i cant stand to be alone
she doesnt want my hand
she doesnt know that im the better one
she is my home now im a vagabond
and i hate it that i know that i will never stop to love you
hate it that i cant feel anything when im without you
it took me a lot of time to realize that you are free
and i know it wasnt right but now i know your deepest secrets

break my heart and break my bones
but please dont leave me on my own
doing drugs to feel okay
i wish i could forget your face

i dont know what i am doing wrong
writing thousands of songs bout her all night long
i cant stop to feel this love for her
tear drops
i hate what i have learnt

i cant stand to be alone (jisatsu)

[lyrics:]
@sadtxnshi
suicidal thoughts keep on chasing me
everything i want is them to leave me be
but they wont
i smoke too much
my lungs hurt
i wont get old
i never felt worse
im so alone since she left me
but at least now i know the truth

@ibleedicare
i know you lied and i can't change that
fuck all the words that are still on my mind
i want to die cause i can't see my love in your eyes
i feel better when i'm high

@sadtxnshi
i am drunk and sad 
i dont wanna talk
laying in my bed
write another song
i cant run away
cus this feeling stays
always hated changes 
and i hate to hate
yea im a lover guy
trying to spread good energy
negative thoughts on my mind
but i even love my enemies
i love you even though
you treated me like shit
i know that i should go
but i'll stay with you bitch

@ibleedicare
i know you lied and i can't change that
fuck all the words that are still on my mind
i want to die cause i can't see my love in your eyes
i feel better when i'm high
i know you lied and i can't change that
fuck all the words that are still on my mind
i want to change i want to shine in someone else's eyes

i know you lied w/ibleedicare (gaxillic)

KITCHEN the new dokidokimanic single! get into it! 
produced by the legend @uglyjabronifony FONY WALLACE
Much love ya'll enjoy

KITCHEN (prod fony wallace)

check out @luwonderland <3

i felt i never found my home 
lost in my way got the wrong goal
she was a keeper i was a foul
lostful words on the last call

i felt i never found my home 
lost in my way got the wrong goal
she was a keeper i was a foul
lostful words on the last call

why do i lie when i tell you how i feel?
i dont know
girl would you cry if i never really heal?
i dont know
tell me who the fuck you are
tell me what the fuck you want from me
bitch im doing all these drugs
better take them away from me

love me again
please love me again
my words
love me again
please love me again
it hurts

my nose like snow white
my phone it died
my nose like snow white
the overdose i tried

my nose white like the texts i write for you
i might be the one for life for you

why do i lie when i tell you how i feel?
i dont know
girl would you cry if i never really heal?
i dont know
tell me who the fuck you are
tell me what the fuck you want from me
bitch im doing all these drugs
better take them away from me

why do i lie when i tell you how i feel?
i dont know
girl would you cry if i never really heal?
i dont know
tell me who the fuck you are
tell me what the fuck you want from me
bitch im doing all these drugs
better take them away from me

music video

sadtxnshi x lu wonderland - 'luv me again' (kenda)

good things are coming with the pain yuh
dont leave please meet me in the backyard
i remember when you told me im a failure
look at me now you want smth? ima pay yuh
talk shit, i dont care, i'll erase you
dumb bitch, she aint rare, you can take her
with her blue skies turnin gray yuh
dumb bitch, she aint rare, you cant take her

i dont give a fuck
if you wanna call
i dont pick it up
i know i deserve more
im mixing drugs
you heal for barks
cringe shit - not love
my wrist - all blood

my wrist bloody while some bitches want my body
i could never ever want me
so i need someone to warm me yuh
you wanna call me
but you bitch are fucking boring
i would rather be recording
thats the reason im ignoring you
fuck

i dont give a fuck
if you wanna call
i dont pick it up
i know i deserve more
im mixing drugs
you heal for barks
cringe shit - not love
my wrist - all blood

spotify

im sorry, thats just the way i cope (biscuitboi)

i dont wanna feel like that, no
can you tell me who i am?
never thought i could get that low
im so scared, im losing friends

people come and then they go
and its always been the same
like the sun and like the snow
i can always watch 'em fade away
oh just wait, ima lose you
bitch i hate that i lose you

i dont wanna feel like that, no
can you tell me who i am?
never thought i could get that low
im so scared, im losing friends

losing friends (xtacy beatz)

bye polar (prod lean teen)

new ep october 19th </3

[lyrics:]
oh girl ive seen this all before
its all the same this shit's bizarre
i hate to hurt you, lil star
wish we could go back to the start
my mama told me i'll be fine
she said that time can heal a life
you said you'll love me 'til you die
and i cried

but i am moving on
what have i become?
i dont wanna know
im better on my own
it hurts to let you go
but i guess i gotta go
cus i am moving on
never thought i could
we just wanted love
but now we both are fucked
i'll be on these drugs to forget what i have done

staring at a bottle while i know you do the same
lungs are full of marijuana, im just trying to numb the pain
girl i know we both feel awful but im taking all the blame
hoping it wont be too hard for you when you forget my face
wait for better days, they will come after the rain
it'll be okay i know its hard when skies are grey
maybe its too late but i just hope you'll be okay
i dont know what to say

but i am moving on
what have i become?
i dont wanna know
im better on my own
it hurts to let you go
but i guess i gotta go
cus i am moving on
never thought i could
we just wanted love
but now we both are fucked
i'll be on these drugs to forget what i have done

moving on (v-e beats)

First single from me and @IntoTheParadox Collab ep ⚰️⚰️

Don’t Mean Anything (prod. IntoTheParadox)

epic song ft. @lxstboymusic
prod. judah B

LYRICCCC!!
Slide on the city yeah you know its time
Yeah shes pretty, mighty fine
Got myself locked in her eyes, a carousel right through my spine
She got me spinning round, round circles in my brain
I wish i could go back, and make my past not so plain

Cant change the past, but the future's yours to mold
So take your hand, ace up your sleeve, dont you fold, youll see
Youll make your name, across these plains, across these empty streets
Follow me, but i aint got a fkn clue
We gon bluff, we gon make it through the rough, 
losing all my confidence but fuck it ima run it up, 
look into her eyes n don't pass that up

[lxst boy]
yeah
slide through the city we gon make it fly
got so lost in her deep brown eyes
never could dance but she took my hand
got me hyped for what she got next
and i don’t wanna tell her now
that she’s all in my head
i wish i could just let her go
but i’m still here instead

imma lost boy
never found
but i’m always
underground
i don’t really
fall in love
but this girl is
all i want

slide on the city ft. lxst boy [prod. Judah B]

feat @fleshgolem
prod @taylor

can u scratch my back
leave some scars if u want
i need an artifact
of the times we had fun
i knew they wouldn’t last
like the light of the sun
i hope ur coming back
cause i’ll come running back

i’m puffing gas top floor of the ashton
20k in my closet i love fashion
i’m not doing okay stop asking
my money long baby i don’t have to ration

under my skin always tryna get reactions
i bet it won’t be funny if we started blasting
i wanna feel what love is like i want some passion
if u down then we can roll lights camera action

honestly i just wanna sit here in silence
when i’m alone it’s like my head is full of sirens
my tank is running low i forgot to check the mileage
but u can have all my attention undivided

can u scratch my back
leave some scars if u want
i need an artifact
of the times we had fun
i knew they wouldn’t last
like the light of the sun
i hope ur coming back
cause i’ll come running back

i’m puffing gas top floor of the ashton
20k in my closet i love fashion
i’m not doing okay stop asking
my money long baby i don’t have to ration

i wish i knew how to take it apart
make it so everything straight from the heart
mechanical parts
all of my body been charged
it gets bizarre when it malfunctioning hard
the message been parsed, i gotta shoot for the stars 

i wanna talk but i'm loading
outta my sight and my focus
i'm gotta walk where i'm going
you cannot come you don't know me
i just get high to get outta my mind but
it only makes sense in the moment
i was alright for a second i tried
now i'm tryna find out if ur joking

losing friends (xtacy beatz)

sadtxnshi

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