[prod harttsick]
lyrics:
(HARTTSICK VERSE)
can’t live life I know this
summer is dead, it’s almost over
Cigarette ash on my tongue
ur heart is black just like my lungs
the rope is tight around my neck
say your words with no regret
take my words, im on the fence
don’t wake up, this is your chance

fuck my life I’m done with it
im just so fucking broken 
i just have so much regret
cute scene bitch cutting her wrist
bby why you doing that
yk it makes me so sad 
I don’t wanna leave you boo
but you broke me in two

two, ooo
what it do, imy, imy

im tired of being here 
I have so much fkn fear
I just wanna disappear
but i can not leave you here
I have to take care of you 
i promise i won’t hurt you
bby I really love you
do you really love me 2

sometimes you make me insane 
I wanna blow my own brain
finally end all this pain
fuck this I’ll just die today 
but fuck i have to fkn stay 
so i can get rid of your pain
bby promise you’ll be okay 
promise to keep you so safe

(movie scene)
you don’t care, shut the fuck up
I just want you to put the gun down 
no I’m not putting it down fkn get away
please, please, please
what am i supposed to do
please chris no 

(HARTTSICK VERSE 2)
dirty lil bitch i don’t need you 
I hope it hope hurts and it goes 
and it bleeds through
i hope your stomach really turns 
let it seep through 
your words matter no more 
let it be true, I hate to be you 

fuck all this love that you gave me 
all of this pain drives me crazy 
all of a sudden you hate me
but now there’s no one to save me

go go go away from me, me 
this was all a dream, dream
but you wanted to leave, leave
but I could barely speak, speak 
but somethings drowning me, me
somethings drowning me, me
so please saaaave meeeee yeahhhh

chris & lisa feat. harttsick

lyrics:
open my eyes and tell me why 
why the fuck did you have to lie
left me here feeling just so fucking cold
now I’m just left here all alone
i see the moon and i look at the stars
wondering how did i ever get this far
wondering why did you have to leave
wondering why do i still fucking bleed
bleeding on the floor 
i don’t care anymore
screaming out your fucking name
til my veins end the pain
one in the chamber
bby let’s play a game
russian roulette til
the fucking bullet hits our brain
wake up in the alley 
got a needle in my arm
it’s about 3am 
and it’s looking pretty dark
i was walking down the street 
and i saw you in his car
knew it from the fkn start
you would break my whole heart

i just wanna be able to smile again [prod.miercoles]

WATCHING YOU ROT FEAT. HARTTSICK [PROD.BASED GUTTA]

take me where you dream [prod.mike]

drug addict [prod.33nimb]

4evr [prod. SUZUKKI]

take me far away
don’t wanna live another day
I don’t wanna be awake 
just let me fade away 
I’m just stuck inside my brain
I’m tried of this rain 
bb tell me that you luv me
before I die today (x2)

crying in room,
crying diamonds
doing Shrooms 
thinking about you
im cutting wrist 
ur bleeding too
shotgun in my mouth
I’ll pull the trigger 
end it now
really shouldn’t doubt
when I’m rich 
you’ll come around 

gothalupe around my neck
is the only thing that keep me safe
but I keep that glock right by my waist
Cause Them fuck niggas wan blow my brain
all they do is talk and hate
and I Don’t know why I’m in so much pain 
all this hatred, I can’t escape 
and my head is filled with hopeless rain

all this love is so gone, Idk what I’ve done
my heart feels so numb, I’ll go do more drugs
I’ma crying crow, in the night I’ll take your soul
you already know, my soul has some bleeding holes

away [prod.harttsick]

lyrics:
don’t speak to me
don’t talk to me
if you see me 
don’t look at me 
don’t look my way
you’ll feel the pain 
feel the hate I have today 
it’s better if I hide my face
so that way you don’t see my pain
that I walk with everyday
hate myself everyday

hate myself even more
when I’m all alone, I’ll over dose
doing drugs I need some more 
I can’t take this anymore
I lost all hope smoking dope
in my hood ima fucking crow
ah gothcrow, doing coke
selling bags for the low
need a line then hit my phone
I’ll be ready at yo door
got my chrome I’ll let it show
wanna rob me ill let it blow 

know she don’t love me no more
I don’t think she ever did 
if you went through everything I did
you’d be in a ditch
made in heaven but I live in hell
really think I need some help
for these voices in my head
Don’t think I’ll ever escape
only way out is gun to brain
then the never ending pain 
finally will go away
finally I’ll show my face 
got black wings 
they feel so cold
no one ever hold me close
I was always all alone 
no one ever text my phone
only when they need some dope
I feel like im just a ghost 
in this so call empty void
feel like I ain’t got no choice


I be in my room
cutting wrist
Playing bloodborne 
with the bloodletter
make myself bleed better
playing tony hawk pro skater
ima skater
ur hater
skaters vs haters
in my sweater I keep a lighter
let’s get higher, light the fire 
hanging by ah fucking wire
don’t let me down, cuz bby I’m feeling really tired
tired of this life, really think I should retire
Tell you that I wanna live but ima fkn liar

i like it here inside my mind, don't wake me up this time [prod.made in heaven]

i just wanted you to love me [prod.mercury]

rotting [prod.only1august]

is this what u wanted [prod.luke II]

let it hurt [prod.miercoles]

its sunny in los angeles

lyrics:
don’t, go
im right, here
right, here
i lost, myself
im nowhere, near
nowhere, near

will I matter now
since I’m now dead
well is this what u wanted
will you regret it
now do you think
she’ll cry
now do you think
she’ll care
do you think
she’ll even notice
notice that I’m not there

not, enough
I’m so broken
so, broken
needed, help
but im six feet, under
six feet, under 

oOooOoooO (x2)

im/not here [prod.erra]

Lyrics:
you don't know why 
I feel like this
i don't know why
you treat me like shit
im all alone 
inside my room
im all alone 
thinking of you 
i shot myself
on your door step
I wonder now 
if you’ll  noticed me
you let me drown
it’s all your fault
you treated me bad
you left me lost
i needed your help
you left me in hell
I needed you here
you just disappeared 
i needed your love
but I wasn’t enough 
i needed your touch
but you never showed up

SubUrbia (poem)  [prod. racky]

let me go [Prod. The Sound Clown x Sorrow Bringer]

call back [prod.wayside]

Lyrics:
let go
of my hand
you don’t love me
I’m not worthy 
you treat me
so badly
I can’t believe 
the things you did to me
I loved you
now ur so far
and im so gone 
my heart is torn apart 
where are you
you said you don’t care
you left me so scared
now im having nightmares
im rotting
my heart has turned grey
I feel so ashamed 
you hurt me today
I’ll haunt you 
I’ll carve your whole name
onto my own veins 
all part of the game
ima loser
that’s what you said 
im not perfect
i feel hopeless

loser, no future

Cuts on my wrist
I don’t think I am the one
scars on her wrist
from loving everyone 
leave me here to die
let me grab my gun
Let my body rot 
maggots will eat me up

you say that we’re meant to be 
but I know we’re not
you just try to get into my head
and rip my whole heart 
and I know you’re out there
in Chicago with that guy
and I tell myself what’s the point 
just end your life
kys just kys 
you’re hopeless and worthless
you ain't got no reason to live
I got no purpose 
you won’t be able to hold a job
you’re coward 
no fucking future 
Pathetic loser

I hate myself
I hate myself
look at my wrist
I hate myself
I can’t even look in the mirror 
I hate what I see 
I hate how I sound
I had a dream
got blood on my shirt
it wasn’t  mine it was all of hers
I killed her and broke the curse 
the pretty succubus finally left this earth
anyway just please don’t come back
cause I don’t know what I’ll do 
if I’ll love you or just kill you 
my mind going crazy 2 
smoke a blunt 
and get so high 
didn’t want this in my life
I just wanted to be happy
chilling here
by your side

4evrsick☆

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