i need only me

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Lyrics:

Rivilin:


watch the jaws of hell open up for me
falling further down I see the shadows speak
gashes on the side of my cheek I feel the poetry
of all the words you couldn’t say and now the hatred breathes

the bruise marks on my face get darker though
you don’t wanna understand how I sunk this low
medicated on SSRIs just to cope
try to think of memories of you i didn’t loath

i guess the hesitation in your eyes show you don’t care
im grasping onto desperation pulling out my hair
i guess it shows the reasons why you never wanted me
ill hang this noose when you say you want something i cant be

take take from below the ghosts they’re after me
crawling at the scars on my neck im freaking out you see
panic attacks rest deep inside the anger dwells beneath
the red it blinds my vision and im groveling on my knees

--
Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ:

And I got stuck on your lies
It's getting hard to breathe
And I know that I want you but your not what I need
And all of it collapses on my shoulders, I feel weak - I feel weak
Hold my hand when I fall to dust - when I fall to dust
And I'm closing my eyes and letting me go
I only feel like I'm being alone in the end
So let me just fall, let me just die
I lost so much so I don't even mind

FireBloom FT: Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ

Yng Hstlr - Turn An Angel To A Demon (prod. Underwood)(slowed + reverb)

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B-Train - HollyWood Nightmare

LIES (SUMMIT!)

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My Favourite Clothes

Cover art: Aly Moon (aka @ moon.x.lust on instagram)


LYRICS

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

I been grinding, finding out that time is what it takes
to mend these wounds that make us break
feels like each day is another love/hate
keep biting my tongue till I taste blood
use that same blood to cure my ink
sometimes I fear we're faking fate
but I can't tell you anything I think
I'm starting to drink
I'm starting to pour
I'm feeling my face
Don't feel it no more
I lost my way
I lost true north
you shred my sails
but I'm pressing forward
eye of the storm
girl, why do you storm?
Lord, get me ashore for I need reformed
or maybe I'm born to suffer great fortunes
I can't pay more dues if you so fore-choose

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

x2
Love is deaf, love is dumb, love is blind
I try to fight, try to run, try to hide
I'm getting numb, getting drunk, getting high
I fell in love when true love was a lie

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

you and i (prod. blade901)

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
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@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

I See Ghosts - SICKFACE

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Lyrics: 

I tried my best to show you what you’ve done.  But you’re so blinded by the ignorance. 


I still fight myself, divisions in my mind.
Dissociated, on my own.

I’m still waiting for the answers.

Give me a reason I should be holding on to all these lies.



You can tell me that you’ve had enough.

But the toll you took is everlasting.

I wish I could rewrite the past.

To make sure that this never happened.




I still lay awake at midnight.

Did I really think this was the truth all along.

The days go by and I’m growin older.

But the mark you left is still right there.

Just cuz you can’t see it,

Doesn’t mean it hasn’t been there all along.



You can tell me that you’ve had enough.

But the toll you took is everlasting.

I wish I could rewrite the past.

To make sure that this never happened.

I See Ghosts - SICKFACE

SICKFACE

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