love the guitar mixed in with the hip hop sound:) you've got an early 2000s alt rock vibe in this song

https://soundcloud.com/xx-xtesy/sets/str8-heat

under my skin ft. love jai + hamilton

shout out to @breckenford, @yungcray & @slashybitch for hopping on this!!

prod. by: @yagirlbunny

soul train w/  yungcray, FøRD & slashy

produced: tiedforsilver
feat: greenwood 
artwork: my amazing gf <3

lyrics:

( i would give anything to walk by your side again, alone my hands are trembling and i would make the sun drown)

i would give anything
to walk by your side again
the loneliness is dragging me 
further in the dark and now i cannot pretend 
that i can take the suffering
when your not around i’d rather be dust in the wind
alone my hands are trembling
i would make the sun drown to bring you back my friend

(greenwood)

keep you safe, i don't know if i can manage
i whip it fast, sip it slow, its fucking static
guess you were right, never more than just an addict
i compensate, i overdo it fucking manic

all of that in my life though
i just really wanna go home
call you drunk from your friends phone
straight passing out at the dial tone
i don't what this life's worth
guess i don't see what you see (don't know what you mean)
nothing ever came easy when i'm face down in the deep

compensate i never get it right
run it different in my head like just the other night
see the mist and all the people on the other side
i know you're there and i don't even have to wonder

(epitome)

i do not have the time, nor a good alibi 
to explain why, how nothings been going right
i could roll the dice, but that would waste the time
of you and i, no need to try to chance it now

this loneliness as left a frown
on my face, it’s dragging me down
to the ground, now underneath where i can’t even hear a sound

i would give anything
to walk by your side again
the loneliness is dragging me 
further in the dark and now i cannot pretend 
that i can take the suffering
when your not around i’d rather be dust in the wind
alone my hands are trembling
i would make the sun drown to bring you back my friend

i would make the sun drown w/ greenwood (tiedforsilver)

*dont know who made the beat so soundcloud exclusive*

Take me away 
To a far away place 
Where we 
Can forget about life 
And how it all intertwines 
I could’ve sworn 
We’ve done this before 
And I’m feeling torn 
Cause roses have thorns 

Sometimes I watch the sunrise 
Mostly I been getting high for the whole night 
And I know that Im the only one that’s still holding on 
If I called it love baby would you call me wrong 
I can’t control it 
That life’s a roller coaster 
And I’m afraid of falling 
no one to stop it from hurting at all 

Take me away 
To a far away place 
Where we 
Can forget about life 
And how it all intertwines 
I could’ve sworn 
We’ve done this before 
And I’m feeling torn 
Cause roses have thorns 

Spent my whole life waiting
Feel like its been ages
Driving myself crazy
Filling empty spaces
Looking for solutions 
Filling up the pages
If only I didn’t have heavy ties
Binding them in place
In my diary of Jane 
I will try to find my place 
The thorns around her vines 
Are wrapped around my spine 

Take me away 
To a far away place 
Where we 
Can forget about life 
And how it all intertwines 
I could’ve sworn 
We’ve done this before 
And I’m feeling torn 
Cause roses have thorns Take me away 
To a far away place 
Where we 
Can forget about life 
And how it all intertwines 
I could’ve sworn 
We’ve done this before 
And I’m feeling torn 
Cause roses have thorns

roses have thorns

I HATE YOU ( Neue Version 2025 )

I literally just looped part of Blink 182 - Cacophony, sooo, prod Blink 182 I guess? Lol
Photo by Frank Okay, please check him out! <3 http://frankokay.com/illustration

the truth is i love you i dont give a fuck

Lyrics:
Stay awake all night cause I can't sleep
I been thinking bout some girls that I can't keep
Laying sideways in my bed in my cold sheets
I just wanna be dead I don't count sheep

Drink this shit I don't feel no shit
Ima block you out Ima take a hit
Shawty pass the blunt cause I'm needing it
I just wanna forget but I won't admit

You been on my mind for a minute
Took all of my love that was given
Now you got something that was written
From a boy who's still bedridden 

You know how I feel
Don't you dare tell me it aint real
You been on my mind
Don't you dare tell me it's alright

Na na na na nananana  na na na na na na

I just been wanting some love
I been floating up above
Don't wanna think what you done
Break me I know that you won

I might as well just give up
I might as well pour a cup
I might as well just get drunk
I might as well think of us

Maybe I'll die in my sleep
Maybe I'll crash in my Jeep
Maybe I'll choke on my teeth
Maybe I'll drown in the deep

Say that I don't give a fuck
Hate you I don't give a fuck
Fuck you I don't give a fuck but the truth is I love you I don't give a fuck

this song is about someone that will always be in my heart (prod. Blink-182)

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Front Porch (ft. lulow)

All I am is lonely
tired of these headaches,
I just wanna run away, from the pain you give,

held you in my arms, but I'm over it,
never wanna fall in the times we,

spent in the fall leaves,
holding on your soft hands,
playing with my curls, girl now all I got is scars,

buzzed my head, to forget regrets,
seeing you dance in your favorite dress,

Do she love me do she not,
I can't pick girl I'm on drugs,
no more trust, falln in love,
nowhere to hide, girl, nowhere to run now,

And every night I'm exhausted,
I just wanna stop this,
will I be forgotten,
you won't ever love me,
Said that you were tired,
head is like a riot,
I might be so fucked up, but I am not a liar,

Crying loud for the girl in the back,
when I'm gone, she'll be dressed in black,
in my grave's where I rest my head,
only care when I'm gone n dead,

Is it fucked up, I won't ever cry now,
I don't wanna die now, stay gettin' high now,
and If I cry now, she won't ever come back,
baby in my head now, will you fuckin' call back,

All I am is lonely
tired of these headaches,
I just wanna run away, from the pain you give,

held you in my arms, but I'm over it,
never wanna fall in the times we,

spent in the fall leaves,
holding on your soft hands,
playing with my curls, girl now all I got is scars,

buzzed my head, to forget regrets,
seeing you dance in your favorite dress,

dressed in black (prod. scarlet)

mixed, mastered by @scapegoat

produced by @splashgvng

lyrics ~

holding back 
bite my tongue 
moving on 
from what you’ve done 

it seems to me 
as time moves on 
it only gets worse and i’m losing interest 

she fucked me up now i can’t think straight 
watch the sun come up show up to class late 
now i’m thinking back to the times that we spent 
in my bedroom lay your head on my chest 

if i could go back 
baby you know that 
i’d do it in a heart beat 

you’re so far away from me 
run away from me 
i need you right beside me 

you don’t want me to say it imma say it anyway 
i really wish you would stop being this way
i lay awake every night just staring at my phone 
waiting on the text back 

i’ll always be there for you
and baby you know that 

i got no fiends 
so i crashed my own party 
you know that i’m crazy so i told myself i’m sorry 

i drank all alone 
then threw up in my bathroom 
i cried all night that’s all i really can do 

she fucked me up now i can’t think straight 
watch the sun come up show up to class late 
now i’m thinking back to the times that we spent 
in my bedroom lay your head on my chest 

if i could go back 
baby you know that 
i’d do it in a heart beat 

you’re so far away from me 
run away from me 
i need you right beside me

heartbeat (prod. splashgvng)

I just wanna hold you tightly yuh
Talk to you green eyed shawty yuh
Laughing all night
That’s the dream oh yeah
I just wanna hold you tightly yuh
I’ll get you anything if you want it
Say the word and i’ll set fire to the sky yeah
Let me hold your hand
Let me sing you songs

Give u all i am
Hope that i will fair well
Hope you understand
That i will only be real 
I’m glad to be your man and I hope i treat you well girl
I’m glad to have you blowing up my cellphone oh girl

Green eyed shawty
Got a heart emoji
Right there by your contact
Maybe you could call me
Green eyed shawty 
Kissing in the lobby
I dont wanna talk
unless you my shawty yuh

I just wanna hold you tightly yuh
Talk to you green eyed shawty yuh
Laughing all night
That’s the dream oh yeah
I just wanna hold you tightly yuh

Cheesy lines i hope you don’t mind 
I’m trying real hard to express i’m not dying
Just you need you right here
Your lips against mine
Just wish you were here all the time

green eyed shawty (prod. jewfy)

Lyrics:

When you said forever, you really meant fornever
Never thought you'd dip just because of some bad weather
Yeah rainy days will come but you knew that in December
I said I'll keep you safe, and that I'll be your defender

But you packed your bags, left me up on hold
Every morning desperately been looking at my phone
Waiting for a message, waiting for a tone
Waiting for that text that say "I'm sorry. Coming home." So,

I sat out on the doorstep, I
Been drowning in this torment, by
Reliving all the words sent, line
By line inside my mind I'm, fine

Remember you said always
It echoed through the hallways
But now we come a long ways
You disappeared for always

Front Porch (ft. lulow)

mccn.

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