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ZzXIETYzZ - Anxiety

BORN HATED COLLECTIVE
lyrics:
fan on my at face at night to keep out the quiet
I can't hide behind it
becoming  the silence
provided to deafen the blinded
I wonder what time it is
look out the curtains 
you'll meet all the demons that I'm riding with
surviving through the storm but got no where to go whenever lightning hits 
these thoughts of thunder 
booming underneath
no one can see
the other one of me
that might just kill if I don't strike a couple trees
a blunt for me but not for you cause you ain't crushing any leaves
I think it's better off I'm left alone I need to be in peace
fuck out my face unless you  wanna find out why they call me lord of the hate
no one is safe from me stealing yo head for the stick when I walk through my cave 
I need support for the weight on my back everyday
what is the way 
permanent marks cannot be erased but
I'm done with self harm now I know its a waste
what a joke my lungs are fried my heart rate keeps on jumping up
spikes inside my chest I feel my tunnels turning in to dust 
mouth is like a funnel chugging blood until it floods
but I'll mix the fungus with the bud so it don't hurt too much

thoughts of thunder (prod. h8one5ive)

INTHEGAME FEAT.LORD DISMAYNE (PROD.MYSTIC)(SLOWED N THROWED)

prod. H8ONE5IVE

lyrics
all my life I ain't really have a voice
so now Im using music just to make my fucking point
and I ain't gonna stop until everybodys annoyed 
with the noise that I make looking to kill all of your joy 
I am the burden you don't speak of
you won't feel it when I creep up
everydays a deadly race and I don't know if I can keep up 
I'm the offspring of the devil and I'm pissing on your jesus
I don't care for your opinions unless you lighting some weed up 
threes up to the sky
when I'm rising from below
smoke and OZ in the ozone
crucifix for the cone 
just to show that I'm a sinner
born to burn since the beginning
just because you got those diamonds
doesn't mean that you are winning
no material is better
than the bitch that I am skinning
if you  had the chance to look
then you would see that I am giddy
when the blood of you is spilling
out your motherfucking neck
I'll rip the heart from out your chest
and cook it up until it's best 
love it won't replace
a perfect blunt right to my face
if you want some common decency
then step up out my way
I don't hold the door for no one 
it's my life and I do me
this is the motto that I live by
until I'ma die 
I do not care for no respect  coming to give you my hate
stacking these rappers on my plate with they bitch for a date
I can feel it deep inside this is who I'm posed to be
all y'all feeling the possession from the ghost of me







Ghost of Me (prod. H8ONE5IVE)

Cujo - Thoth! (prod. Antonie)

BORN HATED COLLECTIVE 😈
GUERRILLA RECORDS 🔮
IMMORTAL 666 👹
don't take my beat, I'll copyright you.

The Undead Aren't Damned (prod. H8ONE5IVE)

Intro (prod. H8ONE5IVE)

All I Need (Ft. Hollyhood Shumpo)

KILL THE GAME (feat. $ad Goon)

prod . rose floyd


Walk out the door
My concience on pause
Crawling back
With no thoughts at all

Of the concequence
Or the conversations we have


i might just be like this forever

And if its true
Then i guess we cant
 go on together

Im not pretending:
Cuz everything ive said was genuine
I just cant seem to manifest  
My true intentions
I lose my head
And go through depression
Til my direction aint making sense
Im used to life thats open ended
so i hold the pen
My only expression
I just hope  i get my own message


But It looks like i cant even 
trust myself

You looking at me like i should go fuck myself

Im doing drugs like fuck my health

Its helping me to accept that im not well

You neglect
The blood, the sweat, and tears i invest


Postin goals like a checklist
And its working like i expected


Still i can’t digest it

All of a sudden i got friends now

I got love now, and thats suspect

Claiming shit like we up next


Dont talk to me about success
If you aint made me no money yet

Dont talk to me about progress
Ive yet to feel accomplished

Feeling all this pressure
Like im 26 and i aint on yet

Feeling shitty cuz of all  the stress
That my mom get
When she finds out i been off the meds

I guess im unwell
And mother knows best


I write my own prescription
knew i should have kept it better hidden

I wish i could admit
this problem isnt just my condition

I know your sick too

Sick and tired of being lied to

And all i do is remind you
That you never know
If ill die soon


Please come find me

Cause i cant find you

Im full of anxiety

Why dont you reply to me?

I just stay inside of my room


Turn the lights off
in my tomb


Sleep alone
But i dream of you\


Smokin dope is all i seem to do

Losing hope is routine for me

theres no reason to believe in me
And thats clear to see 
You aint hearin me

All these lyrics
Are how i feel
But in your eyes
None of this is real


Im taking to long to get better

So dont waste your effort

Cuz i never needed no shepherd

I smoke dope and i make records

Im cold like december

I dont know why i do this

I always feel so useless

why arent i satisfied?
internet fans and fans in real life
One of these days ill  bless the stage
But i procrastinate cuz i dont want the fame

I dont want the shit that you need

I just need you to leave me  be

Ill be fine
Its a matter of time
i aint gonna lie
sometimes
I get sad and i cry

So i wipe my tears
And i keep on going
Eye sight foggy
keep on walking
I dont care that i cant see


You wonder where ive been at the last week

I been Sitting on the docks
With an anchor on a leash

So much anger i cant release
And i try to scream  but i can barely breathe

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