feeling(┬┬﹏┬┬).(prod roxa+hottub johny)

sadboiartillery (prod methboiswag+jolst)

Substance (prod methboiswag)

lifes seems easy in a daydream
i be countin gwap everyday
like its a daydream
lately lately
its like everyone just hates me
idgaf i get money u dont pay me
hate me hate me
cus im doing things that they dream
doesn't come tru 
unless theres something that ur chasing
yeah she face me
face me
nah u dont wanna face me
l m f a o
yeah this glocky got no safety
life seems easy in a daydream
i be counting gwap everyday
like its a daydream
lately lately 
its like everyone just hates me
idgaf i get money u dont pay me
idc at all
yeah all i do is count it up
i be wit ya bitch in the club
yeah we be turning up
im sadboimilitant
yeah u kno that ima serve it up
robitussin 
yeah u kno that ima stir it up
daydream daydream
why cant life just be more easy
take another pill
i hope i die in these balencis
yeah they sleep on me like Zz's
acting funny like they couldnt see me
life seems easy in a daydream
i be countin gwap everyday
like its a daydream
lately lately
its like everyone just hates me
idgaf i get money u dont pay me
hate me hate me
cus im doing things that they dream
doesnt come true 
unless theres something that ur chasing
yeah she face me
face me
nah u dont wanna face me
l m f a o
yeah this glocky got no safety
life seems easy in a daydream
i be countin gwap everyday 
like its a daydream 
lately lately
its like everyone just hates me
idgaf i get money u dont pay me

daydream/lmfao (prod.xtasane)

@soulmelatonin
Lyrics:
idk abt this, Idk abt u 
G shock on my left wrist 
Like these hunnids, Yah I’m so blu
U want me to love u But idk how 2
Ya I’m feeling stupid
Benzodiazepines, Ya I just downed 2
Walking, I’m walking through the mud ya 
I’m walking through the mud ya 
I’m walking through the 
Through the mud, through the mud ya
Muddy, My soda It get muddy 
My soda it get muddy, my soda it get 
It get mud.. it get muddy
Fuck u Idc wat ur saying Idc wat ur saying 
Idc what ur idc what ur
Lately, Ya lately I been praying
I pray that they don’t take me  
I pray that they don’t,  They don’t take..
they don’t take me  
Choosing Ya Ima keep on choosing 
Abusing these drugs I’m abusing 
My mind I’m slowly losing

Idkabtu..</3 [[prod.toyema]]

@soulmelatonin 

Lyrics: 

So tell me why u luv me? Is it cus I got a fat stack? 
If u talk down on me, New era ima snap back
One in the chamber, Glicky in the backpack 
Pill hit me so hard yeah I had to take a step back 

Do what you want, no It doesn’t even matter 
U tore me apart & left my body parts scattered
Henny cup poured, Silver spoon, silver platter 
Yeah She love living lavish, she love me cus I’m a rapperrr 

If onlyyy
I can tell u what u mean to me
Just tell meee
why ur always mean to me X2

Pain in my head, sleepless nights 
I’m so damaged
Tell me why u luv me u just wanna take advantage 
Nah I can’t stand nah I can’t stand it 

Ya I’m one of a kind, u won’t find anyone else
My anxietyyyy I need u to come & quell
Sobrietyyyy I can’t these drugs they do me well 
Play hide n seek, I don’t wanna find anyone else.

So tell me why u luv me? Is it cus I got a fat stack? 
If u talk down on me, New era ima snap back
One in the chamber, Glicky in the backpack 
Pill hit me so hard yeah I had to take a step back 

If onlyyy 
I can tell u what u mean to me
Just tell meee
why ur always mean to me 
If onlyyy
I can tell u what u mean to me 
Just tell meeeee /;💌💌💌

tell me why u luv me (prod.jayysoul + warheart + t57thetank)

wat is it u want from me
prod. methboiswag & jolst
@sadboimilitant

Hold On (prod.Methboiswag + Jolst)

@sadboimilitant , prod artemys
flick me up rq post it on tumblr 📸
I make music ✌️💕

Tumblr [prod.artemys]

@sadboimilitant prod by @rainn_god 
😖😖😖
fuck how I feel, its like everyone against me
she want another pill, yeah I got plenty 
fuck how I feel, yeah she wanna test me 
fuck how I feel, why u wanna act friendly 
why u wanna post shit on the gram?
u kno how to get to me, u kno how to get to me
u don’t wanna talk to me, I find it crazy 
I find it crazy, I thought u was my baby, I thought u was my lady 
wanted u to be my baby mama, fuck all the drama 
if I could take it all back then it wouldn’t be a problem

can u see just what I mean? 
can u understand my pain?
now my cup is filled w lean, nah baby I don’t wanna see ur face 
only ups & downs between u & me, fuck this I can’t maintain
baby do u wanna go w me or do u want me to go away

fuck how i feel (つ﹏⊂).(prod.rainn_god)

blame it all on me cus i will never blame u 
@sadboimilitant prod by @prodpinkp_


wat u got goin’ 2nite , lmk if i can come through
bbg yeah u my type , we go together just like 1 , 2
i hope u love me right , yeah but only if u want 2
judge me , judge u , only cus Ily .
cup full of sprite , lemme go & drop a deuce
these some nursery rhymes , yeah bitch im mother goose
i got some liquor in my system , i think my liver h8s me too
yeah i been walkin’ through mud , i got mud on my shoes
rain falls on me , nah it won’t fall on u
cup full of mud , i just spilled it , oops
blame it all on me , i - i won’t ever blame u
nah i won’t ever blame u . 

rain falls on me , it won’t fall on uuu
cup full of mud , i just spilled it , oops
blame it all on me cus i will never blame uuu
yeah i be in the mud , yeah i be w the troops

rain falls on meee , it won’t fall on uuuuu
nah it won’t fall on uuuuu
blame it all on me cus i will never blame uuuuu
how could i ever blame u .

my cup full of sprite , lemme go & drop a deuce
lemme go & drop a deuce 
bitch im mother goose , i be w da troops

rain falls on me , it won’t fall on uuu
nah it won’t fall on uuuuu
blame it all on me yeah i will never blame u
how could i ever blame u . 

rain falls on me , it won’t fall on uuu
cup full of mud , i just spilled it , oops
blame it all on me cus i will never blame uuu
yeah i be in the mud , yeah i be w the troops

rain falls on meee , it won’t fall on uuuuu
it won’t fall on uuuuu
blame it all on me cus i will never blame uuuuu
how could i ever blame u .

rain falls on me (prod.pinkp_)

prod by pawl4k 

yea they h8 me cus im going thru it 
medicate me yea so I won’t panic 
play w my life cus its fckin’ stupid 
no fucks given , swervin thru the traffic 
nah I can’t do this anymore 
pacing back & forth so fckin’ frantic 
nah nothing helps me anymore 
said goodbye u told me im dramatic 

ur in every dream of minee , but ur not mineee
ik I get outta line sometimes I wanna die 
yea u kno u love to liee , well so do I
it’s like every single time , im walking around landmines 

designer on my clothes but these look like rags 
yea everywhere I go u kno I gotta pop tags 
want me to get help ? but I pop my tabs
got a red dot on yo head yea I think I’m faze clan 
why they wanna switch up I think they wanna go trans 
wanna walk out my life like I got no plans 
no need to use my card , pay w my phone , scan
when shit hits the fan , only 1 man stands 
yea im him but im not they/them 
I don’t talk to hoes I only talk to god , amen 
bombaclot , I think I’m Jamaican 
said u think u kno me but u were mistaken

гапдѫїпё$ pяѳд Pащг4к

1nęşådbøįąrmÿ prod 1bleachcraft

keep my drugs stashed away, stashed away in a shoe box 
idgaf about u or wat u got 
she wanna talk to me, why me? yeah she 2 hawt
sadboii don’t play, fuck around I got 2 glocks
yuh yuh yuh baby pull up to da right side 
fuck them other hoes u da only one in my eyes 
u don’t wanna believe yeah ur tired of my lies
u don’t wanna talk to me cus Ima failure in ur eyes
oh shit, It just hit, I’m off da molly 
hold this cup for me cus I’m falling 
yeah I’m falling yeah I’m falling 
yeah you see yeah you see that I’m falling 
ima fall for u girl & there’s nothing u can do girl
ima fall for u, ima die for u 
we go back, back since august & u won’t talk to me when I’m off it
yeah & I h8 when u ignore me
thought u loved me, thought u adored me
guess that was a lie yeah I shouldn’t have believed u
fck u too yeah u know u were mean too
yuh but I need u but I need u yeah I need u
right next to meee

fuck u , i need u (prod rainn god)

Chorus:
Aye!
Cigarette ash - ash it out on a mattress 
She said she want it all 
Baby girl , yea you can have it 
Skeleton in the closet 
I’m missing teeth on the jacket
Codeine in my cup
No my problems won’t vanish 
Cigarette ash - ash it out on a mattress
said she want everything 
Take it all yea you can have it
skeleton in my closet 
I’m missing teeth on the jacket
all these drugs ain’t enough 
Cause my problems won’t vanish 

Verse:
No this shit won’t vanish!
I can’t go out like that 
Can’t stand it when I leave 
Baby I’ll be right back 
(Baby I’ll be right baaaack)
I love it when we argue & you fight back
Drink after drink hoping I get my life back..
& even if I did would it bring you right back?
I don’t think it would so don’t play me
Yea I know I’m bound 2 fall
You can’t save me 
Shawty ima do it all , shits gravy
(Soulless forever) 
Yea - Yea we moving like the navy 

Chorus:
Aye!
Cigarette ash - ash it out on a mattress 
She said she want it all 
Baby girl , yea you can have it 
Skeleton in the closet 
I’m missing teeth on the jacket
Codeine in my cup
No my problems won’t vanish 
Cigarette ash - ash it out on a mattress
said she want everything 
Take it all yea you can have it
skeleton in my closet 
I’m missing teeth on the jacket
all these drugs ain’t enough 
Cause my problems won’t vanish 




Bound2fall prod irby + jolst

everywhere I used to go , yeah it feel different 
i feel happy sometimes but its not consistent 
i hit these drugs from time to time 
im not consistent but im not consistent
im feeling distant 
i hit these drugs real hard so they can heal me 
(hey hey hey)
how can we talk all the time if they dont feel me
(hey hey hey)
too many pills in my cup im boutta od
(im boutta od)
i didnt do that shit so pls don’t hold me
(pls don’t hold me)
i didnt do tht shit tht was the old me
(tht was the old me)
tht was the old me
(so pls dont hold me)
yeah i care sm but i dont have to
lemme love u , turn ur lipstick into tattoos
(yeahhh)
i wanna **** u , come meet me in the bathroom
(in the bathroom , meet me in the bathroom)
if u dont love me then baby u dont have to
(u dont have to , baby u dont have to)

hey! hey! hey! prod jolst + thislandis

30 on me , m30 my pill
lay in a coffin , Like I lay on mattress 
Who it be , I Might tote my steel 
If u Play w me 
I Break u down like a fraction
223 yea it can get real
Lungs filled w tree 
Got Pills in my cabinet 
Wanna fwmThen U get killed 
Don’t Play w me , Sadboi he get active 
Oh noo , Oh noo 
It’s happening again 
All this anger , it’s getting between me & my friends 
after all this time , U did me dirty in the end 
Don’t wanna hear ur lies , don’t wanna  play pretend 
Yuuuuuhhhhh
 
Won’t play pretend w u 
Won’t call the phone & hit you 
Yeah late at night 
It’s always something , right 
Said all u want is peace but all we do is fight 
said u want me in the morning girl 
But all we do is fighttt
Nah I can’t do it , im still mourning girl 
Don’t think ima get thru the night 
Don’t try me ima up my 9ine 
Fuck around , get hit w da fyee

You claim to love me but you spite me 
She want it all yeah don’t deprive me
she got good brain like she an ivy
I can’t do much right now 
got a lotta trauma on my psy - che 

30 on me , M30 my pill
Who it be ? I might tote my steel 
223 yea it can get real
Wanna fwm Then U get killed 

(The militia get active)

30 on me (prod. vuksai)

Lyrics: 
if it were up 2 u
would u kill me slowly ^_^
or would ur love b enough 2 hold back
from the anger that u show me 
wut does it matter I won’t get my life back

x2 : 
crush these pills inside my cup
idgaf ima do me baby 
seen my pockets full of bucks 
she dgaf she wanna use me baby 

tears inside da sprite 
it turns purple when i float 
ice inside my veins 
got pills stuck in my throat 
da thought of u hurts
i can’t even speak ur name
i can still hear ur laugh 
wen im walking thru da rain

wen i walk thru tha rain yea i see u ..
( yea i see u . )
blood full of drugz , im in tha ICU
in tha ICU i dream of u ^_^

sadbøimilitant

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