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losing service ft. fernn (5head x taurs)

AMV link: https://youtu.be/7zqgsXxin-4
Featuring: @maesk337
Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Boyfifty & Pizzle
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & maesk 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: bungo stray dogs

Lyrics:
[Intro: Kurama SD]
It's such loneliness 
In this empty space 
I can't escape 
I'm sorry

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Its such a lonely paradise 
Its so dark at night 
Feeling like everything in my life 
Is so fake 
I'm so anxious 
I'm so sorry 
it's so lonely 
You don't know me
U said you didn't need me
So just leave me 

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
You stabbed me in the eye
I think about your lies
Tell myself to let it go I sigh 
I just can't you should know this 
You didn't notice 
That I was lonely 
I was lonely 

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
You used me
Now you don't need me
I can't be me
No more 
No more

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Its such a lonely paradise 
Its so dark at night 
Feeling like everything in my life 
Is so fake 
I'm so anxious 
I'm so sorry 
it's so lonely 
You don't know me
U said you didn't need me
So just leave me 

[Verse 2: maesk] 
just leave me 
i think i need a break 
would u miss me if the copper wasn’t misplaced
and i been thinking that i need my brain inspected 
absorbing all substances think its leaving me infected
wanna move out of this town, but i got no goals
so baby fill me up with something warm for my damn soul
uh, yeah coz this cycle taking its toll
yeah its lonely in these nights 
but even waking up feels so cold

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
You used me
Now you don't need me
I can't be me
No more 
No more

[Chorus: maesk]
its such a lonely paradise 
its so dark at night
feeling like everything 
in my life is so fake 
I'm so anxious I'm so sorry 
its so lonely 
u don't know 
u said u didn't n st leave me 
just leave me

Lonely Paradise W/ mæsk (Prod. Boyfifty & Pizzle)

Artwork by Flux Aspekt

Lyrics:

(I'm taken away out from this place)

I'm making my way out of this place
fighting the things that I couldn't face
I can't see the light anymore
all the things I'm left to endure
Maybe I just need some space
I look in my head and there's nothing but pain
So, please don't tell me what to feel
'cause everything just feels surreal

Turn back "2005"
Everything hurts inside
I thought I saw the light
then I just lost that sight
I thought it was so bad
That you'd leave me like that
And now I see your name
I've shot it into my brain

The hospitals, they try to tell me why I have these seizures
Something in my brain went haywire, I can't find a reason
I see it in my sight
I feel it every night
The car-crescendo
Of my potential

Imaginary friend, you'll be there 'till I stop breathing
Imaginary friend, you're the only thing I could believe in
Imaginary friend, there's things that I don't see the reason
Imaginary friend, you'll make me kill myself to stop the grieving

Time waits for no-one
Time waits for no-one
Time waits for no-one
Time waits for no-one
Not even you, not even you
Time waits for no-one
Won't wait for you
Time waits for no-one
What do we do?
Just explain why you're here

Imaginary friend, you'll be with me 'till I stop breathing
Imaginary friend, you were the only one I could believe in
Imaginary friend, there's some things where I don't see the reason
Imaginary friend, you'll make me kill myself to stop the bleeding

I'm making my way out of this place
fighting the things that I couldn't face
I can't see the light anymore
all the things I'm left to endure
Maybe I just need some space
I look in my head and there's nothing but pain
So, please don't tell me what to feel
'cause everything just feels surreal

(imaginary friend)
(imaginary friend)

Imaginary Friend | Prod. Happytears X Tenoji

mama used to tell me don't say nothin' if u cant say nothin' nice ~

bbydonttalk. [+lilportal]

all credit to green day!

thanks to IOF for this amazing production!

blvd of broken dreams. COVER [+IOF]

mixed by me
mastered by Ally Holloway
produced by metlast
artwork by my gf <3

constantly looking towards the sky
and wondering why i’m even alive
i can never begin to fathom
why i was even put here on this earth
was it just suffer?
beyond what i could imagine?..
i’ll let gravity, grab me by the feet
to pull me 6ft deep

(oh underneath 
their decaying bodies still haunt me)

dragging me under the ground
slowly suffocating so i can’t make a sound
it seems i’ve found a new home
with the ghost around im less alone
hoping i could find a better way
to rid the world of my lunacy
looking for any opportunity
to fade away and ameliorate this world…

of me
so cold
and empty

so i solidified the thoughts inside my head
the thoughts that were telling me i’m better off dead
no matter what you said to me
6ft deep is where i fended up being
so as the light from the tunnel grew darker and darker 
my mind grew further and further away
you should’ve stayed stayed with me 
but you left my body alone to decay

(you left me alone
traversing the unknown)

ameliorate this world (metlast)

Prod @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Featuring @1endie
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I'm staying quarantined from everyone who cares for me
 
'Cause they could never really get it
I'm not shy
I'm just staying independent
I have trouble letting people in
Ask me what's my problem
Where do I begin
 
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I won't even try to hide that I don't want to socialize
'Cause I'm a wreck
I'm a recluse
 
Three days in the same shirt
What's the point of waking up if I don't gotta work
Check my phone
No missed calls
At this point I'm convinced
No one'd miss me at all
 
(Endie)
I love and hate my youth for someone like you
And you know that I don't write
My feelings for you in a notebook
A journal
Trying not to fall for
Someone like you
‘Cause you’re all I know
And you're all I want

Listen on Spotify!

Recluse w/ Endie (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

☆morning☆ +◇emptychest◇《pekarot》

prod unlucky : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCe9bZ0AsaR-YtKRvNV9WOHQ

follow bird app: https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

sc only rn will put on other stuff if i feel like it idk

lyrics:

be it heaven or hell
i won't do well
i stood and fell
oh baby can't you tell
i feel the life fade away, i'm just a shell
so please excuse the smell
i spent the night trapped away inside a cell
it's probably for the best, wouldn't wanna hurt myself

i thought that i had learned as well
i was wrong
whoulda thought?
guess i shoulda seen this from the start
once again i've burned myself
cut it off
'fore it spreads
cuz i'm doomed if it hits my heart

and now i'm on my own
god the way the look at me just chills my bones
could i stay with you? cuz i'm not going home
all that trouble and i got nothing to show

cancel all my plans for the evening, crazy
how i make excuses for myself before i blame me
how i turn a blessing to a stressor 
i surprise myself
7 in the PM and i just woke up so
please ignore my attitude, i'm feeling kinda fucked up
i been medicating in my own way, please don't tell

be it heaven or hell
i won't do well
i stood and fell
oh baby can't you tell
i feel the life fade away, i'm just a shell
so please excuse the smell
i spent the night trapped away inside a cell
it's probably for the best, wouldn't wanna hurt myself

from the start (unlucky)

don't ask (i'll lie!)

this song is not mine, all rights belong to Currents, their label, and distributor 

Instrumental: https://youtu.be/zmIre3J1ojk

Currents spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5pqvAI85RMxL9K0xHvSwGu?si=FJwbbjQOQQGA58Y_kqlQcQ

LYRICS

All alone inside my head
All alone inside my head

To escape the thought of loneliness is to resist
There's no point to refuse this
Crawling toward something serious
I'm not trying to push you, I'm just too distant
Is this who you are?
'Cause it's not who I am
You can't make me change
I'm just a shell with no substance

Now I know that I'm all alone
And nobody will come to save me
This is how, how I fall apart
All alone with these nightmares in my head

In time the walls surround me
Decrepit fixtures on the shelf all fade from my memory
Trembling behind the mask
Devoid of anything resembling humanity
Always under pressure, I dissolve
Void in my vacancy
Buried underneath it all
In silence, I sink

Now I know that I'm all alone
And nobody will come to save me
This is how, how I fall apart
All alone with these nightmares in my head

All alone inside my head
All alone inside my head

I can't give myself to you further
For everything's so meaningless to me
I'll rip out your heart 'cause that's all I'm good for
I can't be your shepherd if I'm lost

Now I know that I'm all alone
And nobody will come to save me
This is how, how I fall apart
All alone with these nightmares in my head
Now I know that I'm all alone
And nobody will come to save me
Now I know that I'm all alone
All alone with these nightmares in my head

WRITTEN BY CURRENTS

how i fall apart (Currents cover)

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Thank you for witnessing and interacting with the life of the project known as "safeatlast".

Now we must say goodbye, as the creator finally has reached the end goal of the project, to feel safe at last.

This is not the final endeavor of the creator, there is another project.

Soon.

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☆morning☆ +◇emptychest◇《pekarot》

safeatlast

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