Songs I’d kill myself too

Swappin oxygen with smoke in my chest
You can see it everytime i take a breath 
In the depths seein death to the right and the left 
In the night gettin High while I’m lightin up cess
Til the day that I die my mind ain’t findin rest 
You don’t know  shit bout the lives that I led 
If I died right here it’d be my 89th
death 
Ash in the path on the floor where I step 
gettin high passin time in the mourge with my dead 
Died and found death then was forced to forget 
Used to want a family got orphaned instead 
On the floor where I bled where the poor only tread 
Fuckin with me then that’s Russian roulette 
With a full fuckin clip and a gun to ya head 
 My girl says Im smokin too much again 
In the graveyard lightin blunts for my  friends 
Please don’t forget who inspired these kids 
They said I’m fallin off then all their numbers stopped what a bitch irony is 
This governments showin a perfect example of what fuckin modern day tyranny is 
Might Stick a knife in this kid he keep eyein me bitch 
No matter how much I run from demons they seem to just find me again 
In my room thinking I’m better dying again 

At 15 I stayed in my room all adepressed  takin pills that were pressed now I’m overly stressed 
I’m bleedin can’t feel my heart beatin doc said he might have to rip open chest 
If I die don’t you cry just know it’s for the best 
Tell my son that I love em and I tried my best 
I know suicide ain’t designed for the rest 
And they’ll probably think that I’m weak when I’m dead 
But there’s enough life in the lines that I’ve left 
And the people inside of this life that I’ve met
To be someone who they couldn’t ever forget 
Just know I’m findin rest when I’m finally dead 
My girl wouldn’t feel like she should be if I was the one who was dead 
Without me always makin her stressed 
If my brain continues to function I hope that our memories fill up my head 
Atleast it would be like I ain’t even left 
In the graveyard there’s blood to the right and the left 
Ain’t felt alright in my mind or my head 
My whole life alright fine let’s just cut to the end 
In my dreams I’ve seen death almost 5miñlion times so if we talkin honestly what’s one more death 
Cigarettes mixed with cess while I grab on her breast
4 thousands nights we’ve stayed dead in this bed

isho 遺書(prod. farver & pizzle)

@sadboyprolific

Put in work until I'm hurting that's what's needed to excel
Lately I aint worry bout nobody but myself
But I remember they aint really give a fuck bout how I felt
Bitch I though I already told you, you should worry bout yourself
2am in LA on the water all alone
4am in Brooklyn while I'm cooking on the stove
Don't know why these thoughts always gotta haunt me where I go
I don't try and hide the pain it just prolly doesn't show
Whether I'm awake or I'm asleep I see a ghost
I hear your voice inside my dreams and it keeps haunting me the most
They said I'm a liability, they try and keep me close
I learned to say the least and let my actions speak the most
Turn this song, trynna take my head off through this scope
But that wasn't the true meaning behind even out the scope
Getting current with the top gotta circumvent the flow
Welcome to the underground this is working with your soul

Yo
Sick of hearing that the best is yet to come , I see
Grass is never green, just another field of mud 
And they say the only way to make it grow is with your blood
And so I grabbed the blade and sliced away like I was fucking drunk
How am I supposed to follow heart and mind
My mind tells me to die
My heart tells me to try
And every single second I'm alive I question why
Got me second guessing every decision in my life like
Was it real? when you told me that you loved me
I don't feel the same about myself i put you way above me
I'm self destructive and i've never been too trusting 
Work all by myself until i make it, i been hustling
Rolling with the mud, and it gets tough in rainy weather 
Keep my head up cause i know this shit aint gonna last forever 
I keep telling myself things are gon get better and I mean it
It's the last thing that you said to me that's written in your letter

Haunted

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Skitall, SadBoyprolific - Haunted

SPLENDA [Wokeczn]

@tomppabeats

welcome to the beach.

thank you for the continued support.

i love each and every one of you with all of my heart. <3

sand (prod. tomppabeats)

produced by me

vocals by @sophie-meiers and I

tweet me twitter.com/verzachemane
more stuff like this on my other account @zachfarache

french w/ sophie meiers

~

Stream/ Buy: https://fanlink.to/theloser

the loser

aka me

Stream/ Buy: https://fanlink.to/Naiveunpreparedchild

naive unprepared child

much like summer as it dwindles through fields of its own heat and collapses into fall, i will slip slowly into sleep much easier as time passes by. 

i still fail to recognize, love or accept myself, but i think i'm coming closer to achieving that goal with each passing moment. 

thank you all; stay radiant. 

radiant

rescue me (prod. ¿HUH?)

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

spotify!

Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

Lucifer's "Ghost" track is now released! SPAM IT!

Lucifer - Ghost (Audio)

SadBoyProlific - Hopeless

Just Like You Do (ft. Thomas Reid)

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SadBoyProlific - Trapped

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

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@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖉 𝕷𝖎𝖑 𝖀𝖌 𝕭𝖔𝖎 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0uhbs3Hq2s
just listen..
LYRICS:
Hey old friend
how has everything been
do you still have the memories from back then
or has time took them from your head 



why do people leave 
actually why do i seek relief 
in people who only mistreated me
love the sense of dependence n needin me
id give the ones that i love all the blood in my body but never be seen as enough
i used to kick with my clique never trip bout a bitch shoving smoke in my lungs
now they just copy me putting out music instead of pursuing the shit that they love 
they havent seen all the sleepless nights i would stay up or the times i would write as id cut
i still have notebooks with pages n pages of verses soaked all in my blood
conversations ii had with myself when no one felt like giving a fuck
contemplations i had  of just giving everything up 
one night i grabbed all my razors and sat there in silence while holding a gun
thinking it wont be so silent when everyone hears what ive done 
squeezed the trigger as hard as i could but the bullet was stuck
etched 20 lines in my skin fell asleep and left life up to luck
im not scared of the dark anymore im in love with it 
spent so much time in it i became one with it
i dont ever wanna see the sun again 
 all i want is to be fucking dead 
leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin 
a knife and an upsidedown cross with 
blood dripping off it 
an ounce n some vodka 
make sure theres a moshpit 
make sure my mom is 
in the middle gettin stomped quick
forall the times she left me n my brother unconscious
 high on drugs coming off it
mixed by@kammichaelmusic
featuring dearly Somber 
prod. Lil Ug Boi

𝕴 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝕶𝖓𝖊𝖜 𝖂𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴 𝕸𝖊𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝕿𝖔 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕱𝖙. 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖞 𝕾𝖔𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗

SadBoyProlific - I Never Knew What I Meant To You (ft. Dearly Somber)

Sad boy Unloved and Untouched. On the road to get co signed by Taylor Swift and get sponsored by Colgate.

https://youtu.be/pK5iQpjySIs?si=vXUVLGzcDeRZOxCH

終ることがない苦痛

Just Like You Do (ft. Thomas Reid)

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