COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
am i welcome home
to repay
every ounce of my due respects
i never knew what was coming next
i dont belong
to this world
never cared for my life i guess
make mistakes but i make up fast
let me go

i just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
for lifelong
i just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
for lifelong

again pretend
bad years
in the life i had
im upset with the red of my hands
not much i recall
in this head
just carry my ghost
someplace i can rest
give me a dose or a drink
I’ll sing myself to death

I just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
for lifelong
I just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
for lifelong

Akathisia

Art by sempai ( https://twitter.com/sempai3607 )

LYRICS

said i could give a fuck about facts baby
I’m getting faded cause the world’s too flat
The simulation aint a game, don’t laugh
i’m gettin faded cause the world’s too flat

and the sun don’t rise for me anymore
guess i been around
but i’m never sure
in such a little town
with such a pretty church
i think it’s crazy we’re the center of this universe

but it’s a fine line
trust me if you fly high
see the world from my eye
you would see it straight
magic carpet on the way
aint it funny how the time flies
when your life is sci fi
i wish i could escape
all this fiction every day

turn on an axis any day

Burnin for action every day

turn on an axis any day

pull it back and let it spray
i’ll pull it back and let it rain

said i could give a fuck about facts baby
I’m getting faded cause the world’s too flat
The simulation aint a game, don’t laugh
i’m gettin faded cause the world’s too flat
said i could give a fuck about facts baby
I’m getting faded cause the world’s too flat
The simulation aint a game, don’t laugh
i’m gettin faded cause the world’s too flat

unlock your true skill take the red
or take the blue pill if you’re set
but the true world is such a mess
when it’s done, it’s done
i’ll meet you at the edge

coca cola out the faucet
mcdonalds on the tv
verizon my horizons
with apples not for eating
i see blood on all the diamonds
don’t see anybody reading
all i hear is fucking talking bout the things
that have no meaning

you’re all in denial
the earth’s a flat file
i’m singing inside you
you can’t get away
your concious relates
to the ideas you hate
and that’s why you just love me
though it’s so cliche
i’m all on my own, woah, woah
all in my mind, yeah, yeah, 
and it’s hard on my soul, woah, woah
heaven i climb, yeah, yeah

said i could give a fuck about facts baby
I’m getting faded cause the world’s too flat
The simulation aint a game, don’t laugh
i’m gettin faded cause the world’s too flat
said i could give a fuck about facts baby
I’m getting faded cause the world’s too flat
The simulation aint a game, don’t laugh
i’m gettin faded cause the world’s too flat

earth is flat (prod. JAE)

Art by @kaizenmuffin on instagram

LYRICS
I'm sorry for your heart break
I used to feel it all
but you chose for us to part ways
you miss me now I'm gone
and you change your mind like always
make me feel at fault
well I'm sorry for you're heart break
I finally broke the vault
but it's all on me I guess
each time I've realized it
I know that I can't go on alone
anymore

I'm sorry for your heart break
I used to feel it all
but you chose for us to part ways
you miss me now I'm gone
and you change your mind like always
make me feel at fault
well I'm sorry for you're heart break
I finally broke the vault
but it's all on me I guess
each time I've realized it
I know that I can't go on alone
anymore

It's been a long run for me
but baby don't run from me
I don't wanna see you go
always gotta make a show
all the times that you'd cum for me

all the times that you'd cum for me...

I'm sorry for your heart break
I used to feel it all
but you chose for us to part ways
you miss me now I'm gone
and you change your mind like always
make me feel at fault
well I'm sorry for you're heart break
I finally broke the vault
but it's all on me I guess
each time I've realized it
I know that I can't go on alone
anymore

Broke The Vault (prod. Allrounda beats)

Art by Idleglance (sempai)

LYRICS
I don’t mind the weight of it all
I don’t mind the weight of it
I don’t mind the weight of it all
I don’t mind the weight of it

good thing I look like this
good thing I look like this
cause I don't give no fucks
and I don’t take no shit
my girl see me amok
gave me her final kiss
she knew something was up
but she still want my kids

I roll a blunt to get away just for a starry night
I roll a joint to get away just for a moments time
I smoke the bong to get away from this so boring life
I smoke a dab so I can pass out and just fucking die

I need a Lyft
like Uber quick
or else I’m pissed
I got a mission that I must finish
I got a feelin' that there’s something out there that I missed
but I’m not worried, lines are blurry on the life I live
good thing I look like this
good thing I keep control
good thing I flick my wrist
good thing I rest my soul
good thing I finally got the break I need
I risked it all
I kept my patience
didn’t say shit
now I’m boutta ball

I don’t mind the weight of it all
I don’t mind the weight of it
I don’t mind the weight of it all
I don’t mind the weight of it

Lay down like this baby lemme fuck that face
turn up like this baby lemme fuck that waist
and when I leave you baby
I’ll be gone no trace
and when I leave you baby
I’ll be gone no place

good thing I look like this
good thing I look like this
cause I don't give no fucks
and I don’t take no shit
my girl see me amok
gave me her final kiss
she knew something was up
but she still want my kids

I roll a blunt to get away just for a starry night
I roll a joint to get away just for a moments time
I smoke the bong to get away from this so boring life
I smoke a dab so I can pass out and just fucking die

Ego Death (prod. puhf)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
i said hold the phone
i’m sick of the way
You like to go on
i’m tellin you nah
you’re testin my patience
your hitting me raw
dont say oh my god
like i made mistakes
shit i’m workin on
are we fallin off
cause i wont today
can we get along
now why wont you say shit
I’m burning and raging
i’m hurting and aching
fell for your fake shit
you pull it since ancient
can we go on
alone
cause i never thought that i’d know
all the things that i know
Holding my phone
like i’m letting go
once again
i don’t wanna let you go
again
i don’t wanna let you go
but i can’t hold you in
and it’s all on my heart
fights that feel like art
don’t even get me started
You know that we’re all we got

i'm all alone
again
at home
instead
and i never know where you are
facts that break my heart
facts that break my heart
and you’ll never know just how hard it is...

i do the most
i pave the way
i guide when you’re aimless
die for you shameless
If i must
i’m copping the payments
for the relations
i’m running the races
pacing the paces
lacing the laces
ready the station
the time is now
i feel
Unreal
i’m fading in and out
My time is near
but i'm feeling her doubt
once again
i don’t wanna let you go
again
i don’t wanna let you go
but i can’t hold you in

i'm all alone
again
at home
instead
and i never know where you are
facts that break my heart
facts that break my heart
and you’ll never know just how hard it is

Fights That Feel Like Art (prod. IOF)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
all my life
i knew something was up
it turns out once a year
my mom is santa’s little slut santas little slut
i heard a ho downstairs
i went to see just what
i caught a christmas affair
and i saw santa crack a nut

I’m boutta blow my brains out
I’ll never be the same
and all these years
i thought how christmases were great
now i just have nightmares
like every single day
becuase i left my bed
before santa went away

will the presents make up
for this nightmare
on christmas
and will i wake up
from this nightmare
on christmas
it’s time to wake up
for the gifts that you've gifted
i know i’ll hate them
so just don’t get it twisted

i'm going back to my bed
till the sleigh is in the air
there’s no way now
that i’ll ever forget
all the terror, isnt it
my fault somehow
no present's enough
to fix your son
no present’s enough
but take back none

will the presents make up
for this nightmare
on christmas
and will i wake up
from this nightmare
on christmas
it’s time to wake up
for the gifts that you've gifted
i know i’ll hate them
so just don’t get it twisted

i'm going back to my bed
till the sleigh is in the air
there’s no way now
that i’ll ever forget
all the terror, isnt it
my fault somehow
no present's enough
to fix your son
no present’s enough
but take back none

all my life
i knew something was up
it turns out once a year my mom
is santas little slut...

Nutcracker (Prod. Vaegud)

s0cliché x nicolas sales - Interdimensional Beings (prod. Chain)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
in another life
can we meet?
i've been thinkin' of suicide
by any means
and i don't really wanna die
just want relief
i’ll see you on the other side
i'm sorry

and i don’t wanna fake it anymore
my secrets
leave my body laying on the floor
all seasons
burnin as the liquor runs its course
i need it
burning any weed from any source
While breathing

so just let me die
i've been alone
like all of my life
now i gotta go
it’s been quite a ride
shit i don't know
if i’ll be alright
when i end the show
so just let me die
i've been alone
like all of my life
now i gotta go
it’s been quite a ride
shit i don't know
if i’ll be alright
when i end the show

and i don’t wanna fake it anymore
my secrets
leave my body laying on the floor
all seasons
burnin as the liquor runs its course
i need it
burning any weed from any source
While breathing

in another life
can we meet?
i've been thinkin' of suicide
by any means
and i don't really wanna die
just want relief
i’ll see you on the other side
i'm sorry

and i don’t wanna fake it anymore
my secrets
leave my body laying on the floor
all seasons
burnin as the liquor runs its course
i need it
burning any weed from any source
While breathing

so just let me die
i been through a lot
i hate this disguise
i counter with pot
i find i'm alive
but not for too long
i felt i abide
but i deal with the law

in another life
can we meet?
i've been thinkin' of suicide
by any means
and i don't really wanna die
just want relief
i’ll see you on the other side
i'm sorry

and i don’t wanna fake it anymore
my secrets
leave my body laying on the floor
all seasons
burnin as the liquor runs its course
i need it
burning any weed from any source
while breathing

Secrets (prod. justletmedie)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
is it too loud
shawty hate me but she never turn that shit down
bumpin' late night when they turn the lights out
we’re turnin' up
we’re burning that loud
what i really want
what i really want now
shawty hate me but she never turn that shit down
bumpin' late night when they turn the lights out
we’re turnin' up
we’re burning that loud
what i really want
what i really want now

is just a little love
we always sway off course
i hold it down below
i cannot read your morse
all the code you speak
i cannot feed your source
but girl you fuck me up
now i don't think divorce

all this stressin' that you do
while i do things you hate
judging every single move
on any move i make
i just live and love
baby wont you stay?
ay

is it too loud
shawty hate me but she never turn that shit down
bumpin' late night when they turn the lights out
we’re turnin' up
we’re burning that loud
what i really want
what i really want now
shawty hate me but she never turn that shit down
bumpin' late night when they turn the lights out
we’re turnin' up
we’re burning that loud
what i really want
what i really want now

you sip this wine
alone at night
i'm by your side in spirit
hear me right

or is it too loud for you
i been all around for you
uber out of town for you
baby let me talk
i don't wanna waste my time anymore in the dark
living my life ain't a walk in the park
is it really too loud
i keep checking on my sound
tryna figure this shit out
all the words that i write
each songs just a letter that you burned in the night
i don't feel no better whenever we choose to fight baby

is it too loud
shawty hate me but she never turn that shit down
bumpin' late night when they turn the lights out
we’re turnin' up
we’re burning that loud
what i really want
what i really want now
shawty hate me but she never turn that shit down
bumpin' late night when they turn the lights out
we’re turnin' up
we’re burning that loud
what i really want
what i really want now

Loud (prod. Drunk Girl)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

prod. Vaegud

LYRICS
get high oh my
i really like it when i
get high oh my
i really like it when i
get high oh my
i really like it when i

i really like it when i’m soaring,
soaring through the sky
in a foreign
foreign when i ride
get me tourin'
tourin' through the night
shit it’s pouring
pouring on my vibe

and it's been a while
for me since i went
yet another mile
call me any day
sitting in denial
on my knees as i pray
i don't need anything
i just need you again

i hold on
i lay low
the only way that i know how
i hold on
i lay low
the world is slowly pulling me down

so i get high oh my
i really like it when i
get high oh my
i really like it when i
get high oh my
i really like it when i
i really like it when i’m soaring

i really like it when i'm soaring
i really like it when i'm soaring, yeah yeah

i really like it when i’m soaring,
soaring through the sky
in a foreign
foreign when i ride
get me tourin'
tourin' through the night
shit it’s pouring
pouring on my vibe

and it's been a while
for me since i went
yet another mile
call me any day
sitting in denial
on my knees as i pray
i don't need anything
i just need you again

i hold on
i lay low
the only way that i know how
i hold on
i lay low
the world is slowly pulling me down

so i get high oh my
i really like it when i
get high oh my
i really like it when i
get high oh my
i really like it when i
i really like it when i’m soaring

Soaring (prod. Vaegud)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

i been fighting every damn atom of my make up
baby when i look at you i wanna smear the make up
i been reading omens tryna get another paystub
i don't leave a mark even though she wanna play rough
yeah yeah
i keep fallin' hard and in pain
cant stop her from taking her aim
she feel on and off with the ring
i'm too lost when she go away

lookin like a bride
i already know where this goes
and she wear them high heels
walk around on her toes
and its no surprise
that i don't like other hoes
yet another night
you and me would fight like we foes yeah

i been having bad dreams fighting monsters
being honest i'm not sure whats real or not
just another damn day lookin onwards
just another damn day where you made it hard

Yeah yeah

i’m moving onwards and so forth
i'm thinking of you always
In all sorts
i been stuck in place, this basement
my ball court
living life and i don't fake it
i'm all yours
unless i fight more nonsense
cause i don't like no nonsense
and i fight it way too often
try to find my way when she toxic
feel like i lost her
don't hang up

lookin like a bride
i already know where this goes
and she wear them high heels
Walk around on her toes
and its no surprise
that i don't like other hoes
yet another night
you and me would fight like we foes

i been having bad dreams fighting monsters
being honest i'm not sure whats real or not
just another damn day lookin onwards
just another damn day where you made it hard

yeah yeah

Omens (prod. Drunk Girl)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
am i welcome home
to repay
every ounce of my due respects
i never knew what was coming next
i don't belong
to this world
never cared for my life i guess
make mistakes but i make up fast
let me go

i just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
for lifelong
i just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
for lifelong

again pretend
bad years
in the life i had
i'm upset with the red of my hands
not much i recall
in this head
just carry my ghost
someplace i can rest
give me a dose or a drink
I’ll sing myself to death

I just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
for lifelong
I just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
just shoulder all the pain
for lifelong

MerryGoRound (prod. Drunk Girl)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
a sign that i should follow through
just take me away
i'm giving up
what are we getting into?
i can't even think
i'm burning up

i feel like a fiend, yeah
when i can't see you on weekends
girl, you're living in dreamland
i'm haunted by all of my secrets
yeah, i know
yeah, i got some regrets
i got a mission to cease next
and i got reasons to reset my own

and life's okay on the back end
i felt so strange when it happened
and i choked on air in passing, i'm alone...
never meant to make things bad, yeah
but i've grown so upset
(so upset)

a sign that i should follow through
just take me away
i'm giving up
what are we getting into?
i can't even think
i'm burning up

i said i'm hurting and falling
my calling keeps me awake
all this business we started
it just blows me aways
and i find that i'm finally getting into your brain
i've got nothing but love for you
why can't you say the same?
I know

a sign that i should follow through
just take me away
i'm giving up
what are we getting into?
i can't even think
i'm burning up

i feel like a fiend, yeah
when i can't see you on weekends
girl, you're living in dreamland
i'm haunted by all of my secrets
yeah, i know
yeah, i got some regrets
i got a mission to cease next
and i got reasons to reset my own

and life's okay on the back end
i felt so strange when it happened
and i choked on air in passing, i'm alone...
never meant to make things bad, yeah
but i've grown so upset
(so upset)

Dreamland (prod. Drox)

s0cliché- Stay Gold, Ponyboy (prod. Drunk Girl, feat. Eesley)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
I know it's only my fault
and I hate it

I'm lost in the music over bullshit
I can't stop from my two cents on a movement
and I know I'm too quick so there's typos
and I scream maybe too loud with my eyes closed

I'm to blame if every word I wrote was lame
projects that I can't escape
my name can't carry all the weight
all the way

I'm wide awake just trying to be creative
in pain, 'cause I can't sleep

I can't stop what I'm doin'
in a bad spot
I promised I'd write some good shit
since my last drop
I play hard and I fight hard
I'm a lost cause
prove it, or I lose it and it's my fault

been through too many phases
now that shit don't phase me
I'm lost and I'm ill and I'm faded
pent up lookin' all angry

'cause I'm to blame if every word I wrote was lame
projects that I can't escape
my name can't carry all the weight
all the way

I'm wide awake just trying to be creative
in pain, 'cause I can't sleep

I'm getting sloppy
shake it off me
(I can't change)
I'm ready, sorry, really sorry
(I can't change)
I'm steady marching in the party
(I can't change)
I'm steady climbing, I feel it starting

and I can't change
I know it's solely my fault
and I hate it
it's not okay
and I won't play
I think of crashing my car
when interstate
and I hate it

and I can't change
I know it's solely my fault
and I hate it
it's not okay
and I won't play
I think of crashing my car
when interstate
and I hate it

my fault (prod. Drunk Girl)

BANE OF EXISTENCE (prod. Young Fam)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
i don't mind if i go blind
can't see at all
if i hear la da da da da
that's all i'll ever want

but i'd sure mind if i cant talk
or sing at all
if i can't la da da da da
i'd probably pull the plug

keep my own flame
yeah i'm my own man
chasing that gold
makes a poor man
can't you see
i've grown on my own
i work myself to the bone
only blood sweat 'n tears
i’ve sung as if the end was near
cause while i'm here
i’ll storm

though no one told me
i'm in the know, yeah
if they take your best ideas
they take your soul man
can't you see
you're young, oh how they love that
you're dumb and they can control that
plus everything
they're trolls
"we all gotta eat"
but they stole
and took near everything
and now i pay this forward

high with a pen
all alone in my den
i storm
find what i meant
if you listen again
so pay this message forward...

See i wont sign while i'm alive
cause i just wont
i'm sick of that la da da da da
for the worst song ever wrote

and i don't mind if i go blind
can't see at all
if i hear la da da da da
that’s all i’ll ever want

la da da da da (prod. JustDan)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
father, i'm here in your confessional
just pouring out my heart
'cause i feel so unprofessional
when looking at my art
all these thoughts are unoriginal
i can't tell 'em apart
wanna tear all of my writing down
to end before i start

so i sip another bottle down
smoke another blunt
i was high during your sermon
and my mind was gone to lunch
i got problems with dependency
i know that in my gut
but my brain was built to justify
the stupid things i've done

see, i make better music when my life has gone to shit
guess when things are getting good i gotta fuck it up again
it's a a curse i hold inside of me
entirely commit
but it ruins my relationship with women and with friends

to the father, son, holy spirit
i pray my heart and hope they hear it
but i don't know why i'm god fearin'
they say i'm wrong
but i don't feel it
and why i pray so silently
like i'm ashamed that i believe
i guess is just the pride in me
to never seem like i was weak

father, i don't wanna tell you this
i'll tell you what i can
there's a temper deep inside of me
i hurt another man
and no matter how much water
there's still red all on my hands
and i wake up to these terrors
where i live it all again

to the father, son, holy spirit
i pray my heart and hope they hear it
but i don't know why i'm god fearin'
they say i'm wrong
but i don't feel it
and why i pray so silently
like i'm ashamed that i believe
i guess is just the pride in me
to never seem like i was weak

to the father, son, holy spirit
i pray my heart and hope they hear it
but i don't know why i'm god fearin'
they say i'm wrong
but i don't feel it
and why i pray so silently
like i'm ashamed that i believe
i guess is just the pride in me
to never seem like i was weak

friend or faux

Confessions (prod. REN)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN


LYRICS
you see you scarred me
when i was still so young
you didn't harm me
just taught me to man up
don't say you're sorry
you never did that once
how you still look me in the eye
after everything i’ve done
is so disarming

i kick and scream
you swing and yell
you say those things
(yeah, but i get over them)
when i'm smokin' tree
and your lip is filled
for our football team
i know we’re not the same
i’m just your son

here’s to the father of the year
everyone raise 'em up
for the father of the year

you see you saved me
you’re always there to bail
like i'm a baby
i never fail to fail
so you berate me
my depression makes me ill
i know i'm not the man you are
but i have harnessed special skills
i swear i'm changing
and i’ll be a better man
but i'm too crazy
and you’d never understand
some things are hazy
and it really makes me sad
that you support me through it all
'cause i was born into your hands
and now i

inherit genes
that overwhelm
you’re sick of me
(if you think i couldn’t tell)
you’re always there
and it’s why i’m here
i put you through hell
i know we’re not the same, I’m just your son

here’s to the father of the year
everyone raise 'em up
for the father of the year
i thank god that you’re here
you made me tough

Father of the Year (prod. Young Taylor)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
i guess that’s karma
she always gotta test new waters
like i won't defend my honor
i know i would raise a daughter right
all the time i wasted on you
conversations, start to argue
times have changed and now who are you?
'cause i don't know

hate me for the things you love
to break me down and rise above
i'm all for change
but what’s enough?
you're shapeshifting my cookie cut
i made you laugh
i made you scream
we had it momentarily
but you shit the bed
and now i see
right through to your true colors
while...

"toxic masculinity"
is what you try to label me
but you don't know what you want
so you’re all on your own
when chivalry’s not dead
and all your "femininity"
makes you think that you’re a queen
you want to slay every night
but you’ll wither in time
with that kind of mindset

but i'm solid
now that you’re not in my wallet
i dedicate time to my callin' while
i fill these in chips in my armor
i promise that i won't wait on you
conversations, start to argue
times have changed and now are you?
'cause i don't know

hate me for the things you love
to break me down and rise above
i'm all for change
but what’s enough?
you're shapeshifting my cookie cut
i made you laugh
i made you scream
we had it momentarily
but you shit the bed
and now i see
right through to your true colors
while...

"toxic masculinity"
is what you try to label me
but you don't know what you want
so you’re all on your own
when chivalry’s not dead
and all your "femininity"
makes you think that you’re a queen
you want to slay every night
but you’ll wither in time
with that kind of mindset

Toxic Masculinity (prod. ZBeatz)

s0cliché x DingoBeatz - AMEN (prod. Drunk Girl)

Cover art by KAIZEN

LYRICS
i was rollin' through this church town
when i saw her
i was stickin' around
i can't tell you
all the ups and downs
when i stared into her bright blue eyes
i've fallen in a place i doubt
to save her from the minister's mouth
that devil
for a girl this loud

now i pray the lord with all my might
i can't help myself from the minister's wife
now i pray the lord with all of my might
i can't help myself from the minister's wife

now i'm shaven to march and yap
how i love her
behind God's back
and her husband
whom wears thy mask
now i pray the lord with all my might
i cant help myself from the devil inside
so i met her
at the town well
and i made her proposal to hell
unburdened, unbuttoned, unbound

i pray the lord with all my might
i can't help myself from the ministers wife
oh i pray the lord with all of my might
i can't help myself from the minister's wife
i can't help myself from the minister's wife

the minister's wife (prod. Drunk Girl)

Once Upon a Comedown (prod. wh1te w0lf)

prod. blade901

Cover Art= @orochimoomoo x @orochi_ink on instagram

LYRICS

Damn, you’re just so beautiful
All the things I’d do to you
Won’t you come inside, we could have a little fun
Damn, you’re just so beautiful
All the things I’d do to you
Won’t you come inside, we could have a little fun
 
Loving you hurts
What you don’t understand is that if I can’t have you, no one can
No one can
I said, loving you hurts
What you don’t understand is that if I can’t have you, no one can
No one can
I’ll turn Ted Bundy on a bitch
I got a freezer with her name on it
I’ll make lampshades of her perfect skin
I’ll be loving her to pieces
Wait, no
Not a minute, not an hour I can go
Without these urges tryin’ to put me in the hole
I’ll admit it, I been losing my control when I’m alone

But shawty gave me food for thought
Thots as food and collect tear drops
Keep on the move when the feds is hot
Try to use my tools when the feds is not
And a quick one, two…
Gotta sling that glock when a mans fuck you cause he in my spot
You can keep hiding, bitch
Ready or not
You’re gonna fall for me
Like it or not, yeah.
 
Keep you always
Won’t you come inside, we could have a little fun
Forever and always
I won’t bite this time, baby don’t try to run
 
Loving you hurts
What you don’t understand is that if I can’t have you, no one can
No one can
I said, loving you hurts
What you don’t understand is that if I can’t have you, no one can
No one can
I’ll turn Ted Bundy on a bitch
I got a freezer with her name on it
I’ll make lampshades of her perfect skin
I’ll be loving her to pieces
Wait, no
Not a minute, not an hour I can go
Without these urges tryin’ to put me in the hole
I’ll admit it, I been losing my control when I’m alone
 
(I’m alone, I’m alone)
(won’t you come inside, we can have a little fun)
 
Loving you hurts
What you don’t understand is that if I can’t have you, no one can
No one can
I said, loving you hurts
What you don’t understand is that if I can’t have you, no one can
No one can
No one…

Ted Bundy

Ted Bundy (prod. blade901)

Cover art: Aly Moon (aka @ moon.x.lust on instagram)


LYRICS

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

I been grinding, finding out that time is what it takes
to mend these wounds that make us break
feels like each day is another love/hate
keep biting my tongue till I taste blood
use that same blood to cure my ink
sometimes I fear we're faking fate
but I can't tell you anything I think
I'm starting to drink
I'm starting to pour
I'm feeling my face
Don't feel it no more
I lost my way
I lost true north
you shred my sails
but I'm pressing forward
eye of the storm
girl, why do you storm?
Lord, get me ashore for I need reformed
or maybe I'm born to suffer great fortunes
I can't pay more dues if you so fore-choose

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

x2
Love is deaf, love is dumb, love is blind
I try to fight, try to run, try to hide
I'm getting numb, getting drunk, getting high
I fell in love when true love was a lie

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

you and i (prod. blade901)

Cover art by    @ peachy.rosie    (on instagram)

LYRICS

Making me sick
Lose my shit
Go party
I'm staying in
Once again
We're parting
Girl, do you sin 'cause I sin
I'm sorry
Losing my shit
Can we sit and restart it
You rip me up shawty
Do it no sorries
I show you love always
You give it back hardly
I want you so strongly
You want me back partly
One look and I'm concrete
That look that say "don't stop me"
...well I won't

All you want is just a break
Don't know why you feel this way
Did your heart stand still?
Won't you look at my face?
Can't you tell me what's his name?
I need someone I can blame
When I'm taking these pills
When I let myself fade

did your heart stand still?

Journal Entry 1

Prod. @sketchmyname

Cover Art by @ "em.annp" on instagram

LYRICS

Purple haze, purple rain, purple run all through my veins
I’m confused, got me dazed
Sing all my problems away
Purple haze, purple rain, my mama raised me the same
Classics all throughout my brain
2020 can’t see straight

A little bit of Tull mixed with a little Styx
A little bit of Crue mixed with a little Kiss
A little bit of Zep mixed with a little Smith
Switch up with some Marvin Gaye
A little bit of Jan mixed with a little Reid
A little bit of Heart with a little bit of Fleet
A little bit of Stones or a little bit of Queen
Or Queens of the Stone Age, hey
a little bit of Clash mixed with a little Iggy
Or a little bit of Cash back to Presley
A little Black Flag or a little bit of Blink
NoFX like every day
A little bit of X mixed with a little Peep
Or a little bit of Post with a little bit of Bieb
Vinyl at home or my phone on repeat
I don’t mind how the times have changed

Dylan
Marley
Nicki
Cardi
Jimi
Bowie
Billie
Halsey

Purple haze, purple rain, purple run all through my veins
I’m confused, got me dazed
Sing all my problems away
Purple haze, purple rain, my mama raised me the same
Classics all throughout my brain
2020's s0cliché

2020 (prod. sketchmyname)

Cover art by @ tks_100 on instagram


LYRICS

she a busy body
naughty when she talking
got me on the ropes
she fold like origami
sippin' sake
got no clothes on
she a kamikaze writing suicidal love notes
she a love nazi
I don't wanna know what it would cost me
not a breath
not a heartbeat
tears written down in sharpie
I'm new but she want me
and she use that shit to taunt me
I'm used, she a harpy
it's never gonna stop me
I'm a fool for a girl who converses over coffee but...
love is dead, what's the point?
over it, all you get
punishment
so she says "punish me, I'm no good"
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she wants pain, she wants the agony
I could hit it all day

and I know I don't wanna let her go
easy cum ain't easy go
(I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she want pain, she want the agony)

I could hit it all day
I could hit it all day
all my vision gone grey
fifty if she wants shades
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she want the pain she the want the agony
but love is dead, what's the point?
over it, all you get
punishment
so she says "punish me, I'm no good"
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she wants the pain, she wants the agony
I could hit it all day

fifty shades (prod. blade901)

I fuck things up for no reason
change life up each change of the seasons
and I'll find love
though I don't need it
follow my gut because all my heart was never enough

I don't wanna give up
but I don't wanna go on this way
I don't wanna break hearts or shame
I'll take blame for not playing those games
hit me when I come up
'cause I'll talk when life is made
I need meaning, show me worth
give me purpose here on earth
and life isn't so scary
grind till I get buried
I'll change up just to change up
good change, bad change
life gotta vary
I don't care where I go
I care where I call home
but this page I can't stop staring
what words, what notes might carry

I fuck things up for no reason
change life up each change of the seasons
and I'll find love
though I don't need it
follow my gut because all my heart was never enough

'cause I fall from grace, I'm my own worst enemy
'cause I fall from grace...
it's a choice
it's only me

I fuck things up for no reason
change life up each change of the seasons
and I'll find love
though I don't need it
follow my gut because all my heart was never enough

Enemy (prod. blade901)

Cover art by Sepha.

Lyrics

[s0cliché]
Your sight, your sound on a VHS
coulda let you rest, but I need it tonight
can't let you die quite yet
press rewind, try to turn time back
I know that I'm getting older
wasting the time till it's over
I feet the winters get colder
I put the world on my shoulder
outta the mix
wanted intelligence, wanted the wit
wanted your love because it never slipped
you had a grip on the ones you were with
and my love became an abandonment
my head is no safe establishment
I try to be you, but I'm counterfeit
keep fallin back in and back out of it

from the other side, did your messages send?
did I leave you on read at times?
I can't help but try to find the messages in
almost any damn thing in life

[Sepha.]
We find that we speak on different sides
But our words will always rise above the
Fallen

Think I thought that your dreams 
Were the thread through my seams 
But I still kept
Calling

No i cant speak directly to you
Takes time to find the words to use
But I still try 
Phoning 

No I can’t speak directly to you
Takes time to find the moment to choose 
But I still try 
Phoning 

No signals 
Sent to me
Where am I to go
From here 
X3

We find that we speak on different sides
But our words will always rise above the
Fallen
X2

[s0cliché]
from the other side, did your messages send?
did I leave you on read at times?
I can't help but try to find the messages in
almost any damn thing in life

I find messages in a bottle...
x2

Messages (feat. Sepha. [prod. COBRA.])

s0cliché - Messages (feat. Sepha. [prod. COBRA.])

Prod. Drunk Girl
Cover art by @ marxandria_ on instagram

LYRICS

Why you cryin'
what do I say?
--I got vibes that I really made mistakes
I got tired, so I gotta get away
and flip the script on my fate, let me drift away
resurface when I've really made a change
lately I don't feel so great
think I gotta feel more waves
I’ve been losing my brain

So I don’t know where I’m headed, but I sure can’t stay
oh I think there’s something better
But I only know this never
Pack my bags and see some country while the times are strange
oh I need to feel some weather
I've been feeling under weather
So I’m setting off

And away

s0cliché x Drunk Girl - underweather

Prod. blade901

Cover art by Airil Hakimi (@ ari.hkm  on instagram)

LYRICS
i'm sorry my love
i'm trying but i'm really boutta put one in the chamber
don't save me
i'm so done
with trying my best not to seem like such a fucking failure
don't save me

is it too much for me to say
that i want to go away
but i get faded
in replacement
and you hate how i behave
you avoid when i'm estranged
cause i think dangerous
and i don't blame you
i feel dangerous enough
to spill my brains and guts
make red of all these empty pages
for no wages

x2
the highs that i always chase
the meals i can barely taste
can't get out of my own brain
i think i'm ready to break

i'm sorry my love
i'm trying but i'm really boutta put one in the chamber
don't save me
i'm so done
with trying my best not to seem like such a fucking failure
don't save me

one in the chamber (prod. blade901)

Producers:
prodjune
Lucid
Yeezo

LYRICS
look at how they look at me now
attention gonna boost my esteem
lost about a million pounds
and god I look so good on tv

make me pretty and orange
so I can fuck the tourists
in these parts there ain’t no shortage for schneef
and when it rains it’s pouring
can’t help with all my whoring
got a fever hiding all over me
lu-lull me to sleep with a xanny
come now, who’s your daddy
pop an addy when we land at the scene
and yeah I cheat, what of it
everybody does it
but I’m glad it’s never happened to me

welcome to the valley, where nothing is real
welcome to the valley, nobody care how ya feel

look at how they look at me now
attention gonna boost my esteem
lost about a million pounds
and god I look so good on tv

oh I love it
oh I really want it
can I touch it
can i have it for keeps
(so pretty)

make me pretty and orange
so I can fuck the tourists
in these parts there ain’t no shortage for schneef
and when it rains it’s pouring
can’t help with all my whoring
got a fever hiding all over me
lu-lull me to sleep with a xanny
come now, who’s your daddy
pop an addy when we land at the scene
and yeah I cheat, what of it
everybody does it
but I’m glad it’s never happened to me

welcome to the valley, where nothing is real
welcome to the valley, nobody care how ya feel

The Social Demo

American Idol💫 (Prod. Lucid, Yeezo, prodjune)

Prod. MH on the Track

LYRICS
I’m not right in my head
this new fashion
new rules that are set
I need action
call me up any day
if you’re asking a little satisfaction

I’m not right in my head
feelin' hot with cold sweats
I been dizzy thinkin' bout the same old fuckin' nonsense
I gotta life that I live
I’m leavin' jersey hop in
shits crazy for you and me lately
once again

if you wanna dance
I won’t let nobody stop you
girl this ain’t six feet
but now I got you where I want you
really think you need some one like me you can talk to
let me set you free
show you what somebody ought to

Kisses with your mask on
is not enough
we don’t come around these parts to sober up
Look me in the eye and tell me that you won’t
you’re playin games and we been goin toe to toe
I been livin on the edge now
I’m boutta jump, run it up
Vision red
And I always test my luck
a partner in crime?
I never lose
you think what I’m thinking?
I’m with you, aim for the bushes

if you wanna dance
I won’t let nobody stop you
girl this ain’t six feet
but now I got you where I want you
really think you need some one like me you can talk to
let me set you free
show you what somebody ought to

kisses with your mask on
I’m not right in my head
this new fashion
new rules that are set
I need action
call me up any day
if you’re asking a little satisfaction

she want to, but she paranoid

I’m not right in my head
feelin' hot with cold sweats
I been dizzy thinkin' bout the same old fuckin' nonsense
I gotta life that I live
I’m leavin' jersey hop in
shit's getting crazy for you and me lately,
once again...

if you wanna dance
I won’t let nobody stop you
girl this ain’t six feet
but now I got you where I want you
really think you need some one like me you can talk to
let me set you free
show you what somebody ought to

kisses with your mask on
I’m not right in my head
this new fashion
new rules that are set
I need action
call me up any day
if you’re asking a little satisfaction

kisses with your mask on (prod. mh on the track)

Prod. 5head

LYRICS
life always feels like a burden
I’m told the road I go is no good for me
and I need to resurface
I think I’m feelin' too weak

can't we chill and just sleep
gettin' caught up in sheets
baby let me just
sleep
all I want is some z’s
baby let me just
sleep
make another day go by
just sleep

I think my mind’s just a river that runs
I always feel like I’m never enough
It always seems like i gotta re-up
I rest my head I might never see ya
again
barely making the minimum
fending off the ones that I love
even you can taste the venom I salivate when I’m depressed
I promise you, on god, I’m happy
and that I’m just super beat
but I can barely tell what’s happening

so can't we chill and just sleep
gettin' caught up in sheets
baby let me just
sleep
all I want is some z’s
baby let me just
sleep
make another day go by
just sleep

life always feels like a burden
I’m told the road I go is no good for me
and I need to resurface
I tend to sit back and think about things

All our lives spent awake,
do you ever just rest your head
hoping it might be the last time
you ever wake up again?

s0cliché

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