I'll prove them wrong

lyrics:
I just don't fuck with this
I smoke gas in my crib, bitch
She don't like how I live 
I fell in love with pills, damn :( 
I've been off these drugs, girl 
Just so I can feel :/
I got everybody mad for it
Tell me what's the deal?  
I'm just tryna keep it real

Girl I'm fucked in the head and you know that
I stay up crushing pills, it's getting so bad  
But I got a lot of love and I'll show that   
I'll show that.
Back of the club, where the drugs at
 
I numb my head with benzos
Tell me where my friends go (damn)
Cause I won't be here tomorrow (nah)
Girl I'll see you at my next show ..   

Back of the club girl, your feelings are showing
How could I not stare? The way that you're glowing
I am a nightmare, you don't wanna know me
Girl I'm just another junkie

Will I die this way? Girl I don't know
But I'm thinking about you on blow 
Take my hand girl, I'm so cold
Think I'm better on my own

They say I'm a fuck up, and maybe it's true
BUT I WOULD QUIT THE DRUGS FOR YOU
Girl I know I got some issues
Baby tell me who you're into

I just don't fuck with this
I smoke gas in my crib, bitch
She don't like how I live 
I fell in love with pills, damn 
I've been off these drugs, girl 
Just so I can feel 
I got everybody mad for it
Tell me what's the deal?  
I'm just tryna keep it real

Girl I'm fucked in the head and you know that
I stay up crushing pills, it's getting so bad  
But I got a lot of love and I'll show that   
I'll show that.
Back of the club, where the drugs at
 
I numb my head with benzos
Tell me where my friends go
Cause I won't be here tomorrow
Girl I'll see you at my next show ..   

Back of the club girl, your feelings are showing
How could I not stare? The way that you're glowing
I am a nightmare, you don't wanna know me
Girl I'm just another junkie

junkie prod. rubbish

TAKE ME [PROD. HALLOW + LUSI]

@zzjay

drag my shoes on the asphalt
i know its my problem i know that its my fault
they tryna walk all over me like a sidewalk
ya im too damn high ima let the blunt talk
yeah yeah i dont wanna see ya
im better off without u i dont need ya
burnt a forest think i smoked too many trees ya
if u cross 100signs then its treason
i dont think i feel yaaa
guarded in my armor made of steel yea
whats the fucking point idk ur deal yet
yeah yeah i dont know how to heal yet
i told @zzjay turn the #bass up
you dont fw me and now im in ur face huh
i could never switch on my day ones
i knew that boy a loser from like day oneee
nothing ever phase me cuz im soo numb
whatever we had yea its so done
cant even say i hate u i just loathe ya
if u with my team then its all love<3
i dont wanna see u so dont show up
i do what i want im like so what
snakes in the grass theres some cobras
made some mistakes in the past but i grow up
ive been in my own lane
light it up like propane 
i dont let it go to waste
ive been in my headspace 
i wake up i feel so dazed
yea i wanna hide my face
i think this was a mistake
1 year later so much changed
ima spend a band keep the change
i can read u like a sentence like a page
put it back together with some glue and tape
yaaaa

spotify

so what prod zjay

https://soundcloud.com/chawlk

my soul lives up in delusion
i'm stuck with some dumb confusion
there's been truth up in my chest
but they tend to misconstrue it
i've been repeating mistakes so i kinda think i'm stupid
i've been tryna burn my mask left my ego all uprooted

there's been blood up on some thrones
palantir it checks my phone 
empty vessels i see clones
think i rlly miss my home

see the spark I've been cold
it's so lost wanna fold
despise the lies i've been told
spells, lead to gold

all the signs are there it's evident 
pray i can be relevant 
spirts round me malevolent
don't know why i'm elegant  

i'm terrified of the ether 
think i'm doomed i saw the reaper
i've been anxious asf think that i just need a breather
i'm a dumb attention seeker

i can hear heaven's harmonics
she tends to weep thru the cracks in the sonics
tune my being with the lost ergonomics
my flesh a cage the codes up in electronics

my soul lives up in delusion
i'm stuck with some dumb confusion
there's been truth up in my chest
but they tend to misconstrue it
i've been repeating mistakes so i kinda think i'm stupid
i've been tryna burn my mask left my ego all uprooted

delusional (chalk)

Lyric:
its so hard -
so hard to get thru it, i'm so tired of life
i see straight thru your illusion, you cant hide behind
so used to winning, when i lost it felt like i got iced
you two faced, i'm 6 faced like dice but you cant roll me ight yuh 
i got the sense lets not go in there it just dont feel right yuh
city central, i got petrol, i blow smoke in eyes
and if i wanted to, id let you, but i dont so -
but i dont so i dont get it yo
we'll live in a video
honestly i take it back, i didnt mean to grin at you
always knew i'd be on track
always been running for you
my heart has been vacant but i'm saving none of it for you

and i hate it, you dont get it, its my voice, 
look at it from my perspective
give me your heart and bitch ill match it
i know its hard to breathe in this faction
way too many heads that were let in
i'll be like kennyS i wont let em
do em like penny yeah ima shell em

the day before the day after
its eternal brain scatter
you care bout this like it matter
and i'm invested in the chatter
please dont stop til i feel better
yea that bitch fried like she in batter
yea she not breaking nun the patterns
i'm breaking thru and taking balance
but every days a little sadder
every days another challenge
every days another bastard

oh
say whatever you tell yourself
in times like this, i could really use a hand or your help, like this
i put myself on a pedestal now, like this
i dont wanna be the one to look out like this
yo how could i sleep at night, x2
you know exactly why
i wish i had an eye
i wish i had a dog in this fight
talon cry, i'm tired of melancholy insight
you know i'm right
my soul stays how it is no matter what 
and if i die, i guess i'm supposed to die

Petrol prod tgwog toraloc

let it out

sometimes, you just need to get a song out there. there doesn't need to be a month of waiting since the last drop. there doesn't have to be a rollout. you don't even have to sing. it's your song, after all.

everyone wants the most popular song. everyone craves the numbers and the debates and the community. but there's value in the small songs that everyone misses. these are the intermediate phases. this is my art before i can bring myself to use my voice for it, and the fact only a few people will ever read this has VALUE.

i love you mikai & sasha, thank you for inspiring me
& love to all of you who are reading this.

singing with my voice

prod @overoveroverover @toemuro 
I don't get enough credit 
swear to god, I've had it 
you don't really know me 
and I shoot like Kobe 
from the 3 point line 
shoot that shit, and I glide 

is you gon ride for me? 
is you gon die for me? 
is you gon live for me? 
and it don't feel real
its like I'm wasting time 
I'd done so much, I think I'm finna cry 

I don't get enough credit 
swear to god, I've had it 
you don't really know me 
and I shoot like Kobe 
from the 3 point line 
shoot that shit, and I glide 

you not hearing me 
I swear they all asleep 
they don't really care for me 
why would they care for me
they don't even talk to me

(just listen)

I don't get enough credit 
swear to god, I've had it 
you don't really know me 
and I shoot like Kobe 
from the 3 point line 
shoot that shit, and I glide 

I don't get enough credit 
swear to god, I've had it 
you don't really know me 
and I shoot like Kobe 
from the 3 point line 
shoot that shit, and I glide 

I don't get enough credit 
swear to god, I've had it 
you don't really know me 
and I shoot like Kobe 
from the 3 point line 
shoot that shit, and I glide

I don't get enough credit 
swear to god, I've had it 
you don't really know me 
and I shoot like Kobe 
from the 3 point line 
shoot that shit, and I glide

I don’t get enough credit (over toemuro)

you aint heard nun like this, 
look 

bitch im tryna get a rack, tryna fuck it up
yuh talking to this bitch, she got bubble butt 
and im tryna do everything i ever could 
i could never flip a brick, thats sum old shit 
yuh had to cut the grass, i was mowin
yeah they tryna get me gone, i aint goin
like... i aint goin
heroz sent me on this fucking beat, i start flowin
yeah im tryna get all the money, tryna throw it 
you on twitter talking crazy, bitch im on you 
and they all want me dead like "fuck you" 
bitch im too high
bitch im up in the stars, its a foreign life 
and you dont wanna talk, you got a boring life 
bitch, you on twitter every single fucking day

u aint heard nun like this, look (heroz dull og)

All real

dont pass me a .22

homesick (antsy + law-ib)

🇮🇪 🪖🏴‍☠️
𝓲𝐧Ｓ𝔱ᗩقŘ𝐀ᵐ: @s1ninja
𝓑ⓔᵃ𝐓Ŝ: https://www.beatstars.com/s1ninja

TAKE ME [PROD. HALLOW + LUSI]

S1NINJA

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