I wanna go jump off of a bridge and hope I die

calm

Doja Cat - Need To Know

Swappin oxygen with smoke in my chest
You can see it everytime i take a breath 
In the depths seein death to the right and the left 
In the night gettin High while I’m lightin up cess
Til the day that I die my mind ain’t findin rest 
You don’t know  shit bout the lives that I led 
If I died right here it’d be my 89th
death 
Ash in the path on the floor where I step 
gettin high passin time in the mourge with my dead 
Died and found death then was forced to forget 
Used to want a family got orphaned instead 
On the floor where I bled where the poor only tread 
Fuckin with me then that’s Russian roulette 
With a full fuckin clip and a gun to ya head 
 My girl says Im smokin too much again 
In the graveyard lightin blunts for my  friends 
Please don’t forget who inspired these kids 
They said I’m fallin off then all their numbers stopped what a bitch irony is 
This governments showin a perfect example of what fuckin modern day tyranny is 
Might Stick a knife in this kid he keep eyein me bitch 
No matter how much I run from demons they seem to just find me again 
In my room thinking I’m better dying again 

At 15 I stayed in my room all adepressed  takin pills that were pressed now I’m overly stressed 
I’m bleedin can’t feel my heart beatin doc said he might have to rip open chest 
If I die don’t you cry just know it’s for the best 
Tell my son that I love em and I tried my best 
I know suicide ain’t designed for the rest 
And they’ll probably think that I’m weak when I’m dead 
But there’s enough life in the lines that I’ve left 
And the people inside of this life that I’ve met
To be someone who they couldn’t ever forget 
Just know I’m findin rest when I’m finally dead 
My girl wouldn’t feel like she should be if I was the one who was dead 
Without me always makin her stressed 
If my brain continues to function I hope that our memories fill up my head 
Atleast it would be like I ain’t even left 
In the graveyard there’s blood to the right and the left 
Ain’t felt alright in my mind or my head 
My whole life alright fine let’s just cut to the end 
In my dreams I’ve seen death almost 5miñlion times so if we talkin honestly what’s one more death 
Cigarettes mixed with cess while I grab on her breast
4 thousands nights we’ve stayed dead in this bed

isho 遺書(prod. farver & pizzle)

Blood Moon

Broken Trust (feat. Monty Datta & Mishaal)

Into The Void (Prod. Chronyc)

ikigai

Walk Away (slowed + reverb)

Alone (slowed + reverb)

@sadboyprolific

Put in work until I'm hurting that's what's needed to excel
Lately I aint worry bout nobody but myself
But I remember they aint really give a fuck bout how I felt
Bitch I though I already told you, you should worry bout yourself
2am in LA on the water all alone
4am in Brooklyn while I'm cooking on the stove
Don't know why these thoughts always gotta haunt me where I go
I don't try and hide the pain it just prolly doesn't show
Whether I'm awake or I'm asleep I see a ghost
I hear your voice inside my dreams and it keeps haunting me the most
They said I'm a liability, they try and keep me close
I learned to say the least and let my actions speak the most
Turn this song, trynna take my head off through this scope
But that wasn't the true meaning behind even out the scope
Getting current with the top gotta circumvent the flow
Welcome to the underground this is working with your soul

Yo
Sick of hearing that the best is yet to come , I see
Grass is never green, just another field of mud 
And they say the only way to make it grow is with your blood
And so I grabbed the blade and sliced away like I was fucking drunk
How am I supposed to follow heart and mind
My mind tells me to die
My heart tells me to try
And every single second I'm alive I question why
Got me second guessing every decision in my life like
Was it real? when you told me that you loved me
I don't feel the same about myself i put you way above me
I'm self destructive and i've never been too trusting 
Work all by myself until i make it, i been hustling
Rolling with the mud, and it gets tough in rainy weather 
Keep my head up cause i know this shit aint gonna last forever 
I keep telling myself things are gon get better and I mean it
It's the last thing that you said to me that's written in your letter

Haunted

Spotify

Skitall, SadBoyprolific - Haunted

Life So Crazy

tracklist:

1. aint gon pop (prod. danny g & dino)
2. knoddin off (prod. danny g, dino, tdogg)
3. swing dat (prod. me & ???)
4. college (prod. ???)
5. crashout (prod. dino
6. eater (prod. hoodrixh)
7. keke (prod. me)
8. sheloveswilliams (prod. me)
9. rut (prod.thr6x)

YVNGXWORLD FALL/WINTER 24' MIXX

Just a message from the future to the past that I can fix your problems no matter which ones on the dash

Alone (slowed + reverb)

SadBoyProlific

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