most the people that are around you don't really know you and you don't know them you two just happened to meet

One night we be like the happiest people ever the next you feel like being depressed and than the night after thinking it you got and it got worse so you turn $ui€dial and sit there cutting you wrist and you know the reason why you tuned this way but never talk just bottling up and taking it out on yourself

Sad vibes

4 my grandma and grandpa i miss you so much rest up..
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/03Nx63Qf5HnqGF3KkGIJ6l?si=f5dbae1f019a45b9

feat. @iriasona 
prod. @yuseiworld
mixed by @jooosuph

[lyrics]
my grandma died a couple days ago this shits been on my mind
life is beautiful until the people all around you die 
now youre tryna talk to ghosts standing to your left and right 
my grandfather died 2 weeks they told me he be fine 
i couldnt see her for the final time her funerals tonight
i hope that woman knows i love her and ill keep her soul alive 
ive been out my head so long im tryna find some peace of mind 
but when people die it gets hard to even realign 
crazy isnt it we lose people then appreciate we livin 
thtas the shit that makes you sit back n then realize life is twisted 
120 people die inside this life in a minute 
i was told appreciate the ones around me and i didnt 
now their bodys in a coffin n its where theyre always sittin 
i dont even know what i would say if to they graves i visit 
id apologize for everything i ever did n didnt 
with my arms around their tombstones i would tell em that i miss em 

everyone inside my life that loved me i just pushed away 
thats the reason i got stuck inside my ways and never changed 
 we tendto only miss the sun when were walkin through the rain 
mac is always callin me tellin me ill see better days 
i go manic and panic n ask if shit'll ever change 
he was fuckin with me when my distro checks were only change
hes my brother but hes like a father to me in the strangest ways 
the only one inside my life thats tryna help me find a way 
my houses is lookin haunted cause these walls is what i talk to 
everyone around me always dies or they want to 
it sucks when someone dies but even more when they haunt you 
but i dont need sympathy for the shit that ive gone through 
cause any situation presented ive always fought through 
me myself and i sometimes is all i got dude 
keep going life is beautiful youll see it soon you got to 
appreciate the ones around you cause we'll all be gone soon

Walking Through The Rain ft. iriasona (prod. Yusei)

@guardinmusic
Prod by: @sinxi x Tagliatore

lyrics-

yung van-
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault, yeah
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
guardin-

Yeah I got an ice heart
Fuck all your feelings I’ll tear them apart
What nice start
I’m unaware that I do this I’m sorry sweet heart
I’m a boggart
Keep to myself up until I depart
Can I restart?
I only see dark at the end of the tunnel

And I cannot focus on all these fucking emotions
They constantly go unspoken, for I do fear being open
And I can feel my throat closing
As my heart starts decomposing
A Hollow being just floating
As my demise is approaching us

yung van - 
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day
I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid, yeah
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day

I ain’t ever love since I was a kid
Yeah you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

Goblin Kid

Something’s in the Way

VInyl & CD pre-sales

the tallest man on earth - honey won't you let me in (guardin cover)

Swappin oxygen with smoke in my chest
You can see it everytime i take a breath 
In the depths seein death to the right and the left 
In the night gettin High while I’m lightin up cess
Til the day that I die my mind ain’t findin rest 
You don’t know  shit bout the lives that I led 
If I died right here it’d be my 89th
death 
Ash in the path on the floor where I step 
gettin high passin time in the mourge with my dead 
Died and found death then was forced to forget 
Used to want a family got orphaned instead 
On the floor where I bled where the poor only tread 
Fuckin with me then that’s Russian roulette 
With a full fuckin clip and a gun to ya head 
 My girl says Im smokin too much again 
In the graveyard lightin blunts for my  friends 
Please don’t forget who inspired these kids 
They said I’m fallin off then all their numbers stopped what a bitch irony is 
This governments showin a perfect example of what fuckin modern day tyranny is 
Might Stick a knife in this kid he keep eyein me bitch 
No matter how much I run from demons they seem to just find me again 
In my room thinking I’m better dying again 

At 15 I stayed in my room all adepressed  takin pills that were pressed now I’m overly stressed 
I’m bleedin can’t feel my heart beatin doc said he might have to rip open chest 
If I die don’t you cry just know it’s for the best 
Tell my son that I love em and I tried my best 
I know suicide ain’t designed for the rest 
And they’ll probably think that I’m weak when I’m dead 
But there’s enough life in the lines that I’ve left 
And the people inside of this life that I’ve met
To be someone who they couldn’t ever forget 
Just know I’m findin rest when I’m finally dead 
My girl wouldn’t feel like she should be if I was the one who was dead 
Without me always makin her stressed 
If my brain continues to function I hope that our memories fill up my head 
Atleast it would be like I ain’t even left 
In the graveyard there’s blood to the right and the left 
Ain’t felt alright in my mind or my head 
My whole life alright fine let’s just cut to the end 
In my dreams I’ve seen death almost 5miñlion times so if we talkin honestly what’s one more death 
Cigarettes mixed with cess while I grab on her breast
4 thousands nights we’ve stayed dead in this bed

isho 遺書(prod. farver & pizzle)

bite down on my neck

You Could Stay w/ guardin (prod. Irby)

just another lil fun one cuz i miss my friends
creature pt. 3 otw
<3

lyrics
--------
you know it's import
-tant i can't ignore
feeling like forever might be shorter than before
it's been on my mind
all throughout the night
so me and all my friends go drink until we feel alright
till we feel alright
sprite ciroc and ice
down another cup but it gotchu feelin nice
might light up another slice
it ain't even noon but we gotta smoke twice
got a double in my cup
with a soda on the side
chicken noodle soup
way i'm spittin all this fried
with the gx engine we gon bring the coupe to life
in the tx 972 with all my guys

got my foot elevated while we drivin up the 5
06 ludacris followed by nelly furtado
breeze past you goofies in the sprinter with my gattos
feed lines to bitches off my dick like a silo
jesus where the pen at imma write another rap
jesus where the pen at im just trying to get smacked
ayy you kinda quiet is it getting to you bad
we a long way from home when home is all you've ever had  
i'll just redefine my character & get right in my bag
the tequila made it worse now i'm cursed with all this lag
eyes bloodshot crossed while i'm puffin on the zag
i don't wanna talk about it i don't really wanna drag 
you down with it
kiss another blunt go round with it
pop another top go drown in it
feelin like i got to
this pain heavy so the substance what i'm bound to

bound to round two
googling just how to
c-o-p-e cope with
-out chu out chu
(x2)

sour then sweet then i'm gone
feel like this tour wasn't long
nuff with the chit chat
man i miss my dogs
fuck it man i miss my dogs
control alt deleting this song
y'all really keepin' me strong
nuff with the bullshit
man i miss my dogs
started tallying the score
i think i've been here before
went from hollywood to venice
back to crying on the floor
i know this bout to be rough
you know you can call my bluff
we did everything we wanted
but everything's not enough

round two (prod. twix x g06 x thirtyyy)

MTC x SALAD - GRAVY

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

spotify!

Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

Featuring @sadboyprolific
Prod.By Stan Beatz

Overdose ft. SadBoyProlific (Prod. by StanXun)

SadBoyProlific - Hopeless

shoutout @teqkoi for the mix and master

[lyrics]
looked myself in the eyes 
and said dont you go blind
open up your eyes 
you better see the signs

life is like a movie turn the earth into a stage
but nowadays the stage is lookin a little grey
heroes mergin with the villiaims the worlds full of guns to spray
and people thatll judge you if youre black or gay
i dont get it
they kill children only for resitin
when in the 1st place had no reason for resistance
theres menace in they vision
its clear to see hates persistin
they just wanna see the people locked up inna prison
uh so i think i gotta  ask
as a nation how long we gon let this last
how longs it gonna take until we finally look past
judgin others on apperance instead of how they act
its sad im white and cant even be proud
cause of all the times my race put another race down
everytime i see republicans i flash a fake smile
while on the inside knowin that they turnin vile

looked myself in the eyes 
and said dont you go blind
open up your eyes 
you better see the signs


the kids a modern controversy cant nopbody pen em down
they keep asking where ive been boy ive been around
i got kicked outta my house and even moved towns
now my brains rottin away while im smokin down an ounce
mental healths a problem my country dont wanna solve
they care more bout oil and mass producing their bombs
they dont give a shit about the kids without a mom
or a dad that can go into the back and toss a ball
or kids that wanna blow their fuckin brains onto the wall
we got a million fuckin issues when the hells this gonna stop
ive been poppin acid to make all the pain dissolve 
but i think a better option would be grippin onna glock

Blind (prod. ART AKNID)

i really like this one

sample: dhan

produced by con

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy - i really miss you (prod. con)

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

Spotify

Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

re-upload of waste my time since it got deleted this would prob get removed but I just reuploaded it because I love the song and I wanna listen to it again and I want it on my playlist.

SadBoyProlific - Waste My Time (ft. Snøw X Nuxe)

@sadboyprolific
@le_play

lyrics:

SadBoyProlific:

i hate when im left on my own again
im just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold em quick
lost in emotions and potions this 
is me reaching and you cant even notice it 
you took my heart and then froze it quick
locked up the door and my chest and regret that i opened it 
vision is slow and cant focus i feel like my head is exploding 
shits getting old and my time is approaching 
this is a mindset i think that my minds fuckin broken 
just look at the way that im coping 
ounce nothing less what im smoking
this is the life that ive chosen 
and ive had regrets every step of the way 
puffed up my chest as i left through the flame 
left you for dead and in my head im insane
dead for a red as i bled out in pain

Le Play:
what do you want from me 
this is just honesty cuz honestly ill fall asleep
before it gets hard to breathe 
ill constantly just fall to piece 
you know its hard for me but still you pry so modernly
this is a tragedy or more just like a comedy
keep playing the victim i know all of the lies your tryna sell
im stuck in this room thats full of these mirros all i got is myself
you know i live for the pain 
you know im stuck in the rain 
i do it again and again and again 
and everythings broken and always in vein

boots (Le play X SadBoyProlific)

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isho 遺書(prod. farver & pizzle)

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