My favorite pastime is now lying in bed next to you
We’re streaming anime on crunchy roll, netflix, and hulu
And yes I do enjoy the other things that we get up to
But sex has always been around and this is something more profound
The way you squeeze my fingertips releasing all my stress
The way you run your hands through all the hair upon my chest
The way you sigh contentedly whenever you lie next to me
These are the kinds of things that I’d make songs of in the past

But I don’t know if I should write another love song...
If it’s not sad it somehow seems like it would feel wrong
And that’s too bad because you’re so much more deserving
But my heart is still emerging and fixated on what’s hurting
So I don’t know if I should write another love song…
If it’s not sad it somehow seems like it would feel wrong
And that’s too bad because you’re so much more deserving
But my heart is still emerging and fixated on what’s hurting

And I don’t think you’d hurt me, at least not purposely
Am I so fucked up that I’ll flee when someones good to me?
I’ve been so badly damaged, we’ve never talked about it
But the more I feel the more my heart tries to become robotic
So when you’re kind to me, I freeze I don’t know what to say
It’s hard to reciprocate in moments when I feel afraid
But I’ll hold back that fear and fight the urge to disappear
I’m sorry this is not romantic but at least it’s all sincere

Cause I don’t know if I should write another love song...
If it’s not sad it somehow seems like it would feel wrong
And that’s too bad because you’re so much more deserving
But my heart is still emerging and fixated on what’s hurting

I’m still emerging, I’m still emerging, I’m still emerging    

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This dope lo fi beat is by Zeeky Beats.
https://www.youtube.com/user/TheGeckow

Sad Boy Nine (Beat by Zeeky Beats)

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