heyyy, i hope you enjoy my second ep <3

"i just wanna be alright" music video on my youtube :3

5 years

prod gaxillic x bad kid <3

i wrote this song while watching the sunset in a forest

[lyrics:]
you know im always sad 
i never feel really good
kinda miss my dad
im always wearing my hood
so no one sees that i cry
no i dont want them to know
that im losing my mind
cus when i tell them they go

i wanna get out of this hell im in
i dont wanna drown in all my sins
i cant go through all of this alone all the time
yea i just wanna be alright 

watch another sunset
on my own
smoke another blunt and
get too stoned
to talk to anyone
so i turn off my phone
you told me im a scumbag
now leave me alone

i dont fucking need you in my life 
so finally get the fuck out my mind
dont tell me that i didnt try
to fix us cus this is a lie

i just wanna be alright (gaxillic x bad kid)

LETTSSS GOOOO!!! FUCK YOU BITCH!!😈😂

LUST//LOVE

[lyrics:]
do you still remember what i look like?
miss you since november, miss your blue eyes
do you still remember all the good times?
thought you'll stay forever you were my life

i am lost without you
i felt good around you
since you left i didnt feel a thing
i am lost without you 
i felt good around you
babe you lost your angel wings

girl why did you leave me?
my love was real
you teached me how to breathe
when i fall apart
babygirl i miss you
i wanna kiss you
one last time
before we say goodbye

before we say goodbye (gaxillic)

[lyrics:]
@sadtxnshi
suicidal thoughts keep on chasing me
everything i want is them to leave me be
but they wont
i smoke too much
my lungs hurt
i wont get old
i never felt worse
im so alone since she left me
but at least now i know the truth

@ibleedicare
i know you lied and i can't change that
fuck all the words that are still on my mind
i want to die cause i can't see my love in your eyes
i feel better when i'm high

@sadtxnshi
i am drunk and sad 
i dont wanna talk
laying in my bed
write another song
i cant run away
cus this feeling stays
always hated changes 
and i hate to hate
yea im a lover guy
trying to spread good energy
negative thoughts on my mind
but i even love my enemies
i love you even though
you treated me like shit
i know that i should go
but i'll stay with you bitch

@ibleedicare
i know you lied and i can't change that
fuck all the words that are still on my mind
i want to die cause i can't see my love in your eyes
i feel better when i'm high
i know you lied and i can't change that
fuck all the words that are still on my mind
i want to change i want to shine in someone else's eyes

i know you lied w/ibleedicare (gaxillic)

[lyrics:]
blades on my desk im not okay
pain in my chest i start to shake
when i think of you
fuck im depressed wish you didnt change
girl im obsessed with you saying my name
baby i love you

baby help me to get out of here
i need someone to wipe my tears
i dont want to die alone
yea baby please just come back home

4 months since you broke up and i still want you back
4 months since you broke up but you're still in my head
drown the pain in cigarettes and alcohol
cus you turned into a fucking hoe

wipe my tears (gaxillic)

[lyrics:]
@sadtxnshi
tell me what i have to do to make you love me back again
you know that im dying soon so please just give me one last chance

i worked on myself like you wanted me to
fixed my mental health all thats missing is you
i know that i'd be happy for the first time in my life
if you'd come back girl i promise we could shine
i can see my fucking future in your eyes

@stopitbuffoon
i cant take it anymore
im hollowed out entirely and still you wanted more
ive had enough
this isn't adding up
breathe into me
it's all that i need
to go on
to carry on

@sadtxnshi
i dont fall in love too fast
but when i love it lasts
until im dead
got a broken heart
and a wrist full of scars
girl i see your face when i look at the stars

i've had enough w/buffoon (gaxillic)

Back†hen w/ BENZOBOY x Ace of Jay - your noose

Heaven w/ FøRD prod cadusfx

lyrics :

this lifestyle's dangerous, i feel like i could get killed every single day
every single way

life keeps hurting me, give me a minute
always wanna run away i try not to give in
they wouldn't understand even if they listened
they say i'm so kind but in this shit i'm the vilain

i hate myself cuz i get what i deserved
i feel like a slave and this house feels like hell
never been happy yeah i keep getting hurt
so many people in my head, which one is myself ?

tout l'temps j'me deteste, situation d'merde et j'suis qu'a 100 pourcents
rien ne change, faudrait j'fasse plus d'efforts meme si j'y laisse deja du sang

appart miteux plein d'cafards j'invite plus de gens
j'mange presque plus et j'cauchemarde ca f'ra bientot un an
j'allais d'ja mal, depression severe j'avais pas un an
j'ai d'ja essayé d'me buter j'avais pas vu c'que j'vis maintenant

j'suis plein d'plaies ensanglantés j'veux rester normal
au fond j'deviens fou dans l'ombre j'vois mon cadavre tout pale
j'sais plus qui j'suis dans ma tete on est plein c'est pas drole
parfois j'ai l'impression qu'ca va mieux quand la mort me frole

14 ans, les bras plein de sang on m'disait que j'fais du cinema
j'ai aucun souvenir d'mon cerveau sans idées noires

life keeps hurting me, give me a minute
always wanna run away i try not to give in
they wouldn't understand even if they listened
they say i'm so kind but in this shit i'm the vilain

i hate myself cuz i get what i deserved
i feel like a slave and this house feels like hell
never been happy yeah i keep getting hurt
so many people in my head, which one is myself ?

so many people in my head, which one is myself ?

so many people in my head, which one is myself ?

Give Me A Minute

Give Me A Minute [prod. metlast x 5head]

Trojan Horse by Vails lyrics below

I Fell into another hole
But this time I haven’t got a rope
And Usually you’d help me up
But now you’ve said you couldn’t cope 

I haven’t had a Trojan horse plan for a while 
And I haven’t had a reason to reconcile 
I’ve been floating in a river just like  Nile for a mile
And I’m at the point of sinking hope I do it in style

A plethora of reasons why I feel this way 
Baby girl I know confusion makes you feel the same 
We can pick apart the problems but I’m still to blame 
My heart as been so heavy, that my chest got pains.

I feel I’m dying need a neurotransmitter
But do I want to be alone, maybe I should reconsider
Bury all the past in darkness, sprinkle stress out like glitter
You can Find me in the ocean, I’m a feast now to critters 

I’m a feast now to critters
I’m a feast now to critters 

I haven’t had a Trojan horse plan for a while 
And I haven’t had a reason to reconcile 
I’ve been floating in a river just like  Nile for a mile
And I’m at the point of sinking hope I do it in style


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Trojan Horse

plus

@lastfallenangel

old feelings never die

lyrics:

take my wrists
you could help me slice them yes
be the salt in my wounds
baby you are my doom
i put my neck in a noose
wanna hang myself cuz of you
it's what you put me thru
no i cant take what you do
so take my wrists
you could snap them right in half
I'll break my bones in half
just so i know that i'm dead
you really want me huh
do you really want him instead?
because i really dont care
if I'm alive or I'm dead
so take my wrists
& slash right thru my veins
baby im insane
i need some novacaine
because there's blood on my face
it's all up on my hands
as i lay there dying
will you leave again

so take my wrists
and smash my hands
tie me up
make me feel so loved x2

before we say goodbye (gaxillic)

sadtxnshi

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