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[@sanriorose]
[@tgwog]

u came for free i hate it
give and take i trade it
i could never replay it
n u cud never repay it
oh my god im so faded
n i dont think i cud make it
bleeding out u can take it <3
im laying down on the pavement

i cant ignore it, falling for it
ur sitting dormant, i cant afford it
fall for me again i know it
im srry i cant control it :c

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i hope i didnt lose a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo its just another cold regret ;-;

i wanna be different from u
i feel like im spitting in two
i wish i knew how to tell u
everything i wish i didnt do

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i think i rlly lost a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo i promise that i wont forget :(((((

spotify ^w^

thats the way it goes i guess prod. dolly & tgwog

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/No_Russian
i love russia, this song isn't a hate song. i am just making a reference to a mission from a call of duty game. i love russia and would never try to offend any of their people. <3

note: this song doesn't have anything to do with anything, also it was made 4 months ago.

note 2: i forgot that russia probably didn't have this mission in their version of mw2. so yeah, but yeah i like your country, been tryna go since i was like 14 :)

NO RUSSIAN

NO RUSSIAN (ft. dolly)

Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

note: thank u for everyone who support me until this day, and who enjoy my music, that means a lot to me <3

ありがとうございました!

big thanks to my idol @angelicxmei for hoping on this song :u

lyrics:

noya clarissa:

y u dnt bliv me ;)
whn i tell u my story :-\
i feel like im jst a clown O_o
do evrythng on ma own =_=

u said u wouldn't agree (+_+)
2 evrythng tht i said •́  ‿ ,•̀
feel im nt getting bttrzzz *\0/*
hope u read ma luv letter <333

cry in da nyte, idw it anymore ^_^
scared in da dark, idw it anymore ^_^
im here 4 u, if u evr feel al1 :^)
I rly feel it in ma coreeeeeeeeeee (^^)
i feel it in ma coreeeeZzz :‑X

angelicxmei @angelicxmei:

(idk his lyrics lol im sorry)

kairyu @yudere:

feelin' sad depressed
i just wanna heal now

got me feelin' f up
i kno that u hate me


luv letter <3 ft. angelicxmei, kairyu (prod. yandere)

Kentashi

Dedicated to loserboi <3

Visual AMV: https://youtu.be/-dtOscImTRY
(Subscribe to loserboi!)

Lyrics:

English part:
Fight wit myself, fighting every single night
I looked up at the ceiling, hope u kno im not alright
If u wanna leave me, don't tell me a single lie
don't play wit me baby, cause u kno it's do or die

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight
Ive been fighting a demons in my head
I don't wanna feel this way again
This type again
Oh my God, what did i said?

Indonesian part (with translation to English):
Lalalala~
Aku terus berjuang
(I Will not give up)

Walau dunia menghalang
(Even though the world is not by my side)

Ku tak takut rintangan
(Im not afraid of the challenge)

Ku lewati semuanya
(I passed it all)

Apa yang kamu bilang
(All the things that u say)

Tak akan aku dengar
(I Will not hear it)

Bahkan semua orang selalu mengikutiku
(Even tho everyone always copying everything that i do)

Tapi mereka tak pernah membantu aku
(They never help me)

Walau tak pernah dianggap oleh mereka
(Even tho they never want to think im existed)

Kita lihat nanti siapa yang jadi raja
(We'll see later who Will be the king)

新しいの歌を待ってね!

Shin (Prod. jxssx)

https://soundcloud.com/prodmino
https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi

prod by mino & me
with suisei

i wake up oh it's another problem
thinking hard finding way how to solve them
toss and turn grind my teeth i dont know what to feel
fallin down, going down drowning
underneath
i beg you

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south

iiii goo southhh oohhh
iiii i belbelebleb

i dont want to hear your bullshit again
imma plant it right inside your brain
you dont know how much the pain u left
im just gonna chill till u fade away
and i swear this shit is all fake
i dont know how much left i could take
just doing this for my sake
just doing this for my sake

i canttt doo thisss
ooohhhhh
uhh make it stop
make it s-

wut

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south 2x

suisei:
i lost my mind im going south, im going far baby
i found my way, out of the bottom of this hole you see
that i can do this alone, better off on my own
i'm singing songs that i be writing right inside my home

you call me crazy
but you don't even know me
and you think you hate me
but how? cuz you don't care bout me

you never asked, you never texts, you never called
and when i talk bout my problems, you get so cold
i don't know what this is all about
all this shit coming from your mouth
all this shit makes my head spin around
wanna leave my town

stuck in my head, i can barely breathe
gun to my head, so that i can't leave
isn't this the sight that you wanna see
pull the trigger so now i can really be free at last

problems w/ suisei (mino & josua)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-it/track/1n12JHrPpAnHpMYYXsdRLp?si=ad7501fbd2d64ac1

All I Want Is You (sped up)

prod @yashio20k x @zixdown
mix & master @chriad

LYRICS : 
ik ur js like them i swear ur my hell
think ill be there soon cuz u kill me so well
guess im waitin… all by myself
i wont fight it. i wont cry for help

i js popped a pill now i wait for it 2 kick off
tell me is this real love… 
or shld i go n kick rocks
n ik i got u pissed off
u stole my hrt pick lock
dropped a pill inside this henny cup its filled up

i make one mistake n then its all my fault
all this weight on me sometimes it takes a toll
i start to think that u wna see me fall
cuz u wont pick me up when i gotta stand tall

i stay up grind my teeth
i got a blood all on my t
she say tht she lov me n im a star omg!!
took anothr im a Feennnnn
i found a pill in my jeans
ion ever get no sleep, 2 busy thinkng bout u n me
i cry 4 u id die 4u
y u leav idgi man im so confused
i js poppd a xn n i popd me 3 blues
got u on my mind want u in my rooom

MV OUT NOW

stand tall (yashio x zixdown)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @owtiss

GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, me)

myspacemark - cash returns

@neohnq @yashio20k
Lyrics :

i give u my all u say it’s not enough 
heart wounded up
girl u left your mark
i guess i’ll give u back ur heart
but i js wanna talk
1 last time grl u left me in the darkk

no more said
ghosts and demons in my head
wake up & im thinking abt death
still in my head
dreams of your silhouette 
dying alone instead 

dreams of u & me
u bring me down,, with u 
down (i got nothing to losee)
its js uu
tell me is this what i get
i hope it’s all in my head

SPOTIFY

dreams of your silhouette (neohn & yashio)

with : https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi & https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape

well..

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
and im like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

what would you do when the party's over
no more serotonin cause now you're sober
then you realize that you're getting older
would you regret when you threw away your lover

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
fucking bitch - like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

eileen w/ suisei & wyrscape

https://soundcloud.com/ilylucina
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k
https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr
i still try to just make it right 
ur just trying to waste my time
i know u never asked but im doing fine
100 on the dash in that bitch u know im flying
"just give me one more try, i swear i'll make it right" 
i'm done with all the lies i dont wanna fight 
i'm just sick and tired of doing this all the time
if you dont really want me then go make up ur mind

fast whip skirt off 
bad bitch took her shirt off
sipping on the syrup
get my bands we're up
where I land? Europe
srt burn up
loud bass turn up
ya bitch asked for a photo

know this the wrong way just to feel too
do me the wrong way ima kill you
stuck in the wrong days tryna heal you
im sorry i had enough
sorry im tired of calling your bluff
this bitch getting passed like a puff
you were my mistress but now you’re a dump

stack it up right to the sun
like they wanna be me these niggas my son
yeah i cannot fuck with no one
im stuck on the tv bitch smoking a blunt
smoke the rest till im done
fast track #1 🏁
fat ass wanna cuff
and i miss yo badass off the drugs

trying (yashio +wasterr)

@owtiss, @angelicxmei
prod @yashio20k

as they say, "meant it 2"

[@owtiss]
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself

[@angelicxmei]
u told me that u need to get right
oh no, that meant that sth bad might happen
ure putting all my shit in bad light
like, am i really the bad guy?
at first i thought that we were meant to be
but now im crying loud
im wiping all my tears
i dont even have words for u to say
i just really wish that u couldve stay w me

uuuh all the shit i couldve done but im not enough
all the shit i couldve change but im not enough
ure just messing with my brain and its never fun

be urself w/ angelicxmei (yashio)

⠀⠀prod @1gamma


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myspacemark - DiaMondz'nPAiN

Russia Prod Yk & Myspacemark

@whyhaze
@symelz

ive been stuck in my way for a while
i just wanna make u happy make u smile
i remember waiting for u to come by
dancing in my room 
dancing in my room
now its just inside my head yea the memory blooms
now im stuck inside my bed watch the clock move
i dont wanna wait baby so im coming soon
as soon as i can

dancing in my room + whyhaze (symelz)

prod @h1yori

[mei]
lately all i do is search for the warm
remember how i felt, i just felt like a worm
i dont know where i step, just tell me whats going on
ive lost my only friend now its just me against the world

but then i met u at the end, 
u said its going to be fine to be okay
and at this moment, u saved me from my tears, 
u saved me from my fears
i felt like i touched the bliss

are you the one who painted moon?
i wonder cause, u said u would take me there if i wanted
in the sky i remember the shade of blue
and ur silhouette something that i never saw again
open up the sky im spreading my wings so wide
look me in the eyes ill show that i can fly
ill stay by ur side, if i hold ur heart could u hold mine?
higher than the clouds i hope u can catch me if i fall

sky (hiyori)

https://youtu.be/LjFda3hQcLA?si=RRRjU7SxmwYn3otv 

https://open.spotify.com/track/38p66XWFxEPlm38kEH9zxo?si=d093ccff27b54c65 

#Soon album i'm currently working on :)

follow me on instagram (@whyhaze) for more updates on that !! #Soon

prod @1luvpurp & @lilsadboiiudig

pick me when i fall down
i wish you could calm down
i wish i could have you
need your help like rn
yeah i keep my head down
can you hear me cry out
dying when you're not here
she hate it when i scream loud

tell me what you see
when you look at me
when i look at you
i just feel my heartbeat
i still feel like nothing
she said she love it
off a pill i feel disgusting
your heart is trapped in my coffin

i ran away
did i even think about it
i miss your face
i sit down and think about it
not the same day but the same problem
i know she feel the same pain girl my wings fallen

Spotify

forget me, forget me not (luvpurp & 1sadboii)

Off the EP 
Black Knight Satellite
Streaming everywhere

4. idgaf

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoR8Jdom6QQ

@domerrz
@whyhaze
@victxrw
@rewind214

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/whyhaze/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/rwnd214/

[@domerrz]
i can't run
where's the fun in this if i'm still feelin numb?
took my heart in ur hands u crushed it to dust
and oh its so wrong
been hurtin for too long 
I cried when uUu left 
I turn then ur gone :/

[@whyhaze]
my heart no longer beats
i die when you leave
i tried to get it back
but it’s all for you to keep
i turn when you’re gone
toss and turn in my sleep 
keep my head down when i walk
cuz i wish you were next to me
i know it’s all hard to process 
i turned when you walked away
i keep walking
I took too much feels like I’m falling and falling 
feels like I’m running and running, but what we had just keeps calling me. 
I keep my head up high, my body still on the ground
Will you be there when I need you
I pick you up when you’re down 
I’ll ask you am I enough 
enough for you to stay around 
enough for you to stay

[@victxrw]
u didnt notice
how time flies
feels like im floating
i close my eyes
i say tht im hoping
tht we'll be fine
my chest is wide open
waiting 2 die

simply im not enough
im not enough for u
i know this feeling sucks 
just wait for me a day or 2
just wait for me my luv
i care i swear i do
they caught me coughing up my blood 
its only for uUu

i cried when uUu left w/ whyhaze, victxrw (rewind)

@pyu

tears run down my face
i dont think that you love me anymore
ive seen brighter days
the parasite of you crawls on the floor
got me feelin like a nightmare
when i look back you were right there
in the dark
got me feelin like a nightmare
when i look back you were right there
followin me everywhere that i go i see you in my mind
ripping through my brain, crawling down my spine
you live inside me

if i were to die today, would the stars be much brighter than this
if i were to look away, would you pull me back in for one last kiss
i feel your remnants inside of me
all your energy and memories apart of me
i reminisce on how i used to be
internal bleeding in my body, loss of sensory
i feel you every where that i go
you're the parasite to my host
you live inside of me
and i try to keep my eyes closed
to the fact that i cant let go
of the one that i loved the most
so i let the toxic parasite live on inside of me
inside of me, inside of me, inside of me yeah

tears run down my face
i dont think that you love me anymore
ive seen brighter days
the parasite of you crawls on the floor
i feel your remnants inside of me
all your energy and memories apart of me
i reminisce on how i used to be
internal bleeding in my body, loss of sensory

APPLE MUSIC/SPOTIFY

parasite (prod. meta)

Go Head (Prod. Macten)

spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/7eg5WMzDCwZ9XZvI0KgXZE?si=tUCVKNmkRW6S5nbFwz_3Yw

prod + master @z4y4

@marcelinedeathdate
@z4y4
@9surgery

mxrceline x z4y4 x surgery - need you all my life (z4y4)

@angelicxmei

the light shines in 
   cnt offer life 
   kno my time runs thin
   smoking new dope 
   my chains unbroken 
   cover old wounds 
   clothes hide all my skin

   wre breaking down 
   secrets and lies in my teeth 
   she comes around at night 
   SawU1nMyyDream5zz

   say the words 
   say the words tht ivv nvr heard 
   look @ me liek im sick 
   like uve never hurt
   evryday on repeat 
   its jst getting worse 
   hollow ground beneath myy feet 
   slipping through the earth

   how cld u jst leave like tht 
   im conflicted 
   knowing ud hurt me like tht 
   this affliction interwoven with my past
   new addiction , 
   hoping it would bring me back
   still i divot 

   the light shines in 
   cnt offer life 
   kno my time runs thin
   smoking new dope 
   my chains unbroken 
   cover old wounds 
   clothes hide all my skin

   wre breaking down 
   secrets and lies in my teeth 
   she comes around at night 
   SawU1nMyyDream5zz

   whn will u let it go 
   my corpse it rots nn theyll nvrr  kno
   her blood is splattered along my floor
   cnt bear this trauma anymore

music video

SawU1nMyyDream5zz 🇵🇱 ⋆*:･ 5(╥   ╥) @@ Prod Angelicxmei 5 🇵🇱

bih know im way too up
you cannot fw us
know i keep it tucked
bitch im 1of1
bih know im way too fly
i jus might be done
baby im way too high
i jus wan get- i jus wan get higher
all these racks on me bitch i cant drown
i be geeked up and ridin round the town
you cant text me now im on that loud
bitch i wake up cash a large amount
catch me in the spot
bitch im turnt up
i cant fw you
im too burnt up
racks they weigh a ton
bitch im countin bands just for fun
you cant catch me im on live
bitch im smokin on dat loud
you know xxomm is 1 of 1
yea, pussy boy gon run
bitch im stackin up my funds
she on me like wtw
play with fire you get burnt up
bitch im so damn turnt up
and i keep my 9 tucked
best not test yo damn luck
yea, in that benz truck
boy you cannot stop us
bih know im way too up
you cannot fw us
know i keep it tucked
bitch im 1 of 1
bih know im way too fly
i jus might be done
baby im way too high
i jus wan get- i jus wan get higher

burnt up prod jayysoul

@jkjmetasco & @violetxx9

 #theFlowerWeSawThatDay 🌸🌸🌸🌸

Lyrics:

should I take my time with you? 
It seems like I always lose ..enough. 
she asked me where are you goingg
My scars still showing 
my heart still roaring for you #rawr

when you call me
And you wanna talk to me 
meet me when it’s early 
Promise you’ll remember us 
cuz I die when you leave 
girl you make my heart stop 
now it’s for you to keep 
promise I won’t forget you now

when you call me
I’ll be there till the sun’s down sun’s down
I think I’m needing you right now right now 
my heartbeats to the drum sound drum sound 
wish you heard it all but we’re so far apart

I won't forget u (jkjmetasco & violet)

fallen angel darklord
stab me til my heart sore
i don't care too much about nothing
blood on my car-
f-f-fallen angel dark lord
stab me til my heart sore
i don't care too much about nothing
blood on my car door

die inside, i said too much
sub2k, i'm way too up
fuck them feds, eyes way too shut
bleed that boy, we dried him out
take his soul, thats my shit now
fuck that can't put my shit down
FUCK
bitch i let you in my head again
let you in my head again
let you in my head again
i can't remember what you said to me
i lost my energy
i don't like you next to me
why are we back inside this place again
i thought we agreed to stay away
something i never meant
i-i-i seem like the way you plead to me
you must think i hate you
you have no clue what you mean to me
  
fallen angel darklord
stab me til my heart sore
i don't care too much about nothing
blood on my car-
f-f-fallen angel dark lord
stab me til my heart sore
i don't care too much about nothing
blood on my car door

i spread my wing like cicadas yuh
ion feel nothing i hate it yuh
he must not know what i'm made of yuh
i took his life yeah we traded yuh
ion like feeling emotion
i rather go day to day feeling sedated yuh
i feel way too fucked to function, we shoot it up
ion think i'm gonna make it yuh
240p now his head off
log in and upload, i head off
okay i killed em he dead now
i see the police i sped off
bitch it's okay, yeah we safe now
wait til we back to the safehouse
pick up the tarp, wash it off
yeah he already gone, we just wait til we paid out

fallenangel//darklord

big plans w/ bliccy (se7en & solxmn)

prod @flojy x @rainn_god
sfx @bloodcryy 
amv @bitekivibes https://youtu.be/OM_Py3wKrkM?si=unYk3w6u8Qbl8sAD

ion wana get attatched ,, can u tell me dats coo .. ,?
if i needa sit back ,, . ; i can try dat2 ,,. ]:
all i do is smoke pack ,|\ i cant even lie2u .. 
i cant even relax, ,its all i wana try2do .. /

u aint even gota front , . u can say thats tht //.
u b lyin thru ur teeth ,.  do u think im sad ? :[[
u been tearin thru a seam dat u cant sow back . / /.,]
put my heart ona string can u take it back :[[[;;'

im off 3different drugs i cant eem c u .. 
bitch i h8 wat i am ,./ think i needa redo ./.
if youd stop n youd think ,,.}| would u still lie 2 ? ?.,
ima stop ima pour n i hope i die2 ,, . =]

am i rly trippin > ? >, yea i hope u feel bad ,. .
y u stay in my dreamz ??  can u get out my head , . /
blood stains ona sheetz ima cut in my bed, , .;/////
evryday been da same ya i only feel dread, . : [

only feel dread [flojy + rainngod]

my past is darker and deeper than places every known
don't take that part of me out of me
where you can see it ooo hoo
even though my present and my future keep a hold of me
it takes a while to know yourself
i know my heart's got missing puzzle pieces
hoping you can fill the gaps
gaps in my maze-like memory making it hard to think
i can't breathe when they're around me

this way ain't the right way to speak from the heart
all the time and the energy you could keep for yourself
all the time that you're always 
trying to watch out what you say around me
keep your heart on solid grounding
keep it on-
aye, honest mistakes based off of bad decisions (based off bad decisions)
yeah, no wonder it takes a while to know
under the presence they feel about me
a thousand thoughts racing at me
i found out my thoughts are clouded
they're all trying to take me down
my feet and my arms are bound
weights on my feet sink me down
lost faith, that's a lost cause
and you got a lot of scars
that you cannot heal away
regrets and mistakes you made
still present in your life today
slowly draining your life away

my past is darker and deeper than places every known
don't take that part of me out of me
where you can see it ooo hoo
even though my present and my future keep a hold of me
it takes a while to know yourself
i know my heart's got missing puzzle pieces
hoping you can fill the gaps
gaps in my maze-like memory making it hard to think
i can't breathe when they're around me

puzzle box heart (prod.digipak & heroine)

@diegointhedark

been fighting ideation
   since the moment ive been hurting 
   shes swallowing prescription 
   but she dnt kno if its worth it 
   i wanted to b someone thts important
   but im worthless
   i wear it like i earned it 
   in margiela as of current

   ur catching me
   the moment i fall through 
   none left for me 
   nobody i talk to
   come back to me 
   uno tht i miss you
   i love then u leave 
   what do u want me to be

   i had to get my bag bruh 
   my parents trna kick me out 
   its september got bad luck 
   my mouths covered n bad blood 
   the trauma is too much to put in songs 
   too hard to capture

   done trying to b happy 
   im done being indecisive 
   i cried myself to sleep 
   while wondering why i m like this 
   my blood tainted with poison 
   touch the throne and get it blighted 
   thres no worthy opponent 
   step to me get hit with lightning

   i know u dnt need me 
   3 pills in my tummy 
   got me sleepy 
   finessed him it was easy
   i woke up on the floor in all black 
   out of some deep sleep

diegointhedark - worthless (prod. diegointhedark)

prod @yashio20k + @liamtakeover
sfx @bloodcryy + @s0lemn

i cant evn tell u how itz been , ,. ;
spendin all my time w u ik its gona end. . ;/
ik dat im nothin 2u, , do u regret ?? .
im sry i was talkn 2 u, can we forget. . ,l; ??

mayb we can finish rn ho i ik u want 2. . .
didnt think youd leave me 4my death wen i spoke 2u . ,. ;
problemz in my blunt turn2 ash wen i smoke it thru , ,,
remembered how 2love then u left ..  so i lost it 2 .. ,. ;

sry dat i gave my all it made me feel alive . ..
give af how i would feel ,,  ur changin on a dime .. 
by lookin back ur still the same way : [
overreact u cannot think straight. 

i caught myself cutting the same day .. ,:, [
u hurt my heart in the same place, , .

guess its fine now . . took a xan i feel alr . . 
u aint mine now, , its prolly bettr 4 my life ., l;[
stay inside now ,, i hope i nvr see tha light
saw anothr picture of u now i wna cry  .. .

change how i act u ignore it  . . 
pint pourin 4 now im snorin its horrid, , ,

i dont get y i even try . ,, 
i'd kms 4 u and i .. 
4got 2say my last goodbye .., 
my head it aches ,, rip out my eyez. . .



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tell u how its been [yashio + liamtakeover]

prod @yashio20k + @neohnq
w/ @counterxo
sfx @s0lemn

@s0lemn
u nvr shoulda lied its up ,, i needa tell u  ,, : [
promised we was fine guess wat ?? . 
ur promise fell thru . .: /
i shoulda known itd b like dat. . .;  _ 
its my fault i got attached . / ;
i thought tha floor was made of glass ,, .
tha way i fell thru ....

ur ok : ] im in my bed , overthinkin everything ' ' : [
i shoulda listened2my heart its embarrassing /. . .+
found a benzo in my cup , finally i got some luck = - }
rollin up until im slump . /, smokin kerosene . . /

its aight :,/  \ ] [ i can leave if u wna tell me no ] ];.
had a feelin in my gut i should prlly fckn go .. / |
never even woulda stayed if u tried2 tell me yes / /. .
had a feelin in my chest dat we wasnt4 tha best / . ;; ; 

ik its alr as long as u tell me / . ; {
nvr ok dis prolly aint healthy / /. ..\
bb its a mess we should throw it all away. . ., 
n 2nite i feel like death ,||  but i feel it everyday / ., ,

@counterxo
I still feel like shit when it’s all said and done
In pain for so long, can’t recall where it’s from 
There’s pressure on my heart, so there’s smoke in my lungs
I told you from the start that I’m broken and 
numb

I don’t wanna talk no
You and me are lost souls
drugs just finally caught hold
You left me here to rot cold
Cup it got me slo mo
I can’t get through this solo
It’s cold inside your shadow 

I just want to feel like I can breathe again
Im losing myself and my only friend
I left before you saw my descent
And that’s why
That’s why

glass floors w/ counter [yashio + neohn]

instagram.com/boyfantasyy
o o o o o ya im rly fkin dying
pulled up2 the club n il00k like a dime piece
he tried pik me up n isaid please stop trying?
i dnt give a fuck bout ur cl0uting


o m g wtf did u rly wnt
with the drugs
find me d3ad bathroom floorRr
my wrists hurt
find my h3ad in the y4rd l0l
upload me
ded on bestgor kk


oh my fucking god ur a fucking bitch
im off every drug for the fun of it 
goth black on my fucking fit
grab my head make me suck ur fucking dick
black tight stained with a couple bricks im done with it
likkeee wooooowww ur so fucking cute
fucking cute
in the fucking club 
looking rgiht at u right at u
dressed up like a whore n its all for u
all for u
drag me n the back and baby lets screw
baby lets screw


i know ur obsessed in love without me
pulled up all black in the back with the audi 
shoot up the party if u think ur clowning
party loud yeah suffocate im drowning

BOY FANTASY

D3AD ON BESTGORE.COM

‎𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔢𝔡𝔶ℭ𝔩𝔲𝔟♱
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