sad hours: [OPEN]

Lyrics & Composed by 제이콥
Arranged by 제이콥, Godwin Owulo 
Mixed & Mastered by 김보성

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Leaning on the bedroom wall 
Smiling like an idiot as I recall 
How the good outweighs all the bad 
These little thoughts
Such precious thoughts 

Lately I’ve been reminiscing the past 
Trying not to take things for granted too fast 
So many special people making this last 
These little thoughts
Such precious thoughts 

No matter what I’m just gonna be happy 
With where I am, with who I am
With the people around me

Remind myself to be just the way I am
Tell myself that I’m doing just fine 

바쁘고 지친 일상 속의 
나를 둘러싸는 모든 것에 
늘 만족할 수는 없겠지만
괜찮아 
아직 난 

나를 감싸는 네 온기가
사라질 때까지 난
달려갈게 너를 위해
따뜻한 기억이 얼지 않게

행복할 게 그 어떤 순간에도
내가 누구든, 어디 있든, 시간이 흘러가도
빈틈없이 날 채워줬던 너를
간직할게 지금 이대로

The people that push me again and again 
To be who I am and all that I can 
The reason I wake up and smile everyday 
The reason I’m still here 
Despite it all,
The hardships and memories that I’ve kept away
But now I know 
It’s easy to see that I’m doing fine

No matter what I’m just gonna be happy 
With where I am, with who I am
With the people around me

Remind myself to be just the way I am
Tell myself that I’m doing just fine
I’m doing fine

HAPPY

Lyrics & Composed by 제이콥
Arranged by 제이콥, Godwin Owulo
Mixed & Mastered by 김보성

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It’s not child’s play anymore 
Everything’s changed
It’s not the same from when we were younger 

Not ready at all 
To carry the weight 
Just wanna stay home 
Playing video games 

Not ready at all 
To step in myself 
Learned nothing at school 
Always had junk food 

With knowledge comes unwanted responsibilities
Though age just a number it’s not quite judgement free
Nothing’s quite judgement free

When did I grow up step out of my youth
Time went by so fast what did I do 
How am I here, where do I go 
I have learned nothing at all 
I want to be safe with no worries
In my little birdcage
  
I used to roam around freely nothing stoppin’ me then 
Just did whatever I want fooled around with friends 
Now that I’m somewhat older 
Gotta have unwanted composure 

The way people think about it 
Suddenly everyone’s judging me
How can I shift all the focus 
Cause it feels like all eyes on me

With knowledge comes unwanted responsibilities
Though age just a number it’s not quite judgement free
Nothing’s quite judgement free

When did I grow up step out of my youth
Time went by so fast what did I do 
How am I here, where do I go 
I have learned nothing at all 
I want to be safe with no worries
In my little birdcage

Don’t need to fly away don’t need to spread my wings 
Just wanna be secure in my own little space 
Don’t need to be so far from where I was raised
Just wanna be with family for the rest of my days 

Don’t need to fly away don’t need to spread my wings 
Just wanna be secure in my own little space 
Don’t need to be so far from where I was raised
Just wanna be with family for the rest of my days

BIRDCAGE

Produced by HONNE
(HONNE, RM)
 
Keyboard - HONNE
Synthesizer – HONNE
Drum programming - HONNE
Programming and additional BV’s - HONNE
Chorus - RM
Digital Editing - Hiss noise, El Capitan
Mix Engineer - Ken Lewis for www.iProduceMusic.com

mono.

seoul (prod. HONNE)

he's on your mind

cause
I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
i can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
my friends probably hate me, can't answer a message

filled with anxiety, always be hidin me
feeling inadequate's always what's driving me
not a role-model, that's not what i strive to be
Can't go outside, i'm afraid they be finding me

paranoid bout my privacy

and they always asking questions bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got alotta bad shit that I'm taking to my grave 
Got a fuckin date with death, on house arrest till trial date

so I grab the red wine on rainy days and then i pour it
cause i'll age another fuckin thousand days before I know it
yeah I'll spend em all inside, waste my time while i'm scrollin 
but I love when it rains, cause i'm agoraphobic

i'm not okay
what's the point




prod. Heartful

🌧️ 𝘢𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘤 🌧️

i thought about taking my life last night

Blue Side (2021)

Produced by Hiss noise, ADORA
(j-hope, Hiss noise, ADORA)

Keyboard - Hiss noise
Synthesizer - ADORA
Guitar - Hiss noise
Vocal Arrangement - Slow Rabbit
Digital Editing - Hiss noise
Recording Engineers - Slow Rabbit @ Carrot Express
			                j-hope @ Hope World
Mix Engineer - 박진세 @ Big Hit Studio
Mastering Engineer - Chris Gehringer @ Sterling Sound, New York, USA

모든 게 변해버린 우리 사이 나 홀로 외쳐 Blue
너로 인해 물들어 새파란 눈물이 맺혀 Blue
봄 여름 가을 겨울 항상 그 느낌 그대로 Blue
돌아가고 싶어 아무것도 모르던 그때로 Blue

Blue Side Blue Side
Back to Blue Side Blue Side

Blue Side Blue Side
Back to Blue Side Blue Side

Blue Side Blue Side
Back to Blue Side Blue Side

Blue Side Blue Side
Back to Blue Side Blue Side

차가움에 태양이 비추고 구름이 감싸준 Blue
하늘 바람 타고 지금 이 순간 그곳으로 Blue
지금 날 위로해 주는 내 마음의 Blue
파란 달빛 아래 나 홀로 Blue

어둠 속 내 아픔을 토해낼 때
한숨으로 찬 공기가 죄어올 때
난 느꼈어
무지개다리에
파란 길만 걷고 싶단 걸
I’m singing my blues
Singing my bloom
Back in my room
그립다 그 시절 파란 나와 가벼운 숨
냉정과 열정 사이 그 무게를 재보지만
지금 난 그저 파랗게 타서 죽고 싶다

Blue Side Blue Side
Back to Blue Side Blue Side

Blue Side Blue Side
Back to Blue Side Blue Side

Blue Side Blue Side
Back to Blue Side Blue Side

Blue Side Blue Side
Back to Blue Side Blue Side

Blue Side
Back to Blue Side
Blue Side
Back to Blue Side

내 파란 꿈속에
널 담을래
아니라고 해도
내 눈 속에

내 파란 꿈속에
널 안을래
안 된다고 해도
내 품속에
 
Blue Side
Back to Blue Side
Blue Side
Back to Blue Side

Blue Side
Back to Blue Side
Blue Side
Back to Blue Side

sad hours: [OPEN]

moonchild <3