we fell in love in october

i didnt leave my room and then i made this

if i could travel back in time
i would look for you 
all though far behind
i would run for you

i cant see you now
but i will somehow 
thats what i always do

you used me for my love
xx x x  x

the passenger seat in my car
is empty like me 
we used to go out and just drive
now i sit here and think
about the past
nice things never last
my head in the grass
waiting for time to pass

you used me for my love xxxxx

you used me for my love

SPOTIFYYY!!

i wanna be your girlfriend

go home
tell me that ur sorry
ill be losing my sleep
waiting for your call
its so pathetic and dramatic 
thats the way i am

come on
tell me that you need me
like you really mean it
even tho u dont
i am so sad
and pathetic 
thats the way i am

dramatic lil bitch

lyric video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvKVU947e2E

pretty face with pretty bad dreams
no one knows i cry in my sleep
waking up feeling like shit
its a normal thing to feel like this

i dont care im feeling down
i wanna stay home
never go outside
summer depression comes every year
i just want to dissapear

summer depression
there's so much time to question my life
summer depression
its my 
summer depression

my worst habit
is my own sadness
so i stay up all night
wondering why
im so tired all the time

all my friends are doing things
its good for them
but im nothing
summer depression comes every year
i just want to dissapear

summer depression
there's so much time to question my life
summer depression
its my 
summer depression

spotify!!

summer depression

whatever 

im thinking too much again
i cant sleep its 4am
i gotta be somewhere tomorrow
i dont wanna go out tomorrow

im thinking too much again
how my life will end
i have to live tomorroww UGHH
i dont wanna live tomorrow

im thinking too much again
i cant sleep its 4am
i gotta be somewhere tomorrow
i dont wanna go out tomorrow

fuck MY THOUGHTS I THINK TOO MUCH
FFFUUCK MY THOUGHTSS I THINK TOO MUCHCHCHCHCHH

made another song // out on all platforms june 8th 

i've been hiding for so long
these feelings theyre not gone
can i tell anyone?
afraid of what they’ll say
so i push them away
i'm acting so strange

they're so pretty
it hurts
i'm not talking about boys
i'm talking about girls
they're so pretty 
with their button up shirts

i shouldnt be feeling this
but its too hard to resist
soft skin and soft lips 
i should be into this guy
but its just a waste of time
he’s really not my type
i know what i like

no this is not a phase
or coming of age
this will never change

chorus

cuz i dont know what to do
its not like i get to choose
who i love
who i loveeee

chorus

spotifYYY!!!

girls

king princess cover LISTEN WITH HEADPHONES

talia

a song by girl in red & beabadoobee <3 

bea's music: https://soundcloud.com/beabadoobee
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/artist/35l9BRT7MXmM8bv2WDQiyB?si=F2hmKpppTLa-DFF3Ht771A
oscars music: https://m.soundcloud.com/pigsongs
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3qAfcsKgUMTvABDbQHH52j?si=JqWyglS9T9S-0b97U8TCuA
my music: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3uwAm6vQy7kWPS2bciKWx9?si=LKfk1yOjQYuG9UGKYj-8VA

went to london this summer <3 bea and i made this song together and also with oscar he plays bass and synth and did this song hella good!!!! we love you oscar lang

eleanor and park

maybe

homecoming

https://www.instagram.com/girlin.red/

the morning sun
shines on your skin
cause your white curtains 
they are
paper thin

windows open
i can feel the breeze
but we're safe here
under the sheets

i dont ever wanna leave
ill watch you sleep
and listen to your breathe
i dont ever wanna leave
ill watch you sleep
ill watch you sleep

i never get
bored of looking at you
cause everytime
i see something new

like the scar on your spine
you fell off a roof when you were nine
youve lived a life
before me

i dont ever wanna leave
ill watch you sleep
and listen to your breathe
i dont ever wanna leave
ill watch you sleep
ill watch you sleep

fav

_saatanek _