was in middle school listening to his shit, that was my worst depression years and now that I’m listening to his shi again it’s crazy how much I related

Still feeling the same way since I first heard this song

Found this song in middle school . I'm now 21 and still feel like shit

Sad. Vibes.

i don't wanna be me anymore

i don't wanna be me anymore (feat. Julia Alexa & Zaini)

SUICIDE LETTER 3 !!!!!https://soundcloud.com/michael-jones-316/suicide-letter-3

Suicide Letter 2 | FACETIME ME 319-215-1440

Probably deleting this soon...

Mixed by: @lofeetunes
prod by: @planteee

spotify!

Midnight Thoughts  ft.Ollie MN(prod. planteee.)

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

Hope this helps the ones using drugs as a method to cope!
@keegan-hay3s

Bad Habits ft. Keegan Hayes (prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

Featuring @sadboyprolific
Prod.By Stan Beatz

Overdose ft. SadBoyProlific (Prod. by StanXun)

Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

Produced - AdotKdot

Mixed - K1yng3

やり直す

imagination

yooo text me i respond!!
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Music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ED8-mym1uXU
You are not alone. It is okay to not be okay. Message me on instagram @seon_47. I am here for you
Maybe I can be so sad when I’m not 
Life can be so lonely and I’m stuck up in the thoughts
Everything I’m wantin I can have it at the top
But I’m at the bottom I’m surrounded by the rocks

If I had love would I still feel this lonely 
I was by myself and nobody had to show me 
Never gave a fuck nobody tried to know me 
Handing out these guns but nobody tryna blow me

I don’t wanna be here I just wanna go 
Wanna leave my family everybody that I know 
Suicidal thought will they miss me when I go 
Tryna get high i been riding all the lows

Finally getting sober and it bringing back the pain
Sunny for a minute now it’s cloudy with the rain 
Shit falling down and it bringing back mistakes 
future looking blurry I don’t see it in my fate 

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright 

Please come and save me I really need saving 
These are not just lyrics I’m really not playing 
This life that I’m living I feel like I’m faking
If I can’t be real then it time for the taking

Come take my life and my soul
When I’m not even old
I been searching for hot cause my heart is so cold 
say I dont listen not doing I’m told
don’t fit the system I’ll never be gold 

If I hit escape would i just fall and go to hell 
Moses say I would but who is he to go and tell
Wanna judge me now but not gon hear me when I yell 
I been crying out said I really need some help

Nobody wanna talk nobody picking up the vibes 
Smile on my face but they can’t tell that it’s a lie 
Cover for the sorrow that I’m feeling deep inside 
Hit em with the shock when they hear i wanna die

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright

Video

never be alright [prod. kado] (video in description)

Heartbeat

Suicide Letter 3 | FACETIME ME 319-215-1440

SadBoyProlific - Broken Trust (ft. Mishaal X Monty Datta)

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I Just - Ely Waves

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Produced by Raspo:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCf3y4VT_13VNvU1NAWnfn7w

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

I just keep living my life
Im just not feeling like me
Im just not feeling unique
And I keep killing myself
Loving this girl, so outta sight
So outta mind, I’m wasting my time
Try to get by, by myself but I can’t
Gimmie your hand, baby let’s dance 
I don’t want sex, just romance
I just keep hating the person I see in the mirror 
Reflections are blurry, they ain’t ever clear
Clouded by fear, I know who I am
But lately it seems, I’m no where near
Who I ought be, all my problems, revolve around solvency
Pressures been constantly, weighing down heavily
Pushing me straight to my breaking point, honestly 
Don’t know if I could be, me 

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

I was just thinking that you wouldn’t lie to me, girl
That you would just stand by the side of me, girl
I was just hoping you noticed me, girl
But you were just dipping your toes in my world
Didn’t like what you saw so you packed up your shit and took off 
And I still pray for the day, I can finally move on by myself
You just don't know what you have until it's up on the shelf
I just wanna love you, just wanna touch you, just want to fuck you, girl
Just want to heal you, just wanna fix us, if I could trust you, girl 
I gave you like every piece of me
my heart, my soul and my energy
You gave zero respect to me 
But still live in my memory 

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

Where’s that love 
Where’s that love
Where’s that love now

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I Just

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Just hold me... 

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Lyrics: 

I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me
I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me

Baby to tell you the truth, I’m doing not well 
Pains draping all over my body like felt 
And my colors so pale, it’s matching pastel
Been drawing myself, and it’s way out of line with my mind 
Repelling away, the people who love me, I find
I'm deep into hell and I still wonder why 
I never break down and cry 
I wish that I could but I can’t and I tried, I swear
My tears taped shut, since you came in my life I’m aware 
That I lost my sight, and I’m not alright with this 20/160 
Can’t even see if there’s somebody with me, I feel so alone to be honest
The scars that you left me are weighing down deep on my conscious
Tired of nonsense, I don’t need comments
I’m sad and I know it, you set me in motion
And now I don’t know if I’ll recover from blocking emotions I don’t wanna feel, pull up the covers and hide away
Somebody help me find my way
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
Somebody hold me 

I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me
I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me

I don’t wanna live anymore, I’m not happy about it 
But feelings so dark in my brain, can’t be ignored 
I’m at war with myself and I’m losing
There is no picking and choosing 
The shooters keep shooting no matter the pain
Tempted to drink all my problems away 
Just fade away into dusk
I feel incapable of being loved
so I substituted with taking some drugs
Weed and the booze and the pills, I tried it all and still I don’t feel any better, it’s hailing on me, can’t predict all the weather
What’s new, I thought that I knew, everything that I needed 
And now I’m just broken and toking depleted of any emotion
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody

I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 

You don’t wanna be mine?
Well that’s I guess fine
Besides, I’m too inside of mind 
To give you the time that you need
But baby, just please
Please hold me
One more time 
Just for me
That’s all I need
Baby, please hold me
One more time
That’s all I need, baby 

I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 
I’m screaming for help, somebody save me
Somebody love me, somebody hold me 

I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me
I’ll be the stitches to your scars babe
Just hold me, just hold me

Just Hold Me

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Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

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