Vocal - Milk ARPASING
Tuning, Mixing, Lyrics - averymuchsir
Instrumental - duxedeuver
Artwork - cherryautopsy

MIDI + INST Download - https://bit.ly/3bLLwPx
Streaming
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ic2ECUSuycR6ny8TuPpGA?si=8f354af4e3f64aec
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETAJOSAUsIQ

Lyrics
[INTRO]
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter

[VERSE 1]
Hey, Hey
You, You
Do I know you?
Hey, Hey
Me, Me
Who am I?
Hey, Hey
Why, Why
Do we exist
When we constantly
See right through

[CHORUS]
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
Evaporating in the air (pitter-patter, pitter-patter)
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
Vapor turning into water (pitter-patter, pitter-patter)
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
Tiny droplets falling down
It’s pouring now

[VERSE 2]
Oh I know
It’s so cold
To hold a hand so far alone
I know why
The resistance hides
And I know why you’re far behind
I’m split between
The king and queen
Beheading everyone they see
Not to complain
I’m not that okay
Glistening through
Like a parade

[CHORUS]
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
Evaporating in the air (pitter-patter, pitter-patter)
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
Vapor turning into water (pitter-patter, pitter-patter)
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
Tiny droplets falling down
It’s pouring now

[OUTRO]
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
I know, I know
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
No more, no more
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
Tiny droplets falling down
It’s never ending now

[END]
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
Pitter-patter, pitter-patter
Aah...

pitter-patter / Milk

Vocal - Solaria Lite
Music - sade-p
Artwork - aquaupgradeshop
MIDI + INST Download - bit.ly/3xFtXLJ

Lyrics
[INTRO]
Dear Snowman…
Why are you cold all the time?
Dear Snowman…
Do you need me to survive?
Dear Snowman…
Where do your feelings lie?
Dear Snowman…
Is this how to survive?

[VERSE 1]
Are you feeling really cold?
Are you doing okay?
Are you going to go on?
Are you in a sane place?
How are you doing today?
Is it all okay?
Is this the reason why,
you are feeling this way?

[PRE-CHORUS]
This cold air
This freezing breeze
This cold air
My deteriorating sense of belief
This cold air
My losing self
This cold air
The one thing that’ll keep me

[CHORUS]
Dear Snowman…
Why are you cold all the time?
Dear Snowman…
Do you need me to survive?
Dear Snowman…
How are you feeling today?
Dear Snowman…
Is this how to behave?
Dear Snowman…
Why are you cold all the time?
Dear Snowman…
Do you need me to survive?
Dear Snowman…
Are you okay today?
Dear Snowman…
I’ve gone insane

[VERSE 2]
Is this the way to go?
Are we really okay?
Is this all they say?
Are we in a sane place?
Why are we this way?
Are we all okay?
Is there a reason why?
I don’t know what to say
Is this why they cry?
Is this why they die?
Is this why they lie?
Is this why we try?
Is this why we spy?
Why are we this way?
Are we all okay?

[PRE-CHORUS]
This cold air
This freezing breeze
This cold air
My deteriorating sense of belief
This cold air
My losing self
This cold air
The one thing that’ll keep me

[CHORUS]
Dear Snowman…
Why are you cold all the time?
Dear Snowman…
Do you need me to survive?
Dear Snowman…
How are you feeling today?
Dear Snowman…
Is this how to behave?
Dear Snowman…
Why are you cold all the time?
Dear Snowman…
Do you need me to survive?
Dear Snowman…
Are you okay today?
Dear Snowman…
We’ve gone insane

[END]
Dear Snowman…
I’m not right for you
Wrong moments were due
What’s the point anymore
I guess we’re evil at the core

Dear Snowman?

Dear Snowman? (Free Version) / Solaria Lite

Vocal - Oliver
Music - sade-p

Lyrics
[CHORUS/INTRO]
All is good in the tropical vibe.
Going with the flow like a tropical guy.
I like to chill and just be myself.
The time rolls by, all by itself.
Come on let’s go rest in the sand!
Everyone follow me, we’ll form a band!
I really don’t know who to trust anymore.
What if I’m just not good enough anymore.

[VERSE 1]
I guess what they say is true
Sand in your toes and they’ll be split in two
The open air, the radiant sun
But caged, why do I feel once more?
Everyone’s talking, everyone’s lonely
I’m not lonely, you’re the only
Leisure about and jump around
I can’t just be kept down

[CHORUS]
All is good in the tropical vibe
We’ll go with the flow, like tropical guys
We’re always alone no matter what we try
That’s why It’s not possible to convide
Come on let’s go rest in the sand!
Everyone follow me, we’ll form a band!
Just like a volleyball, I’m always pushed
Seemingly I’m the one who’s luck is pulled

[BRIDGE]
 And we'll see how things go smooth
When all I do is soothe

[VERSE 2]
Childhoods past through luscious gates
Colored roe in a hateful daze
This is all they'll say is due
That's why there's nothing for you
Surfboards, oceans and misguided seas
That is all anyone can see
We've all disappeared to the background
And there'll never be a foreground

[CHORUS]
All is good in the tropical vibe
We’ll go with the flow, like tropical guys
We’re always alone no matter what we try
That’s why It’s not possible to convide
Come on let’s go rest in the sand!
Everyone follow me, we’ll form a band!
Just like a volleyball, I’m always pushed
Seemingly I’m the one who’s luck is pulled

[CHORUS X2]
All is good in the tropical vibe.
Going with the flow like a tropical guy.
I like to chill and just be myself.
The time rolls by, all by itself.
Come on let’s go rest in the sand!
Everyone follow me, we’ll form a band!
I really don’t know who to trust anymore.
What if I’m just not good enough anymore.

Tropical Vibe / Oliver

Vocal - Tomi English
Music - sade-p
Artwork - aquaupgradeshop
MIDI + INST Download - https://bit.ly/morsus_sade-p

LYRICS
[INTRO]
Is this
what they call
growing up!

[VERSE 1]
Is age really, just a number?
If it’s what defines you
When I’m older, I’ll get wiser
Though I don’t know if that’s true
As of right now, a bystander
On the social hierarchy
I don’t know
How to grow
Mentally
Sudden changes, new faces
Is this why they call us kids?
Hey look, a whore!
And then there’s more
“Heard she did it with Jackson”
All these random expectations 
None of them are even true
Is this what life is like be?
As a normal

[CHORUS]
Teen, with a life of a kid
Could I still age upon 
All these challenges
Can’t be beat 
This society
Hates me
For being
The true me

[VERSE 2]
Am I just young?
Or is this society just wrong
Am I not old enough
To make decisions for myself
Tv Shows, show us all
In such an unfamiliar sight
I'm not sure
How to go o-o-on

[CHORUSX2]
I am a teen, with a life of a kid
Could I still age upon 
All these challenges
Can’t be beat 
This society
Hates me
For being
The true me

Morsus

Morsus / Tomi

Vocal - Stardust Infinity
Music - sade-p
Artwork - aquaupgradeshop
MIDI + INST Download - bit.ly/3xFtXLJ

Lyrics
[INTRO]
Dear Snowman…
Why are you cold all the time?
Dear Snowman…
Do you need me to survive?
Dear Snowman…
Where do your feelings lie?
Dear Snowman…
Is this how to survive?

[VERSE 1]
Are you feeling really cold?
Are you doing okay?
Are you going to go on?
Are you in a sane place?
How are you doing today?
Is it all okay?
Is this the reason why,
you are feeling this way?

[PRE-CHORUS]
This cold air
This freezing breeze
This cold air
My deteriorating sense of belief
This cold air
My losing self
This cold air
The one thing that’ll keep me

[CHORUS]
Dear Snowman…
Why are you cold all the time?
Dear Snowman…
Do you need me to survive?
Dear Snowman…
How are you feeling today?
Dear Snowman…
Is this how to behave?
Dear Snowman…
Why are you cold all the time?
Dear Snowman…
Do you need me to survive?
Dear Snowman…
Are you okay today?
Dear Snowman…
I’ve gone insane

[VERSE 2]
Is this the way to go?
Are we really okay?
Is this all they say?
Are we in a sane place?
Why are we this way?
Are we all okay?
Is there a reason why?
I don’t know what to say
Is this why they cry?
Is this why they die?
Is this why they lie?
Is this why we try?
Is this why we spy?
Why are we this way?
Are we all okay?

[PRE-CHORUS]
This cold air
This freezing breeze
This cold air
My deteriorating sense of belief
This cold air
My losing self
This cold air
The one thing that’ll keep me

[CHORUS]
Dear Snowman…
Why are you cold all the time?
Dear Snowman…
Do you need me to survive?
Dear Snowman…
How are you feeling today?
Dear Snowman…
Is this how to behave?
Dear Snowman…
Why are you cold all the time?
Dear Snowman…
Do you need me to survive?
Dear Snowman…
Are you okay today?
Dear Snowman…
We’ve gone insane

[END]
Dear Snowman…
I’m not right for you
Wrong moments were due
What’s the point anymore
I guess we’re evil at the core

Dear Snowman? (Paid Version) / 星尘Infinity/Stardust Infinity

Vocal - Stardust Infinity
Music - sade-p
MIDI + INST Download? - This song is a very big vent song for me, so I'll only release these if there's a demand.

LYRICS
VERSE 1
I’ve gone way too long on this path far from home
and I realised that all I can do is roam
these tomma plains and tomma fields
of scattered realities, all see-through

Do I even love you, I ask myself?
The fiction I imagine is now on the shelf,
gathering dust on all it’s reunoilla
I’ve become blind through these blinds

CHORUS
And labels and labels just don’t fit me
but must and I must find a word that just fits me
I’m odd and I’m weird and everything out those gates
and soon I’ll realise I’m the one right up in my face

And I’ll cry and I’ll cry for a solution to come
and I know that begging has never ever helped anyone
And my songs rhyme, they rhyme? I know they do.
Overcompensating with something incredibly new.

VERSE 2
And you ejaculate, spread your fluids around
but somehow that just makes me frown
Everyone else seems to enjoy it though
and that’s how I think I'm all alone

I wake up knowing something’s new  
but turns out it’s just me and du
and all the things I fantasise about  
are they truly the things I care about

BRIDGE
And I know realities tough enough
but the ride is going to be extra tough

CHORUS
And you say this and you say that
and I consider this all rather tat
And so the one word that describes all I’m going through
is the one word I’m going to go all over again too

My sufferings only one of a type
and I know, yes know; no one has this type
I’ll always be alone, no matter where I go
I’m crazy and I’m scared to truly let it show

Attraction Metempsychosis / 星尘Infinity/Stardust Infinity

✧  info  ✧ 
『the lyrics for this song were made by a close irl friend of mine, shout-out to her and her brilliant mind for making these lyrics to begin with!

part of these lyrics are taken from ABBA's song SOS』

Vocal - Defoko / Utane Uta
Lyrics - My friend (they didn't wish to be properly credited) + ABBA
MIDI + INST Downaload - bit.ly/betrayerstruth_sade-p

LYRICS
Where are those happy days? They seem so hard to find
I try to reach for you, but you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love? I wish I understood
It used to be so nice, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling
Can't you hear me, S.O.S.?
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me, S.O.S.

When you're gone, how can I even try to go on?
When you're gone, though I try, how can I carry on?

You seemed so far away, though you were standing near
You made me feel alive, but something died, I fear
I really tried to make it up, I wish I understood
What happened to our love? It used to be so good

I don't wanna talk
About things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history

Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say?
Rules must be obeyed

I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence

Betrayer's Truth ft. 唄音ウタ / デフォ子

✧ info ✧
『a very short song i made for bennett specifically to congratulate his release! idk if i'll actually make this into a full song ever but we'll see!』

Vocal - Bennett - ENG - [https://vocreatures.carrd.co/#bennett]
Lyrics - sade-p
MIDI + INST Download - N/A

LYRICS
Verse 1
What exactly is my future?
Where exactly is the tumour?
Blocking the understanding I could have
Destroying everything we have

Chorus
So, tell me what to feel
and tell me everything is real
I know the walls are caving
into our non-existent sin

And so

You think I know it all
That I’ll save you when you fall
But when you're gone I’ll stand right there
Unable to go anywhere

Emotion(Less) Boy (short ver.) / Bennett

✧ info ✧
『i really wanted to release a song so here's this!』

Vocal - Steve Windows -Dos Neo- [PRIVATE VOICEBANK]
Backing:
Bennett
Sonata
Allegra
S44 Sasha
MIDI + INST Downaload - https://bit.ly/40nDu8b

LYRICS
I'm Done, I'm Gone
I’m Done, I’m Gone that’s what she said
The saying that made her think it all over again
My dreams of the forgotten collapsing on theirself
The stares are collapsing in on themselves
My insanity is once again taking control
I can’t control my willfulness

So then that means that I’m Done, I’m Gone
I’m Done, I’m Gone 

I’m Done, I’m Gone

I'm Done, I'm Gone / Sztefan

This is a remaster of Pollen Allergy from my EP Season Juncture.
Vocals - Kagamine Rin and Kagamine Len
Harmony - Stardust Infinity
Music - sade-p

Lyrics
[intro]
pollen
pollen
pollen
pollen

[verse 1]
don’t you wish that you were invisible (yeah!)
then the world would disappear by you (huh?)
i’m going to lose my shit today
poison, i’m poisoned, a death-glazed bouquet
forecasts of continuous bad weather
i’m wanted to always come together
i seem to know
what there’s to show

[chorus]
pollen allergy
i’m allergic to everything
pollen allergy
everyone always stings
pollen allergy
do you know what it’s like?
always casted from the spotlight

[INSTRUMENTAL]

[bridge]
don’t you wish everyone was invisible (everyone is always invisible)
that way i would be tired too (i’m always tired this way too)
i’m going to lose my shit today (it’s ok i’m crazy all day)
it’s poison , i’m poisoned, a death-glazed bouquet (and now i’m going to decay)

[chorus]
pollen allergy
i’m allergic to everything
pollen allergy
everyone always stings
pollen allergy
do you know what it’s like?
to be invisible with no one in
pollen allergy
i’m allergic to everything
pollen allergy
everyone always stings
pollen allergy
do you know what it’s like?
to be hated with no reason in
pollen allergy
i’m allergic to you
pollen allergy
They hurt, the stings
pollen allergy
i can’t know what it’s like
to always be the one in the spotlight

Pollen Allergy [REMASTER] / 鏡音リン ・ レン

✧  info  ✧ 
『a hyperpop song test, none of the lyrics actually mean anything. i was making words rhyme.』

★~☆★~☆★~☆★☆~★☆
✧ midi + inst ✧ 
    » https://bit.ly/tgwcp

✧ credits ✧ 
    » song, sade-p
» video, sade-p
      » vocal, oliver
★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆
twitter,  x.com/sade_p_official
soundcloud,  soundcloud.com/sade_p
discord, averymuchsir
piapro,  https://piapro.jp/averymuchsir
★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆
oh yeah she’s over there
you’d think she doesn’t care
maybe she’s made a friend?
the girl who can’t pretend

cigarette in her hand
deep breath, it can’t be bad
and who can’t you portend?
the girl who can’t pretend

she's there, she's everywhere
you know she should care
now give the girl a kiss
she knows something's amiss

the girl who can't pretend
well, she's over here again
she thinks she's fooling everyone
by not discussing with anyone

her truths, the lies
the legacies and
everything else
in-between

she's despised all
the way and through
and all the men?
well they're just food 

her skull cracked up
now she's free
but oh how much
she'd love to flee 

oh no crushed by a truck
oh man that does seem rough
but guess who is now safe
the girl who can't pretend

oh come on don't be shy
she's like a little dime
and she could be reset
the girl who can't pretend

oh yeah she’s now over here
she showed that she could care
but of course still no friends for
the girl who cannot pretend

cigarette in her hand
deep breath her lungs are bad
and of course now you've lost
the girl who can’t pretend

she's there, she's everywhere
you know she should care
now give the girl a kiss
she knows something's amiss

the girl who can't pretend
well, she's over here again
she thinks she's fooling everyone
by not discussing with anyone

her truths, the lies
the legacies and
everything else
in-between

she's despised all
the way and through
and all the men?
well they're just food 

her skull cracked up
now she's free
but oh how much
she'd love to flee

oh yeah she’s over there
you’d think she doesn’t care
maybe she’s made a friend?
the girl who can’t pretend

oh yeah she’s now over here
she showed that she could care
but of course still no friends for
the girl who cannot pretend

cigarette in her hand
deep breath her lungs are bad
and of course now you've lost
the girl who can’t pretend

cigarette in her hand
deep breath, it can’t be bad
and who can’t you portend?
the girl who can’t pretend

oh yeah she’s over there
you’d think she doesn’t care
maybe she’s made a friend?
the girl who can’t pretend

cigarette in her hand
deep breath, it can’t be bad
and who can’t you portend?
the girl who can’t pretend

the party'll close its gates
you're gonna be erased
gonna have to say goodbye
to the girl who cannot pretend

come on don't cry now
you know i can't frown
goodbye my only friend
the girl who can't pretend

the girl who can't pretend / Oliver

✧  info  ✧ 
『fun fact, i've had this song done for a year
this is honestly one of the most personal songs i've made while not feeling like i'm torturing myself to write and make it

long story short, dysphoria sucks』

★~☆★~☆★~☆★☆~★☆
✧ midi + inst ✧ 
    » https://bit.ly/hydgeagirl

✧ credits ✧ 
    » song, sade-p
  » illustration, idenythis
      » vocal, 星尘Infinity / stardust infinity
+ mai
★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆
twitter,  https://twitter.com/sade_p_official
soundcloud,  https://soundcloud.com/sade_p
discord, averymuchsir
piapro,  https://piapro.jp/averymuchsir
★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆
Blossoming towards something effeminate
My character being truly illegitimate
True colours of pink and blue and white reprise
The pink is what I want in my life

Pink hydrangea, can I love myself again?
When will this euphoria sustain?
Blue lavender, can I get rid of you forever?
White wisteria, please make me feel at home forever.

The needles on my body grow
Piercing me even though I know
My voice has grain and so it shines
And my face is now full of vines

Pull me inside out and tear me out
I can't stand to be this awful now
You tell me it's going to be okay
But then, why was I ever born this way

Pink hydrangea, what do I gain from this dysphoria?
Pink hydrangea, aren't you able to inaugurate my euphoria?
Blue higanbana, can't you set me free?
So I won't have to think about what keeps caging me 

The needles on my body grow
Piercing me even though I know
My voice has grain and so it shines
And my face is now full of vines

Pull me inside out and tear me out
I can't stand to be this awful now
You tell me it's going to be okay
But then, why was I ever born this way

I can't do this, it'll take too long
I want it gone, I can't go on
My voice, my hair, my head, my chest
I will NEVER be like the rest

"Change" it all, free for all
Dystopian idiopathy, all I need is to be free
My fate is killing me
Upside-down on a willow tree

Hydrangea Girl / Stardust Infinity

✧ info ✧
『if you were to ask me what this song is about, i would not be able to give you an answer

this song was originally made for the "I Became A Vocaloid-P!" complimation album ( youtu.be/lqB6XU_7VE4?si=Sazd4b-X6V6-n3Zu ) !!!』

★~☆★~☆★~☆★☆~★☆
✧ midi + inst ✧
» tba

✧ credits ✧
» song, sade-p
» illustration, noctlas332
» vocal, Rana V4
+ stardust infinity
+ saros
+ haruno sora sv

★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆
youtube, @54D3-P
discord, averymuchsir
piapro, piapro.jp/averymuchsir
★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆
An ivory soul, wishing they were more than torn
Soothing tears falling to the ground as we walk
You could've voiced an opinion in time
But decided to turn her suffering into clime

A climate change inside our hearts
It's the place where it all truly starts
Disposition what the thoughts want me to be
And maybe she'd learn to let herself be

Cry everything you have out
Forget what they care about
Cry everything you have out
Forget what you're all about

Lagoons filled with tears that he can't withstand
It's all they had in hand
Drowning the people who care the most
Living with gills, they are quite cunning “I suppose”(?)

Lagoons filled with blood of loved ones
A hot spring launching when the time comes
Borealis’s you can easily let free
These emotions, all they do is plea

A global warming dazzling right in my hand
I could be your left hand man
But you're right handed, “normal” you see?
So I go to the corner and seethe

Repeat and repeat all this water premise
Delete and delete my aqua apprentice
You never took a hold in time
Good luck, your sacrifice is consciously vile

Cry everything you have out
Forget what they care about
Ruin everything you have
Forget what they all have

Lagoons filled with tears that he can't withstand
It's all that they had in hand
Drowning the people who care the most
Living with gills, they are quite cunning “I suppose”(?)

Lagoons filled with blood of loved ones
A hot spring launching when the time comes
Borealis’ you can easily let free
These emotions, all they do is plea

And of course I cry, what else would I do
These Lagoon Tears are falling because of you
You can't even notice the pain I go through
Yet I'm drowning in these tears for you

Lagoons filled with loved ones
Lagoons filled with vile ones
The moral question’s overdue
These Lagoon Tears are devalued

Lagoon Tears I've Made / Rana V4

●⛤『I know this isn't a healthy way to feel, but to be mistreated would at least mean I'm real. / Eihän tämä kovin terveellistä oo, mut jos minua kaltoin kohdellaan huomioita minä saan.』⛤●　

★~☆★~☆★~☆★☆~★☆

✧  info  ✧ 
『to see tptm come to an end after all these years is such a crazy feeling, i finished this remix exactly a year ago and i remember when disposable girl originally came out 

even though i started working on the video a year ago i wasn't able to finish it then as i was busy, but now it's here just before the year ends!

in general this channel and my music "career" have been very silent, i have a lot of music actually done but making videos for my music is actually quite hard for me, but i hope that 2025 will be a better year for my music :)』

★~☆★~☆★~☆★☆~★☆
✧ original song by @WeevilDoing ✧ 
» https://youtu.be/l56icYwdrmI
★~☆★~☆★~☆★☆~★☆

✧inst ✧ 
    » https://bit.ly/kertakaytto
★~☆★~☆★~☆★☆~★☆
✧ credits ✧ 
    » remix, sade-p
    » translation, sade-p
» video, sade-p
      » vocal, stardust infinity
+ defoko
★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆
twitter,  https://twitter.com/sade_p_official
soundcloud,  https://soundcloud.com/sade_p
discord, averymuchsir
piapro,  https://piapro.jp/averymuchsir
★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆

lyrics for my finnish addition

Eihän tämä kovin terveellistä oo
Mut jos minua kaltoin kohdellaan, huomiota minä saan
Minua he eivät objektivoi
Vaan nauravat pois
Valitat tuijotuksista
Mut kadehdin sinua
(Wa-au)
K-E-R-T-A-K-Ä-Y-T-T-Ö
Sitä mä aina oon
K-E-R-T-A-K-Ä-Y-T-T-Ö
Mä oon, Mä oon, Mä

Kertakäyttö Tyttö (sade-p Disposable Girl Remix) / Stardust Infinity

A failed concept album that I did not have the passion to finish.

Chymicae originally was supposed to tell the story of 12 girls inspired by elements on the periodic table and their lives. 

Unbinillium

Yttrium

Francium

Caesium

Silver

Zinc

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    » https://bit.ly/forever06
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intro
don't look this way since im for-e-ever 0-0-6

verse 1
born in two thousand and six
a girl way in over her head
that'll never age like the rest
she'll miss what everyone values best

pre-chorus
when she's born she's nine
and at sixteen she's five
getting younger the more she grows
being forced to become old

chorus
forever two thousand and six
conceived in two hundred BC
an adult way after my prime
maturing slower in my mind

childlike kindergarten tools
i will never be like you
understanding social cues
that are super easy to do

forever two-o-o thousand
forever two-o-o thousand
forever two-o-o thousand
two thousand and six

verse 2
gone through all my school
though wise i'm still a fool
nobody understands me
cause i'm still a kid

pre-chorus
when she's born she's nine
and at sixteen she's five
getting younger the more she grows
being forced to become old

chorus
forever stuck in my mind palace
with Big, Medium and Small they're my parents
an adult way after my prime
maturing slower in my mind

childlike kindergarten tools
i will never be like you
nightmares i experience daily on cue
that seem to be old news to you

forever two-o-o thousand
forever two-o-o thousand
forever two-o-o thousand
two thousand and

bridge
i wish i was 30
so i could have memories
and i wish i was five
so i could continue to be nice

i wish i was eleven
because then i was seven
and i wish i was eighteen
what does that mean to me

chorus
forever two thousand and six
conceived in two hundred BC
an adult way after my prime
maturing slower in my mind

childlike kindergarten tools
i will never be like you
understanding social cues
that are super easy to do

forever two-o-o thousand
forever two-o-o thousand
forever two-o-o thousand

outro
an age limit on who i’d be
a venue hosted on factoid
im blind now and i can't see
the one thing i need to avoid

ill stay fore-e-ever two thousand
ill never a-ascend
everyone around me’s growing older
but i don't mind staying a toddler

forever 2006 / Kasane Teto

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