

The circles widen outward; time keeps no one small.
He drifted where the ground turns hard—we stayed human through it all.

Breathe like No One—light, unchained from clay.
No One… No One slid where we stayed—almost away.
Made something out of nothing—blessing into sound,
Silence out of silence—dreaming underground.

No One
No One
No One
No One

The mother bore a torch—a small, aching flame;
The father pled the stars with open, empty hand.
Good, honest hearts—they gave the same,
But only No One knows that hidden land.

The mist called from the farther bank; his chains untied, declined.
He walked ahead and taught the blank to breathe a living line.
A man of wind and thread, turned crown and steel aside—
He made a world from nothing—too bright, too wide.

Breathe like No One—light, unchained from clay.
Almost away—
Made something out of nothing—blessing into sound,
Silence out of silence—dreaming underground.

No One
No One
No One
No One
mist along the line;
He went before us, left his chains behind.
He went before us, left his chains behind.

Mist Along the Line

A Night at the Gathering Place captures a single, unforgettable evening in a dim, lantern-lit room where Varrow performs a set of songs shaped by his years on the road, his time at the Rainbow Gathering, and the quiet moments that have marked his life.

In the audience sits a girl who has been drifting through her own crossroads.
She doesn’t know Varrow.
Varrow doesn’t notice her.
But when he sings a lullaby he once wrote for a girl he met in the Montana woods, something inside this listener shifts.

The album becomes a portrait of connection without interaction — a night where a stranger’s song becomes the catalyst for someone else’s courage. Between the grit of the bar’s brick walls, the faded angel mural, and the low hum of a live crowd, Varrow’s set unfolds like confession and blessing intertwined.

A Night at the Gathering Place is an album about a moment that changes a life…
even when the one who changes it never knows.

INTO THE RAINBOW

Welcome! I’m a Lyricist, Composer, and Producer based in Stockholm, Sweden, passionate about creating music that resonates deeply with listeners.

My work spans a variety of styles and genres, from heartfelt pop ballads and high-energy rock anthems to soulful country tunes and cinematic instrumental pieces. Every song is crafted to tell a story, blending poetic lyrics, rich melodies, and captivating arrangements that evoke emotion and spark the imagination.

My tracks bring life to stories of love, loss, resilience, and the beauty of the human experience. Whether it’s an ethereal ballad or a gritty country tale, each piece reflects my dedication to creating music that connects on a personal level. Utilizing a combination of my own lyrics and stylings with AI technology and manual editing to bring my vision to life. On some of my songs I also work with talented vocalists to bring the final piece of the puzzle.

New songs are released regularly, so follow along to join the journey and discover your next favorite track. Thank you for listening, and I hope my music becomes a part of your story.

The Weight of What We've Done

Stefan Christiansson

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