Lyrics : Let's get fucked up in a benz truck I'm fucked up on the meds yeah

I can't see yeah cause I'm blind yeah

So high I can feel numb
I'm so high I feel numb
I'm so high I feel numb
Look in my eyes
I feel numb
I feel numb
Let's get drunk

I'm so high I can see in your eyes
Look me in the eyes when I fuck you twice

I can see that your telling lies
Fuck you bitch I don't care you can tell lies

Wait what you say?
What you say?
To my face and you getting payed?

"Ok" was your fucking message

Last thing that I wanna hear is that

I be feeling so fucked up
So fucked up
So fucked up
Til the sun comes up I be feeling numb
I'm feeling numb
I'm fucked up

Yeah yeah yeah
We'll see yeah we'll see yeah we'll see what I do next with another track yeah yall so prudy yeah

Yeah yeah yeahh

Let's get fucked up in a benz truck I'm fucked up on the meds yeah

I can't see yeah cause I'm blind yeah

So high I can feel numb
I'm so high I feel numb
I'm so high I feel numb
Look in my eyes
I feel numb
I feel numb
Let's get drunk

I'm so high I can see in your eyes
Look me in the eyes when I fuck you twice

I can see that your telling lies
Fuck you bitch I don't care you can tell lies

Wait what you say?
What you say?
To my face and you getting payed?

"Ok" was your fucking message

Last thing that I wanna hear is that

I be feeling so fucked up
So fucked up
So fucked up
Til the sun comes up I be feeling numb
I'm feeling numb
I'm fucked up

Yeah yeah yeah
We'll see yeah we'll see yeah we'll see what I do next with another track yeah prudes so prudy yeahLyrics : Let's get fucked up in a benz truck I'm fucked up on the meds yeah

I can't see yeah cause I'm blind yeah

So high I can feel numb
I'm so high I feel numb
I'm so high I feel numb
Look in my eyes
I feel numb
I feel numb
Let's get drunk

I'm so high I can see in your eyes
Look me in the eyes when I fuck you twice

I can see that your telling lies
Fuck you bitch I don't care you can tell lies

Wait what you say?
What you say?
To my face and you getting payed?

"Ok" was your fucking message

Last thing that I wanna hear is that

I be feeling so fucked up
So fucked up
So fucked up
Til the sun comes up I be feeling numb
I'm feeling numb
I'm fucked up

Yeah yeah yeah
We'll see yeah we'll see yeah we'll see what I do next with another track yeah yall so prudy yeah

Yeah yeah yeahh

Let's get fucked up in a benz truck I'm fucked up on the meds yeah

I can't see yeah cause I'm blind yeah

So high I can feel numb
I'm so high I feel numb
I'm so high I feel numb
Look in my eyes
I feel numb
I feel numb
Let's get drunk

I'm so high I can see in your eyes
Look me in the eyes when I fuck you twice

I can see that your telling lies
Fuck you bitch I don't care you can tell lies

Wait what you say?
What you say?
To my face and you getting payed?

"Ok" was your fucking message

Last thing that I wanna hear is that

I be feeling so fucked up
So fucked up
So fucked up
Til the sun comes up I be feeling numb
I'm feeling numb
I'm fucked up

Yeah yeah yeah
We'll see yeah we'll see yeah we'll see what I do next with another track yeah yall so prudy yeah

Sadboynate - Laced with happiness Prod. Fears

Lyrics: I just wanna be your best friend walk with you till the end I just wanna be your best friend walk with you till the end i just wanna hold you so close yet so far away yet so far away yet so far away I just wanna hold you close to me never let you go keep you really close let you fucking know that you'll always be my girl but if not so ..I just wanna be your best friend walk with you till the end i just wanna hold you so close yet so far away yet so far away yet so far away ..I'll wait for you forever my love .. please know that i will be..but most of all I'll be your ...I just wanna be your best friend walk with you till the end I just wanna be your best friend walk with you till the end till the end until the very end .. until the very end....hell yeah

Sadboynate - Till the end

Lyrics: talk to me I can't hear you talk to me I can't hear your voice baby I can't even hear your voice baby I don't even hear your voice baby you've been ghosting me so much I can't hear your voice bitch you wanna hear that you just wanna hear that I don't like you you or what you do you you make me feel blue bitch I don't give a fuck about what you feel what you feel what you feeling now I don't don't give a fuck talk to me I can't hear you talk to me I can't hear your voice baby I can't even hear your voice baby I don't even hear your voice baby you've been ghosting me so much I can't hear your voice bitch you wanna hear that you just wanna hear that I don't like you you or what you do you you make me feel blue bitch I don't even know what else to say yeah I don't even know what else to say yeah your just a waste a space you should walk the fuck away yeah

Sadboynate - Ghøst girl

Lyrics: Fuck ..ugh fuck ...ugh fuck ...ugh fuck ...ugh fuck
one two one two three yeah fuck you bitch your reason.. your the fucking reason that my lifes such a disaster that my lifes such a disaster that my lifes a disaster fuck! ugh fuck ...ugh fuck!

Sadboynate - F#CK!

Lyrics: Babygirl I don't ever wanna lose you your like a dream come true yeah 

I don't ever wanna lose this dream I just wanna stay with you for a eternity 

Like the last song like the last one I don't ever wanna let you go my love I don't wanna let you go I just wanna keep you close to my chest 

Hear that beat it's just for you hear that heart it's just for you hear that rythm inside my chest and it fucking beats for you

I don't wanna let you go your the only thing I know

If I didn't have you I'd probably kill myself I'd probably kill myself

I surely need help I surely need help  

But I got you by my side to pull me through

I don't ever wanna lose you I don't ever wanna lose you love your like a dream come true yeah I would lose myself

I don't ever wanna lose you I don't ever wanna lose you love your like a dream come true yeah I would lose myself

I would lose I would lose myself~ 
I would lose I would lose myself~ 
I would lose I would lose myself~
I would lose I would lose myself~

I don't ever wanna lose you I don't ever wanna lose you love your like a dream come true yeah I would lose myself


Sadboynate - I Dont Ever Wanna Lose You💔

Lyrics: Is it strange how life can turn you around and make you feel like your really nothing but I know I know I know I know yeah I know yeah I know yeah I know 

You feel so strange being who you must be you feel incomplete cause your around the people who would treat you like your really nothing and they treat you like your fucking nothing yeah and they treat you like your nothing "Cause your nothing!" "Cause your nothing!" "I'll make you feel like your nothing!" those are the words that hurt and then you feel much worse but your fucking something don't listen to them but I know I know I know I know yeah I know yeah I know yeah I know 

You feel so strange being who you must be you feel incomplete cause your around the people who would treat you like your really nothing and they treat you like your fucking nothing yeah and they treat you like your nothing "Cause your nothing!" "Cause your nothing!" "I'll make you feel like your nothing!"

|DISCLAIMING THIS IS ALL TO MYSELF EVERYTIME I FEEL HATE FOR MYSELF|

Sadboynate - The Devil In My Head

Lyrics: Break my heart
Words don’t work anymore
And touch my soul
How you disappear when I need you the most?

Memory inflicted scars
You should go home before we get too close
And every time I unravel
Quickly it shadows what you think of most and I hate it here


sᴀᴅʙᴏʏɴᴀᴛᴇ:

Fucking hate my life so fucking bad wish I could go back and change it up I wish I could make it up for every little moment but 

I..im fucking stuck inside a coma yeah wish I could just wake and we could start over 

Why does it have to be right now could I change could I go my own fucking way 

Babygirl you got me feeling sad babygirl you got me feeling bad 

I don't know what you want me to do

I'm stuck I'm stuck and confused with you 

I fucking love you i just hope you know that girl 

Sewerperson:

Break my heart
Words don’t work anymore
And touch my soul
How you disappear when I need you the most?



Sewerperson Ft Sadboynate - Coma / ᴇɴᴅʟᴇss sʟᴇᴇᴘ Prod. Eric Godlow

Lyrics: Why you always aim to bring me down 
I cant keep wandering around
Manifesting good energy now
Because this shits outa my hands now

And yeah I'm sad as fuck hands down
Will you be there when I break down
I dont wanna think about it anymore

Anymore (yuh yuh)
Anymore 
(Yuh)

Your a devil dressed up as an angel
Your evil aura I can see the red glow
Stab me in my fucking back so painful
But I just wondering where'd the time go

Look me in my eyes as you rip out my heart
Look me in my eyes as I'm falling apart
Turns out that you was plotting from the start
Now I gotta leave emotions in the stars

sᴀᴅʙᴏʏɴᴀᴛᴇ:

 told me that you wanted me here was that always fucking lies all the time all the time fucking telling lies I don't even wanna be here tell me that you fucking care that you really want me here that's lies to my face yeah tell me that you fucking care that you really want me here that's lies to my heart yeah I don't wanna fucking be here I always gotta be here ohhh why do I gotta go through this ?.. sadboyhours yeah sadboyhours yeah  sadboyhours yeah ohhh...

Zuki The Kid Ft Sadboynate - Sadboyhøurs

Lyrics: I don't wanna be alone this winter but I can't control what you do and im lost without you

I don't wanna be alone this winter but I can't control what you do 

I don't wanna be alone this winter but I can't control what you do

Babygirl I'm sick of being all alone in the blizzaring snow yeah in the fucking bitter cold yeah

I don't really wanna fucking be alone no one  really wants to be alone at all at all that's facts yeah don't deny it yeah 

Yeah

Mmm yeahh
Mmmm ohhh

I don't wanna be alone yeah this winter but I can't control what you do it's honestly up to you

Nobody wants to be alone 
No one wants to be alone
That's facts yeah
Don't deny it yeah
Don't deny 
Don't deny this affection
This love yeah 
These feelings that I feel inside my heart
That's sincere..


Sadboynate - Spending Winter Alone

Lyrics: what's life for? what's life for? when your not right next to me?
When I have no reason to be ?
When I have no reason to fight for 

what's life for? what's life for? when your not right next to me?
When I have no reason to be? 
When I have no reason to fight for 

I don't wanna be that guy that complains every second by but I have no reason to live for 

waking up to you talking to you every second every minute that passes me by 

what's life for? what's life for? 
When I don't have you by my side 
When I have no one to talk to at night
I have no reason to fight for 

Oooo
Ooooo
Oooooooo~

Oooo
Ooooo
Oooooooo~

I love you I just hope you know that 
Please always know that 
I love you
Three words just for you

Sadboynate - Whats life for?

Lyrics: I'm a lost cause waiting to be found waiting to be found by you by you 

 I'm a lost cause waiting to be found waiting to be found by you by you
 
Nobody got your voice got your eyes got your mind 

The way you always tie me up tight tryna to make it right tryna to read my mind girl im a blue shell I don't know what the fuck to do babygirl you got me feeling confused I don't know what the fuck I gotta do 


To make it clear that i really want you 
Mmm 

Yeah it's true so so I'm gonna make it clear to you 

I'm a lost cause waiting to be found waiting to be found by you by you 

I'm a lost cause waiting to be found waiting to be found by you by you 

I'm a lost cause waiting to be found waiting to be found by you by youuuuuu
Ooooo
By you 
By you 
What I gotta do to be found by you..


Sadboynate -  Unfound and forgotten

Lyrics: I always thought that we'd be forever in this dreams

but here you are not right next to me 
waking up all by myself wishing that I had you here right next to me

please just stay with me
don't go don't go away

just stay with me 
don't go don't go away

don't go don't go away
just stay with me forever you and me
just stay right with me 
don't go away
just stay right here with me 

just stay here right with me 
just stay here right with me

Stay

Sadboynate - Stay

Lyrics: Babygirl it feels like we're playing cat and mouse so your gonna play me like a fool again yeah make me feel like the rest do yeah yeah make me feel like I'm nothing yeah yeah 

Babygirl it feels like we're playing cat and mouse so your gonna play me like a fool again yeah make me feel like the rest do yeah yeah make me feel like I'm nothing yeah yeah 

I loved you I won't deny that but I hate that you lied yeah when it hurts it hurts worse when it happen before and it's happening to you again you say that that  it's nothing well it's clearly fucking something when you  two time somebody whose been through it before

Sadboynate - Cat and mouse

Lyrics: Got me feeling like jill valentine in a safe room all the fucking time trying to keep my cool yeah trying to keep my cool yeah

bitch you know what it's like to be inside a room for weeks and nobody even ask you what the fuck your even going through?

you take pills to sleep and you go right through 

bitch I hope I can wake up and you'll be fucking gone cause if your fucking not i will put a bullet right through my fucking head yeah test me I will be fucking dead yeah yeah I will be straight down six feet down inside the ground 

you won't have to see my face all the maggots gotta do is dig through my face and I will be fucking gone bitch 

I'll be gone in the ground
yeah
atheist thoughts got me going straight black
I don't got a heaven or a hell 
Im straight down in the fucking the ground for a eternity

got me feeling like jill valentine in a safe room all the fucking time trying to keep my cool yeah trying to keep my cool yeah

got me feeling like jill valentine in a safe room all the fucking time trying to keep my cool yeah trying to keep my cool yeah

I just don't wanna even wake up and see see the sun up anymore...


Sadboynate - SAFE ROOM

Lyrics: I'd rather die then witness this fucking life 
I'd rather wanna cut my wrist and bleed out all this life 
I'd rather fucking wanna fall asleep and not wake up tonight
I just don't wanna be here anymore 

I'd rather die then witness this fucking life 
I'd rather wanna cut my wrist and bleed out all this life 
I'd rather fucking wanna fall asleep and not wake up tonight
I just don't wanna be here anymore 




I just took another pill you help me fall asleep melatonin got me falling asleep once again like the rest of the pills do I'm addicted to the feel cause it gets me through 

Sadboynate - Careless Thoughts💔

Lyrics: yeah yeah yeah she's so extra 
yeah yeah yeah your feeling extra?
she she she's so extra 
girl yeah yeah your on my mind girl 

take take me back to the room yeah 
show me what what your fucking made of
she she fucking so amazing
she she got me going crazy 

she she she feel me raging 
yeah yeah she so crazy 

liking everything about you
about you
I want all of you

I want your body up on mine mine 
I want you all the fucking time time
I just want to let you know girl
your on my mind everytime I go to sleep

she she shes so extra 
she she she's feeling extra 
she she she's not like the other girls

she she shes so extra 
she she she's feeling extra 
she's not like all the other girls
girls girls girls 
girls girls 
she's so fucking extra 
extra

extra

extra 

she's so 
extra 

she's so 
extra 

she's so 
extra

she's so 
extra

I'm so in love with everything about her 
oh she's extra she's so extra she's so extra she's so extra
I'm in love with it 






Sadboynate - SUPER XTRA

Lyrics: You are so beautiful your way more then you'd know your so beautiful I just hope you know that 

You are so beautiful your more then you'd know your so beautiful girl you'll never what you mean to me 

I fell in love with a girl that doesn't know what she's even worth to me how fucking beautiful she is to me 

So beautiful beautiful

Beautiful

Your so beautiful your way more then you'd know your so beautiful you'll never know what you mean to me 

Your so beautiful

beautiful
beautiful
beautiful

beautiful
beautiful
beautiful

To me 

She's so beautiful to me 
Please never forget that 
Never forget that
Your so beautiful girl..


Sadboynate - You Are Beautiful

Lyrics: I woke up this morning shocked to see that you still were not here and i wish that i never fucked things up again 

I know that you wont come but i keep on hoping that you'll

That you'll walk back in for me 
Your all i need and 
i need you to know how i feel and if you don't think it's okay 
Then I'll forget about you
I swear I'll forget about you

You you you 
You you you 

I swear that I'll forget about you 
You just wait I'll show you

Sadboynate - I SWEAR I'LL FORGET YOU 💔

Lyrics: You know I just wanna make things right with you and I just wanna be your best friend and I don't want you to walk away I want you to stay please just stay right here don't go away just take my hand and understand that im really trying to be a man but it's getting out of my hands and I can't work out this problem that im having now but with you by my side everything will feel right I will make everything right yeah 

Best friends till the end you and me it's our destiny just take that and understand

You know I just wanna make things right with you and I just wanna be your best friend yeah yeah 

Elphaba: 

Im just making ends meet 

Bridges ashing down beneath  

Smiling when I’m empty 

Keeps the burden on me 

Then I leave with it Burn 

Exhale steam with it Turn 

Heads im clean with it stern 

From the leeches and the worms 

But no matter if it’s worse 

Pain is beauty but I’m cursed 

Elphy left this universe I heard emotions left the chat 

That ugly witch and pointy hat 

You could say I’m all of that I won’t relay which is the fact 

Got sadboynate in the back the fuck these bitches know bout that

It doesn’t matter how it was 
more important what it  is 

When ur love became my drug I only wanted more of it

Sadboynate:

You know I just wanna make things right with you and I just wanna be your best friend and I don't want you to walk away I want you to stay please just stay right here don't go away just take my hand and understand that im really trying to be a man 


Sadboynate Ft Elphaba - BESTFRIEND🌹

Sadboynate - GOODBYE YESTERDAY

Lyrics: I'll just count another dollar down wasting my time right now on you you don't even care about me you're not in love with me you're just using me 

count another dollar down wasting my time right now on you you don't even care about me you're not in love with me you're just using me 


baby that's all that you do yeah

wasting my time on you yeah 

with this money in my pocket fuck it i would drop it but that's not the problem it's you

baby you don't even care about me you're not in love with me you're using me to the point that I'm drained and i can't do a thing but look at you and say okay 

fucking hurts when you don't care about me when i try my best to show you that i really want you I'll give anything to you but you don't feel the same

I'll just count another dollar down wasting my time right now on you you don't even care about me you're not in love with me you're just using me  

Sadboynate - Using Me Up 💔

Lyrics: it's just the same thing over and over in my fucking brain can't do can't do I can't do this shit babe i gotta leave I gotta go I gotta get away I can't do this babe

it's just the same thing over and over in my fucking brain can't do can't do I can't do this shit babe i gotta leave I gotta go I gotta get away I can't do this babe

I can't do this shit babe I gotta get away I gotta find a place where you won't find me because if you find me then everything will start again I can't have that I just wanna get the fuck away from your face 

I can't stand it I wanna grab it and rip it off sick of looking at you you make me piss me play games and make me feel like a little bitch 

it's just the same thing over and over in my fucking brain can't do can't do I can't do this shit babe i gotta leave I gotta go I gotta get away I can't do this babe I can't do this babe I gotta get away before I go insane can't do this with you anymore this is where it ends we are fucking done you bitch 

Sadboynate - we're fucking done Prod.LilSpyro

Lyrics: I thought i meant to you where did all the time go it went right out the window 

I thought i meant to you where did all the time go it went right out the window 

here again tryna get myself straight tryna get through this pain but i can't get you off my mind babe 

it seemed like yesterday we were laughing and today we're crying 

can't get you off my mind 

yeah yeah yeah 

can't get you off my mind

I'm missing you i feel so incomplete without you 

crying begging hoping that you'll come back for me 

please just tell me feel the same babe

please just come back come back my way babe 

please

please just come back my way baby 

Sadboynate -Thought I Meant Something To You

Sadboynate -Stay part 2

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?
So, if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So, if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

Sadboynate -Leave Out All The Rest

Sadboynate -Make This Pain Go Away

Sadboynate - IM NOT OKAY

Lyrics: baby I don't want to have to be the one to tell you all this bad news but I gotta move on just tryna stay strong for you when it gets rough and it gets tough yeah I don't even know what I'm supposed to feel right now all alone please believe me when I say that your in my heart all along the journey baby your here next to me just know I won't forget your name or face or the times we had yeah baby please do the same pretty baby I know you won't forget me pretty baby please don't ever forget me pretty baby please don't walk away from these memories that we made together pretty baby I know you don't wanna hear this bad news but I have to move on just tryna stay strong for you when it gets rough and it gets tough yeah I don't even know what I'm supposed to  feel right now all alone please believe me when I say that your in my heart all along the journey baby your here next to me just know I won't forget your name or face or the times that we had yeah baby please do the same yeah mmm oh your name or your face your with me forever forever and ever and ever I won't ever forget your name nor face it's in my brain and heart babe don't forget me the same way I do for you 

Sadboynate - Moving On 💔

Sadboynate - Baby Just Stay

SADBOYNATE Ft KILLTRACY - JAWBREAKER

Sadboynate ft Deardestiny - Don't Go Away 💖✨

Sadboynate - Fly High 🕊️

This is the closest thing to heaven

This is the closest ever to heaven

When im right here next to you friend I swear to god I don't want it to end 

This is the closest thing to heaven

This is the closest thing to heaven

When im right here next to you friend I swear to god I don't want this to end 

I got a lot of plans In store for us 

SBP FOR LIFE MY FRIEND I SWEAR ILL RIDE 


Ride for my friends ride for my family I would never let you down like the rest do

You've been with me through it all so I'll say

This is the closest thing to heaven

This is the closest ever to heaven

When im right here next to you my friend I swear to god I don't want this to end 

This is the closest thing to heaven

This is the closest ever

When im right here next to you my friend I swear to god I don't want this to end

Sadboynate - Closest Thing To Heaven

Sadboynate - AlwaysWithYou

Sadboynate - in love with a narcissist

Nathaniel lee, known professionally in the music industry as "Sadboynate" is a american underground music artist with a alternative variety of sound and emotion in the music he makes being his main key emotion as "sad" hence giving the artist his name but not entirely would that be the  reason behind this unique musicians name, the term “sad boy” came from moody-pop melodies, lofi-beats and emo rap alongside dreamy lyrics giving "Sadboynate" a open idea to create even his own music collective with the name “sad boy” being as most may know "Sadboyposse" a small ongoing music collective with it's own youtube and Instagram page.

Popular tracks by Sadboynate