first song!!! produced by ten50

[lyrics]

i use to be in the background
now you’ve forgotten me, where am i now
just a memory is all i am now
now u realize why i’m a downer
i use to be in the background
now you’ve forgotten me, where am i now
just a memory is all i am now
now u realize why i’m a downer

do you even care for me
i’ve broke into tears can’t you see
you only care when i’m sad
then leave me here when i’m happy
i want you to stay girl, i’m desperate 
i’m not use to love n affection 
now i’m use to the poison you’ve given me
it kept me all warm now i’m turning bleak 

i use to be in the background
now you’ve forgotten me, where am i now
just a memory is all i am now
now u realize why i’m a downer

care4me (prod. tenfifty)

produced by scottysplash 💦

[lyrics]

blast off
fuck her w my mask off
skrt off
baby u can’t catch me
i’m movin like an athlete 
nike on my field cleats
blast off
fuck her w my mask off
skrt off
baby u can’t catch me
blastin off the Hennessey
i forgot my enemies 
windin w some energy

once apon a time i hate myself 
once apon a time i hate myself
once apon a time i hate myself 

i’ve been so fucked up
i been so wasted
i been on my own
no one hit up my phone
baby i’m blastin 
i don’t think i’m gon make it
yea i’m fucked up, baby i’m gon make it

blast off
fuck her w my mask off
skrt off
baby u can’t catch me
i’m movin like an athlete 
nike on my field cleats
blast off
fuck her w my mask off
skrt off
baby u can’t catch me
blastin off the Hennessey
i forgot my enemies 
windin w some energy

i ain’t go no energy 
hurting but it’s all lowkey 
spend nights alone, drowning feelings w some hennessy 
ik there’s a sight to see 
i need to get on my feet
feeling like train wreck 
someone snap my neck 
can’t take this no more
this isn’t what i asked for
take me out, man i’m lookin like a trash bag
u wanna fuck but girly imma bit sad
comin thru 
do what we gotta do
then you take it off
we fuck and then i gotta blast off

blast off
fuck her w my mask off
skrt off
baby u can’t catch me
i’m movin like an athlete 
nike on my field cleats
blast off
fuck her w my mask off
skrt off
baby u can’t catch me
blastin off the Hennessey
i forgot my enemies 
windin w some energy

blast off! (ft. scottysplash)(prod. scottysplash)

prod by the mans @scottysplash !!!
mixed by @scottysplash
(OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)
*lyrics*

tears coming down my face going hard as a hailstorm 
i am not really happy bc i got this wardrobe
going crazy getting isolated from everything around me
not really much of a good thing 
but i ignore it like the sadness 
or all the bad shit
4 black walls a closed door make me go batshit 
take some pills and go to bed and just 
forget what i think
then u hmu with ur thoughts and ask what i think
tired of the bull shit
so i grab a wood n light it
gas smoke now my room smell like race cars 
couldn’t see that i did but i go that hard
i remember visiting this place before 
had to cry and nap now my eyes are sore
then i continue with the grind
i won’t let you get into my mind
i remember visiting this place before 
had to cry and nap now my eyes are sore
then i continue with the grind
i won’t let you get into my mind

always asking where i been, i’ve been in the lab
ain’t no dog but i bark when i get mad
it’s always over dumb shit
i talk shit
 i jinx it
knock on wood it happens 
it’s so fuckin toxic 
but i keep it in anyway 
it’s not like u would care about what i fuckin say
so i just shrug my shoulders and put the headphones in 
all this drama but i just ignore it
tired of the bull shit
so i grab a wood n light it
gas smoke now my room smell like race cars
couldn’t see that i did but i go that hard
i remember visiting this place before 
had to cry and nap now my eyes are sore
then i continue with the grind
i won’t let you get into my mind
i remember visiting this place before 
had to cry and nap now my eyes are sore
then i continue with the grind
i won’t let you get into my mind

up at late hours tryna do all this shit now
i’m savin other people but i can’t save myself now
i don’t even really care tho
been lost since day 1 it is not new tho
so i just lay back n roll myself a blunt
and i think back of all the shit i’ve done
gas smoke now my room smell like race cars 
couldn’t see that i did it but i go that hard

visiting this place before (prod. scottysplash)

(OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS)

featuring the mans himself kenny !
produced by riddiman and sprawling 
mixed by kenny and sprawling 

*lyrics*
i’m sorry i couldn’t be what you wanted
i’m sorry i couldn’t catch you while ur falling
you held my hand even when you didn’t want to
i ghosted all bc you stopped calling 
i’m sorry i couldn’t be what you wanted
i’m sorry i couldn’t catch you while ur falling
you held my hand even when you didn’t want to
i ghosted all bc you stopped calling 

yea, it still hurts when i see
all the fuckin options u put in front of me 
i fell to fast now i’m broken and shattered 
u did nothing but it filled u with laughter 
is that all i am just a lil tiny joke
roll another sticky bc i wanna fuckin choke
on the smoke and words that i said that night 
i cried my self to sleep last night 

i’m sorry i couldn’t be what you wanted
i’m sorry i couldn’t catch you while ur falling
you held my hand even when you didn’t want to
i ghosted all bc you stopped calling 
i’m sorry i couldn’t be what you wanted
i’m sorry i couldn’t catch you while ur falling
you held my hand even when you didn’t want to
i ghosted all bc you stopped calling 

i know how this ends and so do you
but we’ll both pretend to play the fool
is this heartbreak or just practice?
now you say you love me, and i love you
but lately i just don’t think it’s true
and what happens [?]
what comes after
and we laugh it off
or we laugh at all
well i talk too much 
while you don’t talk at all 
will we keep in touch
if i don’t hit you up?
do you still give a fuck?
did i give you too much?

i’m sorry i couldn’t be what you wanted
i’m sorry i couldn’t catch you while ur falling
you held my hand even when you didn’t want to
i ghosted all bc you stopped calling 
i’m sorry i couldn’t be what you wanted
i’m sorry i couldn’t catch you while ur falling
you held my hand even when you didn’t want to
i ghosted all bc you stopped calling

i know i say it a lot, im sorry (ft. kenny) (prod. riddiman x sprawling)

(OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS)
as a celebration for my 1 year anniversary on making music i decided to drop this
i was suppose to drop this last year around christmas but oh well !! 
enjoy ^_^

s/o fearce for hopping on this heater w me 
and special thanks to losemygrip for mixing and mastering

christmas lights (ft. fearce) (prod. new_one)

i made this song not bc i found love or anything, but bc i love each and every1 of my fans that take a listen :)<3

s/o nova garden for hopping on this track w me
and to losemygrip and taurusmoon for mixing and mastering 
+ a lil extra for dealing w our bullshit lol

[LYRICS]

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined 

i told u this all before
on the phone from 8pm to 4

looking so cute like u doing them poses
on my tl u be talking and boasting 
bout all the dates we be having together 
6hr call, there is nothing better 

best way to spend my time
is u inside my arms
would hate to see u cry
let’s slow dance in the dark

u telling me this and that
i do it despite the fact
i know u want it bad
so let’s do it till we pass out

I got a lil’, got a lil’ crush on you
And I was wonderin’ if maybe you could help my wish come true
Cause I believe in love and I believe in fairies too!
So maybe we could marry cause I think you’re pretty cool

Like oh-
I’ve got so much more left to say
If only I’d get out my way-
These butterflies are clogging up inside my throat, 
So baby please wait-
There’s so many things left to say
Let’s not let our heart’s fall astray
Just hold my hand, let’s fall in love today

So baby unfold
Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like a river- it ebbs and it flows
My Honest Apollo
I’m sorry my thoughts are so scattered
My mind is so shattered, so I’ll 
Let my true colors show!

Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like papier-mâché marigolds
I’ll swallow all of them whole
So that way when we feel the embers you’ll scarcely remember the coals
When your heart beat had froze

My heart skipped two beats and it never went back to normal
Like Owl City, if my heart was a house you’d be home

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined

i guess ur my other half (feat. nova garden) (prod. mixtape seoul)

first solo song i had in a fat minute so enjoy my lovelies ^_^ <3

s/o 6feet for mixing/mastering this banger
and taylor morgan w the beat he gave me last christmas <3

(LYRICS)

leave me be
i feel like nothing
i turn to dust
my lungs are rushing 
to get the air in
blow the smoke out
i feel congested 
i’m bout to pass out

days passing by, the suns setting down
i look in the distance, the stars coming out 
i look in the sky and it feels like it’s falling 
or maybe i’m just dreaming 


drugs be messing with things in my brain
i should put the spliff down, ‘for it increases the pain
and i go on online forums just to talk ab the days
and depressive episodes and feel the need to go away

know ur tired of me contemplating 
thoughts of suicide would be sublime if i erased it
tell myself i’m trash while u say that i’m amazing
hard to tell myself and feel much better when my moods switch

can not find this amusing 
i’m thinking maybe i’ll get thru it

leave me be (prod. taylor morgan)

very special song today and final song of the year! this is “ill be right here” featuring my good friend losemygrip 
mixed and mastered by losemygrip 
prod by 2001

[LYRICS]
I wanna call it quits
and maybe start a new life. 
show up in a world where everything is alright 
Wanna disapear, and try to find my own way
but I know you're countin' on me so.. I'mma stay. 

I wanna call it quits
and maybe start a new life. 
show up in a world where everything is alright 
Wanna disapear, and try to find my own way
but I know you're countin' on me so.. I'mma stay. 

For you 
For you
For you
I'll be right here
For you 
For you
For you
I'll be right here.


i thought i would leave but i chose to stay
i won’t take a step unless u are ok
i wouldn’t just leave u out here in the cold
so do me a favor and put on my coat

our love keeps us warm
i won’t let u go
i won’t let u go

feel that ur down, im ur shoulder, babe
everything else doesn’t mean a thing
i’ll be by ur side til the end of time
i love you so much, i could tell you twice 

so let’s go thru garden
picking up the flowers
taking off the petals 
hope our love will be forever
never
think ab leaving this place
how could i just ditch the memories we made 

thought u wouldn’t leave so i said that i will stay
feeling kinda stupid for decisions that i made 
i guess you just left me out here in the cold
stealing my heart and like 2 of my coats


I wanna call it quits
and maybe start a new life. 
show up in a world where everything is alright 
Wanna disapear, and try to find my own way
but I know you're countin' on me so.. I'mma stay. 

For you 
For you
For you
I'll be right here
For you 
For you
For you
I'll be right here.

sadghost ♡ (@sadghostxo)

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