They taught us how to love, but not how to deal with heartbreak.

Swappin oxygen with smoke in my chest
You can see it everytime i take a breath 
In the depths seein death to the right and the left 
In the night gettin High while I’m lightin up cess
Til the day that I die my mind ain’t findin rest 
You don’t know  shit bout the lives that I led 
If I died right here it’d be my 89th
death 
Ash in the path on the floor where I step 
gettin high passin time in the mourge with my dead 
Died and found death then was forced to forget 
Used to want a family got orphaned instead 
On the floor where I bled where the poor only tread 
Fuckin with me then that’s Russian roulette 
With a full fuckin clip and a gun to ya head 
 My girl says Im smokin too much again 
In the graveyard lightin blunts for my  friends 
Please don’t forget who inspired these kids 
They said I’m fallin off then all their numbers stopped what a bitch irony is 
This governments showin a perfect example of what fuckin modern day tyranny is 
Might Stick a knife in this kid he keep eyein me bitch 
No matter how much I run from demons they seem to just find me again 
In my room thinking I’m better dying again 

At 15 I stayed in my room all adepressed  takin pills that were pressed now I’m overly stressed 
I’m bleedin can’t feel my heart beatin doc said he might have to rip open chest 
If I die don’t you cry just know it’s for the best 
Tell my son that I love em and I tried my best 
I know suicide ain’t designed for the rest 
And they’ll probably think that I’m weak when I’m dead 
But there’s enough life in the lines that I’ve left 
And the people inside of this life that I’ve met
To be someone who they couldn’t ever forget 
Just know I’m findin rest when I’m finally dead 
My girl wouldn’t feel like she should be if I was the one who was dead 
Without me always makin her stressed 
If my brain continues to function I hope that our memories fill up my head 
Atleast it would be like I ain’t even left 
In the graveyard there’s blood to the right and the left 
Ain’t felt alright in my mind or my head 
My whole life alright fine let’s just cut to the end 
In my dreams I’ve seen death almost 5miñlion times so if we talkin honestly what’s one more death 
Cigarettes mixed with cess while I grab on her breast
4 thousands nights we’ve stayed dead in this bed

isho 遺書(prod. farver & pizzle)

Heres a song about my struggle with physical abuse uwu 

Prod: @juniordbeats
Mixed: @lofeetunes & @planteee

Bruises (prod. jrd.)

I feel like im going insane but maybe thats not such a bad thing...



Indii G: @indii-g
Rodger : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DD_AXczH8A8

Insane ft. Indii G. (prod. RODGER)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
?
[Verse 1]
ive been feelin sad ive been feelin lonely 
ive been wishin thatd youd come around and hold me
feels like somethings missin even when im with the homies
thinkin back to when you said you loved the old me
i lay in my bed and wish i could go back
wish i wasnt so ugly wish i wasnt  fat
lifes like a ciggaret that shits a drag
used to want it all now i just want you back
i dont live in the present im stuck in the past
love is a drug and i want yours so bad
dont really believe feelings faded that fast
lookin for my heart so im diggin thru the trash
if its just friends then i guess imma be there
gotta learn that lifes not gonna be fair
ive been breathin herbs moe than i breathe air
i fell hard like i tripped on some steep stairs
[Hook]
?
[Verse 2]
i know it ended but my wounds still open
dont know why but im too scared to close em
acting whole but inside im broken
hide my emotions cause im too scared to show them
ridin the wave of life and ive been coastin
our ship got sunk and i stood floatin
knockin back the bottles ill fix it with the potion
but ive turned toxic and oh so potent
i miss you soo much and each day it just hurts
hating mself and i question my worth
maybe a chance aint something i deserve
but im still gonna ask for better or worse
i know you got problems and i cant solve em
but i could be your drug i could try to dissolve em
writing you songs and maybe i should stop it
but writing bout my pain is a habit i cant drop it













prod: @oceanonthebeat
mixed by: @kammichaelmusic

I Miss You... (prod. ocean)

sad uwu vibes...



Ivri: @ivrii
https://www.instagram.com/ivsounds/
original sog: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cExfETPKRYM
M.E: @user-949132137

spotify!

Scars ft. Ivri (prod. M.E)

Heres a pre-released song off of my upcoming EP uwu
(im trash at singing ik)


tomcbumpz: @tomcbumpz

Save My Soul (prod. tomcbumpz)

prod: @mental
mixed: @mental and @kammichaelmusic

mental was here OwO

Worried (prod. mental)

Dear Momma (prod. tomcbumpz)

shoutout @teqkoi for the mix and master

[lyrics]
looked myself in the eyes 
and said dont you go blind
open up your eyes 
you better see the signs

life is like a movie turn the earth into a stage
but nowadays the stage is lookin a little grey
heroes mergin with the villiaims the worlds full of guns to spray
and people thatll judge you if youre black or gay
i dont get it
they kill children only for resitin
when in the 1st place had no reason for resistance
theres menace in they vision
its clear to see hates persistin
they just wanna see the people locked up inna prison
uh so i think i gotta  ask
as a nation how long we gon let this last
how longs it gonna take until we finally look past
judgin others on apperance instead of how they act
its sad im white and cant even be proud
cause of all the times my race put another race down
everytime i see republicans i flash a fake smile
while on the inside knowin that they turnin vile

looked myself in the eyes 
and said dont you go blind
open up your eyes 
you better see the signs


the kids a modern controversy cant nopbody pen em down
they keep asking where ive been boy ive been around
i got kicked outta my house and even moved towns
now my brains rottin away while im smokin down an ounce
mental healths a problem my country dont wanna solve
they care more bout oil and mass producing their bombs
they dont give a shit about the kids without a mom
or a dad that can go into the back and toss a ball
or kids that wanna blow their fuckin brains onto the wall
we got a million fuckin issues when the hells this gonna stop
ive been poppin acid to make all the pain dissolve 
but i think a better option would be grippin onna glock

Blind (prod. ART AKNID)

Rest In Peace Mr.A this ones for you.
produced by : @mental
mixed by :@kammichaelmusic

Gone But Not Forgotten... ft.Snøw (prod.mental)

𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖉 𝕷𝖎𝖑 𝖀𝖌 𝕭𝖔𝖎 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0uhbs3Hq2s
just listen..
LYRICS:
Hey old friend
how has everything been
do you still have the memories from back then
or has time took them from your head 



why do people leave 
actually why do i seek relief 
in people who only mistreated me
love the sense of dependence n needin me
id give the ones that i love all the blood in my body but never be seen as enough
i used to kick with my clique never trip bout a bitch shoving smoke in my lungs
now they just copy me putting out music instead of pursuing the shit that they love 
they havent seen all the sleepless nights i would stay up or the times i would write as id cut
i still have notebooks with pages n pages of verses soaked all in my blood
conversations ii had with myself when no one felt like giving a fuck
contemplations i had  of just giving everything up 
one night i grabbed all my razors and sat there in silence while holding a gun
thinking it wont be so silent when everyone hears what ive done 
squeezed the trigger as hard as i could but the bullet was stuck
etched 20 lines in my skin fell asleep and left life up to luck
im not scared of the dark anymore im in love with it 
spent so much time in it i became one with it
i dont ever wanna see the sun again 
 all i want is to be fucking dead 
leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin 
a knife and an upsidedown cross with 
blood dripping off it 
an ounce n some vodka 
make sure theres a moshpit 
make sure my mom is 
in the middle gettin stomped quick
forall the times she left me n my brother unconscious
 high on drugs coming off it
mixed by@kammichaelmusic
featuring dearly Somber 
prod. Lil Ug Boi

𝕴 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝕶𝖓𝖊𝖜 𝖂𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴 𝕸𝖊𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝕿𝖔 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕱𝖙. 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖞 𝕾𝖔𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗

https://youtu.be/pK5iQpjySIs?si=vXUVLGzcDeRZOxCH

終ることがない苦痛

Scars ft. Ivri (prod. M.E)

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