if i disappeared tomorrow
would you even fucking notice 


choke slam

oilcolor: @oilcolor / @moplush 

it’s  like I’m holding on with broken hands 
i see these lies out the corner of my eye 
when i grow up i wanna be a ghost 
so i can see how you feel when i’m not as close

ill pretend i’m in my old bed
tired eyes, tuck me in, pat me on the head 
construct a world in which i’m safe again 
growing up,
giving up 
i wish i’d never left     


full nelson (n,n. x oilcolor)

lost in the darkness (an intro by unforseen)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AquInPAmqR0

music video

i've been doing well

oilcolor: @oilcolor  
nobloodnotears: @nbnt


[bonus] fair trade (prod. oilcolor & nobloodnotears)

gutter

get over it (prod. oilcolor)

weight of the wind (prod. oilcolor)

produced by oilcolor

https://twitter.com/_oilcolor
instagram.com/0ilcolor

you don't have to call back

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Cold lips on your cold hips
Close your eyes 
Baby girl we'll make love in the Afterlife
Benjamin.

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

AFTERLIFE  w/ YungJZAisDead (prod. tothegood)

♥www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cp-Iett7q_M ♥
prod/mix/mastered: @twdutchman
bandcamp download - https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/will-i-ever-care

[lyrics]
i think my feelings are gone forever
i don't think i’ll ever get it together
i don’t even miss you anymore
i can’t find anything worth living for
i can’t remember if i ever cared
i can’t remember will i ever care
will i ever care
can i even care 
break me, break me outta here
take away all of my fears
show me, make it fuckin clear
tell me, tell me why I’m here
will i ever even care 
can i ever even care
will i ever even care
take away my fears

Will I Ever Care (prod. The Wild Dutchman)

produced by oilcolor & https://soundcloud.com/the0utset
https://twitter.com/_oilcolor
instagram.com/0ilcolor
https://twitter.com/theoutsetx

lyrics by https://soundcloud.com/the0utset

Yeah my heads been off shoulders it's been at my feet taking a battering from me 
Oh no, if I could think straight maybe my intentions would match up with my actions 
 Oh no, Come think I don't think I just act
Come to think I just think I don't act 
 Yeah I been thoughtless but I still contemplated what I had to do no it's complicated it's just the truth 
 
Just stay true tonight so we won't have to worry x4

Yeh you gon pick me up again open the door and say come in we hit the ground we been runnin
Harder than the floor board colder than the night air 
No I'm into chasin I'm into facin the facts things i can't take back things I do and don't regret 
I do and don't regret despite the effects it has, I do and don't regret 

Just stay true tonight so we won't have to worry x4

I'm a mess w/ the outset

i'm more alone right now than ever

i miss you

https://twitter.com/hr_vest

_blnk

TWITTER

forever falling

new visuals very soon, along with the rest of this project. thank you.

lɐɹǝunɟ ʎɯ sᴉɥʇ sᴉ

white tee w/ yung bruh (prod. nedarb)

ｙｏｕ ｃｏｍｐｌｅｔｅ ｍｅ．

this is some shit i made just having fun. switched it up. the isn't part of the ep but its coming soon...
follow me on snapchat: kryptikbeats

hyped

single off of my new tape. i hope you all enjoy

xepher

FREE DOWNLOAD: http://bit.ly/2h3zHHf

The walls, they surround me start caving in slowly and I cannot see a way out.
I'm all alone, do this shit on my own used to struggle but look at me now.
Still struggle, but I see the light from the shadows that I reside in.
Somebody please remind me, What is the point of trying.

To see yourself in a better place, To see yourself better every day.
To seperate from the pain, leave behind the mistakes and live life in a better way.
Leave it all behind, tonight I leave it all behind. 
Leave it all behind, tonight I leave it all behind. 

Solitude, that friend of mine.
I ride with knives, they by my side.
Quiet guy no quiet mind,
Don't try me if you like your life. 

Precious journey, journal pages mp3's, spread like disease,
Introvert asserting purpose, curtains dropping on the scene.

I live in the thoughts, I breathe in the hopes and dreams of individuals
I reside somewhere inbetween the lines, confined by my mind but that's alright now.
Here right now, We take a stand, Not a stand for, a stand against.
Against any opposition, competition, anybody anything  between us and satisfaction

Sad

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