words can't justly describe the beauty of this song

going around. I'm naming my daughter samsara

Produced by Inteus

Sadistik:

I am the god of the audible gold 
The rivers are blood when I talk its so cold all the oxygen froze
They said know your product but no you’re a product
I know I’ll never auction my soul 
Oldboy, walking in snow, no voice, coffin is home
When I die Tutankhamun a cue to comment on comets 
That com from my cuticles beautiful homage
Please don’t press me I’ll go nuclear
Sometimes I feel empty in my nucleus 
I’m Mt. Vesuvius these people petty for some new VS’s
Pressure pressing diamonds til they’re blinding in my bluebird chest
They running in circles to dumb down their virtues
I hum like a hummingbird hundreds of verses
Averse to the unassured, what is your worth?
I know mine I’m the blood of the earth
My inner wisdom inhibitions in a prison 
Shine like I’m in a prism
Imposition when I’m in position
Heart black as the ink I dip in it’s exquisite

Caskey:

Locked in a mental prison lucky for me I’m an escape artist
What’s a bullet to a David Blaine man you’re better off shooting at fake targets
I couldn’t cry that’s a great harvest cutting the head off a snake
I’m never counting on no one just counting on all of the new dollar bills I can scrape
Escape to the lake shore getting refined on my mental 
Blood on the page sure cuz I’m intertwined with the pencil
I brought a typewriter just to finish all the ritual and sacrifice writers
Y’all ain’t nothing more than hype biters and some over-estimated ice buyers 
I’m a walking investment and a arbitrator of assessment 
Rapper refreshment though I never made it on the cover of Freshman
I was busy with the lessons even as an adolescent
My mind is touched too hot skin is incandescent 

Hook:

Hold up, dousing flowers with the gasoline
Hold up, getting casual with casualties
Pull up, watch the notes grow to a rhapsody
Sho Nuff, got the glow so I’m a masterpiece

03/31/2021

Gasoline (Feat. Caskey)(Prod. by Inteus)

Prod. by Illoquence & Rhythmatical

Verse 1

Icarus flew to the sun for the view 
Run for the hills when I run with the wolves 
Grand Guignol now come to the show 
All the dream-catchers spun to a noose 
And the mountain ranges are sawblades now 
I found my place in a heart shaped crown
John Wayne Gacy they always clown
Found in a crawl space all face down 
Out here in the underground, hear when the thunder pounds
Fears in percussive sounds, tears coming from the clouds
Peers tend to dumb it down, I pierce with a hundred rounds
Unannounced come and get the spears that are coming out 
Loose lips sink relationships
Wrecked on embankments with a chest full of aphids
I can treasure it all 
I’m both the devil and god huh?

Hook

Come with me now underwater to nirvana my honored guest 
Follow me down to the bottom of the Mariana Trench 
Now carry on carrion
Carry on carrion
Carry on carrion

Verse 2:

One step closer to where we were  One step closer to wear my hurt
One step closer to fare thee well
One step closer to share my world
Go to sleep with the dead my friend
Go to sleep just to rest your head
Yet the best intentions take their toll
When they paved the road that lead to Hell again like 

Hook

Verse 2

Who’s the truth in here? Lucid Lucifer
Brutal beauty boy lunar suits him more
You can choose to go Gruesome Twosome or
Lose the sutures soon the bluer hues’ll form 
Brain waves like the carpet print from The Shining
Graves made for the compliments from the liars
Times have been trying but at least I’ll say I’m trying 
All I know is I won’t go without a fight won’t hide my light
Twilight bright my, my, my 
Voices inside hum die die die
A hundred dead-locks I don’t go outside
Another dead dog in a snow outline 
I don’t need drugs if I’m high on life
Don’t need life if I’m high on drugs
No free rides in an idle mind
Lonely nights I can’t find my buzz like 

Hook

L'appel Du Vide

Mariana (Prod. Illoquence & Rhythmatical)

Prod. by Foxwedding

Verse 1

I try to stay positive I’m in a negative place
I try to apply all my paints in the negative space
I tried to describe all their pain just to take it away 
I tried to invite them to stay in a dangerous place 
Where ravens still play, on plains, with stakes
They place inside their veins we’re vain they’re fake
But I’m the same I hate my ways it weighs me down
I’m bound to drown and blind to faith and fate afraid 
I can’t defeat I stay in frays beneath LA alone
The rain won’t fade away

Hook

Samsara now I know I’m getting my karma
Keeping my head above water 
When I say I’m sorry I’m shedding my armor 
When I wake up then you better be gone I’ll go

Verse 2


I thought I was alone in a haunted home lost
With the Sadakos look at what the monochrome brought
One day when the sky falls they’ll say I wasn’t like them
Trace all the steps where the god of crows walked
Crop-Circles scarecrow bought his own plot 
Lost virtue barefoot rocks below steps
I’ll hurt you it’s all I know I just don’t talk 
When the particles part my heart will survive in this
Dark with a light in it spark from a type of flint
Flint water in our diets hiding in the lion’s den
Words like a rain-catcher first til the fire catch
Search through the paint splatter birds in a wire mesh
I defend my idle friends tell me where the time all went?
A product of environment is caught up in the spider-web
Dialect why would you admire this?
I invent my defects the high is just a side-effect
Careful cuz that might affect you
I cook up my defense like a Phalanx
A fence full of talons
Ask me anything I’ll deflect it with talent 
Reflections infected with malice, amputate me
I’ll re-animate after they leave 
Limbs hang by a limb I can’t mask the gangrene 
When the path that I travel’s dilapidating 
In daydreams that I have I decapitate kings

Samsara (Prod. Foxwedding)

Hyuza - 2 Quick

Kerosene Dreams (Prod by Win32)

We place ourselves on pedestals
She loves me not my petals stole
A head so full of ghosts that if I open it I'll let ‘em go
Seppuku left em so the exit wound’s impeccable 
Get so Heavy headed, heaven knows this is my hecatomb
Devil boy l second guess my efforts til the echoes roam tremolo
My temper trembles slow temperatures are ten below 
Tentacles attach to temples for mementos
Sipping soma melanomas slowly growing on my mental
Defend my territory kill ‘em like a teratoma
Murder like its Terror Firmer Troma 
Combing through this Terra Firma 
Tear through derma circa circumventing 
Persons of a certain setting
I'm acerbic like a serpent I’m a servent
come behead me
Any minute ima murder my reflection
If looks could kill I'd burn the ones who turned in My direction
Don’t try me I’m a daily chore
Dying for the sake of war
Maybe I’m just paranoid but I see 1984
Inside my mind let's take a tour 
A thousand miles away from shore
All my words are made of oars
metal in my veins they're made of ore
Or I'm a bore I'm so ugly I'm abhorrent
I'm aborted boars chewing on my corpse 
Yo I’m rigged with rigor mortis stored in a morgue of the tortured
Immortalized my scorn born on a scorched earth
Torrential downpours pouring on our pores
I’m porcelain
Somebody should have hung me in that orchard



HOOK:


Kerosene dreams on the things that I’ve seen 
Tear off my wings then they tariff my screams
Careless all weak they don’t care if we bleed 
Kerosene dreams please bury me deep

Kerosene Dreams

Haunted Gardens

8 ½ (Prod. by Televangel)

Daisies (Prod. by Bubbymane, cello by Luke Janela)

Produced by Foxwedding
Backing vocals by Lotte Kestner
Violin by Michelle Kim
Artwork by Creators&Destroyers

Lyrics:

Hook:

None of us are saints, but some of us ain’t
You love the paint but the colors will change
Staring out the window again
A hundred rain drops still sit on my skin 

VERSE 1:

Messages in bottles
Lessons that I etched as a staccato 
I go Hatori Hanzo with the gonzo
Until I fill the hollows
Bones dipped in gold go vibrato 
Falsettos cause an echo but for how long?
Heavy as I’ve ever been
Heaven’s just a death away
Boulder-shouldered seraphim 
Broke everything that’s delicate 
Looking at yourself again
Yet you never self reflect
Orpheus & Eurydice 
Like you’ve been to Hell and back 
Innocent to diffident
Indifferent to the dissonance 
Drifting in and out of indolence
Indecent and still in descent 
Disparate makes desperate
I’m distant when I ponder on the infinite
Walk along the precipice 
Always on defensive when 
Autonom reflixiveness 
Albatross’ eloquent 
Watch me while I levitate
Crawling on the Zeppelins
Monologues are deafening 
Do anything to exit 
When I’m lost among the desolate

VERSE 2:

Stalagmites inside my mouth 
Ultraviolet fire-bound
Take the grey I find
And maybe I can make it light up now
Lately I admire how
You make things seem lively 
When I’m dying out 
Words are like a spiderweb I’m spiral bound
My la fleur planting haunted gardens 
Where the scars are formed 
Pluck my heart like harpsichords 
Til one of ours will wash ashore 
Baited breath til sharks’ll swarm
Bay of pigs we’re art of war
Bayonets I’m marching toward 
Lately I’ve been Lobster Boy
I’m running out of air to breathe, be
coming what I’m scared to see, leave
Nothing to the parakeets, these
Summers that appeared to be, dreams
Prisoners of the moment
living among the stoic
Prisms of other omens
Visions becoming real
Sometimes it’s just too surreal
So tell me how do you feel?
Are all the walls closing in?
When only the blue prevails
Stuck in a blooper reel 
Where nothing is beautiful 
A heart like beluga whale
Awaits for the wounds to heal

Saints (Prod. by Foxwedding)

Delirium

Hell is Where the Heart Is (Prod. by Hellion & Cansino)

Aileen Wuornos (Prod. by White Shinobi)

Prod by Gloel

Verse 1:

Shrooms hit til its rainbow road
I grew sick of the same old jokes
And moved quick where the angels roam 
They won’t save your soul
Flip the world watch em fall through their halo holes
We bruise skin, fused in contusion art
Short fuse interviews to renew the scars
They love you when you’re new but they’ll soon depart 
I stayed hunted by the gloom, you assumed the part
Fuchsia brushstrokes paint the skies with their love notes
Beauty minutiae petunias bloom from a cut throat 
A million lights at night go in a sequence
Did I really live this life or did I dream it?
I don’t want to be here
But I don’t want to leave yet

Verse 2:

I go Romero so feral when I bear it all
I’ll skin my enemies and stretch it out like Harold
Narrow arrows thrown at my apparel
Throne of Blood & Marrow
Crows above a scarecrow 
Made of straw men arguments and table salt
Major flaws cut me open like a table saw 
Saw my inner demons thinking that they’re made of god 
Solemn bits and pieces sink into Venetian skies 
I feel alive in the in the moment between dreams and strife
The words grow from my bones til they’re needle-like
Porcupine spine dying at the speed of light 
Days from a normal life aged like California wine
Trapped in a maze like I’m Coraline
Unamazed mortified unfazed by the thorazine 
Lord of Flies head on a stake that you glorified 
If you’re scared to know yourself this is horrifying
The same me it’s just more refined
In a grave deep where the orchids lie 
Orcas die inside me every time I sing a whale song
Seattle rain became a hail storm 

Hook:

I don’t wanna leave yet but I don’t wanna be here
Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether

Samsara (Prod. Foxwedding)

SADISTIK

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