hell yea i love this song its been years pretty accurate

this song is the only thing that lets me sleep. its been this way since 2020

i wanan fucking xanax so bad its all i want everyday all the time its all i think about fuck i dont wanna feel anymore i just wanna feel okay

Got to see you in CT. One of the best weekends of my life.

absolutely beautiful song I love this artist I have like 20 songs of his in my playlist

bro I fucking regret my choices it's time to move on

lofiforme

uh
leave me bleeding on the floor
love me, hate me, want some more
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
leave me bleeding on the floor
love me, hate me, want some more
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
beach walks suck when theres blood on the shore
im just someone they dont fuck with no more
rip out my soul and theres blood in my core
rip out my arteries, fuck are they for?
20 lines of cocaine on the edge of my blade
now your sicks, waking up, i got blood on my face
migraine after migraine, somethings wrong with my brain
going manic, i cant stand it, get the fuck out my way
i was dreaming of l.a, started taking flights to it
i learned fame aint the same when you adding life to it
you gon have some times where you gotta fight through it
i remember every night when i thought i might do it
got so many deaths, sometimes i stay up, we talk
i hear voices from the hall, im seeing faces in the wall
throw my body in the coffin and just leave it there to rot
imagine all that we could be if we were what we thought
and perfections get reflected in the mirror on the wall
all these demons in my body, dont feel like myself at all
i stop recognizing my voice every time i try to talk
i quit getting out of bed, dont even try, i gotta talk
uh
leave me bleeding on the floor
love me, hate me, want some more
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
leave me bleeding on the floor
love me, hate me, want some more
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure
i got hate in my veins but theres love for sure

SadBoyProlific - Leave Me Bleeding

Wake Up

edit/update: the person who this song was originally written about is now essentially devoid of respect and likability in my eyes, so now it's a ballad for all of the lovers out there who aren't fucking each other over.

good riddance, s.

thanks, p.

thanks, world.

[peace.love.happiness]

e[u].logy (prod. purpan)

Old Ways

@tomppabeats

welcome to the beach.

thank you for the continued support.

i love each and every one of you with all of my heart. <3

sand (prod. tomppabeats)

SUICIDE LETTER 3 !!!!!https://soundcloud.com/michael-jones-316/suicide-letter-3

Suicide Letter 2 | FACETIME ME 319-215-1440

w/ https://soundcloud.com/sadboyprolific
prod. DatBoiDJ
like + share <3

SPOTIFY

Numb w/ SadBoyProlific & Keshi(prod. datboidj)

produced by @mt_fujitive
cover photo shot by @chriswrightotj

i have a cold

lyrics:
i'm getting sick of constant negativity, searching for some clarity
try to switch my mind around, reversing the polarity
and scuttle through the undertow, an urgent need for therapy
coercing me to stray from my roots

i've even practiced sacrficing bad news to aphrodite statues
antagonized by past dues, i'm camera shy and fat too
diet plan is snack food, banana pies and cashews
the person that i dream to be, i pantomime with tattoos
but even still, i sense the glimmer of my confidence
hiding under ink i got to mimic my accomplishments
they're few and far between, sort of timid in their promises
drowning subtle whispers with the engine of a rocketship

i can't linger any longer in the past
i'm not the person that i was back then
romanticizing everything, the flowers in the grass
were a stepping stone for expressing my love back then
but now i'm jaded as i cautiously detach
from all the people that i loved back then
drowning every issue via vodka from a flask
to think, the only thing i wanted was a hug back then

sick of constant negativity, searching for some clarity
try to switch my mind around, reversing the polarity
and scuttle through the undertow, an urgent need for therapy
coercing me to stray from my roots

back then (prod. mt. fujitive)

download <3

Hope this helps the ones using drugs as a method to cope!
@keegan-hay3s

spotify!

Bad Habits ft. Keegan Hayes (prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

is this really life?

produced/written by me
mastered by biskwiq 
art by skirt

lyrics:
when you're standing at your window in your bathrobe
like you do
like you do

talking to your mother on your cell phone
turning blue
you can't move

she says, "ayla, are you eating like you're supposed to?
tell the truth
i know you"

you wonder if she knows about the old youth
that you knew
what's the use?

i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay awake
i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay away

when you're staring at the ceiling in your bedroom
every night
flickering lights

from the broken bulbs in street lamps that surround you
paint you white
seconds at a time

you face the wall you used to put your back to
scatter lines
pass the time

you feel as though you're trapped inside a vacuum
can't be right
is this really life?

i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay awake
i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay away

spotify/apple music <3

ayla

star dust (hxrxkiller)

Suicide Letter 3 | FACETIME ME 319-215-1440

SadBoyProlific - Myself (Prod. Scarface Martin)

Just Like You Do (ft. Thomas Reid)

Rest In Peace Mr.A this ones for you.
produced by : @mental
mixed by :@kammichaelmusic

Gone But Not Forgotten... ft.Snøw (prod.mental)

𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖉 𝕷𝖎𝖑 𝖀𝖌 𝕭𝖔𝖎 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0uhbs3Hq2s
just listen..
LYRICS:
Hey old friend
how has everything been
do you still have the memories from back then
or has time took them from your head 



why do people leave 
actually why do i seek relief 
in people who only mistreated me
love the sense of dependence n needin me
id give the ones that i love all the blood in my body but never be seen as enough
i used to kick with my clique never trip bout a bitch shoving smoke in my lungs
now they just copy me putting out music instead of pursuing the shit that they love 
they havent seen all the sleepless nights i would stay up or the times i would write as id cut
i still have notebooks with pages n pages of verses soaked all in my blood
conversations ii had with myself when no one felt like giving a fuck
contemplations i had  of just giving everything up 
one night i grabbed all my razors and sat there in silence while holding a gun
thinking it wont be so silent when everyone hears what ive done 
squeezed the trigger as hard as i could but the bullet was stuck
etched 20 lines in my skin fell asleep and left life up to luck
im not scared of the dark anymore im in love with it 
spent so much time in it i became one with it
i dont ever wanna see the sun again 
 all i want is to be fucking dead 
leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin 
a knife and an upsidedown cross with 
blood dripping off it 
an ounce n some vodka 
make sure theres a moshpit 
make sure my mom is 
in the middle gettin stomped quick
forall the times she left me n my brother unconscious
 high on drugs coming off it
mixed by@kammichaelmusic
featuring dearly Somber 
prod. Lil Ug Boi

𝕴 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝕶𝖓𝖊𝖜 𝖂𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴 𝕸𝖊𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝕿𝖔 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕱𝖙. 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖞 𝕾𝖔𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗

https://youtu.be/pK5iQpjySIs?si=vXUVLGzcDeRZOxCH

終ることがない苦痛

Bad Habits ft. Keegan Hayes (prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

SadBoyProlific

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