drug addicted from the ghost in the wall, losing my patience thinking that I’ll fall
you just want me out yeah, I’m gone
depravity flares inside my mind, choking on my words I don’t have time
time for you to take me apart

drug addicted from the ghost in the wall, losing my patience thinking that I’ll fall
you just kick me down yeah, I’m fine
depravity flares inside my mind, choking on my words I don’t have time
for this anymore man, I just need some space, I miss my friend

let the rats come out of their holes, they’re chewing my neck and at my toes
they want everything, they want my soul, they come out to watch me bleed

remember waking up in your bed and your father was standing above me
looking me down, shaking left to right, you know I didn’t have the will to fight for you
I had my own issues, they hurt you too, 
I see you laugh when you say we are through

black eye, bruised face, this is nothing, but I left disgraced
two words, I hate, everything your about to say
your suicidal tendencies seem to get the best of me
defining characteristics, I never thought I had

see you passed out on the couch, not waking up to the issues
of us together again, I think this is more then just tunnel vision
I can’t believe you'd turn your back to all your friends
yeah, maybe it’s for the best

Vinheim

you break again, you lose control
your friends they’re fake, they’ll take you whole
this feeling will never end
I feel like I’ve lost again

you break again, you lose control
your friends they’re fake, they just want your soul
it’s not like I can’t pretend
won’t you just break me again

this depression comes in separate stages
feeling manic, your losing patience 
of me and this situation again 
it’s just all inside my head

thinking you have died
thinking I’m alright
but I’m losing to circumstances again
crashed my car, I’ve gone unfed

losing weight like no tomorrow
I’m that skeleton you borrow
staying high to deal with sorrow
what’s the point of this?

between you and me?
I guess I don’t want to feel a thing

this depression comes in separate stages
feeling manic, your losing patience 
of me and this situation again 
it’s just all inside my head

thinking, your alive,
thinking we’re alright
but we’re not,
cus you only ever visit me inside my dreams

surrounded by four walls, 
everything is just moving and breathing
you don’t care anymore
my worst enemy is myself

cus I need to leave,
to change up again
won’t you just 
let me rest my head

Stages

twenty-three feeling so hazy,
haven’t been sober in about four months, I’m doing fine
smoking just fat blunts, fucked up its all wrong
I’m just a sad piece of shit but at least I can admit it

loose spirit again, in decisions inside my head
try to make sense why you told me you need to leave again
climbing on the sides of walls with just prescriptions
medicated losing balance, these drugs make me like a living god no

just a manic state, oh, falling down again, hoe,
you don’t wanna know me you should run away
had a few girls but all they do is leave
fuck with me, I don’t need this anymore then you need me

loose, take a few pills drown in the back
you should come here and sink into hell with me
whats this yeah bounce on the track,
I just feel great man, losing all my sense of hope again

why you gotta do that,
you saying all these things but you don’t really fuck with me
you don’t love me like that
trying to burn everything you love about me

Sunk

Intro

Poser (Prod. IOF)

vampire vampire
dont get too close
fuck hoes im tired
i just wanted you love me like i loved you
i should left when i first fucked you
shawty she a demon with a heart made of coal
i knew it from the moment that i knew i shoulda let you go
shes just tryna steal a heart made of gold

and she cant see her reflection
she left bite marks on my skin
you can see it in her eyes
she wants you to die

vampire vampire
dont get too close
fuck hoes im tired
i just wanted you love me like i loved you
i should left when i first fucked you
shawty she a demon with a heart made of coal
i knew it from the moment that i knew i shoulda let you go
shes just tryna steal a heart made of gold

i know it hurts i dont need you
stop texting me please its petty
you aint sly your see through
i know youre fine yeah me too
(x2)

vampire vampire
dont get too close
fuck hoes im tired
i just wanted you love me like i loved you
i should left when i first fucked you
shawty she a demon with a heart made of coal
i knew it from the moment that i knew i shoulda let you go
shes just tryna steal a heart made of gold

Vampire (sketchmyname)

Boy Got Issues (Feat. Raimi)

Shut Up

As The Story's Told

I sleep on a bed of knives
I'm afraid of the rest of my life
cant sleep wont sleep tonight
cause I sleep on a bed of knives

I aint really here nothings real
I don't really know how to feel
I don't have a lot you could steal
still give a lot 'cause a lot isnt real
I don't really care what you think
blood stains in my sink, bleed out my beliefs
aint a lot that I can keep
I start drinking early, to numb what will hurt me
nothing is working I'm off on my own
I thought I was learning thought I was learning
I know that I've changed,  I'm dying alone

I sleep on a bed of knives
I'm afraid of the rest of my life
I sleep on a bed of knives
I sleep, I wont sleep tonight

I sleep on a bed of knives
I'm afraid of the rest of my life
cant sleep wont sleep tonight
cause I sleep on a bed of knives

I aint really here nothings real
I don't really know how to feel
I don't have a lot you could steal
still give a lot 'cause a lot isn't real
I don't really care what you think
blood stains in my sink, bleed out my beliefs
aint a lot that I can keep
I start drinking early, to numb what will hurt me
nothing is working I'm off on my own
I thought I was learning thought I was learning
I know that changed, I'm dying alone

Bed Of Knives (CapsCtrl)

I will absorb you living is tortue
I am not your friend I am not your enemy
I am just a shell of where a person used to be

So I'm gone so long
Please dont ever worry what you ever coulda been to me
I love you I wish I could be a better person, Those who stayed the course even when I fuck hurt them
'Cause even in the end I know I never could deserve them
I'm sorry to my friends and the few I love, my mom I tried and my brother I'm done

I will absorb you living is tortue
I am not your friend I am not your enemy
I am just a shell of where a person used to be

Intro

Sadzilla

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