LYRICS

you’re my you’re my you’re my ecstasy 
you’re my you’re my you’re my hennessy
you’re my you’re my you’re my ecstasy 
you’re my you’re my you’re my everything 

you gon be the death of me how you take the breath from me
i just need a breath or 3 but you swear meds won’t rescue me
so why can’t you see?
you’re my ecstasy
why can’t you see?
you’re myyy

you’re my you’re my you’re my ecstasy 
you’re my you’re my you’re my hennessy
you’re my you’re my you’re my ecstasy 
you’re my you’re my you’re my everything

without you i feel hollow, like an empty bottle
gotta lotta those inside my room
never thought i’d see tomorrow, you

save me from myself sometimes 
u should save me from myself sometime

cus i just need ya lovin
i just need ya touch
girl i crave ya lovin
and girl i crave ya touch

don’t tell me this feels wrong, cus it’s been way too long
tell me this feels wrong, just hold on to me

you’re my you’re my you’re my ecstasy 
you’re my you’re my you’re my hennessy
you’re my you’re my you’re my ecstasy 
you’re my you’re my you’re my everything 

you gon be the death of me how you take the breath from me
i just need a breath or 3 but you swear meds won’t rescue me
so why can’t you see?
you’re my ecstasy
why can’t you see?
you’re myyy

you’re my you’re my you’re my ecstasy 
you’re my you’re my you’re my hennessy
you’re my you’re my you’re my ecstasy 
you’re my you’re my you’re my everything

ecstasy.

i wanna see you tonight.

stars.

i just wanna make your life a living hell
don’t know who i am no i can’t tell
i just wanna make your life a living hell
will you cry if i kill myself?

I CANT TELL  I CANT TELL

heard you got a fuck buddy think that’s kinda cool
i dont wanna fuck buddy all i want is you
heard you got a fuck buddy think that’s kinda cool
you don’t gotta fuck buddy he gon’ die too!

i just wanna make your life a living hell
don’t know who i am no i can’t tell
i just wanna make your life a living hell
will you cry if i kill myself?

I CANT TELL  I CANT TELL

heard you got a fuck buddy think that’s kinda cool
i dont wanna fuck buddy all i want is you
heard you got a fuck buddy think that’s kinda cool
you don’t gotta fuck buddy he gon’ die too!

end.

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LIVING HELL.

coke drip.

 Nothin' To See Here

Nothing To See Here(prod.pilgrim)

i'm the one.

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fuck w/my head.

Instagram

mistake.

moving on.

no attachments.

hi so um...
I probably luv u... I'm sorry everything's so shit...
but just hear me out, my music can talk to you even when I can't.
I'll always be here.

LYRICS

[verse1]
look in the mirror and i hate what i see
look for the people i love and there’s nobody not even me
whoever said living life was so free
must’ve been lying cause i disagree 

i been at this for so long
let out the pain while i’m writing these songs
holding back tears while i sit and i contemplate taking my life
where’d i go wrong

there’s gotta be more than this for me
i will not back down not blissfully
i lay these tracks down and blissfully 
i’m tryna blow up make history, rid of my history

this music’s a gift, but it’s also a curse
got so much i could give, though i do you don’t know how this hurts
i rip my heart out while writing a verse

don’t do it for me, do it for people who got it the same, better or worse
we all got limits and when they get pushed we gon break to our cores
i got a gift with these words
i'm gonna use it till all of my people feel heard
wasn’t for music then how could i speak on this hurt?

and maybe you feel like you don’t gotta voice but i promise i’ll be it as long as you breath
maybe you feel like you don’t gotta choice but i promise i’ll be it as long as you need
maybe you feel like you don’t gotta voice but i promise i’ll be it as long as you breath
maybe you feel like you don’t gotta choice but i promise i’ll be it as long as you

[verse2]
i was an angry child
i had to go through the motions alone and it took awhile
so when i go out and i see an old friend, i never stop to smile

how the fuck can’t you acknowledge my pain
look in my eyes and then tell me bout pain
all of my anger just stemmed from my pain
being alone with my thoughts really drove me insane, i’ll take the blame but how can you judge me
only was eight when i realized that nobody loved me

that’s when it mattered the most
barely was 10 when you shattered my hopes

only was 8 when you spit in my face and then told me i’d never be nothing
i saw the way that you looked at me how did i make you so sick to your stomach
never did nothing

i sacrificed my whole being for both of my brothers
just cus you failed as a mother, don’t mean i want you to suffer but you gotta do more than suffer

cus the pain that you caused me is nothin compared to the pain that you caused yourself
and the names that you call me is nothin compared to the stain that you call yourself(so)
(x3)

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secrets.

thanku for listening.
i love you.
my pain is your music, enjoy!

LYRICS

the xanax don’t kill me then you surely will
the xanax won’t cure me then tell me what will
tell me what’s real
tell me the deal
tell me you feel baby just like i feel

the xanax don’t kill me then you surely will
the xanax won’t cure me then tell me what will
tell me what’s real
tell me you feel
tell me you feel baby just like i feel

cus i feel like i’m drowning
all this liquor that i’m downing
cus I feel like I’m drowning
in this liquor that i’m downing

i just wanna talk to you, but don’t got lots to offer you
i just wanna talk to you, that’s all i can offer you
i know that i might not be enough girl 
but i still think about your touch and it sucks girl

the xanax don’t kill me then you surely will
the xanax won’t cure me then tell me what will
tell me what’s real
tell me you feel
tell me you feel baby just like i feel

the xanax don’t kill me then surely you will
the xanax won’t cure me then tell me what will
tell me what’s real
tell me you feel
tell me you feel baby just like i feel
tonight

tonight.

￼LYRICS

who the fuck am i?
how the fuck do i?
show you where i hide
i hide

who the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i,
alive?

who the fuck am i?
how the fuck do i?
show you where i hide
i hide

who the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i,
alive?

i say i’m okay when i know that i’m not
yea i do it a lot
but please don’t brew the pot
cus you’re all that i got
girl you’re all that i got
i got

i say i’m okay when i know that i’m not
yea i do it a lot
but please don’t brew the pot
cus you’re all that i got
girl you’re all that i got
i got

who the fuck am i?
how the fuck do i?
show you where i hide
i hide

who the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i,
alive?

you’re the only thing keeping me alive.

even if they don't love you, i do. i always will. stay alive, my friend<3.

LYRICS

i’ve had nights where i didn’t know where i would sleep
i’ve had fights with my mama bout what i would be
there were nights when i didn’t know when i would eat
there were fights with my mama bout what i should be

talkin cold nights sleepin on my grandmothers porch
cus i ain’t never had nowhere to go besides the cold 
talkin cold fights bout my brothers deservin more
cus they couldn’t even shower without heatin up the stove

used to take care of my mom cus she was stuck inside her bed
going through withdrawals i held the hair behind her head
listened to my brothers cry cus they were hungry
but mama wasn’t high so we didn’t have the money

she always put the percs above us
i swear she never loved us
why the fuck she have us if she didn’t want us?
i mean.
yeah
she always put the percs above us
i swear she never loved us
why the fuck she have us if she didn’t want us?
i mean.

i’ve had nights where i didn’t know where i would sleep
i’ve had fights with my mama bout what i would be
there were nights when i didn’t know when i would eat
there were fights with my mama bout what i should be

bout what i should be
dont know what to be
bout what i should be
what should i-

what should i be?

it's cold outside.

➳𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖂𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝕬𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖑 ✡︎

➳𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝒾𝒸, 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎!

one star at a time.

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