can't tell if the room's getting big
or if i'm just small
cause it only takes a second to fall
i crawl into bed when the sun starts to rise
i simply can't handle the smoke and the smog

my ribs are transparent
must be malnutrition
i feel so decrepit
i'm clearly indifferent
yet heaving persistence
with every decision
the outcome is rigid

mortality hates
that there is an end
to everything we wanna protect
blue screens emulate when i was a kid
nothing would phase me
save me once again

verbally gone
no, i don't wanna talk
deteriorate what i ate till i rot 
it takes up a lot; my energy's shot
take in the scent of a bird that was caught
it's leading me home
mentally not or physically there
i continue to trot
i'm walking on air; mentality rose
but then i wake up to find out i'm alone

shadows approach as they
rip me apart from my desk
all they had wanted was means to an end
but i sense dishonesty filling their heads
you don't know grief till it's conquered your chest

i'm still not impressed
seventeen and counting
oh please, i digress
from everyone around me
i'll tear me to shreds;
fed up with the scowling
i'm a rodent; the fox it is prowling

it was so different long ago
i can't get rid of this vertigo
but honest to god, who would've known
that being hurt feels like home...

𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳, 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵-..
𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘨𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸?..

endow me
endow me
and i'll be your hatred

endow me 
endow me
endow me in all your hatred

fox claws (acey x nate2timez)

prod. afterlife 

mixed and mastered by luke seeley (flowers for you)


dear my closest friend I’m writing cause I miss you so much 
Remember when we fell in love? it hurts me so much 
it’s been so long since I’ve last seen you but i long for your touch 
You’re the only one I wanna talk to til the suns up 


it was only one night but we could make it last a lifetime. 
You’re the color of my sky
The song I sing to tell myself that life’s alright. 
We haven’t talked too much
Don’t say I miss you enough 
But I feel the same, always on my brain, without you girl I’d go insane
I asked you if you feel the same
Lied through your teeth and said no on that day
Now I don’t blame you for all of your reasons for wanting to push me away
You’re saying that we can’t go back
As much as we wanna just redo the past
Baby youre right about that 
I just wish that we could forge a new path
Don’t see a reason to lie
Think about you all the time
wish I could take it all back
sorry I suck and I ruined your life

dear my closest friend (prod. afterlife)

ig im trippie redd or sumn idk

you called
and im sorry i missed it
im sorry im distant
i need my redemption
im lost
but im scared to admit it
i need my prescriptions
just so i can fit in

to the standards
you hold me to
but thats okay
im sick of you
ima cauterize the wounds to rid of all you put me thru

gunfire in the trenches of my cortex
cerebral misalignment makes it all feel like a vortex
tantalizing sights reduce all of the melatonin
insomnia is takin over awake til the morning

keep on puffin smoke until my psyche gone
ima stare until my sight be gone
no rights or wrongs
hopin one day that u smite me god
strike a bolt into my forehead make the lights go off

im a minimalistic goddess when it comes to my life
sick of copying popular artists like guardin on winter nights
when i cant think of shit to write down on the paper bound
to the seams of my notebook like im bound to whats in this town

let ur body rot inside the mess you made
polar opposites resolve themselves within the pain
feel the smoke enter my lungs and fog out all my brain
when i take a 2g cone rolled up wit purple lemonade

pack another bowl until i cannot feel my soul now
baby im a goner idk if i can hold out
owoowoooutttttttt owowowoouttt

could u be a savior when im boutta flick the lights out
cuz ion wanna end it truthfully but thats just life now
oowowowowowowowowowowo owowowowwwowwwwww
but thats just life nowwwowowwowowowowwwowowowowowowow

cerebral misalignment

3 (caves x splashgvng)

pick up the fuckin phone
yeh yeh yeh
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
i learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit
im damn near the best
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit

high tide get me an my soul fried
i dont wana good night
i jst wanna stay up and contemplate my whole liii-
huh :p
boy thot he was nice he was runnin up a dub
uh
bitch im 2 high to ever give a fuck!
ur nothin special 
eck >:(
ur just a test wound
it was alright
BLAH!
till it wasnt!
yeh
im a zombie
bae!
do u copy?
word.
do u see me in tha cemetary late at night
walking round tryna find some fuckin spite 
i dont wanna kill u but i gotta jst to make it right
try to act cool but u know u got Formaldehyde
poisin x_x
its pointless shit u know ull cry for quite a while
but dont do shit about it
pull up in a brand new whip
gtr4s or a corvette
yep
ill whoop u in like any game, call it life
yep
enough of all the talk shit
lets just fuckin talk shit

im a monolithic mommy 
corrupting the thoughts above me 
and i cant get away from this
why u try to love me man?
why u try and hate me
why u try to say the words that cant help but tame me
i cant write the story
but i can on my face
ill put ur name on my hand
and make it somethin like "grace"
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up

aries

follow guda

aries (guda x baz309)

i'll move out and move on
sitting silent and all alone
but underneath the thunderstorm
there's always hope to move along

i'll move out and move on
all over my hands the scars are shown
but i believe that if i stay strong
this emptiness won't stay for long 

i'd give my life to see you smile 
and if i could i'd do it now 
just promise me that somehow
everything will workout 
do u remember our first date
we hid near a shop under rain 
i held you close u felt my pain
i loved u ever since dat day

i'll move out and move on
sitting silent and all alone
but underneath the thunderstorm
there's always hope to move along

i'll move out and move on
all over my hands the scars are shown
but i believe that if i stay strong
this emptiness won't stay for long 


this left me with a wreck inside my head
this left me with a wreck inside my head

i'll move out and move on (acey)

Engineered by floret
mastered by floret
produced by floret & venus
written by floret 

lyrics:




i can't take it back when i was younger
yell out the top of my lungs like i'm bolder
fresh out the streets like you think you know her
dumbass and freak your such a loner
fuck up you feen you are a loner
head out the door just like your father 
drugged out in need just like your mother 
fuck up and feen you are a loner 

from the tree tops run me down
burn this place straight to the ground 

cause loves not real and i know why your lying 
fuck up past and i know why your crying 
why your crying why your crying 
write my life like your the author 
life has so much more to offer
spoken lies like your own father
wrote my life like im the author 
know that life so much offer
offer,offer 

take it when you tell me that young again 
say that were better of just as friends 
i've been broken down just meet me in the end
what did father say when you gone now
i dont wanna say this im in love now
break me down you fall in love
100 times you blame your mom
like i guess ill never be like me again 
what you do spite me blame my friends
take this pill youll be dead again 
hate everyone fuck your friends 
its over its over

from the tree tops run me down
burn this place straight to the ground 

cause loves not real and i know why your lying 
fuck up past and i know why your crying 
why your crying why your crying 
write my life like your the author 
life has so much more to offer
spoken lies like your own father
wrote my life like im the author 
know that life so much offer
offer,offer

love is dying

a mutual sickness report

produced by triple gemini (soundcloud.com/trplgmni)

something else left to say here
i don't know what
everyday left to change pace in the dark
holding out for the first time that we go back straight through
the streetlights from the backseat of the car
and i'm deeper again
i pour it straight and its days gone
you couldn't notice and then (couldn't notice again)
i think i'm losing myself (think i'm losing myself)
and i don't know how to tell you when its over
could you hide it from the start?

you don't even speak like you know me
straight laying down what you taking out of me slowly
first time on the first night, you're my only
but its so dark, but its so cold
but its lonely

do you think its the same thing
or you think that its gone?
cause its only worth saving
if its you that i've got
and i know that the waiting
gets inside of your thoughts
and the time that its taking
makes it feel like its wrong

thought that we'd do it again on the same street
making nightmares out of daydreams
june as cold as my face feels
but its easier when you hate me
i just always thought it was safe here

and i don't know how to tell you when its over
could you hide it from the start?

tell me again how it gets in your head
i'm just leaving its better this way
i'm just a second away
i'm just a second away
what would you call that?

read through the texts, do you wonder instead
why i'm making it easy again?
i'm just a second away
saw how it ends when you stay
and i wish we could fall back

you don't even speak like you know me
straight laying down what you taking out of me slowly
first time on the first night, you're my only
but its so dark, but its so cold
but its lonely

Somewhere Else (prod. triple gemini)

its timeless
nothing left in my pockets
broken heart, and wallet
there's no way to stop it
I'm running away from my conscious-

but the time really passes by my friend
we were just in high school, now ur back at it again
in college with new friends
and I'm at home again
I swear that this life, never ever really ends

HOW'D END UP HERE ANYWAY
SMOTHERD BY YOUR TOUCH, THATS WHY I RAN AWAY
GOD, OH GOD, MY LIFE IS SUCH! A! MISTAKE!
I am such a god damn, mistake 

I
feel
the blood running through my veins
pain
nothing ever really felt the same
anyway

COVER ME IN ROSES
I AM SO ATROCIOUS

but the time really passes by my friend
we were just in high school, now ur back at it again
in college with new friends
and I'm at home again
I swear that this life, never ever really ends

*no it never really ends*

but the pain in my heart is immense
oh my god, I'm so pressed
16 with all of this pain, again
I DONT GET IT

we, all move along
we, all have, a song that means something
we, don't care at all
everybody, is selfish, in their own ways

timeless (prod. hero)

no samples used
visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKv2MdMEQ5I

hey guys, i haven't been able to record much vocals lately, so here's this instrumental i've been working on & off on for the past few months.
hope you enjoy 🖤
i appreciate you all so much.
thank you for being here & listening

ａｍｏｎｇ　ｔｈｅ　ｅａｒｔｈ，
ｂｅｎｅａｔｈ　ｔｈｅ　ｄｉｒｔ

i don't expect this to last

new single produced by @irby314 & @pekarot_161

lyrics:

Be careful what you wish for
Oh you'll always just want more
It's hard to fill the satisfaction
Moving target, always lacking
It's like you took everything that I ever wanted
Hidden on the surface
Planted urges
Now you're saying I should
Walk away
Walk away

When I came back I told you
None of this can stay
So you took something you knew I wanted
Wrapped it up in shame
Old standards mold the frustration
Presenting this duel fate
I'm still standing to find the answers
Are they written on your
Are they written on your face

Oh can I
Just forget about last night
Try to focus on what's mine and what's right
What's mine and what's right

Watching you walk away
Forced against one place
Still begging to escape
Oh does it even matter
Oh does it even matter

Be careful what you wish for
Oh you'll always just want more
Like it's not what you asked for
So don't say
Walk Away

3 (caves x splashgvng)

safeatlast

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