sorry for the wait <3

i think i hate you
but i don't wanna waste it cuz it takes two (way too)
long for bouncin back again for take two (three, four, five)
finished countin, i can't face you
you can drop my number it's too late
i think i hate you
leave me on the burner steady eatin off my plate boo
swear the way you ghostin paranormal, doesn't phase you
phase through every conversation like i made you
tell me that you hate me cuz i think i fuckin hate you

know we laugh and we cry
you're the best, you're the worst
and it hurts every time
now we back and we lie
it's a test, every word
gettin worse under fire
and i know that it's hard to be perfect
you know i'm not asking for that
we both know that this shit isn't workin
it's not even passing at that

so i just get fucked up and forget
or sleep in the whole day it's torment
both got too many issues to force it
still part of me miss you, i'm hopeless
so i just get fucked up and forget
or sleep in the whole day it's torment
stop openin old wounds and close em
she gettin her hold back, i'm open

i think i hate you
but i don't wanna waste it cuz it takes two (way too)
long for bouncin back again for take two (three, four, five)
finished countin, i can't face you
you can drop my number it's too late
i think i hate you
leave me on the burner steady eatin off my plate boo
swear the way you ghostin paranormal, doesn't phase you
phase through every conversation like i made you
tell me that you hate me cuz i think i fuckin hate you

i think i hate u (p. kaii + aidanhan)

lil bit of much needed therapy

i can't stand myself anymore
i'd end it all if i could
but that's too selfish, of course
so i
cut you off, hurt your feelings and force
you out my life, close the door
crush every hope i could hold onto
sharp knife
remove and cut ties
chamber round
one shot, a deadeye

clawin out the brush in my brain
driftwood in my veins
weeds in my lungs
dandelion in my stomach
feelin clean for today
lotta work little pay 
daisies pushin through my teeth
dead leaves under feet
i'm a waster 
i feel like i'm always
dyin by nature
it's a problem i can't fix
that i enable
no you cannot help
you not my savior
that's off the table
i hate reflections
i just wanna disappear
you hate these sentences
how you think that i feel

deadeye (p. michael harrison + ayoley beats)

i stopped givin fucks when i saw it didn't matter 🚬

Produced by
@/sheepy_kid (IG)
@/goddamnbeats (IG)

Written by
@s4vepoint

MATADOR 🚬 (@sheepy_kid + @goddamnbeats)

vox @s4vepoint
prod. @s4vepoint

broken feelings
hard to heal em
so i block em out
time will heal
that's what they say
that's all they talk about
open up
i take a dive
but now i'm drownin
find it hard to reach the surface
when my heart is feelin worthless

clock is tickin
seconds turn to minutes
slowed down
talk in whispers
lesson learned, my penance
no sound
what's my problem
only honest
i've been zoned out 
runnin through this circle
every month
i gotta go now



wake up in the pm
lights off no thoughts and i'm freezin
how
i sleep through the bleeding
knife stopped in my chest, red streaming
out
i know i'm not okay
but leave the blade inside of me
pain keep me grounded
when my memories dividing me

huh
i wanna break out
take off my chain now

huh
i guess you
thought it's a fake out
not gonna break down

no
everyone
stopped in their place bout
to take a new way round

but i'm
back where i
started the race,
i cannot keep with the pace

say that i'm okay
know that i'm not
you live in the moment
i live in a rut
sick of just coastin
but don't wanna stop
you think i was chosen
but this shit took a lot (x2)

broken feelings
hard to heal em
so i block em out
time will heal
that's what they say
that's all they talk about
open up
i take a dive
but now i'm drownin
find it hard to reach the surface
when my heart is feelin worthless

clock is tickin
seconds turn to minutes
slowed down
talk in whispers
lesson learned, my penance
no sound
what's my problem
only honest
i've been zoned out
runnin through this circle
every month
i gotta go now

zero hour

vox @ericdoa / @danteinred + @s4vepoint
prod @odece + @kkkarasu

//unofficial

movinglikeazombieRe:MIX (p. odece + karasu)

prod. @meuhh

[nostalgia and happy place noises]

what time is it...?
midnight...?

i'm wide awake
rub the sleep out my eyes
start my day
day
day
can't feel my face
every nerve frozen
into its place
place
place
and i wish i slept here a bit, but it's too late
young and i'm restless, give fuck bout what you say
can't wait to leave here, i'll pack up my suitcase
tied up too long on my feet like a shoelace

all along
i thought i was
all alone
can you
call my phone
can you
tell me it's okay
tell me i'm okay

all along
i know that i'm
all alone
you can't
call my phone
you can't
tell me it's okay
BITCH I'M NOT
okay.

*very cool laugh :>*

I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOUR GHOST
WHILE YOU WERE RIGHT UNDER MY NOSE
FELL OUT MY HANDS, SO IT'S MY FAULT
NOW I'M SO COLD WHEN THE NIGHT FALLS
I CANNOT STAND WHO I'VE BECOME
TALKIN TO GOD, WHERE'S MY REFUND
STUCK IN MY WAYS LIKE A RERUN
HOPE IT GETS BETTER NEXT SEASON

savepoint

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