I got the upper hand
when you're away
I got you swiping through old pictures that you saved
it's a fool's game
just a fool's game

I might be too afraid
to admit
I miss your fingers running down my hips
I'm a fool, it's a shame
cause I miss you all the same

fools game

sorry for the sloppy guitar playing, but hope you enjoy :-)

just like heaven

the moon song

been wanting to cover one of archy's songs for a while, hope you like it :o)

baby blue

you are my sunshine

u angel u

xanny bar

our cat

i love you so

singing to my dog on a lovely friday afternoon <3

we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers

violets

walking upstream skipping pebbles like we used to back then
my socks and shoes are soaked clean i wanna feel myself again
i find a familiar comfort in your cigarette smoke
and falling asleep beneath the big oak tree

lying looking up at the stars and everything starts spinning
cuts and bruises on my knees i wanna feel myself again
i start miss home and holding your hand 
and falling asleep with you holding me

i tell myself its gonna be a good thing
dont worry dear 
rest your head its gonna be 
a good thing

a good thing

if i keep you safe will you promise to keep me safe too
if i let myself down again will you know what to do
im sorry if i speak in broken sentences
stumble over my words coming from the ugly mess
inside my being
youre not seeing
i apologize for my bad memory
but youre not easily forgotten
youre seeping through my bones
please dont leave me
all alone

insecure attachment

day go by

id give you my world
swim across the ocean just to see you for a moment
id give you my heart
or whatever is left of it whatever is left
id give you my flowers
that i planted in my chest rip them up and make a mess
id give you all my time
sit around and wait for you until an hour becomes two
three
four

i give you take i wait i wait
for you to come back
with your puppy dog eyes and your sweet smile
saying everythings fine and everything will will be fine
but is it fair?

im still waiting and giving andd hurting and nothing is changing
but i still love you and id give or do anything for you

puppy dog eyes

my need for closure will not b the death of me
im letting myself forget about u

a song about a boy who doesn't deserve it

habits

striking matches to forget our past 
and u say dont look back
take your time but dont waste mine
im not like that 

and i hope that youve found some comfort within yourself

and kick some dandelions on your way back home
hold my hand and dont ever let go
this perpetual sound

flip the switch and watch the lights all go out
pulled the sheets over our heads
turned into our secret hideout
my skin isnt made
of the same porcelain blade

kicking dandelions

Clipped my ankles on the way to school
Passed a pigeon laying on its side
Blood was dripping from its beak
As it sleeps eyes open wide

We walked down along the cobbled streets
Getting blisters on our feet
Till our knees went weak
I stopped two steps early just to feel the sun

two steps early

frigid

no trespassing

I wanna shave my head 
I wanna write two chord songs again 
I'll simplify the world 
as it comes to an end 
as its slows to a stop 
doesn't matter who thought 
I was wrong about how why and where 
we'll all end up so 
tell her you love her while you can 
don't let go of her hand 
kiss your dog 
call your mom 
and don't lose focus of the ones you love 
when your love seems so small 
when they stop answering all your calls 
you'll think back to the past 
just wishing that it would've lasted 
just a little bit longer 

la da da da da da da da da 
la da da da da da da da da 

Now I'm stuck in this feeling 
called lethargy 
or at least that's what they called it 
last week in therapy 
when did I stop moving forward 
my insides are getting colder 
I can't seem to remember 
how I ended up here so 
tell me you love me while you can 
don't let go of my hand 
call your friends 
make amends 
and don't dare lose focus of your loved ones again 
when your love seems so small 
when they stop answering all your calls 
you'll think back to the past 
just wishing that it would've lasted 
just a little bit longer 

la da da da da da da da da

sabs

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