I made this album cover from scratch and no ones commented ab it😂💙

Drifting apart (Edts X Sadboy Rain)

Shout out to my homie Edts he did the editing and made this track fire. 

here's the lyrics: 

I'm falling down, I'm screaming out, I am so alone, I just wanna, drown I'm falling down, I'm screaming out, I am so alone, I just wanna, drown 

I'm going through so much pain, doing my best not to fall from grace, just have to pray for better days, I'm wishing my past erased. 
I'm so far away, I'm drifting to space, this is my dream I'm tryna chase, I'm sorry for the things I say. I promise I'm tryna change, im praying I don't get replaced, I need you you are my light of day, but before you go tell me one thing.

I'm falling down, I'm screaming out, I am so alone, I just wanna, drown I'm falling down, I'm screaming out, I am so alone, I just wanna, drown 

Falling Down (Prod. capsctrl)

I know it says "Jack Frost, frozen alone" just ignore it I'm not deleting the track just cause I changed my name.

Shout-out Edts for the editing. Thank you man💙

lyrics: 
You told me that you needed me I opened my heart to you how could you just leave me and walk away? I told you that I love you I was your sword and your shield was all of it just apart of a game? im walking down this empty street there's nothing but me, a lonely ghost, and the rain. My heart is shattered to fragments it's so hard to comprehend what had just happened I'm praying to God that he takes it all away. 

Take It away, take it away, heal my heart and freeze the rain. Take it away, take it away, help me live on to fight another day. Take it away, take it away, I need you to heal my pain. Take it away, take it away, I'm so lost until I get to see your face. 

Spending countless hours wasting my time, I don't wanna do anything I'm so lost in my mind, you said that you love me was all of it a lie? Don't mind me asking considering everything we've been through I'm just wondering why. I gave you all of me and you only gave me a sliver, I'm so use to the cold at this point I don't even shiver, when you left me I was instantly hit by a blizzard, it was almost immediately my summer had turned into winter. I cried every night the ice started to splinter, I'm nobody important just a mysterious figure, I did everything I could to make her stay I just wish her, the best of luck finding happiness hopefully I'm someone who she remembers, I wish it was last month cause this is the loneliest December.

Take It away, take it away, heal my heart and freeze the rain. Take it away, take it away, help me live on to fight another day. Take it away, take it away, I need you to heal my pain.

My whole world was put into slow motion, my heart was shattered and my mind imploded, I use to text you every day but I got tired of being left on opened, I'm Jack Frost feel my hands can't you tell that my heart is frozen? My life's the worst story you'll ever hear I hate how it unfolded, too many thoughts and too many emotions, i try my best to do good but people think death is my motive, I'm an outcast sent to drown alone in the ocean, every breath is my last wishing I can get back those moments, I've already drowned now I'm just a corpse who's floating, I told you I love you how could you not notice, I never wanted this and now I know it.


Take It away, take it away, heal my heart and freeze the rain. Take it away, take it away, help me live on to fight another day. Take it away, take it away, I need you to heal my pain. Take it away, take it away, I'm so lost until I get to see your face.


Take It Away (Prod. gxree)

Lyrics:
Why do I keep on trying I'm failing every way, I have so many emotions all you did was lie I'm looking for better days, broken into pieces please someone just help me stop the rain, I don't wanna keep on going I just wanna put a bullet in my brain. 
I gave you my heart and you made bleed, it's so hard to keep on going I can't even breathe, what did I do wrong why did you do this to me, I'm drowning in my tears just leave be. 

Why'd you take advantage of me now my heart is damaged I don't understand the benifits of putting through hell, Im drowning in my misery I wish I was living in a fantasy I'm tryna forget all our memories but I'm still under a spell.
The room is so empty and I'm feeling nauseous, I don't feel alive but I'm not taking narcotics, the only time I feel whole is when I'm spitting bars and I'm off it, I'm the prince of sad music I don't have the throne yet but I'm getting on it. 

They say everything happens for a reason, but I cant do it this has to be my last season, I'm coughing up blood and I'm bleeding, my songs are books it's my life that you're reading. She said I was enough, I hurt her what have I become, I hate falling in love, I'm exhausted but I'm not giving up, I'm just a man who has it rough, why is my life so tough, I'm so sick of giving people my trust. Everyday I'm freezing but what do I know, this is my heart not a light show, memories of us follow me wherever I go, I just want some love I don't wanna side hoe.


Blown up into pieces but I survived somehow, I'm betrayed not afraid to keep screaming out loud, I don't what it is that I lack I'm always turned down, by the ones I try to attract. all bs aside, I'm hurting inside, I'm tired of losing everyone especially my light, look around at the town it's a perfect night, so dark not a sound just stars that shine, all I wanna do is numb this suffering of mine, but I'm not that lucky when it comes to love why am I  so blind, hopefully you can forgive me cause I know what I did wasn't right, I'm barley hanging on so tell me why.

Tell me why (Feat. Shiloh Dynasty)

Ignore the echo stuff happens.
Lyrics:
You broke me Into a million pieces, Im not alive I mean I'm not even breathing, what's the point of going on nobody needs me, I'm so over this god just delete me. 

I'm frozen, I'm broken, I'm choking, I'm dead. Unoticed, unfocused, I'm hopeless, depressed. Emotions are potent and all in my head. unspoken, unchosen, all I want is to lay in my bed. 

A happy ending just doesn't exist, everyone I love has jumped off of the ship, I'm not evil minded there is no twist, just a soul drifting into an abyss. 

All of the lonely nights and endless crying, there's nobody but me there's no point in trying, Im giving up, this bullet igniting, I hate my life just like this bullet it's spiraling.

All I want (Prod. Raspo)

Lyrics:

Maybe I should just end it, I'll never find love I mean who am I kidding, I've been broken to the point that I can't fix it, my heart's so torn and I can't stitch it. 

Everything's so tense and bleak, I thought she was the one I thought she was unique, nothing works out trust me you'll see, I'm crying out can't you hear me scream. 

I'm just waiting to die, I guess I should've taken my own life, but for some reason it didn't feel right, when it comes to love I guess that I'm blind, she said I'm meant to be alone, and I think that she's right, cause for 16 years I've been on my own, crying every single night. 

Look, since day one I've been drowning in emotions, Im messed up in the head it's like tiny explosions, every single day I go unnoticed, nothing will change I'll always be hopeless. 

Everyday I lose so many battles, you took the air from my lungs and laughed when I straggled, from this life that I hate with a passion, you said that you loved me but you never come around though. 

Nothing but facts I'm Sadboy Rain, someone just help me stop the pain, I'm so tired of playing these games, it hurts when your love calls you insane. But, 
at the same time, suicides been the only thing on my mind, cause ever since I was born I've been in a bind, grabbing the gun and I might. 

I'm done with the arguments, I'm done with the losses it's, taking a toll on me and there's no stopping it, I get treated like trash and it has to end. 

I gave you the rest of my heart, I should've known it was doomed from the start, you cut me so deep and you left a scar, it was never like you but I don't know who you are 

There is no love there are no blessings, nothing but hate my soul is descending, 
there is no hope I'm killing my kidneys, nothing but games and I'm never winning, I just wanna get out of the city, but when I'm gone don't you feel pitty, Ive been meant to die from the beginning, this is nothing but a Sad Ending

Sad Ending (Feat. Shiloh Dynasty)

Don’t Leave Me (Feat. Edts)

Even telling people how I feel... no one listens

A remastered version of the original song Don't Leave Me. Made possible by Edts

(REMASTERED) Don't Leave Me (Feat. Edts)

(slowed) Tell Me Why - Sadboy Rain

I had trouble recording it so sorry it's not the best. hope you like it though. As always thank you Edts for mixing and mastering

Lyrics: 

You're so imperfect
Yeah you're so worthless 
And I'm still hurting
Inside I'm burning
You're so imperfect 
yeah you're so worthless
And I'm still hurting
Inside I'm burning

I gave you all of me 
I gave you all I got 
Together since we were teens
Then you left me on the spot
Now I'm sipping Codeine 
Cause you were just a thot
I'm somewhere in-between
A cold water shock

You're so imperfect
Yeah you're so worthless
And I'm still hurting
Inside I'm burning 
You're so imperfect 
Yeah you're so worthless
And I'm still hurting 
Inside I'm burning

I'm tryna find a new outlet
I'm putting all the rounds in
I hear em and they're howling
my heart is still pounding
I need to find some love
I need to find a home yeah
What have I become
What have I done yeah

I'm grabbing the razor 
You said that you love me
Then why don't you answer
When I text you say nothing 
Here we go again 
I'm having nose bleeds 
I want you on my team
But you don't want me 

You're so imperfect
Yeah you're so worthless 
And I'm still hurting
Inside I'm burning
You're so imperfect 
yeah you're so worthless
And I'm still hurting
Inside I'm burning

Imperfect (Prod. Lxst Ghxul)

How Could You Leave?

Lyrics:

(Edts's part)

Can't believe I trusted you
Can't believe you left
Look at what we got into
You left my head a mess
I swore that I would die for you
I gave you all I had
"You didn't know what you got into"
I told you every step

Always and Forever
That's exactly what you said
You told me you were better
You said better then the rest
Why end it with a letter?
You did it with a text
I'm caught up in the weather
I'm so beyond perplexed

In a pool of emotion I'm drowning
Theres literally nobody around me
Whole life I've been stuck on a down beat
I always knew you were never about me
I'm just a ghost and nobody has found me
I thought our hearts had starting bounding
I can't believe I let you bound me
You're the reason I'm always frowning

I called her my love
Now she's the Mistress of Evil
My hearts so broken
I just can't help that its feeble
You said that you love me
It's crazy how I believed you
At least I dont lie
I promised I wouldn't leave you

(Edts's part)

What happened to those promises?
What we had planned?
All I know is im over this
Why'd it have to end?
You're the one who started this
You got me on the fence
You're the reason I'm writing this
Look at what you did 

Just a few sentences
You said "let's keep it short"
I guess that I expected this
My body's on the shore
Cause you killed my perfect bliss
I have nothing more
Just a ghost I'm bodyless
Why'd you close the door?

Tell me why you broke me?
How come you don't care?
You're love is just phoney
It was really never there
I really let you own me
Im floating in the air
I guess it was nice knowing
I could never see it clear

I guess you were make believe
Look at what you did to me
Guess you were never into me
You turned into my enemy
Now I see you differently
Why would I end it peacefully 
You must be seeing trippily
You were never a friend to me

(Edts's part)

I Can't Believe It (Feat. Edts)

Fully mixed and mastered by me. I updated the track hopefully you like it 💙

Lyrics:

You tore my heart open
Can't look back im frozen
Dead inside you know it
Love is just too potent

You tore my heart open
Can't look back im frozen
Dead Inside you know it
Love is just too potent

I don't know what is real
I don't think I can feel
That is why I pop these pills
Doctors tell me I am ill

They just keep hatin
Tell me I won't make it
Tired of them sayin
Your flow is ancient

You tore my heart open
Can't look back im frozen
Dead inside you know it
Love is just too potent

You tore my heart open
Can't look back im frozen
Dead Inside you know it
Love is just too potent

(BREAK)

My bars are so toxic
Lookin like a moshpit
Running outta options
But my bars are not stoppin
I waste my time watching the clock tick
Put a cap in your skull this ain't bop it
Make me mad body's start droppin
Don't wanna mess with me just drop it

I'm tired of looking like a radical
When I get mad I become irrational
These fairies pretend they're magical
But they be itching like an addict though
When it comes to love there's no antidote
she stole my heart like a bandit hoe
I'm the Grim Reaper not a ghost though
You can scream but I got your throat bro

You tore my heart open
Can't look back im frozen
Dead inside you know it
Love is just too potent

You tore my heart open
Can't look back im frozen
Dead Inside you know it
Love is just too potent

Potent (Prod. Qrystral)

Mixed and mastered by me 💙

The album cover is owned by me and only me. If you steal it or reproduce it in any way I will be notified and you will be fined (unless given special permission by me)

Lyrics:
I'm just an overthinker
I'm just a stupid loser
I get lost in those eyes
Someday I'll lose her
It's not a surprise
We have no future

I'm just an overthinker
I'm just a stupid loser
I get lost in those eyes
Someday I'll lose her
It's not a surprise
We have no future

I feel like im worthless
I feel like I deserve this
I know that I'm not perfect
Just put in a hearse than
Relieve me of my burdens
Heart feels like it's burnin
They tell me they're returnin
Then they close the curtains

How come no one loves me
How come nobody stays
They leave me all alone
Everyone just runs away
I can hear the demons talking
They want me in the grave
The walls are caving in
There's no way that I can change

(BREAK)

I'm just an overthinker
I'm just a stupid loser
I get lost in those eyes
Someday I'll lose her
It's not a surprise
We have no future

I'm just an overthinker
I'm just a stupid loser
I get lost in those eyes
Someday I'll lose her
It's not a surprise
We have no future

We're pulled apart by gravity
It's seems like you are mad at me
Why is my life a tragedy 
These demons are attacking me
I see you with a wedding ring
I see you right here next to me
This burn must be a third degree
You don't know what you're worth to me

Overthinker (Prod. puhf)

One more song before "Lonely..." I hope you like it💙

Mixed and mastered by: Wazza Bosse

Produced by: Dynasty


Worth (Prod. Dynasty)

Hope you like it 💙

I wrote this song about moving on, hence the name "GOODBYE". Most of the time goodbyes are sad and emotional, but when you're saying goodbye for the thousandth time it gets annoying. This song touches on many different topics from my PTSD and the demons haunting me, to the doctors throwing pills at me as a "cure". Drugs aren't a cure they are the source of my problems. If you can relate I'm sorry, I'm here to help you. I love you. I'm always here. Keep your head up, we'll get through it together 

Featuring: Sadly Hated

Produced by: Abyss prod

Written by: Sadboy Rain and Sadly Hated

GOODBYE (Feat. Sadly Hated)

This song is about when I got taken away from my family and placed in foster care. this is just a chapter of my life, keep listening and you'll hear the rest

Lyrics:
(intro)
Everybody has a story. Every single person. Some are deeper than others, some are happier, some hurt more... But no matter what, it's what makes you, you. Your past makes you who you are. Your struggles construct your personality through time. You just gotta keep your head up... This is my story... Look

(Verses)
I came from a life of drugs
I came from a life of hate 
I lost everything I love
I was forced to leave that place
Everything I've done
I tried so hard to escape
All of them gave up
They let me get taken away

I was just a foster kid
I didn't even have a family
I spent Christmas alone
I was depleted of my sanity
Don't act like that you know me
I hate all of humanity
You're the reason why I'm broken
Where were you that night of tragedy?

I gotta story to tell
Somebody let me out of my cell
I swear I was put under a spell
My life is a living hell
You're the reason I hate myself
Everythings destroying my mental health
My life is a book on the shelf
All of my songs are a cry for help

There's a lot I wanna talk about
But I don't know how to talk it out
I'm trying but I'm so filled with doubt
Cause everybody lets me down
Everyone just throws me out
Like dang, what is that about?
I didn't have food in my mouth
I was just a kid who wanted a house!

(BREAK
where were you? why didn't you answer the phone? why didn't any of you care? why didn't you care? how come I don't matter? what was the point? ANSWER ME! WHAT WAS THE POINT?!)

I was just a kid who wanted a home
People say stop screaming but the answer is no
I'm so angry I can't let it go
I got a lot of emotions this isn't a show
What happens when there isnt hope?
"Hang from a cloud or hang from a rope"
I'm tired of being alone
it's time that I am KNOWN!

Dad where are you at?
It's been years you never came back
Was I really that bad?
Now days I guess we're mismatch

I didn't just lose you
I didn't just lose mom
I lost everyone that night
For 7 years I've been gone

I'm sorry I don't wanna sell drugs
I'm sorry that you wanted to use me
I'm sorry that I'm not enough
I'm sorry that you abused me
I'm sorry that your life sucks
But look at what you're doing
Absolutely nothing
And you know I'm speaking truly!

Cameron you should've fought for your brothers
I know that you were young but I was even younger
Everyday we can't help but wonder
I just can't take this any longer
I'm the one who had to be older
I'm the one with a million weights on my shoulders
I'm the one without any closure
You're lucky you have our mother

Foster Kid (Prod. Dia Beatz)

This song was about my ex MJ, but I redirect these words towards someone else. She knows who she is. "Have a nice life" E.M.

Mixed and Mastered by:
Sadboy Rain

Produced by:
Lxst Ghxul


Lyrics: 
You're so imperfect
Yeah you're so worthless 
And I'm still hurting
Inside I'm burning
You're so imperfect 
yeah you're so worthless
And I'm still hurting
Inside I'm burning

I gave you all of me 
I gave you all I got 
Together since we were teens
Then you left me on the spot
Now I'm sipping Codeine 
Cause you were just a thot
I'm somewhere in-between
A cold water shock

You're so imperfect
Yeah you're so worthless
And I'm still hurting
Inside I'm burning 
You're so imperfect 
Yeah you're so worthless
And I'm still hurting 
Inside I'm burning

I'm tryna find a new outlet
I'm putting all the rounds in
I hear em and they're howling
my heart is still pounding
I need to find some love
I need to find a home yeah
What have I become
What have I done yeah

I'm grabbing the razor 
You said that you love me
Then why don't you answer
When I text you say nothing 
Here we go again 
I'm having more nose bleeds 
I want you on my team
But you don't want me 

You're so imperfect
Yeah you're so worthless 
And I'm still hurting
Inside I'm burning
You're so imperfect 
yeah you're so worthless
And I'm still hurting
Inside I'm burning

Imperfect 2 (Prod. Lxst Ghxul)

This song is about my ex E.M. I made this song about our breakup and I wanted to make a tribute to xxxtentacion's death. RIP homie💙

inspired by "Dead Rose" by Dempsey

lyrics:

A promise is a promise until it's broken 
You left me here with my heart cut open
I hate this life I think I am chosen
To suffer my heart is so dang frozen
I picture my life ends with choking
I told you how I felt you said you must be joking
You told me you love me just forget those moments
Everythings a lie and my heart was a stolen

I once had everything 
But that doesn't matter
No one cares about me 
My heart is so shattered
How can I heal? 
My life is so tattered
Just like everyone she left 
Notice the pattern?

It's same old same old same old things
I hate my life I need a change
Everyone leaves yeah no one stays
Please just help me stop the rain

Maybe I should put a bullet in my skull
She won't miss me yeah no missed calls
She hurt me badly said it's all my fault
I just protected her but I guess that's wrong
She said she's hurting but she's not at all
She wants me dead yeah she hopes i fall
Maybe I should put my life on hault
She said "I love you" but I knew it was false

I was so happy but she never cared
Everything was a lie yeah she was never there 
I hate to admit it but now I'm scared
She can find my body with a fallen chair

I'm frozen, I'm broken, a hopeless romantic
Unfocused, unchosen, how am I standin?
She left me a note, then I was abandoned
I'ma grab the rope, and then leave this planet

Written and performed by:
Sadboy Rain

Contact me at:
1mjackfrost2319@gmail.com

All rights reserved.

Xxxtentacion- "Jocelyn Flores" (remix)

Open Verse challenge! dm me for the track and I'll send it to you. mix and master your own vocals, and upload it on your profile (I still need credit though. so Sadboy Rain- Bad Rapper (Feat- "your name"))

Lyrics:

Intro:
I'm such a bad rapper, I should just blow out my brains, I should just kill myself. I'ma record it, I'ma record it live. I'ma upload it everywhere. these comments they're just, they're hurting my feelings
(*Gun gets loaded*
*Dark laughter*
*Gun shot*)

Honestly y'all have been bothering me
I can't even sleep at night
Honestly y'all ain't stopping me
If you tried lt would be a bulldog fight
They're ain't no one who's on top of me
No one can reach my height
Ain't no one gonna be dropping me
You dont wanna cross that line

I'm on top of the surface
Y'all are under there lurking
You know I'ma burden 
You know that you're hurting
I'ma whip up the hearses
It's you and me verses (vs)
I'ma hang you with curtains
Stop saying I'm worthless

I know I'm a misfit
But give me recongition
Thats my only mission
Y'all ain't even listening
I'll never reach my limits
Yall are soft like kittens
You can keep on wishing
That I'm non-existent

Thats the only thing I can hear you say
Oh good for you just messed up my day
Y'all are dumb just get out my way
You blow away like paper plates
My flows are cold that'll never change
I drop a flow then move away
You guys like games then why not play
I'm on the mic so you better stray

I'm the eater of souls
The Reaper has rose
I'm losing control
There's hate in my bones
I'll destroy your home
My body is cold
I won't leave you alone
I'll put their corpse in a row
I'm a demon no ghost
You'll reach for the phone
I'll cut out your throat
My name will be known
At least that is the goal
But it's taking a toll
Something I know
I will never be whole

I'm stacking up bodies
Y'all are just copies
I'm shooting up lobby's
The cops are not stopping
I'm stacking up robberys
You look like a zombie
I'ma demon I'm haunting 
Death Im not wanting
But the future is coming
Yeah this ain't a hobby
But this is my lottery
I make it like pottery
So stop with the proddering
No ones as hot as me
So please do not copy me
I'll stir up the mockery

Man i really hate the regress
All the MC's yeah we wanna see less
We're so tired of the fake rap and the BS
So start the list of all your regrets
I'ma throw you under the heat press
Dont want me in the cage I'm your weakness
All of the blatant lies y'all should speak less
I make this look easy yeah it's seamless

Bad Rapper (Open Verse challenge)

Lyrics:
Maybe it's time that pack all my stuff up and just get out of this city for good
Life is a mystery no one is missing me I'm so damaged and broken im misunderstood

I'm sad as can be cause no body cares 
I hate this life cause no one is there
That's the reason why I shed so many tears
I've been cursed with depression for so many years

Please don't talk to me just leave me alone
You're better off leaving don't hit up my phone
Please do not touch me cause I am so froze
Don't make eye contact you'll feel I am cold
Why am I here? I don't have a soul
Everyone leaves that's something I can't control
Please don't complain I told you to go
I tried to save you I guess now you are stone

(BREAK)

(I should give up 
I'll never find love 
I'm not enough
why is life tough?
I cant discuss
My secrets? they're rough
I am so done
I'm grabbin the gun
Life is not fun
Everyone's dumb
No family I'm shunned
I'm killing my lungs
I cannot run
This matrix's a bum
I get spit out like gum
Can't feel it I'm numb

Im popping these pills
I cannot feel
I don't know what's real
Life with no thrill
I cannot chill
Stressed what's the deal?
I wanna be killed
Emotions I kill
I sit here I'm still
My glass can't be filled
I cannot heal
I do not appeal
My secrets concealed
I'm not ideal
I'm the one who went and I broke our seal)

(Sadly Hated)
I'm getting his lyrics soon just be patient

It's Complicated. (Feat. Sadly Hated) [Prod. Boyfifty]

Sadboy Rain

New music soon💙🌧️

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