u-u dont wanna be mee im disggustinggg :,(

@k4rson
@prod_dxvi
@012207

[arid]
i dont wanna love u
yea its way too hard
i dont want us to go right back to the start
im too far
u know it breaks my heart
figured out my life now dont know how to change
yea thats my life now stuck inside my brain
yea i dont know how it works
everyday feels way much worse
i wont stay

[karson]
and I won’t stay
Think we need some time away 
I know that I made mistakes 
It just seems like nothing ever goes my way 
It just seems like you don’t care if I’m okay 
In the mean time I’m just trying to find my place 
And it seems like all you do is push me away 
I say I’m fine even if I’m not okay

my heart w/ karson [dxvi + baz]

been awhile...


Im sorry that it's been awhile 
right next to the phone couldn’t hit the dial 
fucked up all alone in this domicile
this ain't even even my home this ain't in my file x2

feel like John Chalker with this dirty cup
can't tell when i've had enough
these drugs got me clamming up
door is slamming shut

stuck up in this rut
don't mean to interrupt 
but imma bout to deconstruct

Dial [Prod. neverforever]

prod @neohnq
sfx @s0lemn
amv https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FxrBbGDidY @bitekivibes

igot2high  n i dont regret it..
say dat im fine :/
i jus keep forgettin../
imma decline ,, yall can keep pretendin :)
ion feel right//?ion feel right..

u can say it all u want but is it rly like tht?,??/
i jus wanted u2know tht i been fighting my death
i jus wanted u to say dat it aint rly dat bad..
is it rly dat.. bad

offda xan i canttalk do u fw me ??;]
i been steady tryna die do u luvv me?.
i be wishin suicide it get ugly..
u don wana b me im disgustin .'-('''''

say it all u want [neohn]

https://soundcloud.com/d4rkoo
https://soundcloud.com/zuuloh

Up in the hideout
Cover his mouth if he cries out
Im leaving the zone if they find out
Supress on the glock if you wanna come die now
Tie up his wrists with a couple of wires
Im hitting my phone for suppliers
I cannot fuck with a team full of liars
Sometimes i just wanna get higher
Ur giving in to ur desires

Look in my eyes, starting to think that im 
crazy
Every emotion makes you wanna hate me
Trying but your best but youll never replace me
Me n my team like the navy
Hed kill for chance to fuck me
Feeling so nervous, look at u blushing
Think im the one, i promise its nothing

Walking around like angel
Throwing myself into danger
Torturing u in a chamber
Crying if it gets too painful
You shouldnt try and escape
You know its already too late
Hiding away in the day
Tracing my skin with a blade
Stuffing you into a rental
I promise ill try to be gentle
I swear all these people are plastic
I can tell every1s fake
Dont give a fuck bout my mental
Pressing a glock at your temple
Feeling the bite of the metal
Watching you fading away

hideout [darko, zuuloh]

prod @bloodcryy
sfx @bloodcryy

u even h8 it wen i talk , ./ i shuld turn around. . .:[[ \
i get crayz wit tha thought of u not arnd .. ;{
u jus wasted all my time had2watch it go .. ']
breakin down now ,, || . had a thought cuz im off tha dope //

ima stay by myself, i would nvr fold4u . ..;' } 
all da pain dat u dealt .. hopin dat it goes2u / ..]:
ive got nothin left2say but u made it tht way.\7\
ima take it2tha grave, .. but i hope its 2day . . .,l

i dash 2da pack wen ur in my mind /: '
u hope i dont die if i do its fine>  '[
i stick2 myself pls dont hit my phone now . / /: p .
im alone n its fine ,. i like it wen it slowz down . . , l
l[
u keep fakin on me, u want me2take it back . ./ ;'
u keep wiggin on me u must rly h8 da facts .. ' [
quit da cuttin alwayz sayn sum off to me .  . .;;
wen we crumble u da 1st 2 say its all on ,me . ..

watch it go [bloodcryY]

prod @bloodcryy @ssj5-junk [#me] @flojy
sfx @bloodcryy
utube https://youtu.be/co5m6pZjp_g?si=gOdnGm0AU1edh7oi @universalchill
⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺
i said i dont want it ,,. u Coulda said dat2 . .,l
so now we both runnin ,, u Dont care wat i do .. : [
ts is soul Crushin }} \ i gotta pop different Hues .. 
and no , i Dont love it   . ;[ but we both gotta Lose . .. 

ima offa Different high i thought of Suicide 2timez /. . 
i nevr got it Right but u decide dat , ,, oh right .. . 
ion wna lie  , but ion think i' ll live 2nite /.. 
cryin in My room : [[ but u dont wna see dat Sight . . 

[NOT LYRIX][insane beat switch dont wry we goated asf ,, ]

i dont wna chase , . If its love den let me Kno . . ,.
if u H8 me wat a shame ..  jus jus Just let me go ,.  : [[ 
Bottle2 the face im talkin pills& not Patron  ..
ion wana wake but if I Do i 'll cry alone ..  .

da Best of me is testin Me ..  i cant change . . L;[
da Worst of me Has alwyz Gone , , , the Wrong way , .,
cant Perceive , wats Harming me ,. its all day. . m
chem repeat X2. . .im ok ..
⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺⋆. °⛧⛧°. ⋆𓌹*♰*𓌺

harmful perception [bloodcryY + ssj5 + flojy]

s0lemn's official biteki debut ✨🖤

anime girl drawing by (goated btw and rlly nice to work with):
https://www.instagram.com/ccyberspirit/

producers:
neohn
yashio
bloodcryY
flojy
rainngod

lyrics:
didn't wanna try that but you had to leave
will i ever come back? are you missing me?
you’d of never thought that, you dont got a care
you don't even talk back, is it even fair? 

i got all the time in the world for you 
you ain't text back, got some drugs to use
imma fall back that's the way i move
anytime i choose yeah i always lose

i don't wanna deal with it all the time
i play how i want then you take what's mine
shattered to pieces i'm broken inside
fuck all this living, im ready to die

i can count how i feel, just by looking at a bottle of some pills
saw one, pop 2 i’m ill
thinking that i'm dying only time that i can chill

i get it, you don't wanna stay
i know, i'm the one to blame
i don't wanna compensate
change me, so you feel okay

i don't know what to do with this
everyday i wake up and i feel like shit
and they say that i'm up, i don't feel like it
everynight i stay up and i call it quits oh
[anime sample]
didn't wanna try that but you had to leave
will i ever come back? are you missing me?
you’d of never thought that, you dont got a care
you don't even talk back , is it even fair? 

i got all the time in the world for you 
you ain't text back , got some drugs to use
imma fall back that's the way i move
anytime i choose yeah i always lose

i don't wanna deal with it all the time
i play how i want then you take what's mine
shattered to pieces i'm broken inside
fuck all this living, im ready to die

s0lemn - is it even fair (neohn x yashio)

prod @yashio20k + @liamtakeover
sfx @bloodcryy + @s0lemn

i cant evn tell u how itz been , ,. ;
spendin all my time w u ik its gona end. . ;/
ik dat im nothin 2u, , do u regret ?? .
im sry i was talkn 2 u, can we forget. . ,l; ??

mayb we can finish rn ho i ik u want 2. . .
didnt think youd leave me 4my death wen i spoke 2u . ,. ;
problemz in my blunt turn2 ash wen i smoke it thru , ,,
remembered how 2love then u left ..  so i lost it 2 .. ,. ;

sry dat i gave my all it made me feel alive . ..
give af how i would feel ,,  ur changin on a dime .. 
by lookin back ur still the same way : [
overreact u cannot think straight. 

i caught myself cutting the same day .. ,:, [
u hurt my heart in the same place, , .

guess its fine now . . took a xan i feel alr . . 
u aint mine now, , its prolly bettr 4 my life ., l;[
stay inside now ,, i hope i nvr see tha light
saw anothr picture of u now i wna cry  .. .

change how i act u ignore it  . . 
pint pourin 4 now im snorin its horrid, , ,

i dont get y i even try . ,, 
i'd kms 4 u and i .. 
4got 2say my last goodbye .., 
my head it aches ,, rip out my eyez. . .



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tell u how its been [yashio + liamtakeover]

forgot type shit [togepi]

red hawk

SENDOFF (PROD HEN)

‎𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔢𝔡𝔶ℭ𝔩𝔲𝔟♱
ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ

say it all u want [neohn]

s0lemn

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