co prod. @sky3k GO FKN FOLLOW!!
this was not no mf slow cook... this is barely finished but its another small part of my world i felt like sharing. this song is about lust. angel project incoming! more personal stuff i dont want related to jade nicole :) thanks hehe

Push Me

Ayesha Erotica - Runaway (Extended)

demo for my friend tessa, i made dis song like a year ago while going thru a psychotic break at 5 am

Kill Myself (Demo)

SWEET RHYTHM

Hit My Celly

Whore For You

Not Okay!

creds to ayesha/zuzie
https://youtu.be/AW7tYUlQXWM?si=Ui8ovBB3_jgE0Hrf

hey. i was gonna wait till this officially drops on january 1st... but really wanted to get this one out as it's a genuine effort & means a lot, i've been going thru a lot of shitty things in real life and mentally, and didn't expect to live thru the end of this year, but i did and i'm not mad about it lmao. it will be on spotify etc, but it doesn't really match the sexy/horny/porny singles i have coming out directly after it, so i'm considering it an unofficial release and dumping it here. i wrote this one about someone i lost in love and i really hope they hear it and we somehow resolve things between us even tho shit ended really badly awhile ago. they probably won't but that's life and it's good to at the very least speak my peace. love ya'll and don't worry this isn't the last one this month 


lyrics: 

Show up or don’t
I’m gonna set your plate and I won’t eat a bite 
No I’ll starve
In the dark and alone
Dreaming of sharing your breath
Blowing parliament smoke at the floor

You took a flight to the ocean
And I took a drive with him but it wasn’t right
I tried to hide in the open
But you declined
To even try to find me

Now in everything
And everyone
I scream your name
And imagine what we could have been

Now it’s been a year
And I’ve had enough
If I see you again
I’m handing you Yellow chrysanthemums 

And rosaries,
I want you home with me
I miss you totally
I cry in my tweety pajama pants and 

Honestly,
I know you’re haunting me
I thought you wanted me,
I hope I see you at my funeral

Pacing around
Tryna forget your cigarette kisses on the crown of my head
I tried to stay down but
I felt abandoned, beads on your hand in my nightmares 

Is it my fault that I wanna move on?
When you told me that I’m not what you want,
And you came back only for a minute
With a burnt out vape and a dumb explanation.
And I do coke anymore
If I did it would just take me back and remind me.
Of the love that I couldn’t give you 
But demanded you give me and now I’m stuck in 

everything
And everyone
I scream your name
And imagine what we could have been

Now it’s been a year
And I’ve had enough
If I see you again
I’m handing you Yellow chrysanthemums 

And rosaries,
I want you home with me
I miss you totally
I cry in my tweety pajama pants and 

Honestly,
I know you’re haunting me
I thought you wanted me,
I hope I see you at my funeral

funeral (ayesha erotica/zuzie)

different beds & you are prod by cece natalie 
fallen angel prod. britney and i 
everything else by mwah 

this was a really rough draft of a project i was working on for angel, but it doesnt really mean much to me anymore. i thought some of the songs were kinda cool though and decided to share! (all of these are so roughly mixed/recorded/concepted/everything.. very different from the other stuff im working on. stay tuned for that<3

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