im madly in love with you, sorry

are these feelings even real

hey friends. i made a smol ep bc i had time. uhh this is the first time ive released something like this so pls don't roast too hard. it was fun to make lol. who's this "you" person ? idk maybe its you...

a moment alone with you

lets eat pocky and look at stars together

you make my heart go doki doki

talking to you makes me less sad

a walk through arashiyama

im just trying to figure it out

sighhhhh

sample: Chikakarazu Tookarazu
(from one of my fav animes oregairu)

is this what love feels like

sample: 나 심심하다 진짜...

talking to u makes my heart warm

didnt realize this sample sounded like "I'm just trying to figure it out" lol rip

hours turn into minutes when im with you

i just wanna talk to u rn ////:

sample: Paniyolo - Color

you keep my hand warm

sample: mamerico - kirari futari

i want it to be warm and eat ice cream outside. pls spring come sooner HAYAKU HAYAKU

mochi ice cream

vocals: childish gambino - sweatpants

ugh heart eyes every time i see u. happy v day :-)

p.s. school has been rally busy lately so sorry for lack of posts. it's gonna be busy all this week and all next week so pls understand ! this was a draft from my EP  but i cut it last minute

also lily thanks for the title name :-)

thanks for making my life a little more bearable

i feel this way whenever youre around

sample: peppermint tea - chance thrash
@man_huh

vocals:
notorious b.i.g. - sky is the limit
kanye - flashing lights

when im with you

this track reminds me of spring and walking with you to the café. sorry for the lack of music, school got me fucked up !! ;-)))

morning walks to the café together

late night calls on ft are my fav

SUPER amazing art by alicat
twitter: https://twitter.com/a1icat_

buy/stream :)

you're the dream i never wanna wake up from

support me at: https://sadboywithalaptop.bandcamp.com/album/silent-confessions
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4ahEYxAEr2OGrDLc28iReq
art by: https://twitter.com/a1icat_

tracklist:
1. hi you're cool, wanna get bubble tea?
2. you're my favorite person to be around
3. let's talk till the sun comes up
4. i fell for you in a coffee shop
5. hanako
6. there's just something about you
7. silent confessions

this project felt really good to make. i wanted to make some new sounds and experiment and i think i found my sounds. also, i wanted to make it all original because i felt that it was the only way to learn and grow as an artist for me.

behind the name:
this tape is a special one to me. i've never been good at expressing emotions through words. i feel like i can say what i wanna say through music. i think that making these songs are kind of like indirectly confessing what i feel, hence a silent confession.
i know a lot of you are in similar situations. i wanted to make this so that maybe you get motivation to say what you feel. you never know what's gonna happen tomorrow so why not try?

sad girl:
haha you know who you are. here's a few things i've been wanting to tell you. i hope listening to these songs make your heart go doki doki :)

sad boys ! thank you for waiting so long for this tape. i hope you guys like it ! :)

Silent Confessions [Full Beattape] (spotify link in description!)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1FoqgqXtmXgSjfwvzGgtK2

i have a lot of friends who work really hard and are very passionate in everything that they do. some of them inspire me to be both a better producer and person overall. sometimes i feel like they always help me and i can't return it back. so this song is for you and for everyone who deserve more.

this is the first time I've used vocals in a track. i was experimenting with these chords and decided to just do a few vocals over it. my voice is kinda ass so sorry if it sounds weird lol

you deserve more

i wish i was closer to some people in my life. i feel that there are people that i just can't reach both physically and emotionally. i have friends from all over the world that i really wanna meet and the distance sucks. most of my friends live far from me so it was hard to see them over the summer and i felt like we were getting further away in an emotional way. now that school starts in a few weeks, i hope that we can shorten that distance.

sorry for not releasing music in a while ! i've been really busy and was kinda in a slump with my music. im getting back into it and hope to bring you guys something special soon:)

you were so far away

ive been having problems with my mental health recently and my brain feels like static where nothing makes sense. it was hard telling ppl about it and its even harder trying to get help. when you're here i feel at ease. you help me calm down and chill. even when i feel like im annoying you, you stay by my side. thanks for being in my life. hope you know who you are. this is for u.

sorry about the lack of posts guys ! school has been getting harder and i really wanna focus on my mental health. im fine and getting better so pls don't worry ! i have some collabs in the works so just wait for those ;)

i was lost until i met you

sometimes its hard talking about problems with someone. its scary thinking about what others would say or think about you. there are only a few people who i trust and feel at ease with talking about these problems. for always listening and containing my worries, this is for u ate:)

contain my worries

its getting dark super early here and we just had our first snowfall. sometimes i find myself just walking to class alone. its really relaxing just taking in my surroundings and breathing in the cold air. this season makes me reminisce a lot about the past and it's comforting to know how much ive grown since then. stay warm sad boys :)

quiet walks on a snowy street

First collab! Shoutout Chris Wright. You're a G

Chris Wright:
https://soundcloud.com/chriswrightotj
https://twitter.com/chriswrightotj
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2PUZljI6YOKycWygjY6EQV

Art by Jesse Perez:
https://www.instagram.com/jesseprz03/?hl=en
https://twitter.com/Pb_andjesse?lang=en
https://soundcloud.com/lil_mochi

stream everywhere ! <3

honesty w/ Chris Wright

adventurers w/ park bird

sunsets across the horizon

fog filled dungeons

princess castle

kikai’s journey

into the forrest

portals to mystical worlds

stream everywhere !!

anywhere next to you

Journal Entry 1

Solace. A place of comfort and peace in a time of distress. Here, I found balance and serenity. The amount of growth and character development I've experienced over the past couple of months have been so fulfilling. I feel myself growing as both a producer and a person. I hope that through my music, you can hear it. Thank you for sticking with me.
<3

SPOTIFY

solace

sad boy with a laptop - journal entries

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1vcEjYGY5PjPyDVYVjLPYZ
Bandcamp: https://sadboywithalaptop.bandcamp.com/album/journal-entries
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/journal-entries/1485137084?uo=4&app=music

Tracklist:
0:00 - petrichor
3:02 - silent love
5:26 - false oasis (feat. luvbird)
8:13 - lacuna
9:45 - solace
12:32 - internal renaissance
15:29 - comfort in solitude
19:14 - home

luvbird:
@luvbird
https://twitter.com/luvbirdbeats
https://luvbird.bandcamp.com/releases
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2vmQ4q3IQKzvHaHTJAh3Ph
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOtJj-Kr7VOZ9juK2PqBQxQ
https://www.instagram.com/luvbirdbeats/
https://ko-fi.com/luvbird

art by oshew:
twitter.com/lordohsew
ohsew.art

hi. long time no see. im back !! this has been a crazy journey. the past 5 or 6 months have been the most brutal and unforgiving months of my life. this album has gone through so many changes and various songs dropped and added. I lost myself on the way but thats part of the adventure. this album marks the end of this part of my life. ive learned so much about being a better producer and a better person in general. i hope you guys can hear the growth.

special thanks to @nfzy and my ading ryan for sticking with me through EVERYTHING. i love you guys. thank you @luvbird and oshew for being part of this project. you guys really made it all come together. shoutout to @officialbiosphere @aqualinaofficial @ambition-beats and @twosleepy for the feedback !

lastly, thank YOU. thank you for listening and supporting me through all this. I know i dont say it much but i really do appreciate it. thanks for giving me the time to make something that directly comes from my heart. its been real. thank you. i love you guys.

SPOTIFY !!!!

Journal Entries (Full Album)

chicago been too cold lately. need some new scenery

Spotify: https://spoti.fi/2voTexm
SoundCloud: https://bit.ly/2SgjRxg
Apple Music: https://apple.co/31HnEXz
Bandcamp: https://bit.ly/2H8mZoG

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