All I Ever Wanted

SEE (Prod.TAYLORJ)

I’m starting to fear what I am.
I got drugs in my nose 
But I don’t got any plans
I just wish and I hope 
That someone will listen
Cause im feeling so close
That’ll I finally cave in 

I don’t wanna go on 
Feeling like a disgrace 
But the sun will still rise 
And someone take my place.
As I open my eyes 
I see that they all fake 
And there’s tears in my eyes 
I suffer to be me.

But no I don’t wanna keep going
suffer by myself don’t wanna be lonely
Burn then I crash but the time keep on going
Wasting my time as my tears dripping down 
Thank you for sticking around.
Couldn’t love by myself but you helping me now.
All these thoughts that I think they start tearing me down
I start turning to ghost the less that you around.

Fuck what they think i got drugs in my cups.
All these bitches be talking they talking too much 
I dont care watchu saying just shut the fuck up
I spent all night in my feelings it got me so stuck 

I dont wanna keep going cant do this again.
All the blood that i shed all the years that i spent
Locked inside of this room with these thoughts i cant stand 
Why the fuck do i try if you aint listening? 
I just wanna be heard but you dont understand
Im just wasting my words they got right through your head 
I dont wanna be saved i just want you to care 
It’s the less that i try its the less i that care

But no I don’t wanna keep going
suffer by myself don’t wanna be lonely
Burn then I crash but the time keep on going
Wasting my time as my tears dripping down 
Thank you for sticking around.
Couldn’t love by myself but you helping me now.
All these thoughts that I think they start tearing me down
I start turning to ghost the less that you around.

Influence

[Lyrics]

Brain dead cause these drugs got me comatose
I been waiting for the day that I overdose
I got 20 bad hoes but I'm over those
I had 20 different bags but I blew through those
I don't wanna call the plug cause he lacing those
But he don't understand what I'm caving for
I don't need my spirits up I need my body low
I'd rather die speeding high instead of rotting slow

Same kid in the same black whip cold shoulder for the world screaming eat a fat dick
Got fire but you couldn't match this black hole for a soul wait for when the cash hits then I
Skip dinner cause this shit hit quicker got me killin' my liver but I'm living in bliss my 
Mind wither when I'm in the dead of winter been frozen in motion and the clock don't tick

Too faded off the drink hope my times up
Love tabs but these pills are my life blood 
Trippin' out for a script and a ripe bud
Ain't a thing like the dust in a nice blunt
Made existence a battle I don't fight much
In my sinus and my wrist are some nice cuts
This a storm I can't weather hope the light comes
But I'm steady fallin' out when the night's done

Black out on a day to day basis can't find peace when I don't know where my face is
Lash out everybody on the fake shit, so am I, fenty in the high that I'm chasin'
No hope let me choke on this rope round my throat, no music when I strangle up my larynx 
Go ghost 'til all that you find is my body and a nine with an empty shell casing

BrainDead (prod. SPHYNX)

COBRA $HINS - $ I N S U R R E A L

lyrics :

lipstick on a cigarette
kickflip to a sunset 
face down but i’m upset
coming down so i roll up my regrets
middle finger to the sky curse a reset
reset fuck the law
skip a preset
creep boy on the creep make em reject
make u see death
you’ll know when we set damn
cutting to the bone
rottin to the dome
another broken phone
I miss myself alone
feel like ichigo i whip the blade and then im gone
feel like thanos but im missing every single stone

late nights on the bus im sitting frozen 
conversation with the devil said im chosen
it seems the less im making moves the more theres motion 
emotion deeper then the motherfucking ocean

inside personal hell
from heavens gate i fell 
i hope they wished me well
this sinister surreal real 
when im far away from you i seem to miss myself 
i don’t need nobody i don’t need nobody else 

faded or hated 
my consciousness made it  
my body just hates it
get decapitated 
get turned to a stranger 
stay home like a ranger
not safe only danger 
we scissors, u paper
all black like i’m slayer 
all black like the raiders 
yo regular playa turned wulf like im xavier 
all of this money means nothing,
 far later i show you we all fall to nothing but layers

$ I N S U R R E A L

Runway (prod.$adheart)

Heart Attack (Prod.Metlast)

LYRICS👇👇👻 

Hope you know that it’s true that you know I like you and you say it’s a lot baby what do I do and you know that I’m true with the words that I say yea look at my face and I’m looking for love something real with the trust baby what do you say would you tell me Wasup when you look in my eyes does it tell you I’m right for you 



know I’m better off if you left me alone baby I just wanna die unless you hold me close I been on my own people leave me alone I been going through it lately and it’s hard to cope sometimes I wanna die and let the pain all go and they all know me as casper the ghost nobody stick around to stay my friend there’s always something wrong cycle never ends so I been smoking dope all by myself lately I’ve been trying to find some help think I’m doing better than I used to felt but problems always wit me everytime I fell times I’ve felt like I’m under a spell nothing I can can control all because that I’m fucked but I’m still gonna roll like im lighting a Dutch while I’m making a song talking about my love 

the way you turn ur head then u stare at my eyes you could tell me it’s right but I fw ur vibe i be feeling lost and be stuck in my head don’t want feelings to end I love u until death

her ghost (prod.loserkid)

nor can I ever own what's mine
when you're always taking sides
but you won't take away my pride
no, not this time

you take away my pride
you wanted me to die
I'm sipping cause my heart 
can't handle the pain 
and been thinking about
what you said last night

I wanted to forget 
about every single text
been feeling like a mess
please delete me now
just delete me now
just delete me now
don't you hit up my phone line
don't you hit up my phone line
bitch

I've been doing this shit all by myself
I'm a grown man now
don't be asking for help
and ever since I took decisions
that would hurt somebody's feeling 
I knew that I couldn't go back
to my old shit

old friends
old town
I was on my own
now I got 
big things 
big crown
and that shit heavy
like the scene that I carry 
don't hit on my celly when I get big
man just let me know
that you don't fuck with me
yeah

you take away my pride
you wanted me to die
I'm sipping cause my heart 
can't handle the pain 
and been thinking about
what you said last night
I wanted to forget 
about every single text
been feeling like a mess
please delete me now


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