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prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends

ur gonna come back

Do you wanna come to my party?
I got everything that you wanted
You say that I act too obnoxious
So I'll just drink away till I'm nauseous

I don't wanna be here
So I'll just walk this road alone until I can see clear
Beg and plead for forgiveness
If you die, then I'm the only witness

That's just how I feel tonight
I don't wanna feel it for the rest of my life
Everyone around me telling me I should die
So, I'ma die slow, stab my chest with a knife

No one even came to my party
Smoke up in the corner, Bob Marley
Pupils dilated off Molly
Mother, I'm a junkie, I'm sorry

no one even came to my party :(

the song is about basically loving someone but losing them, realizing that even though it hurts, its better to have loved and had that kind of experience to know what its like to be happy, whether its temporary or not, than to be forever unbroken and never see love for what it truly is: painful, but worth it.

than not loved at all

requiem for you - scars on your heart demo

nothing seems to get my mind off of death
I guess that you can say im just a little bit obsessed
Well Im already dead so tell me how to speed the process
I don’t deserve a damn thing except to be a carcass
I tried to be a good person but im so caught up
Everyday it’s getting worse man im so fucked up
i contradict all of my words but im so tired of lust
what’ll kill me first the drugs or a barrel to my gut

farewell cruel world i wont miss you

im still a loner and im such a lost cause
mixed&mastered by jayson sankar

can i at least get my hug :/

sombr - back to friends from MTVPush

everything by me
ft: @homesick2005

i dont wanna waste ur time
but u think that im ugly
and im a waste of time
so dont waste ur life
bc the girl ur waiting on will never arrive
how many times will you lie again
and ill lie awake
is it all in my head
i don't wanna pretend
why do u think its fine
when we're never alright
fill my head with ur lies
and leave me out to die

hate the way uu speak but ur always on my mind
hate the way i cry i feel like ill go blind
and all the words u say girl youve never been so kind
and you always act like ur just such a ray of sunshine
n now ur telling me i whine
girl ill never be fine cuz i wasted all that time for you
and now we're done and we are through

i hope that ur fine and that u've been okay since we've been gone from each other
i saw u on ur phone
yet u left me on delivered
why dont u go
and leave me alone

waste away w/ homesick2005

if you knew (bside)

its all shelbys fault

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss
its excites me to the point of trembling

Mascara smears when you cries — but you laughs like you knew that would happen
I just like looking at your, even if you is silent and looks away
(that's you)
I like being your accessory, something you can use, throw away, put on again - I don't mind
I adore those black eyes, not because they are dark,
but because pain dissolves so beautifully in them

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss shade tonight
its excites me to the point of trembling

When your voice shatters in whispers,
I want to hold every broken piece in my chest,
let it cut me open, let it bleed out slow,
so you can see how devotion looks when it finally hurts enough.
Your lipstick tastes like rust,
but it burns sweeter than sugar when it cuts across my mouth.
(bleed into me, breathe into me)
I wanna your nails, I wanna your scars
I wanna the bruise where love pretends to hurt
i wanna ur eyes like collapsing stars
i wanna ur all cuz this only be mine

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss shade tonight
its excites me to the point of trembling
hu-uh





mascara  (on spotify)

When flooded out
When you flood it out, so miserable
Trauma shocks the brain
As I run away

Ever since I was a kid
Wolves circled my head
Darkness encircles it
False bottoms within

When the lungs run out
Of oxygen, understandable
And the silhouette
Stops swimming

There's no one out
Hide the lights
The Culm Measures speaking to me like a murder 
Long since forgotten about





Culm Measures

PEACE (prod. Basil Jet)

Late Bloomer, Early Death

Honey Baby

sweet boy cover by me yuh yuh

i got instru from this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sKsctiCKlEY

sweet boy - malcolm todd (cover by vynne)

Wouldn't You Like To

Asphalt shimmers under violet skies
Digital static in your vacant eyes
You drift like smoke through the crowded street
A bitter rush, so bittersweet

One step, two steps, echoes in the rain
A reckless moth drawn to neon flame

Oh, you're running with a chrome heart
(Chrome heart!)
Taring my city apart
(Apart!)
Dangerous game from the very start
Just running with your chrome heart

Your silhouette flickers then disappears
Lost in the static of my deepest fears
Your laugh cuts through like a dial tone
Crowded room but I'm alone

Three steps, four steps, losing my own pace
Just reflections I can't erase

Oh, you're running with a chrome heart
(Chrome heart!)
Tearing my city apart
(Apart!)
Dangerous game from the very start
Just running with your chrome heart

Is this real or just a glitch in code?
This heavy feeling, dangerous load
You turn around in pale moonlight
For just one second, it feels right

Oh, you're running with a chrome heart!
(Chrome heart!)
Tearing my whole world apart!
(World apart!)
Beautiful lie from the very start!
Just running with your chrome heart!

Chrome heart...
Chrome heart...

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