Lyrics:

I feel nonexistent 
Can't you tell
I feel as if I've deserved this
This fuckin hell
Reclusive and misunderstood
Nobody listened to me
Delusive and hid under the hood
Nobody come closer to me

I make stacks like ASAP and break bags like Rocky
Blunts in my backpack for a bad rap watchin them get a lap dance from Perry
But, Katy, baby, I thought that i could've been your firework
But that was so absurd cuz I ain't gotta word to describe what I do deserve
Cuz all I've ever gotten is nothing 

I feel nonexistent 
Can't you tell
I feel as if I've deserved this
This fuckin hell
Reclusive and misunderstood
Nobody listened to me
Delusive and hid under the hood
Nobody come closer to me

I hate rap but can't rock like a rolling stone in a bathroom stall
Smells like shit, looks like it, them screaming kids, hating from down the hall
"Ya gotta long neck be lookin like Candace from the Finneas of a Ferb"
But, bruh all you cats can't come up with better comebacks, yo, pick a better verb
I've heard all of the same jokes since the day that I was born
Bruh, y'all fuckin stupid to think that you're so original, take the flame and gasoline and jus fuckin burn
Bitch

I feel nonexistent
Nonexistent

©SADBOIENTERTAINMENT
©SADBOISEAN

NONEXISTENT [prod. Walk Among Kings]

Lyrics:

All my friends are dead
So I'll just die in this bed
Wondering where I went wrong
Guess I couldn't do it right all along
All my friends are dead
They jus stab me in the back
Bleeding out in my whip
Shorty knows it's time to quit

Got this pain stuck in my chest
Better off dead's all they've said 
Maybe I should just go with it
Die with a black rose with it
Shattered glass all over the floor
As I pick up the pieces as y'all walk out the door

All my friends are dead
So I'll just die in this bed
Wondering where I went wrong
Guess I couldn't do it right all along
All my friends are dead
They jus stab me in the back
Bleeding out in my whip
Shorty knows it's time to quit

There ain't nothin I do that's right
So don't act like we're fuckin tight
Cuz I know what you been doing behind my back
And goddammit
It makes me so mad
Makes me so sad
Keep playing for keeps, you'll have nothing in the end
When I give in and jump off this fuckin ledge
You'll be to blame when it's all said and done

All my friends are dead
So I'll just die in this bed
Wondering where I went wrong
Guess I couldn't do it right all along
All my friends are dead

All my love's fuckin dead
All my confidence is dead
All my everything's fuckin dead
All is fuckin dead
Now I'm fuckin dead
Fuckin all is fuckin dead

©SADBOIENTERTAINMENT
©SADBOISEAN

Đ3ĄĐ [prod. Selfkilla666]

Lyrics: 

I wish that I could be better than I am
Today I was told that imma shitty man
I apologize if I'm not so perfect 
I wish that I could be worth it
But I feel so worthless

The skies are gray
I am not okay
And I never have been
I am just a has been

Better luck next time
I wish that I could die
Plotting my suicide
Every day and all night
Answers out of sight
Losing my fragile mind

The skies are gray
I am not okay
I am not okay

©SADBOIENTERTAINMENT
©SADBOISEAN

Be Better [prod. Hell$hot]

Lyrics:

I'm glad you left
I was feelin hopeless
Don't want you back
I'll get back on track
I was feelin hopeless
Now I'm feelin great
Now I'm feelin great

I swear to God that I never liked you anyway
But I can't lie that I hated watching you fade away
Now that you're gone I hope you stay away
Cuz those two years were the fuckin worst anyway
You thought that you could take my pain away
But the only shit you did was bring more my way
Now that I can fuckin watch you walk away
I'm feelin relieved and I believe I can have good days
So please just stay the fuck away
Stay the fuck away
Stay the fuck away 
From me
From me
I'm glad that you're gone cuz now I can do me
I can live freely and do what I've always dreamed
You don't have to support what I wanna be
Cuz now I don't give a fuck what you want me to be
Want me to be 
Want me to be
Imma do me

I'm glad you left
I was feelin hopeless
Don't want you back
I'll get back on track
I was feelin hopeless
Now I'm feelin great
Now I'm feelin great

You always brought the fuckin worst out of me
Now I can see that my life is better off without you controlling me
You destroying me and everywhere I fuckin turn I'm supposedly 
The only guilty party of every mistake that you make
God, you're so fake and had everyone slap their own face
On that day that you went psycho and tried to kill me
By golly, I hope that you're living with regret 
But I know that you're happy that I left
I'm sure that me leaving was your heaven sent
But bitch I hope you choke on your fuckin vomit
The next time you try to spit lies on the next guy 
That comes into your life and tries to apologize for every time
That you make him think that he's the villain
I pray that he ends up hanging you from the fuckin ceiling 

I was feelin hopeless
Now I'm feelin great
Now I'm feelin great
I was feelin hopeless
Now I'm feelin great

©SADBOIENTERTAINMENT
©SADBOISEAN

Feelin Great [prod. G.A.B]

Lyrics:

I cut my wrists 
And blacked my eyes
Now I cry
"I'm going blind"
Blood red knives
In my side
I'll no longer fight
This damned demise

Don't wake me up
I've had enough
I'm giving up
On this my love
Heartbreak pain
Gone insane
No more cells
Up in my brain
Won't play your game
I'm not to blame
We're not the same
So I'll die in vain
Die in vain
Die in vain

Salt my wounds
And burn my touch
Gone too soon's
And I'm giving up's
Down in another rabbit hole
Damn you don't make me feel whole
Fuck, should I let you save my soul
Hell shouldn't ever be this goddamn cold

(FUCK YOU NOW)

I cut my wrists 
And blacked my eyes
Now I cry
"I'm going blind"
Blood red knives
In my side
I'll no longer fight
This damned demise

Don't wake me up
I've had enough
I'm giving up
On this my love
Heartbreak pain
Gone insane
No more cells
Up in my brain
Won't play your game
I'm not to blame
We're not the same
So I'll die in vain
Die in vain

Die In Vain [prod. Wasted Potential]

Lyrics:

"My mother and father, they were never there and I jus wish that they were. And this is a song about just that. And how my sister and I went to hell and back and turned out just fine. But there's still that wish that they were there for us. But we're good, we're great and we made it without them."

are you my parents cuz youve never been there
ive been in everybody elses hair
been packing up and leavin everywhere
bouncing house to house year after year
yeah ive barely known both of you
youre just a couple of people that i dont even know
just drug addicts that cant keep your shit together ya know
i me my sis yeah just been sticking by each others side cuz we're one piece to this broken puzzle
we're missin 98 pieces and since its only been the two of us its a bit of a struggle
but look weve fuckin made it through
thick and fuckin thin made it without you
look where we at now standin high 100ft above you
and you still on the ground askin this god you say you believe in what do i do

mother father where have you been
youve gone away been astray
cannot fill the darkness im stuck in
am i enough wheres your love
mother father will you come home
because im so alone

yeah

im fuckin dead inside because of you
and all of the fuckin shit you put me through
ive always been obsessed with gettin all of us back together
but ive finally given up cuz dads gone and youll never get better
youll always be fucked up on fuckin meth
crawling on the floors and cryin cuz ive left
just know it was cuz of your decisions
im sick of lookin at the way youre fuckin livin
it makes me sick to my fuckin stomach
makes me wanna fuckin vomit
its like a train has hit me like i was tied to the tracks
im a train wreck its the new me because i havent been shown true love you lack
you only want drugs cuz theyre the shit that gives you life so you dont need us anyway
so let me stand tall with my middle fingers up sayin you dont need me so goodbye and have a nice motherfuckin day

mother father where have you been
youve gone away been astray
cannot fill the darkness im stuck in
am i enough wheres your love
mother father will you come home
because im so goddamn alone

so goddamn alone

so goddamn alone

ive gone insane standing face to face with the devil
ive tried and tried to connect with god but its been a hell of a struggle
so i set that shit on fire tripped the wire and now uh oh am i in trouble
walking down the path to sin and destruction
here i am sometimes great sometimes wanna commit suicide but hey thats a part of life yeah that frustration
i also think that ive held the rope too tight my hands are bleeding and in pain and its still slipping from my grasp
and my life has thrown me down picked me up and down over and over again tryna kick my ass
but hey guess what im still standing tall and screaming loud and proud
look who ive become now despite the past ive had im still in control now
ive made it so fucking far just by myself just fine
i also dedicate and appreciate the help from those who lifted me high believed in me and told me that everythings gonna be alright
but still ive got this chorus playing over and over on repeat in the back of my mind
it goes...

mother father where have you been
youve gone away been astray
cannot fill the darkness im stuck in
am i enough wheres your love
mother father will you come home
because im so goddamn alone

mother father where have you been
youve gone away been astray
cannot fill the darkness im stuck in
am i enough wheres your love
mother father will you come home
because im so goddamn alone

Mother.Father [prod. Noria ft Jurrivh]

Lyrics: 

I try so goddamn hard to keep it to myself
But I've gotta admit, I've got a big mouth
Can God help me to backtrack every step
Never retrace them like you never left

Overthinking makes my brain hurt
Second guessing's become a danger

I wish I could take back what I said
That is a fact, my head's a mess
All these emotions running through me
I wish, I wish I could be done feeling

When will I ever learn to keep my mouth shut
Fuck I feel the burn running over these cuts
My life keeps flashing before my eyes
I'm so fucking done living in this fuckin lie

Overthinking makes my brain hurt
Second guessing...

I wish that I could take back what I said
That is a fact, my head's a mess
All these emotions running through me
I wish, I wish I could be done feeling

MyHeadsAMess [prod. FB420]

Lyrics:

HAVE YOU LOST ALL THAT YOU'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR
DID IT HAVE TO COST YOU BEING FACE DOWN ON THE FLOOR
SHATTERED GLASS IN THE EYE CAUSES ONE TO BLEED
WILLFUL INDIGNATION CREATES A POWER TO RETREAT

CHEMICAL
ANOMALY
DESTRUCTIVE
PROPERTIES

I CAN'T TELL YOU
HOW MUCH IT HURTS ME
TO LET YOU KNOW
THAT WE'RE ALL DYING
POISON IVY
POISON IVY

I'VE GOTTA TELL YOU THAT I'VE BEEN LOST BEFORE
SOMETIMES YOU'VE GOTTA PLAY JUS TO EVEN UP THE SCORE
KICKING ROCKS CAUSES ONE TO LEAVE
VISCERAL EFFECTS BUT YOU CAN CHOOSE TO BELIEVE
(YOU'RE MORE THAN THIS)

SMILING SATISFACTION
A CHAIN REACTION
HEALTHY DISTRACTION
CHEMICAL ATTRACTION

I'VE GOTTA TELL YOU
EVEN IF THIS HURTS ME
GOTTA LET YOU KNOW
THAT I'M HEALING
POISON IVY
I'M NOT DYING 

POISON 
IVY
AM I DYING
POISON
IVY
I'M NOT DYING
I AM JUST DISEASED
BUT I WILL HEAL IN THE IN BETWEEN
POISON
IVY

I CAN'T TELL YOU
HOW MUCH IT HURTS ME
THAT WE'RE ALL DYING
BUT I GOTTA LET YOU KNOW
THAT I'M HEALING

Poison Ivy [prod. Matt Browning]

Lyrics:

(Do you hear the voices?)
(They're scaring me)
(I want to leave!)

THESE DAYS I ONLY WISH FOR MY LUNGS TO CAVE
JUST TO HAVE A FUCKING REASON TO ESCAPE
THIS PAIN THAT I FEEL ON A DAILY BASIS
SO SICK OF SEEING THE SAME OLD FACES

MEPHISTOPHELES 
SAVE ME PLEASE
THIS AIN'T A CITY FOR ANGELS
WHEN THEY'VE BURNED ALL THEIR HALOS

DEATH
TOTAL CESSATION OF THIS LIFE
FINAL BREATH
INITIATION OF THIS WORTHLESS FIGHT

BLOODY KNUCKLES
FROM BEATING YOUR OWN 
FUCKING FACE IN
CUZ WE ALL KNOW 
THIS LIFE AIN'T WORTH LIVING

ARE WE IN TROUBLE
FROM CREATING OUR OWN
SELF-DESTRUCTION
I SWEAR IT'S ALL WE KNOW 
FROM PAST'S MASTURBATION 

MEPHISTOPHELES 
SAVE ME PLEASE
THIS AIN'T A CITY FOR ANGELS
WHEN THEY'VE BURNED ALL THEIR HALOS

DEATH
TOTAL CESSATION OF THIS LIFE
FINAL BREATH
INITIATION OF THIS WORTHLESS FIGHT

DEATH
IS IT THE REASON THAT WE'RE AFRAID
LIFE
WHAT DO WE GOTTA DO TO FUCKING ESCAPE

Death [prod. Matt Browning]

Lyrics:

FACE THE FEARS THAT HAVE KILLED YOUR HAPPINESS
ALL THESE YEARS YOU'VE BEEN LOST IN THE EMPTINESS
TELL ME, HOW CAN YOU MEND WHAT'S ALREADY BEEN BROKEN
IF YOU'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR CLOSURE, DROWNING IN AN OCEAN
OF YOUR SCARS 
THESE SCARS DEFINE WHO YOU ARE
AND WHERE YOU'VE BEEN

Salt the wounds 
And you will soon
Become so immune
To what's been killing you
We are timeless
But we are running out of time
Close the distance
There's no more reason to hide

THERE'S GOTTA BE SOME SENSE TO ALL OF THIS PAIN
IF I CAN'T HELP ME THEN I KNOW NOBODY CAN SAVE ME
AM I RUNNING OUT OF TIME TO FUCKING FIGURE THIS OUT
I NEED TO KNOW SO THAT I CAN BECOME A BETTER ME NOW
I WANT TO CLOSE THE DISTANCE OF WHO I WAS TO WHO I AM
BECAUSE I WILL NO LONGER BE THAT WAY, DO YOU UNDERSTAND 

Salt the wounds 
And you will soon
Become so immune
To what's been killing you
We are timeless
But we are running out of time
Close the distance
There's no more reason to hide

Who I was
And who I am
Are both fucked up
But I can be a better man
There's still time left
But I know not much
With all that I've kept
I'll never lose touch
Of who I wanna be

Salt the wounds 
And you will soon
Become so immune
To what's been killing you
We are timeless
But we are running out of time
Close the distance
There's no more reason to HIDE

TIME
LESS

Timeless [prod. Matt Browning]

Lyrics: 

EVERYONE RUNS AWAY
AS IF I AM TERRIFYING
HOW MANY FINGERS COULD I HOLD 
TO COUNT THOSE WHO'VE STAYED

NONE

I'M ALL ALONE AND I AM LOST
BUT FUCK, I PAY THE PRICE
FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH
IT'S ME Y'ALL DON'T DESERVE

OH
MAKE IT HURT
OH
MAKE IT HURT

THIS IS A CALL OUT TO THE TRAITORS
THE SPITE INSIDE OF MY CRANIUM
A MIDDLE FINGER TO ALL SPECULATORS
THE FIGHT AGAINST MY INSANITARIUM 

FUCK! 

NO MORE WILL I BOW TO YOU
NO MORE WILL I FUCKING CARE
NO MORE WILL I CRY TO YOU
NO MORE WILL I FUCKING STARE
I DON'T CARE
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE

I HOPE YOU WATCH ME DIE
DESCEND INTO THE SANDS OF TIME
HOURGLASS BROKEN BEYOND REPAIR
INTO THE ABYSS I SHALL DISAPPEAR

Disappear [prod. yago]

Lyrics: 

I hope you die
From STDs
For all the shit you did to me
You broke my heart, burnt my house
Used that tone, got me aroused
Yeah, it worked and you have left
These feelings will haunt me to death

Are ya proud of what you are
Don't quit now, get in the car
I'll take you on a fucking trip
And pretend I didn't leave ya in a ditch
My god, you are such a bitch
A fucking whore who chose this

I hope you die
From STDs
For all the shit you did to me
You broke my heart, burnt my house
Used that tone, got me aroused
Yeah, it worked and you have left
These feelings will haunt me to death

I'll carve a smile
Onto your face
Underneath, you're vile
Outside, you're a daze
You give a guy fucking butterflies
Then leave them blueballs to die
They confront you and you only cry
But fuck you bitch it's your turn to die

Oh fuck! 

I hope you die
I hope you die

I hope you fucking die bitch
These feelings will haunt all of us til we fucking die
And once we do we will see you in the goddamned afterlife
Fuck!

Haunt me to death! 

eyah!

HauntMeToDeath [prod. B33 Studio]

Lyrics:

I am jus a sadboi 
Walking through these streets
Tryna heal from my suffering
I am just a sadboi
Trapped in a box on the shelf
Realizing I am not well, but
I am just a sadboi, a sadboi

Depressive motivation just to sleep all day
And not give a fuck about the world today
Cuz they never cared when I needed them
And not loving your neighbor's the greatest sin
So fuck them and fuck me too 
Cuz I know you couldn't handle half the shit ive been through
You couldn't handle the truth of why I am the way I am
Em said it best that I am just the way I am cuz I am
Not the exact words but maybe you can get the point
That I am the craziest side of a rusty, dirty, old fuckin coin
Dirty, old, fuckin coin

I am jus a sadboi 
Walking through these streets
Tryna heal from my suffering
I am just a sadboi
Trapped in a box on the shelf
Realizing I am not well
I am just a sadboi, a sadboi

Social anxiety pressures the basic instinct of communication 
So before you start staring at me with your judgmental examinations
How about ask me a question that matters rather than paint me with assumptions
That you've only just conjured in your mind with hypotheticals and indoctrinations 
I am not your patient and you're not a doctor so don't treat me like a number 
I am far more than your bullshit belief that imma piece of garbage in a slumber
I may have my fuckin issues but so do you and everybody else here
So take a look into your mirror fore you waste away all of your years
Pretending that you're fuckin perfect
I may be just a sadboi but I know I'm fuckin worth it
Yeah, I know I'm fuckin worth it, bitch

I am jus a sadboi 
Walking through these streets
Tryna heal from my suffering
I am just a sadboi
Trapped in a box on the shelf
Realizing I am not well, but
I am just a sadboi, a sadboi

Sadboi [prod. Ahnboi]

Lyrics:

YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU DIDN'T WANNA HURT ME
BUT YOU FUCKING HURT ME
TOOK MY HEART AND SMASHED IT WITH A HAMMER
OVER AND OVER AGAIN WITH BLOODSTAINS GONE DAMPER

FUCK YOU!

BUT I STILL LOVE YOU

FUCK YOU!

I CANNOT HATE YOU

SHIT.

YOU TOLD ME THAT I WAS TOO MUCH TO HANDLE
BUT THAT I DIDN'T BURN OUT THE CANDLE
GODDAMNIT IT FEELS LIKE I'VE BEEN WRONG
SO HERES A PAINSTAKINGLY LOVE HATE SONG

FUCK YOU!

BUT I STILL CRAVE YOU

FUCK YOU! 

I CANNOT GIVE YOU UP

SHIT.

WHAT IN THE FUCK HAPPENED IN THE FIRST PLACE
WERE THE ENERGY & EFFORTS A WASTE
I FUCKING HOPE NOT BUT MAYBE THEY WERE
YA DIDN'T WALK THE WALK, BUT YOU TALKED THE TALK, THIS IS SO ABSURD
WHAT IN THE FUCK DO I DESERVE

FUCK YOU! 

BUT I STILL LOVE YOU

FUCK YOU! 

I CANNOT HATE YOU

FUCK YOU! 

BUT I STILL CRAVE YOU

FUCK YOU! 

I CANNOT GIVE YOU UP

SHIT.


OH!


LOVE

HATE

LOVE

HATE

SILENCE

PAIN

VIOLENCE

RAGE

Love//Hate [prod. Tony Juan Pailos]

Lyrics: 

I love the drugs that get me high
They make me feel so numb inside
Now I dont have to feel anything tonight
So, please fall asleep with me until the sunrise

I love the drugs that get me high
They make me feel so numb inside
Now I dont have to feel anything tonight
So, please fall asleep with me until the sunrise

Until the sunrise

Until the sunrise

Please fall asleep with me until the sunrise

I'm always fighting with my depression
The thoughts in my head that plan my end
And now I've got this sick obsession
I'm so caught up in all the drugs to numb my head
They always tellin me to see a therapist
But there aint no way of saving me at all, okay

Take a pill
Overdose
Fall asleep
Comatose

That's just how this vicious fuckin cycle goes
All I want is to end it all, okay
I'm fine's all I got to say

All I got to say

I love the drugs that get me high
They make me feel so numb inside
Now I dont have to feel anything tonight
So, please fall asleep with me until the sunrise

Until the sunrise

I love the drugs that get me high
They make me feel so numb inside
Now I dont have to feel anything tonight
So, please fall asleep with me until the sunrise


Get Me High [prod. wetmall]

I hope to make something of this! Working on starting a project called The Skyline Rebellion! 

Lyrics: 

Degrading Rhythm

HEAR THE BATTLE DRUMS CALLING ME
HEAR THE SOUND OF THE ENEMY
DON'T YOU SEE HOW IMPERFECT WE ALL ARE
JUST A FUCKING MESS WITH BRUISES AND SCARS

WHAT A MANIPULATION IN THIS SORRY CREATION THAT YOU'VE MADE
HOW WILL YOU DEFINE THE FAILURES IN THESE MISTAKES THAT YOU'VE MADE
I WANNA KNOW
I WANNA KNOW
I'VE GOTTA FUCKING KNOW

Is there a reason why you've put us here
Or are we just atoms in an atmosphere 
Degrading in this wasteland that we call home
Is there a different rhythm in a song for us all

ARE WE THE SICK AND DEPRAVED CREATURES THAT YOU MADE US TO BE
ARE WE THE PIECES OF SHIT THAT YOU WANTED TO BE DEVOURED BY THE MISERY
WE WANNA KNOW
WE WANNA KNOW
WE'VE GOTTA FUCKING KNOW

Is there a reason why you've put us here
Or are we just atoms in an atmosphere 
Degrading in this wasteland that we call home
Is there a different rhythm in a song for us all

DO YOU HEAR THE BATTLE DRUMS CALLING ME
DO YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF THE FUCKING ENEMY
DON'T YOU SEE HOW IMPERFECT THAT WE ALL ARE
JUST A FUCKING MESS WITH BRUISES AND SCARS

DO YOU HEAR THE TRUMPETS SOUND AT THE WALL OF HATE
MOTHERFUCKERS MARCHING TO NOTHING BUT AN EARLY GRAVE
HE SAID THAT THIS WOULD BE THE END FOR HE HAS COME
BUT ALL I SEE IS THE FUCKING CREATION HE LEFT UNDONE

THIS SYSTEM IS DEGRADING
DEGRADING EVERYTHING THAT'S WITHIN US
THIS RYTHM IS BREAKING
BREAKING OUT OF THE MELODY LEFT TO RUST

HOW COULD YOU SIT THERE AND FEEL SORRY FOR YOURSELF
WHEN YOU'VE DONE NOTHING BUT LET US SUFFER 
YOU LEFT US TO SUFFER IN YOUR GLORIFIED FUCKING NAME
BUT YOU SHOULD HAVE BROKEN YOUR FUCKING NECK AND LET IT HANG THERE IN SHAME

THERE IS NO REASON WHY YOU'VE PUT US HERE
WE WERE JUST MISTAKES IN YOUR ATMOSPHERE 
DEGRADING IN A WASTELAND YOU LET US CALL HOME
AND THIS SONG WILL BE THE ONLY RYTHM LEFT FOR US ALL

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