i wanna be
i wanna be better
I wanna be better
i wanna be
i staple my
staple my heart back together, yeah
i will survive
i will survive, no matter the weather
don’t cry for me
don’t die for me
even on bad days
live ur life for me
(even on bad days)
i wanna be
i wanna be better
i wanna be
i wanna be better
我想/wǒ xiǎng/i want to
我想来变强/wǒ xiǎng lái biàn qiáng/i want to come get stronger
想来变强/xiǎng lái biàn qiáng/wanna get stronger
我想/wǒ xiǎng/i want to
想发光更亮/xiǎng fāguāng gèng liàng/want to shine brighter
想发光更亮/xiǎng fāguāng gèng liàng/want to shine brighter
you are a star
and i am the sun
revolving with each other’s fun
i wanna be
i wanna be better
i wanna be
i wanna be better
staple my
staple my heart back together
i still believe
i still believe in us
green lights forever
bolder, wiser
harder, tougher
cooler, calmer
tender
bolder, wiser
harder, tougher
cooler, calmer
tender
Together

s/o Des'ree !!!

ilyimy

VirgoVenus<3

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(Sad China)
肏/cào/fuck the model minority
Nobody tell me how i wanna be
我的祖先可以看到你/Wǒ de zǔxiān kěyǐ kàn dào nǐ/my ancestors can
see you
Girlboss gatekeep, embarrassing

Ah ah, yea
Be kind, be kind, be kind
R-e-s-p-e-c-t
Me, my family, and mine

I’m a natural born leader
Self-fulfilling behaviour
I’m manifesting my future
我相信一步登天/wǒ xiāngxìn yī bù dēng tiān/i believe each step leads
to heaven

Listen up, 听我/tīng wǒ
listen to me (hey)
I’m a born leader,
i work well with a team, yeah
Don’t play me
Or gaslight me, u freak
My memory’s 100 even when i smoke weed

Ah ah, yea
Be kind, be kind, be kind
R-e-s-p-e-c-t
Me, my family, and mine

I’m a natural
Born leader
Self-fulfilling behaviour
I’m manifesting my future
我相信一步登天/wǒ xiāngxìn yī bù dēng tiān/i believe each step leads
to heaven

(yukari*)
making my way (my way, my way)
i'm tired of regulations
i'm going to do it my way (my way, my way)
規則はない、複雑な世界はいらない/kisoku wa nai, fukuzatsu no sekai
wa iranai/no rules, no need for a complicated world
so follow my lead, we can touch the sky

We are natural
Born leaders
Self-fulfilling behaviour
we manifesting our future
N, B, L

yeah, we are natural born leaders
Let us lead ya to water
We are natural believers...
dreamers
healers

nbl ft. yukari*

COVID
changed me
and my mind
lies to me
remember
our shared past
all the good
and the bad
谢谢爷爷/xièxiè yéyé/thank you grandpa
谢谢奶奶/xièxiè nǎinai/thank you grandma
你们给了我这么多的爱/nǐmen gěile wǒ zhème duō de ài/you both gave
me so much love
now i
understand
where i come from
and the women
who raised me
doors open
and now i understand
外公外婆/wàigōng wàipó/my maternal grandparents
我想理解你/wǒ xiang lǐjiě nǐ/i wish to understand you
我想听你说/wǒ xiǎng tīng nǐ shuo/i wish to hear you say
我爱你, 我想你/wǒ ài nǐ, wǒ xiǎng nǐ/i love you, i miss you
永远在我的心里/yǒngyuǎn zài wǒ de xīnlǐ/forever in my heart
永远在我的心/yǒngyuǎn zài wǒ de xīn/forever in my heart

永远在我的心里 forever in my heart

Everything comes together when the universe says it’s time. I made this song with friends over Zoom, which showed us it’s little things that make life worth living for, like listening to the sound of rain, daydreaming about what’s possible, making art with friends, holding space for each other (even if it’s virtually for now). It’s the little things that help us heal and grow. Trust the process.

Bless.bliss

Bless.bliss ft. Khamisa & Adewolf

thank u for listening <3

flames2dust.. lovers2friends..

all good things (come to an end)

all good things (come to an end) ft. desire process

i love you remix you

forever in my 心 (desire process Remix)

forever in my 心 - desire process remix [ <3 ]

hum1n

hum1n // Devours .remix

thank u @toughsell @x-o-xio @rudegallow @kkerubb @pseudo_antigone @solreia @eganomixxxxxxxx @desireprocess @devours

can we dance together?

will u hold my hands when i cry?

Bless.bliss (ft. Adewolf) // Eganomixxxxxxxx Remix

Mt. UnPleasant [ Solreia <3 Remix ]

VirgoVenus<3 // pseudo-antigone remix

i love you Remix you

nbl (ft. Lowkita & Kerub)

nbl // Lowkita x Kerub rework

Seen [ x/o remix ]

ilyimy2 (Tough Sell Remix)

ilyimy2 <3 Tough Sell remix ft. ~sunny daydream~

This is the first thing I've ever put out there and I couldn't have done it without https://soundcloud.com/dvflds. Thanks for taking a chance and like waiting half an hour while I figured out a beat and letting me use weird noises that I really dunno if anyone will like and being very accepting about my sad music. Thanks for prioritizing mixing my stuff even though you have your own stuff to work on too. I can't afford a Mac or Logic Pro or all the equipment musicians need, and I would never have been able to sit here and type this out if Dave hadn't given me this opportunity to work together. What a homie. So about my EP, I'm still writing the last two songs, but I'm very happy that somebody will be able to listen to my repressed emotions on this orange website, and hopefully connect with them. And also I know people like to dance so I definitely have a couple tracks that are easier to dance to but honestly this is real and this is me and I write sad stuff.

* * *
I see you from across the room
Even though it's really dark
Dunno what I'm supposed to do
Just waiting for the show to start

I don't wanna talk to you
I don't even know who you are

We were taught to be always lonely
So just stay away
We'll all die someday

[spoken:] So, I'm having a fun time... and then I'm not. And it's Friday, Saturday, or any day of the week. Why are you out? Are you gonna call your friends? Do you call your friends enough? Why are you drinking? Why are you spending money? It could be any day of the week.

你可以听懂我吗?
Ni ke yi ting dong wo ma?

* * *

written & co-produced by Sunny Chen (IG: sunnysxc / Twitter: sad_x_china)
co-produced & mixed by Dave Fields (IG/Twitter: dvflds)

now im https://www.tiktok.com/@sunny__daydream

Sad China EP

Can You Understand Me?

(Lyrics by written by Sun Yi, translated by Sunny Chen)

Ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
You asked me how deep my love is for you

Wo ai ni you ji fen
How much do I love you?

Wo de qing ye zhen, wo de ai ye zhen
My heart is pure, my love is true

Yue liang dai biao wo de xing
The moon represents my heart

Ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
You ask me how deep my love is for you

Wo ai ni you ji feng
How much do I love you?

Wo de qing bu yi,
My emotions do not waver

Wo de ai bu bian
My love does not change

Yue liang dai biao wo de xin
>>The moon represents my heart<<

Qing qing de yi ge wen
Softly, with a soft kiss

Yi jing da dong wo de xin
You have already touched my heart

Shen shen de yi duan qing
Deep, deeply we have loved

Jiao wo si nian dao ru jin
I miss it even to this day

Ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
You ask me how deeply I have loved you

Wo ai ni you ji fen
How much do I love you?

Ni qu xiang yi xiang,
You should go and think

Ni qu kan yi kan
You should go and look

Yue liang dai biao wo de xin...
The moon represents my heart.

("The Moon Represents My Heart?" Prod. by Sunny Chen)

月亮代表我的心 The Moon Represents My Heart?

月亮代表我的心 The Moon Represents My Heart? (Teresa Teng cover)

Because Of You?

Because Of You? (Lana Del Rey cover)

Why Don't We?

written & produced by sad china
special thanks to @dvflds for remixing the bridge & outro

LYRICS
(thunder/rain)

(Verse 1)
Summer nvr ends
even when it rains
im cruising with my friends,
living high again

falling for my own tricks (own tricks)
they dont call me by my name (woah x2)
falling for the last time
let me wash it all away (no x2)

(Chorus)
did u know ur an ocean, girl???
did u know u can swim?
stay afloat on the surface though
U can breathe underwater, girl!

i am the ocean wave!
im stronger than a hurricane!

U R an ocean pulled onto the road by the moon again.

(Verse 2)
Cuz summer nvr ends
everyone's a "friend"
especially when it gets dark
living high again...

"fame" is just a game that we all know how to play
yeah...
Losing with the cool kids ("cool kids")
when u didnt wanna stay
No, no

(Chorus)
Do they know ur an ocean girl?
Do they know u can swim?
Stay afloat on the surface though
Can u breathe underwater? cuz

<3 We Are The Ocean Waves <3
We're stronger than a hurricane!
U r an ocean pulled onto the road by the moon again...

(spoken:)
"You crashed onto the scene -- a lightweight in the ring, losing for the last time... You can do it all again. You are an ocean... You are an ocean..."

(Bridge)
Stay afloat...

(Chorus)
Do u know ur an ocean...
Do u know u can swim...
Stay afloat on the surface, though you can breath underwater, girl!

U R the ocean wave!
Ur stronger than a hurricane!
U r the ocean pulled onto the road by the Moon again. <3

ocean girl demo

Listen to the full song: https://ffm.to/its-okay-sxc

The concept of your lover blurs into this fragile, incomplete concept of love you developed as a child – a concept that lives in this alternative R&B/dream pop track.

It's Okay

It's Okay [PREVIEW]

now im @sunnydaydream x

+💿🎧 i love you Remix you 🍄

at the party
we're weird hotties
holding hands
crying, dancing
<333

🦋 here's to us & to a long life 🌈✨

luv, 陈珊妮 sad china

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