look I wanted to kill myself too but I don't want to anymore because I found my soulmate which is my boyfriend but that makes me gay and people are mean to gay people but don't let them get to you. you are worth it

can I kill myself rn so much I what to kill myself so much

Vibes I

Lost Memories by MORIC.TRASH
Prod. by MORIC.TRASH
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Lost Memories

SUICIDE LETTER 3 !!!!!https://soundcloud.com/michael-jones-316/suicide-letter-3

NIghtmare Hills

Suicide Letter 2 [SUICIDE LETTER 3 LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

I dont condone suicide these were just the thoughts on my mind at a point in time...
prod by:@mental
MIxed by:@lofeetunes
art by:@oddyssi

spotify!

Dead And Cold ft.Ollie MN (prod. mental)

@kashyomg - AM I A GOOD PERSON?

Probably deleting this soon...

Mixed by: @lofeetunes
prod by: @planteee

Midnight Thoughts  ft.Ollie MN(prod. planteee.)

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Not Enough (prod. Ryini Beats)

Music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ED8-mym1uXU
You are not alone. It is okay to not be okay. Message me on instagram @seon_47. I am here for you
Maybe I can be so sad when I’m not 
Life can be so lonely and I’m stuck up in the thoughts
Everything I’m wantin I can have it at the top
But I’m at the bottom I’m surrounded by the rocks

If I had love would I still feel this lonely 
I was by myself and nobody had to show me 
Never gave a fuck nobody tried to know me 
Handing out these guns but nobody tryna blow me

I don’t wanna be here I just wanna go 
Wanna leave my family everybody that I know 
Suicidal thought will they miss me when I go 
Tryna get high i been riding all the lows

Finally getting sober and it bringing back the pain
Sunny for a minute now it’s cloudy with the rain 
Shit falling down and it bringing back mistakes 
future looking blurry I don’t see it in my fate 

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright 

Please come and save me I really need saving 
These are not just lyrics I’m really not playing 
This life that I’m living I feel like I’m faking
If I can’t be real then it time for the taking

Come take my life and my soul
When I’m not even old
I been searching for hot cause my heart is so cold 
say I dont listen not doing I’m told
don’t fit the system I’ll never be gold 

If I hit escape would i just fall and go to hell 
Moses say I would but who is he to go and tell
Wanna judge me now but not gon hear me when I yell 
I been crying out said I really need some help

Nobody wanna talk nobody picking up the vibes 
Smile on my face but they can’t tell that it’s a lie 
Cover for the sorrow that I’m feeling deep inside 
Hit em with the shock when they hear i wanna die

Whyy oh whyyy
I don’t wanna be here I just wanna die
Always been sad Itll never be alright

Video

never be alright [prod. kado] (video in description)

b r o k e n  by MORIC.TRASH
produced by MORIC.TRASH

guitar loop by @jkeibeats

Lyrics:

[Intro]

Broken heart
I’m so high
See your face
When I die

Dont be sad
It’s alright
I lose now
U were right

Broken heart
I’m so high
See your face
When I die

Dont be sad
It’s alright
I lose now
U were right

[Verse 1]

Why, why you doin’ this girl, just tell me why
Everytime I see your face I’m fuckin’ numb
But there was time when I thought it will be alright
I’m fucked up now, be my life

[Verse 2]

I make the same mistakes almost everytime
Poppin’ chill pills, pretendin’ that I’m alright
Fuckin’ bitches make them wet, that’s my life
Without you I’m losing sight

[Verse 3]

Lies, I see lies everytime I just look into your eyes
I wanna forget but I can’t, I don’t know exactly why
I have to finish my life
I have to end this shit now
But I rather live 
Than give up now!

[Outro]

Fuck my life
Fuck my life and die
In the hell
Where angels hide
There’s no exit
Eternal dark
I die inside
I die inside

(2x)

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b r o k e n

Produced by: M.E

Kam Michael:
Twitter: www.twitter.com/kammichael_
YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCf69XIrEYLrqnHr8keB7bRw
Instagram: www.instagram.com/imkammichael
Snapchat: kamlewinsk

Lyrics:

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
You know I hate it when you don't call back
now just tell me what you call that. Yeah
I'm not good, till I fall back, sippin on the hard black hit me like a heart attack, yeah
And I tried but I failed, couldn't stop you from leaving,
When you said you loved me that shit was misleading 
You play with emotions, I can't stop the bleeding
It's hot where I'm from but you're changing the seasons, yeah
And I don't ever wanna fight, nah
I don't wanna be alone when it's night time
I just wanna be in touch with the right mind
My god, used to be in love now you ain't mine
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
I just roll up a blunt and get high off the meds
I don't got no one else, I just chill with my stress, yeah
Long nights and the day's cold,
Smoke all in my lungs but I'm still low
Steady waiting for the day where I'm not alone
Sad boy hours everyday, how my life goes
Now I'm missing them days we would text till the morning,
we talked about music, now my world is pouring
I'm stuck in a circle, it's you I'm adoring.
a hole in my chest and there is no restoring

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, 
And I don't ever wanna restart.
I could never re-track cuz you break hearts
Lost love,
It was found in the cold dark 
See we could never be in touch, cuz you're too far
You've been wasting my time 
I'm wasted and chasing something hard to find 
You broke me so much now it's hard to confide
I don't wanna make up I just want piece of mind
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
You would never understand all the feelings I've kept
But you still are the reason my life is a mess
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse

Kam Michael - Why did you leave me?

Love Me Not Album available on all platforms: https://fanlink.to/lovemenotgbk
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Produced by Gun Boi Kaz

Love Me Not

Numb III

Numb III (feat. XINCLAIR)

SadBoyProlific - Broken Trust (ft. Mishaal X Monty Datta)

LYRICS:
Lately I don’t trust a bitch 
All of you are full of shit
Don’t ask me what the problem is
Not worth the time of answering
Fuck off me and go do your thing
Spread your lies and clip your wings
Treat your flower like it’s spring
Know you’re not worth anything
I DONT EVEN THINK THAT YOU BLEED THROUGH YOUR SKIN 
Your words are a waste so don’t say anything
Save your fucking breath turn around and start walking 
Why are you trying to trick me when you gain nothing
Ima fucking kill you and the crows will sing
Watch as they feed on your eyes first thing
As they pick at your corpse walk away smiling

I don’t think I’ll love again 
I will never love again 
X8

I will never love again 
I will never love again 
I will never love again 
I don’t wanna love again 

I don’t think I’ll love again 
I don’t wanna love again
X2

Who you think you love again?
Rather love a mannequin
Stab your cunt and kill your friends
Then beat my meat while fucking them
Taste the corpse and puke it up
I don’t give a mothafuck
The government can suck my nuts
Fuck you hope you like it rough
I don’t give a shit about your dumb feelings

IWILLNEVERLOVEAGAIN (Prod.Honja)

https://youtu.be/pK5iQpjySIs?si=vXUVLGzcDeRZOxCH

終ることがない苦痛

Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

SadBoyProlific

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