52 heartz, sebuah judul yang diambil dari kisah 52Hz/52 Hertz yang bercerita tentang seekor paus yang dimana ia cuma bisa bernyanyi di frekuensi 52hz (yg seharusnya paus hanya bisa mendengar frekuensi 15-25hz) karna frekuensi tersebut paus lain tidak bisa mendeteksi keberadaannya, akibatnya ia menjadi paus penyendiri dan tak ada satu pun paus lain yang menemuinya, ia terus berenang yg entah itu kemana tujuannya, dan hingga akhir hidupnya

Dan di lagu ini, bercerita tentang seseorang yang kehilangan teman wanita nya yang mungkin dia kenal waktu masih duduk di bangku SMA, semenjak bertemu wanita itu kehidupannya berubah menjadi berwarna, setiap ia menatap matanya ia menjadi tenang, tapi suatu kejadian menimpa wanita tersebut, kanker ditubuhnya mulai membuat wanita itu mulai merasa "ini mungkin kita terakhir bertemu", dan si cowok hanya bisa pasrah dan menahan tangis melihat teman wanita nya meninggal, di saat hidupnya bingung, ditambah lagi keluarganya sudah tidak ada, hanya hidup sebatang kara dan yap sakit banget cok 😭😭


lyrics
"Haaaaaaaa~~~~

Can't stop
can't let go
How to live if without you

Haaaaaaa Haaaaa Haaaaa~~~~
i'm lost
and dont know
how to live if without you

I saw her smile under night sky,
From 200 meters, it caught my eye.
I froze, couldn't even say a word,
Awkward silence, my feelings are stirred.

After that disaster, I forgot how to love,
Heart’s all broken, no push, no shove.
Feelings scatter, lost in the haze,
Sadness feels like joy, joy like pain,
Nothing to lose, but nothing to gain.
Am I crazy, or just holding on,
To someone I knew but now is gone?

I keep running, chasing dreams of you,
Through the silence, I can feel the truth.
Every shadow whispers where you are,
But you're always just a little too far.
Under the quiet night sky,
I reach but can't touch, you're too high.
How to live if without you

How to live if without you
How to live if without you
How to live if without you
How to live if without you

How to live if without you

haa~haa~haa ahaa huuuu uhu~ Without You Without You
haa~haa~haa ahaa huuuu uhu~ Without You Without

Two years gone, still feel the pain
Your absence burns like heavy rain
The weight of life, it’s crushing my soul
Lost in the dark, nowhere to go
Everyone left, like whispers in the breeze
Only your memory brings me to my knees

Why did you leave? Was it your time?
The world feels wrong, nothing aligns
I light a candle, I pray every night
Hoping your soul is bathed in light

I keep running, chasing dreams of you,
Through the silence, I can feel the truth.
Every shadow whispers where you are,
But you're always just a little too far.
Under the quiet night sky,
I reach but can't touch, you're too high.
How to live if without you

How to live if without you
How to live if without you
live if without you
live if without you
live if without you
live if without you
live if without you
live if without you
you're too high.
How to live if without you

I keep running, chasing dreams of you,
Through the silence, I can feel the truth.
Every shadow whispers where you are,
But you're always just a little too far.
Under the quiet night sky,
I reach but can't touch, you're too high.

I’m sorry—if only I had been there to save you, to protect you, perhaps none of this would have happened. Since losing you, my life has become a hollow shell; I no longer have a family, and my world has completely fallen apart. I hope you’ve found peace wherever you are. I keep you in my prayers, always."

credits
from Luna Compilation, released July 26, 2025
Komposer : Haikal Al Ghazali & Fiqri Aryanto
Vokalis : Ciel Azurea
Penulis lirik : Pefevebe
license
all rights reserved

Pefevebe x Nixiel - 52 Heartz (ft. Ciel Azurea) [Hyperaxis Collective Release]

@user-997917279
@ciel-azurea (vocal)
@nxmfy / @sadboinxl (R.I.P)
socials/archives : https://nixielmusic.bio.link
buy the album : https://hyperaxiscollective.bandcamp.com/album/luna-compilation
Released by @hyperaxis

"52 Heartz, a title taken from the story of 52Hz/52 Hertz, tells the story of a whale that can only sing at a frequency of 52Hz (where whales should only be able to hear frequencies of 15-25Hz). Because of this frequency, other whales cannot detect its presence. As a result, it becomes a solitary whale and no other whales meet it. It continues to swim, who knows where it will go, and until the end of its life.

And in this song, it tells the story of a man who lost his girlfriend, whom he may have known when he was in high school. Since meeting her, his life has changed. Every time he looks into her eyes, he feels calm. But then something happens to the woman, cancer starts in her body, making her feel "this might be the last time we see each other," and the man can only surrender and hold back his tears as he watches his girlfriend die. At a time when his life is confused, plus his family is no longer there, he lives alone."
(blud got cooked that a person who collab with, which is nixiel himself- had same experience since 3-5yrs ago)


Lyrics :

"Haaaaaaaa~~~~

Can't stop
can't let go
How to live if without you

Haaaaaaa Haaaaa Haaaaa~~~~
i'm lost
and dont know
how to live if without you

I saw her smile under night sky,
From 200 meters, it caught my eye.
I froze, couldn't even say a word,
Awkward silence, my feelings are stirred.

After that disaster, I forgot how to love,
Heart’s all broken, no push, no shove.
Feelings scatter, lost in the haze,
Sadness feels like joy, joy like pain,
Nothing to lose, but nothing to gain.
Am I crazy, or just holding on,
To someone I knew but now is gone?

I keep running, chasing dreams of you,
Through the silence, I can feel the truth.
Every shadow whispers where you are,
But you're always just a little too far.
Under the quiet night sky,
I reach but can't touch, you're too high.
How to live if without you

How to live if without you
How to live if without you
How to live if without you
How to live if without you

How to live if without you

haa~haa~haa ahaa huuuu uhu~ Without You Without You
haa~haa~haa ahaa huuuu uhu~ Without You Without

Two years gone, still feel the pain
Your absence burns like heavy rain
The weight of life, it’s crushing my soul
Lost in the dark, nowhere to go
Everyone left, like whispers in the breeze
Only your memory brings me to my knees

Why did you leave? Was it your time?
The world feels wrong, nothing aligns
I light a candle, I pray every night
Hoping your soul is bathed in light

I keep running, chasing dreams of you,
Through the silence, I can feel the truth.
Every shadow whispers where you are,
But you're always just a little too far.
Under the quiet night sky,
I reach but can't touch, you're too high.
How to live if without you

How to live if without you
How to live if without you
live if without you
live if without you
live if without you
live if without you
live if without you
live if without you
you're too high.
How to live if without you

I keep running, chasing dreams of you,
Through the silence, I can feel the truth.
Every shadow whispers where you are,
But you're always just a little too far.
Under the quiet night sky,
I reach but can't touch, you're too high.

I’m sorry—if only I had been there to save you, to protect you, perhaps none of this would have happened. Since losing you, my life has become a hollow shell; I no longer have a family, and my world has completely fallen apart. I hope you’ve found peace wherever you are. I keep you in my prayers, always."


credits
from Luna Compilation, released July 26, 2025
Composer : Haikal Al Ghazali & Fiqri Aryanto
Vocalist : Ciel Azurea
Lyricist : Pefevebe

Licence
all rights reserved

Luna Compilation

52 Heartz (ft. Ciel Azurea)

52 Heartz (+Ciel Azurea/Sora) [HYPERAXIS RELEASE]

fka. nixiel
est. 2016 (DISCONTINUED 2025)
died before 27 due to commit suicide.
@nixiel-music
@nxmfy

collab/promotion closed.