[Artists: @failure404, @hiraethsry]

[Producers: @irby314, @jolst]

it gets harder to breathe at night

epitomeoffailure x hiraeth - it gets harder to breathe at night

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGDePQVGIZccm9g0UwoNOgg

just wanna let it go (prod. metlast)

[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

tell me something else, would u mind?
does he know that u call my phone when ur high?
i just dont give a fuck anymore when u cry
cant keep calm my mind
woke up and im still high
ur bitch is callin
ck down my body
its fuck u im makin money
she likes the way im ballin
bitch im not even tryin'
im so sick of it
and im so sick of that
bust my ass all day
n smoke weed all night 😉

tell me something else (prod. frevel x lavender txwn)

another day gone to waste 
am i just taking up the space
i really feel like i’m a mistake 
i’m feeling betrayed 
because you got me this way
i knew that i should never let you stay
a fool because i’ve been playing your game
well i am done with all of charades
i look deep inside the mirror as my heart is filled with shame

i can never g-g-go back
memories from my past
keep fading into black
f-f-falling on my back
cant even take a breath
cant even relax when i’m on the verge of death
i wish i was never sober
because when i am this might as well be over
death’s hand is getting closer 
while my hands are growing colder
i’m sinking even lower
and in the distance i cry out loud
but my voice has been shut out 
why can no one hear a sound 

screaming i’m screaming, scream, i wish you could hear me

another day gone to waste 
am i just taking up the space
i really feel like i’m a mistake 
i’m feeling betrayed 
because you got me this way
i knew that i should never let you stay
a fool because i’ve been playing your game
well i am done with all of charades
i look deep inside the mirror as my heart is filled with shame

am i just taking up the space? (metlast x jang0)

prod grayskies <3

i wish i could go back to 2016 :')

@luwonderland ily <3

[lyrics:]
--sadtxnshi--
thinking bout all the good times
dont want to say goodbye 
everything was shining so bright
when i met her online
i dont want to let go
cus i can not be alone
i love her way too much
so i start doing more drugs

--lu wonderland--
yeah the drugs keep me alive
like the way u touched my heart
now that i cannot be with you
i lost u - a work of art
they cage me up so i dont hurt myself
when i'm with u i can finally feel myself
i dont believe its over now
why can't we start over now

i dial your number babe
but i know u dont pick up
cause u wanna talk to other people
i might give up 

--sadtxnshi--
shes not the same anymore
im in pain, feeling sore
i dont want to lose you 
please come back i miss you

when i met her online w/lu wonderland (grayskies)

prod rinne <3

[lyrics:]
baby what are you doing to your life?
you wont make it through it by his side
and im asking myself why do i 
love you cus all you do is lie

im falling to pieces 
cus i love a bitch
cannot stop dreaming
of kissing her lips

and i know that she never treated me good
not a single word she ever understood
and i know i that should find another girl
but this isnt fucking easy in a toxic world

im doing all these drugs
think i might be giving up soon
drowning in my sorrow
hope i wont wake up tomorrow

what are you doing to your life? (rinne)

It's gone thru a cycle need medication
Is music worth all my dedication
I said that she should, but need a vacation
Improve my condition, then I will make it

I've been thinking bout the last few days
Cause I been stuck in this mindset that I been tryna erase
And I know I been MIA
I'm sorry I been gone away
Lately I don't know what to say

(I want to improve and you know that it's true)

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while

So stay with me, let me see that smile
You're all I've wanted for a long time now
And to be quite honest oh I don't know what to say now
Cause you're so beautiful
I'm really at a loss for words now

(It all repeats and I can't even speak now)

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while

My condition's always leaving me with just a few scuffs
When it comes to texting back I think that I have had enough
I've been feeling way too careless and I'm always one to shrug
I'm forgetting way too much I need a friend to cause a nudge
And when she wants me to remember she thinks I'm the one to judge
I'm kinda done

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while
(I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while)

condition ft. JoshIGuess

<3 eyes
beat by: @caps.ctrl (insta)
artwork by: @megantiax (insta)

lyrics:
i got heart eyes, 
she got cold lies,
she gonna bury me,
drunk at the cherry tree, already told guys
that she wanna die yeah, only in the night time,
told me she'll kill me only when the times right 
x2

but i dont wanna die yet, 
no, i dont wanna die yet,
ive been smokin all morning, i aint feelin high yet
spend 60 pound, pour a 4 in my sprite, but i dont wanna fly yet
too many people in this club, cant see where the line ends

cant see where the line ends,
dont agree with my mindset, 
i might chase this whiskey with a side of bleach, but i dont wanna die yet
just tryna feel some fuckin pain, and i dont wanna cry yet
stab me in the heart for the 15th time then run off hiding

thats you, my boo, why did you do this to me?
i've been screaming in my room, "why'd you do this to me?"
and then you told me that you loved me, that was news to me
but you were lying anyway, straight through your teeth

now im done, heart eyes, and you left me cold
no fun, your eyes, the stories they have told
about me crying in the freezing cold, 
the weekend passes, man im getting old
x2

heart eyes

i hope that u miss me i hope that ur mad and u never forgive me

hometown hero (prod. kaktus)

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

when i met her online w/lu wonderland (grayskies)

sadtxnshi

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