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novella - ...at least stay true to the ending

@4neria

admit it you miss it. confessions, don't listen. the cycle is ur fault. live the script over, recycle the same lines. torn between state lines. recycle the same themes. ur not getting younger, ur burying ur head. hide in the fiction. hurting and shoving. hide behind reference. building a new self over and over. this shame in expression you'll never get over, this game of repression of every desire. they'll tear you apart; don't be too honest. larping forever. act like a good man, talk like ur smarter; the acting is cathartic. forever in who's hands? i'm a writer with no muse. it's not how it was then, it's not how we were once. there's something i can't say. its's something i won't say. it's not like it matters, it's not like i hid it. it's all on the surface. still water reflection. i feel so pretentious and due for reflection. does it dissapoint you to know that i dont know any of my lines or the endings i promised. to whom i don't know - the muse that i asked for, or the one that i had? forever the same boy. the prose is so bland now, i know that it's played out. secrets don't make friends. im keeping my eyes closed, im seeking you angel; my private ecclesia. a wink at the camera, do i have your approval? well how are the ratings? don't tell if they're falling. build God and then we'll talk.

come winter i won't be here so help me God, so help me God...

novella - so help me God, so help me God [@4neria]

black heart, black sleeve, its a perfect rosary
new day fall apart fall apart with me
angel angel spread your wings with me
honestly its so beautiful
the way you look at me is so unusual
blackened skys we watched to fade to gray
girl your the one that gives just to take
so poison me and let me sedate
its okay if im the one that needs to decay

blood curse, cure me, holy remedy
angel cleanse the darkness ahold of me
bloody hands cover eyes as i start to weep
the curse has taken root and it won;t ever leave
you preach purity but i know that the sinning runs so deep
try to hide it but i think that it's plain to see
cover up but your true self will always bleed
masquerade all your vanity as purity

angel, angel +novella (p.@hysterics + @letmedisappear)

hold my hand like a loaded gun
you said baby im thebomb.com
we wrote this script together
tangled in tether 
your the imagination ender
you said w would last forever and ever
you were gone so quick i should of known
so toast to a happy ever after

thebomb.com

smoke the pack its a must
doing ya im doing way too much
treat me like im never enough
i dont kno what u want from me but i got it
got to guard it joeyy im retarded
im so lifted
walk in with a big limp
slurring at the function
heard you wanna talk sht
acting like some hot sht
its so garbage
black knight with the armor
great sword had to slay the dragon
i can tell them clothes are cheap why you braggin
right hand wear the talisman im so radical
and my story tragical acting magical
i dont kno what u want from me but i got it
got to guard it joeyy im retarded
im so lifted
walk in with a big limp
slurring at the function
heard you wanna talk sht
acting like some hot sht
its so garbage
black knight with the armor
great sword had to slay the dragon

lifted✧.*🎧ྀི⋆｡°·prod.rainn_god✮⋆˙

i know it's hard to stay alive
but i see the truth inside ur eyes
all we do is lay awake at night
i lost ur face in fading lights
the glass still cracks beneath my feet
and each day, it gets harder to breathe
so take apart whats left of me
and leave a beautiful tradegy
a shattered vow, ur broken
and the veil is torn right open
our veins are black and blue
like the neon lights
and the corpse of jesus christ
oh, i hope that it's not hopeless
but our wrists are red and open
ive wasted all my life
trying to make it right
but i never put up a fight

yeiko // death_pact</3__prod._yeiko_kumori

𝓃𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓁𝓁𝒶:
your words are knives and they feel so real
stop yourself before they go too deep again
cover up the wounds with empty promises
there's stains so red all across the sheets
it's not so bad, girl, don't you weep
i'll live, i swear
so you can wash your hands off, oh, so clean
𝓎𝑒𝒾𝓀𝑜:
shed away your second skin
we're knee-deep in a pool of sin
circle 'round the drain again
and coat each lie with a kiss
falling head first in the concrete
sorry can't restore a heartbeat
wrap your fingers up until they're blue
let's play the knife game on the table, it's your turn
if you love it, let it burn
everybody's rotten in vegas
dancing blindly in a room full of faces

novellaXyeiko // empty promises prod. novella

i dont know better im a go getter
not a quitter i got designer leather
and i bought it just to match my sweater
when the weathers colder i dont want to talk
about nothing at all

when the weathers cold out I don’t even wanna talk
saying that you know me you can fuck off
tryna get some bands yea I’m tryna get a lot
got fur on my coat yeah I got it on top
I be in the night when nothing feels right
I’ll be ten toes till the day that I die
looking at me weird bro are you alright
yeah I got my eyes out for another sign

go getter + nausea prod ghoulwinter

old guys (bxxngan)

all these songs I was never finna drop or they did not finish, either way these are the last songs zay24k will drop.

lifted✧.*🎧ྀི⋆｡°·prod.rainn_god✮⋆˙

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