u didn't tell me u got a soundclouddd :vvvv u probably announced it on your twitter :p

--Sadzilla--

twenty-three feeling so hazy,
haven’t been sober in about four months, I’m doing fine
smoking just fat blunts, fucked up its all wrong
I’m just a sad piece of shit but at least I can admit it

loose spirit again, in decisions inside my head
try to make sense why you told me you need to leave again
climbing on the sides of walls with just prescriptions
medicated losing balance, these drugs make me like a living god no

just a manic state, oh, falling down again, hoe,
you don’t wanna know me you should run away
had a few girls but all they do is leave
fuck with me, I don’t need this anymore then you need me

loose, take a few pills drown in the back
you should come here and sink into hell with me
whats this yeah bounce on the track,
I just feel great man, losing all my sense of hope again

why you gotta do that,
you saying all these things but you don’t really fuck with me
you don’t love me like that
trying to burn everything you love about me

Sunk

In The Woods (Prod. Croisé Errant)

yeah so thank you I watch you leave all again
you know I hate you, yeah you don’t understand
oh yeah so thank you, you push me down all again
you know I hate you when things get so out of hand

Yeah yeah 

im that kid that didn’t learn shit yeah
emotionally stunted from my ex bitch yeah
always hitting me up on the flip phone yeah
got me back on the drugs I didn’t want to be like this

cus your teeth are putting pressure outside my neck
I feel like my throat is closing up
your eyes are burning deeply straight through my skin
when I see you  im frozen up

I don’t even remember much of our time together
but it still comes back to me in my sleep
cus I still feel like im drowning in my sheets
Every day I feel like im getting more weak

an empty void where you said you’d let go
cus theirs nothing like your love
its the only one I’ve ever known
im not ok, im so fatigued.

you stretch the skin off my bones
im just an empty vessel you call home

yeah cus im so use to it, so sick of it
yeah im just plagued by anxiety and depression
cus im not coping not hoping anymore
I know you’ll come back to take me apart

GECKO

Prod. desmo

Lyrics:
Sometimes I wanna soak my head in the water
And take a breath
Breath x3

I don't want to breathe another breath
With knowing all the secrets you kept
From me, I've been thinking
Maybe i'd be cheating 
If I knew what you'd be doing
In the back of a malibu

Yeah he coming onto you, yeah
Yeah you think you're in the mood, yeah
Yeah he saying everything, yeah
Everything you wanna do, yeah

Yeah, and it feels so right
That he made your night
'Till you see that I texted you
"When u coming home? I miss u"

Sometimes I wanna soak my head in the water (yeah)
And take a breath
Breath x3

I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna talk about it
What you did, what you did

I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna talk about it
When you say, "Can I stay?"

I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna talk about it
What you did, what you did

I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna talk about it
When you say, "Can I stay?"

Sometimes I wanna soak my head in the water
And take a breath~

Scuba Dive

The Scene Massacre (feat. Spencer Letsinger)

Jinchuriki (Nine Tails)

Super Human Samurai Cyber Squad (feat. ONI INC, Dallas Turner, Kid Carrillo)

U got cashapp? (feat. Smokky B)

Used to build ramps in the parking lot
Inside playing splitscreen on tony hawk
We always thought we would never change
But we did and that's okay

Got linkin park on repeat
Burning MP3s on cds
We always thought we would never change
But we did and that's okay

Every saturday morning
Waking up at 6 o'clock
Gotta get our cozy socks
Digimon, pokemon, yugioh at seven
Gotta know what's gonna happen next i'm betting
We gonna live like this our entire lives
We gonna live forever we never gonna die

We thought we'd never change
But we did and that's okay

Got linkin park on repeat
Burning MP3s on cds
We always thought we would never change
But we did and that's okay

I'll always be there for you
'Cause that's what best friends do
I'll always feel that way
I promise that'll never change
If that's okay...
I'll see you again saturday

Saturday Morning Cartoons

Hey Momma

Auto Pilot (feat. dylan xo) + NetuH

Shut Up

As The Story's Told

What is real?
What you feel?
What you see?
Do you think,
About your past
And where you've been?

Visualize
The broken times
In your sleep
Call it back
To broken nights
Inside your dreams

Cause I've thinking a lot
Regretting the choices that broke all the trust around me
Snapping pencils in class
The sadness and anger was pushing the absent cracked seams
Want the living to last
Feel it get harder, my soul drifting further from me
Want this nightmare to end
Feel like I'm fine till I'm sitting alone with the trees

Burn in the breeze
While you're staring at me
Watch as the world comes down
Crashing on me

Suffocating the life from me
Scattered ashes in seas
Because I'll fucking leave my mark before I fall away
Causing things that you feel
And it carries the pain
In all the things that I'm saying
This is my effigy

(This is my effigy)

Encapsulate the memories
Twisted thoughts, use them as you experiments
Never really thought of trauma that's impairing me
Looking back, never thought of all the mental things

It's getting cold you say
Glow on your face as I fall away
Wake with a smile and it fades away
Photos of pasts seem to call to me
Call to me

Calling to something
In past was in love in
The music's emotion
Breaks over this ocean  
The pains in this life
Seem to take over night
Broken thoughts in the mind
Of the helpless tonight

I think the future is something you seal
I think a calling is something you feel
I think the pain is a lash that you heal
Alone in the trees, all these voices I hear
As I burn

Burn in the breeze
While you're staring at me
Watch as the world comes down
Crashing on me

Suffocating the life from me
Scattered ashes in seas
Because I'll fucking leave my mark before I fall away
Causing things that you feel
And it carries the pain
In all the things that I'm saying
This is my effigy

Alone in the trees [prod. APT.102]

I will absorb you living is tortue
I am not your friend I am not your enemy
I am just a shell of where a person used to be

So I'm gone so long
Please dont ever worry what you ever coulda been to me
I love you I wish I could be a better person, Those who stayed the course even when I fuck hurt them
'Cause even in the end I know I never could deserve them
I'm sorry to my friends and the few I love, my mom I tried and my brother I'm done

I will absorb you living is tortue
I am not your friend I am not your enemy
I am just a shell of where a person used to be

U got cashapp? (feat. Smokky B)

Sadzilla

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