prod bigbadbeats

please listen to it until the end, the last part of the second hook means a lot to me <3

another empty bottle on my nightstand
baby i will love you til my life ends
cant be sober i dont listen to my friends 
wondering if you're ever leaving my head

i dont even want it tho
im praying that you'll come around
i hate it when you're out of town
yea baby please dont let me drown
you're the one my songs are about
a princess that has lost her crown
i lose my vision in the clouds 
babe i just want to make you proud


girl you're everything i want
you're everything i need
dont know when we went wrong
i wanna hear you breath
i know that its my fault
but baby i changed 
yea everytime we talk
i have a smile on my face 


baby you are pretty
you're so fucking gorgeous
i was always busy
baby i am sorry


girl you're everything i want
you're everything i need
dont know when we went wrong
i wanna hear you breath
i know that its my fault
but baby i changed 
yea everytime we talk
i have a smile on my face 

now that are you are gone
i realized a lot
i was always writing songs 
instead of giving you love
i know that its my fault
but baby i changed 
yea everytime we talk
i have a smile on my face

everything i want </3

back out (@prod. aspect x @prod. malloy ✰ x @ayoleybeats)

[ZBee]

The day the angel fall  
I’ll be think of you
I’ll take a break right now
Just to say that it’s true
I don’t really want to know
What you do
Cus if I do 
I might just fall in love with you again
Every time I do 
I don’t wanna pretend 
That I’m not in my head again 
Welcome to the night inside my head 
If the moon comes back it’ll be my end

I really hate the moon
Every time I see it it ends up in my doom
So I don’t want to continue 
When I know I won’t make it to my room

[NAVYXOWER]

i really dont know what to do
im such an awful person, whatd i do
you were such a sweet angel by my side
yeah i cried
i put myself in situations i dont like

i ruin my own, life

i keep falling apart
im breaking my own heart
i think i fall to temptaion too soon
always left inside a bloody bad mood
its cause of what i do

i wake up feel like trash
i tell myself its fine, im okay with where im at
even though its just a lie
im stuck with all the shit, i cant comply
its past the hour, gotta get home
before she cries

[ZBee]

The day the angel fall  
I’ll be think of you
I’ll take a break right now
Just to say that it’s true
I don’t really want to know
What you do
Cus if I do 
I might just fall in love with you again
Every time I do 
I don’t wanna pretend 
That I’m not in my head again 
Welcome to the night inside my head 
If the moon comes back it’ll be my end

the day the Angel fall (feat. NAVYXOWER)(johnnyfriend)

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Halfway House ft. Carlby

Halfway House ft. Carlby (prod. IOF X sorrow bringer)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: XSLIMEX x Soulfade
Production: arieseternal
Mixing: lil XIpZ, XSLIMEX & Soulfade
Mastering: lil XipZ
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Dead Friends (w/ XSLIMEX x Soulfade) [Prod. Arieseternal]

Man Down !¡  [jean parker]

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Intro]
why do i have deal with this
im waking up at 6
just go to a place that i dont wanna exist at
i go to school all day just go straight to work
i got no time for myself
is this all lifes worth?

[Chorus]
i be waking up, wiping blood off my wrist from the centipedes
time to cover up bc i dont want people to be questioning
if i am okay

[Verse 1]
but guess what
the truth is im really not
and theres nothing in this life i could do that could change that
i be fucking up, waking up in pools of blood
and i write another song that nobodys gonna love
and ill write all my feelings but nobody listens
and its kinda obvious im not anybodys favorite
bc im just an untalented little prick
its obvious to me, that i dont deserve to win

[Chorus]
i be waking up, wiping blood off my wrist from the centipedes
time to cover up bc i dont want people to be questioning
if i am okay

[Verse 2]
its obvious to me that none of this matters
lifes just a pointless timeline and everyone shatters
moneys just a green thing that everyones after
but in the end its pointless bc we all end up inside of a grave
but while im here, im still gonna chase it
even if the music shit dont work out imma make it
dont know why i care bout numbers if i dont wanna be famous
so if i do blow up itd probably make this shit all worse

[Chorus]
i be waking up, wiping blood off my wrist from the centipedes
time to cover up bc i dont want people to be questioning
if i am okay



Another Song

@navyxower
@strivemusicau
@northshoremusic
@torvamia
@shizukesaaa

h3art_3at3r w/ NAVYXOWER, strivesad, The North Shore, torvamia & shizukesa. [+ sogimura]

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5AnGZfuMXdnoRakHN7yl7W?si=3e3ca43d8f87409b
https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

Produced. airavata
Artists (In Order Of Appearance)
teddyboi
Danny Adventure
xipz
Crizzy White

It's Not Personal(airavata)

Just wanna go back to the days when I wasnt depressed and my life wasnt shit
Cause now all I do is just cry in my bed cause I think about shit that I need to forget
When I wake up I reach straight for the shovel I'm diggin' myself deeper into the pit
Life is a puzzle but the way that we live our life puts you in a place that you dont fit

I'm seeing shit that I wish that I couldent
And I'm doing things that I wish that I wouldent
My feelings are fucked idk how to put it
I keep giving up and I know that I shouldn't
But as of recently I have no care
Don't waste my time I aint got none to spare
Said that you'd be there but now I'm like where
I dont play by the rules because life isnt fair
Used to want friends
Now I just want it to end
No longer wanna pretend
Thought I was making my way out the void
But the whole time I been falling back in
This shit is fucked
Why am I never enough
I can never call the bluff
Summer was straight 
My depression was left
But school came right
And now I feel stuck

Always inside of my bed
Sleeping on positive thoughts that are inside my head
Fighting with feelings that tear me apart that are deep inside my heart insted
You feel alive while throwing out lies but I speak the truth and I feel like I'm dead
I'll say my goodbyes and cut off my ties then open the bottle OD on the meds

Why open up? I don't see why I should
Why try to be happy when I never could
I rather fake my smile and say that I'm good
Than sayin' I'm fuckin' depressed
Sick of the shit I been givin' 
I bouta give up because
Honestly I'm fuckin' pressed
I'm gonna snap if you treat me the same as everyone else
And leave just like the rest
Warning you now not to fuck with the last of my feelings
Cause I'll do some shit I'll regret
Tell me you care whenever you can
Because if don't I'll just sit and forget
The way that I'm livin' my life
I'd honestly be better off playing russian roulette
I dont feel like I should try
I'm down in the dumps and I'm fucking upset

everything i want </3

sadtxnshi

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