They taught us how to love, but not how to deal with heartbreak.

Insecurities

Invisible Chains

Heres a bop from me and Indi G!
Prod/mixed by: @lofeetunes
Indi G: indii-g

spotify!

Blow My Phone Up ft. Indii G. (prod. lofee)

Heres a song about my struggle with physical abuse uwu 

Prod: @juniordbeats
Mixed: @lofeetunes & @planteee

Bruises (prod. jrd.)

Lately Ive been feeling really depressed and unmotivated...heres a song i wrote to cope with it, i hope you enjoy it! <3



Produced by: @planteee
Mixed by: @iamhrtbrk

Lost & Confused (prod. planteee)

I feel like im going insane but maybe thats not such a bad thing...



Indii G: @indii-g
Rodger : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DD_AXczH8A8

Insane ft. Indii G. (prod. RODGER)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
?
[Verse 1]
ive been feelin sad ive been feelin lonely 
ive been wishin thatd youd come around and hold me
feels like somethings missin even when im with the homies
thinkin back to when you said you loved the old me
i lay in my bed and wish i could go back
wish i wasnt so ugly wish i wasnt  fat
lifes like a ciggaret that shits a drag
used to want it all now i just want you back
i dont live in the present im stuck in the past
love is a drug and i want yours so bad
dont really believe feelings faded that fast
lookin for my heart so im diggin thru the trash
if its just friends then i guess imma be there
gotta learn that lifes not gonna be fair
ive been breathin herbs moe than i breathe air
i fell hard like i tripped on some steep stairs
[Hook]
?
[Verse 2]
i know it ended but my wounds still open
dont know why but im too scared to close em
acting whole but inside im broken
hide my emotions cause im too scared to show them
ridin the wave of life and ive been coastin
our ship got sunk and i stood floatin
knockin back the bottles ill fix it with the potion
but ive turned toxic and oh so potent
i miss you soo much and each day it just hurts
hating mself and i question my worth
maybe a chance aint something i deserve
but im still gonna ask for better or worse
i know you got problems and i cant solve em
but i could be your drug i could try to dissolve em
writing you songs and maybe i should stop it
but writing bout my pain is a habit i cant drop it













prod: @oceanonthebeat
mixed by: @kammichaelmusic

I Miss You... (prod. ocean)

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

sad uwu vibes...



Ivri: @ivrii
https://www.instagram.com/ivsounds/
original sog: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cExfETPKRYM
M.E: @user-949132137

Scars ft. Ivri (prod. M.E)

mental: @mental
kam michael: @kammichaelmusic

Pain ft. Kam Michael (prod. mental)

Heres a pre-released song off of my upcoming EP uwu
(im trash at singing ik)


tomcbumpz: @tomcbumpz

Save My Soul (prod. tomcbumpz)

Dear Momma (prod. tomcbumpz)

shoutout @teqkoi for the mix and master

[lyrics]
looked myself in the eyes 
and said dont you go blind
open up your eyes 
you better see the signs

life is like a movie turn the earth into a stage
but nowadays the stage is lookin a little grey
heroes mergin with the villiaims the worlds full of guns to spray
and people thatll judge you if youre black or gay
i dont get it
they kill children only for resitin
when in the 1st place had no reason for resistance
theres menace in they vision
its clear to see hates persistin
they just wanna see the people locked up inna prison
uh so i think i gotta  ask
as a nation how long we gon let this last
how longs it gonna take until we finally look past
judgin others on apperance instead of how they act
its sad im white and cant even be proud
cause of all the times my race put another race down
everytime i see republicans i flash a fake smile
while on the inside knowin that they turnin vile

looked myself in the eyes 
and said dont you go blind
open up your eyes 
you better see the signs


the kids a modern controversy cant nopbody pen em down
they keep asking where ive been boy ive been around
i got kicked outta my house and even moved towns
now my brains rottin away while im smokin down an ounce
mental healths a problem my country dont wanna solve
they care more bout oil and mass producing their bombs
they dont give a shit about the kids without a mom
or a dad that can go into the back and toss a ball
or kids that wanna blow their fuckin brains onto the wall
we got a million fuckin issues when the hells this gonna stop
ive been poppin acid to make all the pain dissolve 
but i think a better option would be grippin onna glock

Blind (prod. ART AKNID)

prod by. @kadowav
Instagram: @seon_47
@lilxtraatl

SEON
Depressions hitting 
It’s getting worst and I can’t seem to listen 
To the voice inside my that head tell me I can make a difference 
Cause I’m stuck inside the ones that tell me I should not be living 
Well It’s hard to see the beauty when I’m caught in tunnel vision 

do I like to feel this way 
It’s like I’m searching for the pain 
Cause I know if I wanna change 
Then it would have to start today 

But I’m lazy and I’d rather waste my time inside my bed 
I’m Contemplating over words that I just wish I never said 
And All the texts that I would send her that I wish you never read 
Cause I’d be lying if I told you that I wish I wasn’t dead 

All I gots a little hope 
That ones day I won’t be alone 
And that the pain will fade and go 
But how am I supposed to know 

Because there’s nothing in this life that is a promise 
I really hope if I would grab the rope then somebody would stop it 

Lil Xtra 
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse 

I left a message on your phone I really hope that you reply 
I know for you it’s not important 
But for me it’s do or die
I wonder why I’m in this place
Why you’d tell me to my face 
That I’m the cause of all your problems and I’m taking up your space
Or how you air that you breath 
Was not created for me 
I’ve got some problems now you watching while I ruin everything 
I’ve got a question 
How I never seem to learn my lesson 
How I never  grasp the point 
Only grab the Smith and Wesson
 
I keep a thousand yard stare and it’s 
Apparent that my family named perished i’m a fucking embarrassment
When a single good day is an event it’s like a miracle 
I’m  getting off cymbalta now and starting on the seroquil
But honestly that I need a little space to breath 
A way to clear my mind And learn to live with my deficiencies 
A shame I turn to substances to cope I know it’s rough to see 
A life devoid of purpose filled with pain is not enough for me 
 






SEON
But I’ll be stuck with my mistakes
I wear my heart up on my sleeve  
So everybody could just see 
Where I’ve been cut and left to bleed 

All the scars and open wounds 
That I’ve been trying hard to heal 
Like all the memories of us that I just wish someone would steal

My insecurities are bound to get the best me 
But maybe when I will be dead then I will finnaly rest in peace 
Cause lately i can’t seem to ever find a way fall asleep 
The Nightmares running through my head but I don’t think I even dream 

Afraid of who I was knowing that he never far behind
Creep lll into mind and tell me i will never be alright 
There no way I can find someone to ever fill me up inside 
I’m broken losing hope you don’t see my life a living lie 

The smiles on my face 
And All the words that I will say
To make them finnaly go away 
I even said I’m doing great 

I know you know it isn’t true 
You see what I been going through
It is never shocking news 
When I will play this song to you

Lil Xtra
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse

Spotify

It Could Always Be Worse(ft. Lil Xtra)

https://youtu.be/pK5iQpjySIs?si=vXUVLGzcDeRZOxCH

終ることがない苦痛

Scars ft. Ivri (prod. M.E)

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